Thinking about this post from a million years ago again. What if you met this person who's super kind and awesome and treats you with the kindness you've been missing for so long and they inspire you to be heroic like them, so you strive to be just like them and in doing so become his equal. But even after all this growth and all these accomplishments something still feels a little off. And one day you remember that one of the reasons why you admired him so much is because, when you met, he was a girl. And seeing him do all these great things as a girl meant that it was possible for you to do the same. And now that you've already had all the adventures, the last thing for you to do is become a girl.