this is extremely self indulgent and i apologize also i used sungchans english name bc it felt more fitting to his character
also this isn’t me assuming i know shit abt these people like i said this is self indulgent and i’m using their faces for my own scenarios LMAO
tw: lots of tension between reader, taesan and anton; one kinda 🍇-ey joke i’m sorry <\3, a little bit of rubbing but like kinda innocent, just tons of tension and sarcastic banter
wc: 2,898
yall had been all over the city at this point, bar after bar after bar; you had started to feel somewhat better but you still had that void in your heart, a hole that didn’t seem to be filled just yet.
this bar was particularly lively for it being almost closing, however you couldn’t seem to enjoy it too much. excusing yourself from the little dance floor you made your way to the bar. ordering some fruity cocktail that would probably give you a nasty headache the next day. when you turned back to the dance floor your friends had disappeared, you didn’t really seem to mind that much. making way to the outdoors; you could use a little fresh air and maybe a cigarette. you’ve been texting and calling your friends to no avail, either bad service or they’re simply enjoying themselves however you couldn’t find it in yourself to care. only thinking about your ex and how bad you needed a cig.
the light breeze of the night hit and the emptiness started to fade ever so slightly. taking a look around you notice actually quite a few people outside, guessing that they too felt a little stuffy in the crowded bar. In the corner you notice a group of guys, off first glance they’re all fairly attractive almost a little too attractive. that wouldn’t stop you at the moment;for you were pretty drunk at this point and were only thinking about calming your anxiety with something. you lock eyes with the cigarette in some guys hand. making a bee line towards him you couldn’t help but feel a little ridiculous, heart broken at a bar alone fiending for some kind of vice. it was quite humbling. as you got closer to the group you realized how large they were, not paying any mind to it you tap on the broad shoulder of the one with a cancer stick in between his long fingers. you get his attention almost immediately as he looks over and around you. once he finally meets your eyes you realize he wasn’t just an ordinary man. you couldn’t even acknowledge about how attractive he was you could only think about soothing your anxiety. wiggling your finger as to bring him down to your level. He leans down so he can hear you among the loud conversations.
“would you happen to have a cig to spare?” you’re looking up at him with a somewhat innocent face but you figured the more pathetic you look the more compelled he’d be to help.
he feels around his pockets until he turns to you with a downcast face.
“i think this was my last one, sorry”
you feel a little disappointed but only for a moment as he speaks up again.
“let me ask my friends hold on”
‘what a sweet guy’ you think as he turns to his herd of gorgeous peers.
“any of you got a spare cigarette” they all check their pockets, hoping to find something. the tallest one out of the bunch appears somewhat joyful as he fishes the pack out of his front pockets. you take this time to really look at the gaggle of men in front of you. four tall and handsome guys looking down at you as their friend hands you a stick.
“i have one for your right here” he has a very confident energy that you’re instantly put off by. Not in a bad way but he definitely isn’t your type. not that it’s a bad thing for him to be confident. you simply have too much of an ego yourself.
another one of the group speaks up. this guy has an almost cat like appearance, he’s not much shorter than the first two but he still stands tall. he has an energy that you instantly recognize. it’s one you’re very familiar with but you can’t figure out why.
“i only have joints on me.”
Your ears perk up. you went for a cigarette because you figured you wouldn’t have access to another substance. you’re a bit more of a stoner than a nicotine lover.
he could definitely sense the excitement in your eyes as he keeps going.
“i was thinking about sparking up right about now”
the excitement is definitely peaking. the only thing that would make this better is another drink.
“i’m heading back to the bar can i get yall anything” everyone shakes their head and he turns to look at you. looking into your eyes as if asking
‘how about you’
you’re caught off guard by his generosity; you can’t think of your usual order.
“surprise me with something, preferably vodka”
“i gotchu, be right back guys”
the tallest walks off and you look at the rest of the group, not really vibing with the silence you speak up.
“anybody got work tomorrow?”
really? that’s the first thing you come up with? whatever they all seem to be engaged.
the only one who hasn’t talked looks down at you.
“i actually work at the city zoo”
“oh my god you’re lying that’s so sick!”
he seems to enjoy your reaction as he keeps going.
“i’m still training at the moment but i’ve been studying animal sciences in college”
you can’t help but get excited as you’re also extremely fascinated by marine life.
“i used to dream about being a marine biologist when i was a kid. i realized i didn’t care about school enough to ever go through with it.”
he laughs at ur confession. a little enamored by your shared interest.
“it’s so cool that you’re doing that, i wasn’t ever gonna go to college so it’s amazing you’re doing what you love”
He gives you a big smile as he looks back at his friends. They seem amused by yalls little conversation. you finally look at the first guy you talked to.
“i just realized i never got yalls names”
their tall friend finally returned with his and your drink. the cat guy had a mischievous look in his eye as he looks at his friend.
“you didn’t put anything in her drink this time did you?” he looks at you with a smirk as your face turns to a fearful look.
his friend immediately turns to you hastily trying to reassure you.
“i swear i didn’t tae is just being a dick” finally you’re learning some names.
everybody finally starts to introduce themselves.
“I’m brody, i’m the oldest out of these losers” it’s nice to finally put a name to a face but you couldn’t help but giggle at how fitting his name was. brody finds this intriguing.
“what’s so funny little lady” he smirks at you again.
“I’m sorry i just couldn’t help but laugh at how fitting your name is”
“yeahh he picked that one out himself”
the guy they called tae looked at him w a teasing face.
“i’m taesan but you can call me whatever you want”
he’s definitely a flirt you can tell that. he winks at you as you turn to the animal boy.
“you can just call me leehan.” he gives u a sweet smile as you turn to the last guy. he’s spoken the least out the group. you figured he was just shy.
“I’m anton” He looks at you for only a second as he introduces himself. You can’t help but find him so charming. his shy smile makes your heart flutter in a way you haven’t felt in a while. you feel something else fluttering a little lower but you’re not sure what it is about him. Maybe the timidness intrigues you more than you’d like to admit. everyone else is quite open and anton has a mysterious aura you can’t help but wanna crack.
“it’s so nice to meet all of you. I’m y/n”
“y/n-a?” taesan asks
“nope just y/n” he definitely was trying to get a reaction out of you but you feel so calmed by anton being next you, it doesn’t even register
“that’s quite a unique name” brody has been looking at you with a weird hunger this whole time and you’re not sure if you’re into it or not but the attention feels good
“my parents knew i would be a unique girl”
you have an arrogant tone in ur voice but they can tell you’re being silly
“yeah you’re unique alright” taesan quips at you, he’s definitely a mean one but you can’t say u don’t enjoy it.
“i’m gonna choose to ignore the sarcasm and take that as a compliment” you blow him a kiss as he stares you down, pleased by your sense of humor. you’re definitely not the type to let someone, let alone a man, get under ur skin.
“hey what happened to that joint you were gonna spark up” you look over at taesan a little antsy to get some more drugs in your system. you’ve been having a hard time recently and you find that your additive personality has chosen illegal substances as your vice.
taesan laughs and grabs the stick sitting on his ear. his gaze stays on you as he moves it to his mouth and lights the joint.the act is quick but his attention on you feels somewhat erotic. you’re not sure if the other guys are noticing but the tension is very strong.
he finally gets his first hit and blows the smoke upwards. passing the joint to anton he sheepishly accepts. you watch him bring the stick to his mouth. his lips are fairly plump and you can’t help but stare in awe at how unreal he is.
he turns to you coughing, something tells u he doesn’t smoke weed regularly but his attempt is almost charming. anton’s mysteriousness is starting to fade away as you get to know him more. you grab the joint from him as his coughing fit resumes. you pat his back finding the scene quite funny. anton turns to you with an awkward smile as the coughing starts to die down
“baby’s first hit so sweet” his friends chuckle at the joke. seeing their awkward friend get teased by a girl is quite the spectacle.
“i’ve smoked weed before! i just don’t do it often” his attempt to defend himself is denied as you take a nice long drag.
“yeah honey i can tell” you let the smoke exhale from ur lungs trying your best to not cough up a lung, you didn’t know why you were teasing anton so much, you don’t have the strongest lungs either, but yours are from an extended history of drugs. you pass the joint to leehan and he waves his hand
“i don’t smoke but thank you”
brody goes to grab the joint from you hands but you pull it back to your lips
“i guess ill have to take another hit in your honor” leehan giggles as brody looks at u with a sour look
“don’t hog the joint!” u can’t help but smile at his complaint, it’s priceless seeing a grown man whine over something so small. he is quite immature for being the oldest but that’s not a new phenomenon with men.
“ its for leehan, i can’t have him feeling left out” leehan is extremely entertained by your childish act. you go to pass the joint to brody but quickly retract ur hand as u pretend to take another hit and you laugh in his face as he continues to get frustrated.
“yeah real hilarious” he’s definitely annoyed by you making a fool of him and his friends snickering at the exchange doesn’t help.
“ i’m sorry it’s just so fun to rage bait you, you’re very whiny for a grown man” yup you’re definitely crossed. you’re wondering just about now where your friends are when you finally hear the sound of your bestie.
“y/n there you are !!” you instantly smile turn to see ur friends rushing towards you.
“you guys found me!” you lose balance a little as you start to walk over to ur friends. you feel large hands around your waist, anton is behind you trying his best to keep you steady. you lean ur head back on his chest trying to look up at him. you smile at him as u watch his cheeks get flushed.
“y/n are you okay?” your best friend moves to grab you from anton’s grasp but you just push against him some more, grazing against a noticeable bulge but your clouded brain doesn’t seem to register as you start to whine.
“why did you guys leave me alone i was so scrared.” anton is trying his best to ignore the growing feeling in his lower region. kind of glad you’re hiding his arousal from the group.
“we’re so sorry diva, we ended up going to the bathroom and you know how that is” your other friend looked at you apologetically
you’re still a little sad at them not coming to find you sooner but your new friends were good company.
“it’s time to go home mama it’s been a long night” your friends move closer to you as they try to pull you from anton’s hold
you can’t help but feel relieved to finally be going home but also sad at the thought of leaving the group of guys. you leave antons grip, which you’d didn’t realize was so tight. almost like he didn’t wanna let you go but you’re not aware of the reason why.
“it was so lovely to meet you guys” you turn to the group of men with a sad look. they appear a little disappointed as well. sad to see their new lady friend go. they all wave at you when you get an idea.
“wait! give me yalls IGs.” you startle them with your sudden exclamation.
“so i can stalk ur accounts” you put your fingers together trying to appear evil as you watch them pull their phones out.
“you know u don’t have to just stalk right?” taesan is the first to give you his phone, he already has the search set up for you. as you enter ur username u see the other guys waiting. taesan has his usual devilish grin on his face.
“i wouldn’t mind seeing u in my dms” you give the phone back to taesan and go for brody next
he has that same smirk that makes u wanna punch him in his gorgeous face. when you go to grab his phone he quickly moves it back next to his face. the height difference between the two of you is exponential and you don’t feel like playing his little game. you stand there stoically as his smile falls. he hands the phone to you with an abashed look.
“sorry just thought it was funny” you grab the phone and let yourself smile again finding it amusing humbling his ego. he doesn’t open search instead you’re greeted with his page. a mix of gym selfies and group photos of him and his friends. you search ur name and see who’s next. you turn to look at leehan and he just shrugs his shoulders.
“i don’t really have social media”
he’s an interesting one for sure.
“you’re odd… i like that” he chuckles at your comment
“i guess i’ll just have to communicate with you through your friends” you seem a little sad about that, especially since yalls interests are so similar. he quickly speaks up again.
“i can just give you my number” you feel excited again.
“i forgot that’s an option too” he laughs at your silliness again finding it so compelling.
he hands his phone over and you go to text yourself. sending a little hey cutie text and setting up ur contact. you put your name with a little fish emoji so he knows who you are.
you turn to anton last he seems like he’s been waiting but trying his best to be patient. he looks at you for a second before asking.
“can i get your phone number too?” he looks at his shoes as he waits for your response.
“you don’t have instagram?” his cheeks turn an even brighter shade of red as he admits he does have one.
“sorry sweetie i only make exceptions for the ones with no social media, hand it over” he looks dejected as he hands his phone to you. you try to reassure him.
“we can work up to that don’t worry” he looks back up at you and watches as you search your profile and follow it.
“i hope to be hearing from all of you soon”
you turn back to your friends as to say lets go and u turn back one last time to blow kisses at your new found friends. you watch as there’s a mix of waves and catching your kisses. you’re not sure what happened tonight but you hoped only good things would come from it and girl you have no idea what was coming for you.
