A little breakdown of Adam Karadec’s realization that he’s in love with one Morgan Gillory.
We’ll start here; a conversation that can be translated to, “I know you'd like me to show my feelings more, but that's not in my nature. You make me better. I hope you see that.”
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He gets to be the rock that she can lean on, crash into, push against. She can always trust him to be there and to take care of her, even if she can't see it. Or like it.
*Panic Attack in progress*
As Morgan is getting deeper and deeper into her spiral, consumed about their death, the fear of losing her children, you can see Karadec get more and more unnerved. He feels unsteady—he is losing her.
His fear isn’t that visible, but it’s there. He is supposed to be her partner, her support—he is supposed to be calm and collected, for her. But he’s uncertain. She is the reason why he can be strong and silent. But he is losing her. Morgan—this beautiful, chaotic whirlwind of a human is breaking apart. She needs his strength. And in this moment Karadec realizes strength requires action. So, this ‘do nothing, say nothing’ man, who hates germs and physical touch, disregards every one of his natural instincts, for her.
And this action, well, this action changes everything.
Shortly after, we have Oz’s speech at the funeral.
The immediate camera cut to Adam giving Morgan this look.
At Gabe’s house, he lost (temporarily) his Morgan, and it made him realize something.
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When faced with the terrifying possibility of losing her, Adam Karadec realized that he would do anything, become anyone that Morgan Gillory needed him to be. He is now realizing that he wants to be the man worthy of her sparkling heart. A man who is no longer a ‘do nothing, say nothing’ man. Her heart is safe in his hands, and he is going to do whatever it takes to show her that.