cherry🍒

✧ cringe and free ✧ lesbian ✧ i <3 erurihan 18

[whatupcherry]

a lesbian little who reposts a crap ton and barely posts anything original anymore. I have a hozier and tracy chapman obsession. Be nice to me or I might just cry.

Call me Cherry🍒

a goth and a lesbo

married to kate laswell (canon)

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[tzhyabi]

"Mikasa knew who she was from a very young age"

[oh3mgeealexx]

he is so dumb

[eloiscbridgerton]

DR. PARKER ELLIS THE PITT 2.07 – 1:00 P.M.

[eloiscbridgerton]

THE PITT 1.08 // 2.08

[cosmicstrawberrycake]

Obsessed!Hange Headcanons

since i’ve decided to extend Cherry Flavored Anesthetic, here are some headcanons related to the oneshot!! i’m also counting this as my post for February :3 it's baby's first smut, so i want it to be close to perfect lol <33 ty for reading!!

cw: NOT PROOFREAD !! just headcanons !! all knowledge of college/higher education places that i have comes from the book Miles Morales: Spider-Man so if anything is inaccurate blame the author of that book, hange is masc and possibly butch, obsessive/possesive behavior, mentions of stalking/murder, lowkey loser!Hange because we’re in a loser!hange drought, Dead Dove warning because they’re a perv and obsessive and would kill for you but that’s just the hange way, a very long list of kinks.

➤ obsessive!Hange is a hardly a unique case when it comes to this sort of archetype of person- like, if you searched up “obsessive” in a dictionary their picture would be right next to the definition with a big ol first place medal around their neck.

➤ it’s hard to decide where to start here tho… maybe with the photo cards they made of you during their k-pop phase? or maybe the entirety of your junior year in highschool when they gifted you different things as an experiment?

➤ no, i think it’s better to start with the way they... "discovered" you. y’know, like how talent agencies scout up and coming actors?

➤ picture this: your sophomore year of highschool. the last period of the day- you have biology. by pure and utter coincidence, you and hange are partners for next weeks lab. you have a vague idea of who they are, and their pillows know you like your an A-List celebrity.

➤ the first time you visit their house, Hange is 2 seconds away from a panic attack. there are countless amounts of journals, sketchbooks, experiment logs, poems, and Polaroids of you stashed around their room, and the thought of you finding any of those treasured items is their worst nightmare (they are unaware how much you want to jump their bones at this point).

➤ and when they find out ur a nerd too??? if you thought they were obsessed before, then your in for a wild ride now. while you jot down your main ideas for the biology project, they stare at your neck like a starving vampire.

➤ now, don’t think just because obsessive!hange is a hornball doesn’t mean they aren’t just madly in love with you too.

➤ once the project is over, they cling to you like a loyal dog would to its owner.

➤ next, they start bringing you lunch.

➤ and not just lunchables either. like full on home cooked meals that have the same quality as something from a Michelin star restaurant.

➤ this started when they found out you often had to skip lunch just to make it to your afternoon shift on time…

➤ when you told them this, they fell to their knees in the middle of the local Spencers. They had to rush home just so they could panic in their room instead of a public mall. An angel lost its wings that day.

➤ they show up at your work the next day, clearly holding back tears and gifting you the first of many delicious meals. 💗

➤ this goes on for YEARS. like, your moving into your college dorm, and there’s hange with your lunch, like usual- they will stop at NOTHING to make sure your happy and healthy.

➤ so… speaking of the happy part…

➤ Do NOT ❌❌❌ tell them someone is flirting with you- that same person will be knocked out in a dark alleyway by midnight. or worse, depending on what they said to you

➤ when it comes to ur safety and happiness, Hange will most literally KILL for you. or, at the very least, beat someone up behind a sketchy bar for you.

➤ no matter the rhyme or reason your asking for it, even if your just hinting, they’ll do it, no questions asked (unless it’s like… “hey, do u want me to kill this guy in a poetic way”)

➤ however, ever since they became obsessed with you, they’ve been determined to become the best person ever. Like Mother Teresa levels of goodness.

➤ is it because they think them being generous and amazing will make you fall in love with them? yes, yes it is. (they don’t know how attractive their loserness is, unfortunately)

➤ their love language is acts of service, they ADORE doing little things for you

➤ like carrying your things, tying/buckling your shoes for you, or bringing you a sweet treat in the mornings !!

➤ oh, and ur interests? they’re already doing a deep dive on all of them and writing a list of gifts related to those things they can give you throughout the next few months.. nonchalantly, of course.

➤ also, expect to catch them staring at you often- you accepted their nervous glances, so now, without any shame, they’re constantly admiring you 24/7. they’re obsessed with every single part of you 💗💗

nsfw

➤ before we get too deep, quick kink list (this isn’t all of them because I couldn’t list all of them if I wanted to spend the next year doing anything else):

➤ dom/sub (they love putting this stuff into ur relationship outside of the bedroom too), scent kink, title kink (literally ANYTHING will do), somnophilia (it’s rare but yes, waking someone up with head counts), roleplay, praise & degradation, subspace (for either of you- they love cooing over you if it’s your turn, but if it’s theirs they just like to be pampered), pet play, breathplay, overstimulation, dacryphilia, size kink, voyeurism, biting kink, food play, bondage, sex toys but like. duh??, clothed sex, cockwarming (no, the strap isn’t really connected to them, yes, it’s still hot), chase kink, blood/knife play, voice kink, almost every kink, actually

➤ (yes, u being on ur period makes them want to eat you out even more, what about it??)

➤ okay anyways next.

➤ the first time you manage to worm your way past their lovesick defense and into their pervy brain sector is when you asked them to help you pick out a lingerie set for you to wear for your… “boyfriend”.

➤ they were sat in your plush, velvet loveseat for almost 2 hours, getting progressively more pink in the face every time you came out with a new set on.

➤ with every passing minute, they got even pinker, fidgeted with the patches on their jacket even more, and their voice got higher. you had such a larger affect on them that they couldn’t even pretend to stay relatively calm.

➤ and when you came out in the dark, lacy nightdress with the words “doesn’t suit me” and “not really sure”, they almost exploded. genuinely, almost died.

➤ they tried to describe how beautiful you looked, and simply couldn’t speak. so, they gestured for you to come forward and latched onto your hips like some sort of koala, pressing their chapped lips to your own. they taste like coffee.

➤ and i mean…

➤ hange sat themself back on the couch and pulled you down along with them. they leaned in and hesitated for just a second before they discarded their glasses on some random side table, and whimpering softly into the kiss as they finally tasted you.

➤ and that was the first time among many the two of you made out. oh, the boyfriend we mentioned? completely made up.

➤ next, their build, ofc <33

➤ SLEEPER BUILD HANGE SLEEPER BUILD HANGE SLEEPER BUILD HANGE SLEEPER BUILD HANGE

➤ the first time you see their muscles, it’s literally like. physically jarring. like you literally can’t believe it

➤ after all, they only really wear hoodies or layered clothes- you assumed they were built like a noodle, quite frankly

➤ everytime they come over to ur dorm and take their hoodie off, their tanktop underneath always rides up a little bit so u can see their happy trail 💗

➤ they LOVEEE it when you grind on them… whether it’s on their thighs, abs, face- it’s all a good time to them!!! (the first time you grind on their abs they literally cum untouched from how attractive they find it)

➤ Hange has a love-hate relationship with quickies… on one hand, they love challenging themself to see how quickly they can make u cum, but on the other hand, having to rush and not being able to savor all your little reactions breaks their heart :((

➤ speaking of savoring !!

➤ if you agree to let hange eat you out… you better be PREPARED because they’re going to latch onto you like a leech for up to 5 hours.

➤ this is NOT an exaggeration- when it comes to you, they’re pussydrunk like it’s nothing. literally one little kitten lick will get them addicted and pleading for more

➤ sooo… time to talk about the strap

➤ as much as they love the thought of blowing your back out into your mattress, they are BASHFUL in bed with you for the first few times. the most gentle dom in the WORLD- they’re terrified of hurting you (in a way you wouldn’t like, ofc)

➤ they like documenting and watching your reactions, naturally, so they prefer brightly colored or clear straps- easier to keep their eyes on as they slide in and out

➤ they start out with the smaller, plainer ones, but further on reveal their more… eccentric collection of straps !! the 10 inch is reserved for special occasions ONLY (whenever they feel like it)

➤ hange LUVVVS watching you touch urself 💗 whether it’s from outside your window or guiding you as you hump their pillow, they’re always down to just take a seat and drool over you :3

➤ sometimes during sex, if they’ve been away from you for a while, they’ll get carried away with kissing you and forget to do like… anything else. they’ll kiss you for 30 minutes straight if you let them

➤ DON’T underestimate how much they adore you. if you so much as hint to something you want to try out in the bedroom, they’ll research it for hours on end so they know exactly what you want to do. whether you simply want to drizzle chocolate sauce all over them and lick it off or try out like 3 new toys at once, they’re down for it.

➤ hange is addicted to you- and by extension, your cunt !! the first time they taste you is like a religious experience for them- they start groaning like they’re the one getting eaten out

➤ they also ADORE marking u up- leaving little bite marks all over your neck, thighs, shoulders, calves, arms, and chest

➤ also, if any of your pillows mysteriously disappear, don't worry !! they’re safe in Hange’s hands 💗 and their arms… and in between their thighs.

➤ they’ve stolen at least five or so of your pillows over the years- they love being able to smell you while they sleep! and while they mastrubate, but that’s a different conversation we’ll have later 🙂‍↕️

[cosmicstrawberrycake]

obsessive!hange smau

this is in the Cherry Flavored Anesthetic storyline . i also have some obsessive!Hange hcs coming out soon !! hyping up the main fic as much as possible !! i hope you enjoy !! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و

cw: minor hints of stalking, underwear stealing at the end (couldn’t resist that’s my bad), a little bit of cringe for the soul

[ynsbrightorbs]

Thoughts on Heated Rivalry?

Haven’t seen it….i honestly have no interest in mlm media like sorry id rather see two butch boxers going at it instead

[joontroverted]

imagine being hange's manager who is younger and less experienced than them, but you got the position because of your connections and competence.

so you're sweet and kind and competent and you keep telling them that this is their area of expertise, and you're just here to manage the department, etc. they're a little taken aback by you being younger than them, but that's just business they suppose. you're nice and sweet and so very corporate but whatever.

but you seemingly have all the power in the world. you correct them about tiny things that aren't really mistakes, but just suggestions from your side, and since everyone is fucking in love with you, they nod along.

they once find you in their office, straightening a poster that's been peeling since forever, which they liked just as it was, a gift from a student of theirs.

"Is there a reason you're in my office?"

"May the force be with you," you announce. That's... Star– wars? No, star trek isn't it?" You say, looking excited for some reason.

"It's star wars."

"I don't know why I try. It's always the other one."

"it says star wars at the bottom of the poster."

you wave your hand and tell them to come in as if this isn't their own office, saying you were waiting on them for a meeting because they weren't answering their phone, and that they should keep their phone in hand for more efficient communication.

The smile hange gives you is tight, they're sure you can hear their teeth grit.

in the break room you hear them complaining about a machine not working, and you turn around to ask them if they've tried calling the company and requesting for maintenance.

they blink at you. and they tell you of course they have, slowly and clearly, and it was an older model, so there's no help the company can provide.

the moment you leave the break room they're venting about you. the next day there's a newer model of the machine, with a post it saying for my most hardworking scientist!

this seemingly one sided beef keeps going, you're aloof and condescending and corporate and hange is one bad day away from choking you to death after you tell them they're 3 mins late for a meeting.

no one seems to get it, no one seems to get how insufferable you are and how your wide eyes and sweet smiles mean absolutely fucking nothing when you tell them that a deadline can't be extended while they in the most polite possible way tell you that the results you're demanding are simply impossible to provide within this period of time.

of course everyone applauds you when you show up the next morning and say you've got the deadline moved by a week as if hange wasn't the one who pressured you into doing that because no way in hell are they going to put their department under such pressure. of course.

And that's the thing, you're so fucking rude but you conceal it with you extreme politeness and your sincere smile and the wrinkle in your eyebrows as you nod like you're understanding the problem. And then you slam down the same verdict as before, just with an I hear you, or an I know, or that must be terrible, are you saying you need some help?        

You go over their head every fucking time, and then have the audacity to come to the lab and tell them that you're just the manager, they're the real force here and this is their area of expertise.

You say you look forward to a good friendship with lots of communication with them so you can understand how you can help without making it seems like you're speaking over them. Which you are. Every. single. time.

And then you have the nerve to reach for a hug and say this is about collaboration!

Hange has half a mind to fling you across the room, but the smell of your perfume wafting up from you, and the way your hair tickles their collar bone as you hug, and how your tits press against their chest has them stuttering, their hands uselessly grabbing your waist and then your back because the curve of your waist feels too intimate for someone they hate.

You stock the pantry with some of the nicer things that you heard the employees wishing for. You give half days whenever you feel like there's not much to do. This ridiculous mix of corporate behaviour and a friendly, young and hip attitude you're fostering makes no fucking sense to hange, but everyone else seems to be high off of you, and cannot stop raving about you.

Erwin validates them a little bit by saying that he didn't think you'd do a good job either when you started, but you're proving yourself to be dependable and friendly, yet relentless.

Levi simply says that he's glad to see that the old bum that was managing them before, who had let the department run wild and sloppy is now gone.

Moblit asks Hange what their problem is with you and hange can barely put together a sentence that doesn't sound like a reckless teenager upset that there's a new teacher around.

They settle with saying that you're condescending with plausible deniability and don't seem like a real person. Like a mould of what some handbook expects a manager to be but with too little guts to be ruthless– instead trying to be the cool new gal.

Moblit looks at them like they're stupid, but doesn't push it. Hange's glad.

One afternoon they're typing up a report, and you appear next to them, asking stupid questions whose answers you would know if you read the fucking report they were writing. They mumble that to you, and wait for you to leave, but you're still fucking there, and this time you're talking about how their hair is falling on their eyes and they couldn't possibly see, could they?

And the next thing they know, your fingers are tipping their chin up to face you, light but firm enough that they can't move their face any which way other than looking at you.

You pout for a moment and mutter to yourself, "this can't do. Stay right here!"

And then you scurry off, fast depsite your heels, as though hange is a flight risk. And hange stupidly waits, chin up, as you come back, some sparkly hair pins in hand.

Your long nails thread along their parting, while you put the pins in your mouth. They stare at you, as one hand holds back their hair and the other plucks the pins from your plush, smooth lips and push it into their bangs gently.

You're very pretty. Very pretty. You're rather intelligent too, in your area of work. Were you a prodigy at school or something? They wonder why you put up with half the shit you do, from people much older than you. Every time hange has told you off, you take it as it is, instead of throwing your power and connections around to belittle them. Your skin is so soft and gentle, especially in comparison to hange's. Their scalp tingles from the way your fingertips sink into their hair

"Am I too tight for you?"

"What?"

"Am I putting the hairpins in too tight for you?" You ask, your eyes wide, "you were just glaring at me, so."

Hange shakes their head. They can't even comprehend if they're too perverted or if you actually said that.

They just stare forward instead of into your eyes, and with a start realize that they're just staring at your tits.

"All done!" You exclaim, smiling and holding their face. "There you are! My favourite scientist!"

"Here I am," they croak. Their face is so hot, and they wonder if your hands can feel it. Why the fuck are you even holding their face like that?

"You're very pretty... handsome? Which do you prefer?" You ask, your eyes roving over their features.

"Uhh," hange's hardly sure what noise is coming out of them even.

"Whichever. Both. All. I'll have my cake and eat it too, good ma'am." They add, in a British accent. "You know me."

What the fuck was that.

Hange has managed to charm women older and younger than them, and the younger ones are much easier, with their desperation and little outfits, clinging to hange at the bar when they ask for a dance.

But you're just looking at them with the same smile they're sure you plaster on for everyone.

"See, I don't know you actually. What do you do when you're not buried in lab work? Do you keep up with sports or celebrities? You never turn up at any of the company dinners! Is there a Mr. or Mrs. Zoe?"

You slapping them across their face would give them less whiplash than the way this conversation is going.

"No- not interested in havin' a Mr. Zoe," they choke, "and no Mrs. Zoe as of now."

"Aww," you say, pouting a bit. The fuck was that for?

"Anyways, do you like your hair?" You ask, whipping out a hand mirror from your pocket and positioning it to face Hange.

They look worse than they expected. Hair neatly pushed back with black sparkly pins but their face is wide eyed and red, even through the tan of their skin. You bend so you're level with the mirror too, and now you and hange are cheek to cheek, side by side. In the mirror, your eyes glance at them. They can feel your hair tickling their collarbone and if you leaned in just a bit more, your nose would be in their neck.

"You like?"

"Uh huh."

"Cool!"

And then you're clacking away, out of the lab, as though nothing happened at all.  

[lenaikart]

I had very strong urge to draw fem!eruri

[tel1mesomethin9]

[zira-draws]

resent commission of my beloved hanji <3

[whatupcherry]

MEOWWWW

[macneedscake]

Pikuhan Warm-Up Sketch !

Drew this based on oomfie's twt (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

Orig twt imbedded in the pic !! :D

[ynsbrightorbs]

This may be a strange question, but whenever I finish a story, I always wonder how differently the plot would’ve progressed if one of the characters from the end were suddenly brought back to the beginning with all their memories. I keep thinking about Hamartia the same way, how the story would’ve progressed if Y/N or Hange were suddenly teleported back to the beginning.

Is there anything you think they would’ve done differently?

i dont think this is strange at all, ive thought about this too and i even kinda wrote about it in the beginning of chapter 22. i like to think if hange were the one to be brought back to the beginning theyd tell yn the truth right away. i dont think theyd internalize their battle of insecurities and feeling like they arent good enough for yn, along with the guilt of all the information they withheld from her, throughout the course of hamartia, theyd instead work through it openly with her from the start. as for yn, i think the biggest piece would be her family when it came to deciding what the right thing to do is. i think shed build the courage to just sit her mom down and tell her the truth rather than avoiding it, same goes for literally everything i think hamartia yn has a huge avoidance problem. pushing it down and praying kinda vibe. her mom was kind of the major reason why she struggled so much with her feelings for hange, all because of the implications of her sexuality. i think if she knew the type of person her mother was and the choices shed make, yn would lay it out to her because she understands how her own choices could affect the person she loves the most (hange) and vice versa, hange would do everything they can to avoid all the turmoil they went through because they both know its avoidable. such complications, such gayness. i think they love each other so deeply theyd face their fears from the start to keep each other as safe as possible, knowing well the aftermath it would cause

[darypeacher]

wip

[drinkyourfuckingmilk]

how dare you ask me to draw my otp as one of my other otps ಠ_ಠ

BONUS:

[laswells-ashtray]

ICE agents seem awfully fond of using Nazi like excuses, so, i hope they're all quick to follow their leader.