Words & Feelings

Venting my overwhelmed feelings into poems & words. Please appreciate and respect my art © 2022/23

[quotemadness]

“How you make others feel about themselves says a lot about you.”

— Unknown

[quotemadness]

“Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss live.”

— Leo Buscaglia

[quotemadness]

“When you least expect it something great will come along. Something better than you ever planned for. Be patient. Be smart. Stay focused.”

— Unknown

[quotemadness]

“Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart.”

— Kahlil Gibran

[whitenoisewords]

Silent lovers

I will never push you to be with me.

Yes, I know you’ll be free with me.

Always owe you secretly

More and more of my affection

And it’s killing me

Softly, that you enjoy with me

All the things

No one else would see

That you’re enjoying alone with me

You could never resist to flee with me

To another place where you believe with me

In a Space where we both can be

So free and genuinely euphorically

About our love that we sprinkle so easily

On this planet and knowingly

That you do want to be with me…

So please let me ask you out honestly

To a special date with me!

Does this even make sense?

[whitenoisewords]

They tell me to hold on to everything that stays in my life and let go of anything that does not. You’ve stayed in my life. You’ve loved me ever since. You taught me your love language and I see that you’ve figured out mine too. Thanks for staying. Thanks for supporting me along the way. The time wasn’t right for the both of us back then. I slowly realise that we’re finally getting the chance to align our paths, dreams and desires. Please don’t be afraid to love me. I too will let you know, that I’m not afraid of your love anymore like I was years ago… my romantic tragedy finally turning into a love story.

[quotemadness]

“A woman who opens her heart to love you when it’s already been broken, is braver than any person you’ll meet.”

— Steven Benson

[quotemadness]

“For her the ocean was more than a dream, it was a place she needed to visit to find herself and when she returned to the city, you could see the sun in her eyes, the wind in her hair, and taste the infinite salt on her lips.”

— Jose Chaves

[quotemadness]

“I promise to plant kisses like seeds on your body, so in time you can grow to love yourself as I love you.”

— Tyler Knott Gregson

[visual-poetry]

»sorry busy staring at a wall« by jana schumacher

[quotemadness]

“Whatever comes, let it come. What stays, let it stay. What goes, let it go.”

— Unknown

[whitenoisewords]

Secret Lovers

I am in Love with a guy

Who knows Deep down

That I’m good in the bottom of my heart

Deep into the unknown

You’re the only man

I could keep walking along

Even though you kept being and loving

(with) another young woman

Now their time is over

And I’m hoping & holding on

To this love that we’re giving & receiving from each other

Feelings beyond this universe always been so strong

I don’t know what the future brings

For the both of us

I only know that when I look into your eyes

Our future feels so (b)right

[whitenoisewords]

Poem for a traitor (she/her)

You destroy someone's world

because it does not accure to you

that the world you destroyed

used to be a world for you too

You've not been gifted

with the most pleasant skills

The vibe that you're creating

is giving me the chills

I've never seen in the past seven years

such a lost and broken soul

I really wish you just the best

and that you can leave behind

what's making your heart so cold...

[quotemadness]

“When someone constantly puts you down, leaves you feeling like you can’t do anything right, or makes you feel worthless or bad about yourself, that isn’t love. It’s emotional abuse.”

— Unknown

[whitenoisewords]

Dad

Dear Father,

You’ve taught me how to survive

and how to be strong

You‘ve taught me to get by

The things that go wrong

You‘ve taught me to learn

And open my eyes wide open

You‘ve taught me to understand

The believes I put my hope in

We grew together into this place

Right within our foreign souls

We sat down together watching the space

That‘d soon become our goals

Thanks to you I know how to function

In this mad mad world

Thanks to you I know how to aim

For everything I’ve learnt

Thanks to you I can communicate

Between all different kinds of beings

Thanks to you I can trust

On my family’s well-beings

Endless possibilities

You helped me opening all the doors

To something I’m still finding out

To something bigger than before

You’re such an amazing man,

a true friend, humble, humours,

Loving, caring, understanding,

Intelligent and wise,

You’re someone I’m looking up to with grace

Enjoying our connection a lot

Even though we‘re from a different place

You’ve always been there

Never letting me go

That’s why I respect you so much and

Your shining aura-ego

XXX

For: O.B.

[whitenoisewords]

Don’t go

I recall sometimes only

The memories when you died

Process going on slowly

All the times we cried

Your loss was the biggest

Most upsetting experience

Seeing you in sickness

Most disturbing coincidence

All the tears I’ve ever cried

All the times that I denied

All the times when we vied

For your life to go on

For yourself to be strong

Please don’t go

‚It’s not‘ real is what I thought

You’re behind the looking-glass

That’s why I’m feeling so terror-fraught

How could a god ever pass

I‘m banning the feelings

That I left behind

All so many meanings

In all Daily signs

Taking time to grieve

Will always be exhausting

For my broken little heart

Starting now to believe

That you‘re haunting

Me though your holy angelic voice

Keeps telling me »Sweet little Girl ‚bleib stark!‘«



Every memory I ever created

Is connected to your graceful soul

My biggest luck is being related

To your divine vaul

[whitenoisewords]

Y u like dis?

I am nice, I am art ~

yet you’re silly like a fart.

Y am I so drawn to drama?

Buttering me like Rama.

Your mixed emotions are not for me,

put your spell on someone else,

go away and let me be.

Ppl tho, speaking up their mind

are a blessing of a kind!