Welcome! My name is Colin, I’m 19, Im transmasc and I use he/him pronouns, and I’m an alter within a system (bodily 19), but that won’t come into my work as far as I see!
I made this blog so I could post about my nsfw writing that I’m starting up! I have some experience but I’ve never posted it on a site like this before
I am pansexual, taken and not looking for a dom/owner or roleplay partners but asks are fine!
I will list kinks and limits below, please feel free to send asks and prompts for me to write about!!
t4t vampire turning his bf into a vampire while shotgunning him so they can be gay for eternityyyy
Vampire bf feeds human bf a hit from their shared blunt in an alleyway, the vampire watching the humans throat flex as the smoke filled it and traveled down into his lungs.
The vampire brings a hand up to clamp and hand over the humans face, covering his mouth and nose, forcing the smoke to stay inside of him as the monster leaned over him.
He bites into the man’s neck, piercing his neck and puncturing his windpipe, the monster sucking blood and smoke into his mouth and lungs, moaning deeply at the taste and the whines coming from the human beneath him.
Then, bringing his hand up to his own drooling mouth, the creature bit into its wrist, drawing blood and lapping it onto his tongue, grabbing the man’s face and kissing it into his mouth as he gasped for air.
The human felt a new strength fill his body, as the blood was swallowed, the wound in his throat closing up.. as well as the smoke that was stolen from his throat was blown back into his lungs once more.
The now vampire lovers embrace in their kiss, sharing eternity together.
CW: T4T, kidnapping, rape, forced hormones, choking, asphyxiation, petplay/puppyplay, impact play, breeding kink (no actual breeding, just strap)
Words used: Cunt, hole, clit, cock, dick, strap
Thank you for indulging!
You felt yourself begin to awake groggily as you twitched a bit, your body being moved by someone. You begin to remember the night before..
Was that even the night before? How long had you been asleep.. you had no clue but the room was once again dark and unfamiliar. You whine quietly as the stranger shifts you onto your stomach and you heard him coo.
“Ohhh darling you’re finally waking up..!” You could hear the smile on his words as a hand wrapped around your neck, craning your head upward.
For the first time you got a look at his face. He had scruffy cheeks, which you thought you’d felt when he’d forced his lips against yours before. And dark eyes, but you couldn’t make out the color in the darkness.
He chuckled, watching your eyes dart back and forth as you studied his face. “Pretty puppy likes to look at his new owner, hm..?”
The words made you twitch a bit and shudder away from him.
You forgot he had the strange idea that you were a man, despite your body and face, what you saw every time you looked in the mirror..
His grip on your throat tightened as you attempted to flinch away from him. You were still groggy but starting to gain a bearing of your body and how to move it.
“You should stay still pup, it’ll be better for you that way.” You felt the same familiar sting of cold and sharp dragging down the side of your thigh. You hadn’t been able to make out what it was the night before, but as you craned your neck to look behind you, the glint of a needle caught your eye.
You inhaled sharply and tried to jerk away, earning you a harsh squeeze to the throat, making you cough and grab at his hand. “What did I say.” He demanded as he pressed a knee into your back, forcing you to hold still underneath him.
“I said.. stay put.” As he trailed off between the words you felt a sharp pinching sensation in your thigh and let out a yelp, your body tensing against the feeling as he injected.. something.
Something. You realized you had no idea what was going into your body, what he was putting into you. The panic started to seep into your chest as you processed how vulnerable you were in this moment. The feeling lasted barely a second until you felt the needle pull free.
“You struggled a liiittle too much for your own good pup.” He moved down over you, letting go of your throat for a second as he pressed his tongue against the injection site, making you shudder and immediately attempt to pull yourself away across the bed.
His hands clamped around your legs almost immediately, causing you to cry out kick at him as he dragged you back underneath him harshly, flipping you over as you flailed, panting heavily in a panic as you got a view of his face again.
All manner of gentleness had dissipated from his face, his lips pressed against his gritted teeth. He wrapped a hand around your throat, pressing you into the bed firmly. You reached for a second to claw at his arm but before you even touched him-
A cracking sound filled the room, followed by a gasping cry that you couldn’t even tell for a moment was your own over the flash of pain clouding the side of your face. Tears welled in your eyes as the hand that had just struck you gripped your jaw and forced your head back to face your captor.
“That’s what happens when you fight puppy, I’ve gotta train you to behave somehow..” He frowned down at you condescendingly as he wiped a tear from your cheek. You were struggling to take full breaths with the mix of panic and the hand pressing you further and further into the bed by your throat as the man leaned over you.
Your hands lay at your sides now, twitching slightly every time you had the instinct to fight back, the stinging in your cheek flared. You whined shakily as the hand tightened, and your vision began to get darker around the edges.
You tried to stutter out pleading words to him, now too scared to fight back with your hands, wondering if maybe you could get the gently side from before to come back.
“Pl-ease d-don-t..” You choked out, gasping slightly as your hands feebly reached towards his forearm, but not making contact, too slow to reach before you began to go limp. You noticed as your eyes began to close completely that he cocked his head to the side at your words, a grin creeping back to his face.
You felt your body twitch a shudder as it attempted to come back from unconsciousness, it felt like minutes but it couldn’t have been longer than 3 seconds before you felt things again. The first thing being something that was slid around your neck, followed by a sharp clicking sound.
“Goooood boy, sweet boy..” A hand caressed your head softly, as your assailants other hand traveled up your arm slowly, softly, before reaching your wrist. He grabbed it and moved your arm upwards, towards..
You whined weakly as you processed that he was once again cuffing you to the headboard, and your breathing began to pick up speed once more.
“ShhhhhShSh darling, calm down! Your owner’s just gonna make you feel nice and full yeah..?” The words full hit your brain and filled it with dread. You weren’t on any birth control. You weren’t exactly expecting a situation like this, and you weren’t exactly ‘active’.
You started tearing up again, struggling as he clicked both hands into place above your head. “Yeah? Puppy wanna be bred??” He cooed the words at you excitedly as he got up from the bed, like getting a dog excited for a walk.
He went through a drawer across the room, mumbling to himself before shuffling with his clothes. Your heart was racing, your breaths heavy as you watched him undress down to the boxers.
You closed your legs frantically as he walked back over, you could see the large shape looming, already incredibly stiff and large. He laughed lightly, running his hands over your thighs slowly.
“My poor boy is nervous isn’t he..” The words made you shiver, hearing him call you ‘he’. You whimpered quietly and looked away from him shamefully, breathing shakily as you jerked away from his touch.
“It’s okay, you’re okay.. I’m just gonna show you what you were made for yeah..?” His hands slowly began to force their way between your knees. You shook your head frantically, looking back up at him to try to plead with him once more. You opened your mouth to say something, anything to try to reason with the man-
And then there were two fingers making their way down your tongue, sliding delicately into your mouth. Your eyes widened and you barely held back a groan as he pressed down, forcing drool to begin spilling from the corner of your lips down your chin.
“There you go.. god I love boys like you… so fucking pliant and warm, and soo wet..” He leaned down to whisper against your neck, he body pressing against your legs as his free hand forced them apart and he slid into place.
You could feel his dick pressing against your leg, it was- it was cold? It pressed into your leg in a way you didn’t expect a dick to, harder than flesh should have been..
You looked down towards the man’s chest, and felt your eyes widen and the large scars carved into them. You stared.. you almost.. admired for a moment. You’d seen pictures of too surgery before but never on someone in person.
He pulled his head back from your mouth, grinning as he noticed where your eyes had trailed. “You like those puppy? Like looking at how owners gonna help fix you?” You looked back up to his face, confused and alarmed by the question.
What the hell did he mean by that?? Your train of thought was interrupted however by the feeling of his saliva covered fingers trailing down your stomach and dragging against your clit suddenly.
The feeling was so much more intense than the first time he touched you, making you jump and jerk your hips away from his hand. He chucked as his other hand gripped your hip and pushed you down into the bed firmly, holding you down as he began to rub gently circles against you.
You whined harshly, pressing your head back against the mattress as your hips bucked against him. What the fuck had he done to you, why were you so much more sensitive to him??
“Your pretty little cock’s already getting harder easier for me isn’t it.. such a good boy.” He continued to work at making you squirm underneath him, your brain going back and forth between the intense sensation between your thighs, and all of the strange things this man had been saying to you.
Suddenly the feeling rubbing against you was different, colder, harsher. You instinctively tried to close your legs as you realized he was rubbing his- cock? Against you. You were sure it wasn’t supposed to feel like that, but it still made you whimper in fear nonetheless.
He groaned softly as the rubbing slowly trailed down along your hole aswell, pressing his body between your knees before you could try to close your legs to block him.
“Aww, scardey pup.. don’t worry, it’ll feel sooo good I promise, it’s exactly what you’ve been needing…” Your lips parted to protest, but instead pierced the room with a sharp, uncontrollable moan as you felt the mass between his legs sink into you.
It didn’t feel cold anymore. It felt big, and burning hot from the mix of pain and pleasure at being stretch apart so suddenly, but to your horror, you realized it had slid in incredibly easily..
The man above you let out a laugh that trailed into a deep moan as he thrust into you down to the hilt of what you could now feel was a strap.
Your eyes rolled back into your head as he dragged his hips back slowly, achingly pulling out of you and giving you a moment to think before plunging back into your cunt with another harsh grunt, forcing a yelp from you as you heard the sloppy sound of him shoving himself back into you.
“God you take it so fucking easy, you’re such a good toy. So fucking good.” He moaned shakily as the thrusts began to pick up, jolting sharp, shakey, and whined yelps from your lips as you turned your head away from him, not wanting to give him the satisfaction of seeing your reactions to what he was doing to you.
One hand stayed gripped to your hip, while the other moved to grab your face, forcing you to look up as he pressed his body weight into you, forcing himself deeper into you as he pressed a kiss to your lips.
It was sloppy and desperate, the contact immediately making him speed up more, grunting and whining slightly into your mouth as he squeezed your cheeks to force it open, shoving his tongue inside.
Your loud whines of disapproval at the violation only seemed to spur him on more, making the man’s thrusts more frenzied. Dispute the cock not being truly attached to his body, the man seemed to be sure he could feel your insides with it, panting and groaning as he pounded into you.
He gasped a bit into your mouth, forcing his tongue down your throat deeper for a few more thrusts, before pulling back, “Fuck puppy, you’re gonna make me cum..” You knew it was a strap, you knew now he couldn’t really do anything to you, yet the panic still hit you for a moment as you processed his words.
“Gonna breed you so good baby, fill you all up with pups, gonna be so pretty with my litter..” Your eyes squeezed shut, your legs wrapping around his hips as you felt a familiar feeling begin to pool in your stomach.
You shook your head desperately, eyes rolling back as you felt him speed up, plunge deeper into you than you thought he could reach as he grabbed both hips, lifting you off the bed slightly to fuck into you harder.
“FuckFuckFucfUCk” He moaned loudly and plunged himself into you as deep as he could, his hips bucking and shuddering against yours as he fell on top of you, his weight pressing you into the bed.
You cried out loudly as you felt yourself cum around his cock, gasping and moaning as you swore, even though his dick was silicone, you swore you could feel a warmth pooling inside of you.
He stayed with his weight on top of you, panting and gasping, the strap still pressed to the hilt into you. He reach a hand up to gently pet your head, laughing quietly, “I knew you’d be such a good hole for me puppy, soo pliant..”
You felt a tear roll down your cheek. It stung still, just a little. After a few minutes, you resized he was staring to fall asleep ontop and still inside of you. You closed your eyes slowly, and let yourself be taken once more by the gentle hold of sleep, your now only escape from your new reality..
Waking up in a dark room was something you were used to. But as your eyes adjusted, and your body started to become aware, you realized. This was not your room. And your hands. They were stuck above your head. You jerk them against the restraints, and from across the room you hear a chuckle. Your blood goes cold as you search for the source of the sound, your breathing picking up.
“Sweet thing..” a deep voice from across the room growled, and you finally noticed a shift in the darkness. It was a tall, dark shape, and it started to move towards you, becoming more clearly the shape of a man. You opened your mouth to scream and received a clamped hand over your mouth.
“Shhhhh sh-sh-sh-shhh… don’t worry baby, I’m not gonna hurt you.” You feel something thin and cold running along your thigh. You jerked a little away from it and his grip on your face tightened, pulling a fearful squeak from your lips. Suddenly the cold was sharp, and then searing painful for just a moment, then simply uncomfortable. You moved to squirm again and gained an even firmer grip on your face.
“Stay still sweet boy or it’ll hurt..” Sweet boy?? You started a little at that. You looked down at yourself. Your curved chest, your empty crotch. You had no idea what brought your captor to call you that, but it made your hips jolt a bit, drawing a chuckle from the man above you.
It was only then that you realized you were fully naked. Another scream tried to make its way out of your throat but it was choked off as the man pinched your nose and covered your mouth at the same time, cutting your oxygen off completely.
As your vision got cloudy, your mouth sucking for air uselessly against his hand as your arms jerked instinctively against the restraints above your head. Through the fog filling your brain you heard a soft groan, and the strange sensation in your leg felt like it was pulled free.
You felt your body going limp as the man leaned over you, his lips pressing against your lips, making you cringe and let out a whimper of fear, processing the man assaulting you. He grinned against your cheek, clasping your mouth closed harder, cutting off any remaining air you could have even imagined having, causing your eyes to roll back as everything started to fade further around you.
The only thing holding you down and keeping you from feeling like you were floating away was the weight of your captor on top of you. Through all the grog and mess of your panicked asphyxiating brain you could feel him talking against your cheek, his lips moving so gently for a man so terrifying.
“You like that baby boy..? You like when you can’t think..?” Your legs kicked uselessly for a moment, you felt the bed rock slightly, and then everything faded out and your ears were in a state of ringing so loud nothing else could be made out, your entire body felt like it was asleep, the numbness from your brain spreading through your entire body.
The first thing you started to feel again was a warmth in your stomach. Then in your lungs. Then it burned. Then your eyes shot open, and the smell of weed hit your nose, along with the sight of the blunt being pulled away from your mouth. Your gasping as you regained consciousness had been used to force the smoke down your throat and into your lungs, now being violently coughed up in front of you.
You let out a loud moan as the taste filled your throat and mouth and nose and everything, your eyes rolling back as you felt the clouds start to fill your mind on top of the fog from coming back to the world.
Then the warmth in your stomach moved, and you felt your cunt clench around a pair of fingers, causing your eyes to widen and tear up a bit. This man had violated you while you were unconscious by his hands. And he was getting off on it. You could tell by the husky breathing above you, before he took another drag from the blunt.
Suddenly his lips were in yours, causing you to cry out as his tongue pressed your lips open, and smoke poured into your mouth. You gasped and then whined desperately, immediately trying to cough it out before his hand was on your mouth again, forcing you to hold the hit.
“Keep that in there pretty boy, don’t make me make you go out again..” The fingers inside you curled slightly, letting a sickening squelching sound out into the room. It caused your eyes to squeeze shut against the burst of pleasure, you hadn’t even realized how wet you were.
“Awwwweee.. poor mutt getting off on it..?” You let out a loud cry of defiance against his hand, causing him to laugh. “God you’re so cute. I can’t wait til that voice starts getting deeper and those cries are more manly.” He pressed a thumb into the spot that had felt sharp earlier, causing a pain to stab through your leg, making you yelp.
What the fuck was he on about?? Calling you a boy, talking about you getting manlier? It was so obvious what you were to everyone on the streets, all you’d ever be. Even when it felt wrong, and miserable, even when-
Another sharp moan escaped your lips as he pressed a third finger into your cunt, pulling his hand back to release the small bits of smoke that hadn’t dissipated in your lungs, your eyes watering heavily as you whimpered and squirmed against the cuffs.
“Goood fucking boy.” The man growled, his hand running along your face gently, cooing at you like a poor pathetic dog as he violated you, digging his fingers into your guts deeper, the sounds filling the room from your cunt were obscene at this point.
You had no idea why you were so insanely wet, especially when you didn’t want this. It was so sudden and scary and violent and creepy and-
The blunt was against your lips again, and you whimpered desperately, trying to turn your head away, earning you a hard deep thrust from his fingers, making you gasp in the smoke as your eyes rolled back.
“Don’t defy me dog. I know what you really need, just let me help you..” His thumb brushed against your clit and it sent a jolt through your body so sharp and immediate it made you yelp, jerking away from his hand, yet feeling your cunt clench on his fingers desperately as they pulled out slightly.
He laughed. Fully laughed, and pressed his thumb to your clit firmly, holding it there, “Handsome man likes it when I touch his cock huh..?”
You choked out the smoke from the hit, shaking your head frantically. Why did it feel so good, why did you need it so fucking badly. His fingers curled inside again as he rubbed a slow circle around your clit? Dick? It was a clit, obviously, but that word made you jerk up into his hand just a little bit more.
His thumb slowly sped up its circles as he pumped his fingers in and out of you, every thrust receiving a gasp or moan, or whine of pleasure and despair from your lips. He wasn’t even really using you like most people would, he was just trying to get you off, and it was working..
You could feel it building in your stomach, your body clenching around him so desperately, needily sucking his fingers into your greedy cunt as your back arched against the bed.
You moaned and whined and shook your head desperately, gaining nothing but a sadistic laugh from your assailant, the man leaning up against your face again to whisper in your ear.
“Gonna cum for your rapist sweet boy..?” You could feel the grin against your cheek. The sickening confidence this man had. The power he knew he had over you. But those words-
You cried out loudly, receiving a hand with a dying blunt cupped to your mouth. You wrenched your eyes shut and took your first willing drag as you came on the man’s fingers, your hips rolling into him instinctively, coughing and whining as you released the hit.
“Good fucking boy…” The man pulled his hand away from your crotch and brought it up to your face, grabbing your jaw with one hand to force your mouth open and shove the sticky, cum covered fingers down your throat. Thrusting them back and forth against your tongue and cooing as you gagged softly, a single tear running down your cheek.
He leaned up and gently kissed it off of your skin, smiling softly against your cheek as he pulled his fingers free, slowly laying down and cuddling up next to you. “I’m going to take such good care of you baby boy, I promise..” You closed your eyes and let the exhaustion and the intoxication take you into sleep, hoping it was just a twisted fantasy of a dream you could wake up from.
