white trash mermaid

I made this blog several years ago when I wanted so bad to be a manic pixie dream girl and thought I needed to be skinny to fulfill that role. As an adult I am manic as fuck and just trying to live my best life. Rather than lose weight to be this new creature in my head, I am trying to lose weight for my health. I will post a lot based on my politics (left/liberal), my education (sciences/medical), random interests (anime, wrestling, kdrama, animals & stuff)  and some things about my physical (weight issues, pcos, fertility issues) and mental health (borderline personality disorder, anxiety, depression). I haven't deleted any of my old posts from before I realized my problematic behavior. Please consider that the #triggerwarning.  I would love to talk to and follow anyone. So if you'd like me to follow you, just let me know. ^^

[pariaaaaah]

[saiaku]

[bpd-faust]

Some of you have never experienced intense self hatred that leaded you to push people away and constantly questioning their love for you and it shows.

[pirategf]

[midnightvrose]

[smallcatalysts]

Gaining weight does not make you a worse person, and losing weight doesn’t make you a better one. Your weight is not a reflection of your worth.

[confirmance]

me standing inside a bank screaming: MOTHERLODE MOTHERLODE MOTHERLODE MOTHERLODE MOTHERLODE MOTHERLODE MOTHERLODE

[hogwartsfemme-deactivated-deact]

✓ yes I hallucinate

✓ yes I have delusions

✓ yes I’m psychotic

✗ no this doesn’t make me “scary”

✗ no this doesn’t make me “dangerous”

✗ no this doesn’t mean I’m gonna hurt you

it’s time we stop acting like psychosis is so scary and psychotic people are evil. we’re more likely to be victims than to victimize.

[hogwartsfemme-deactivated-deact]

non-psychotics are encouraged to reblog this btw

[okami-no-mure]

Nonpsychotic reblogging to support.

[timelyreminder]

• Stay hydrated, my friends! • If you are hungry, grab a snack. • Refill your water glass or bottle if it’s running low. •Get up and use the facilities if you need to. Don’t hold it!

Happy scrolling!

Art by just-tubbs-things

[timelyreminder]

Did you remember to take your medication today?

Stay healthy folks!

And don’t forget to do any exercises or other activities recommended by your doctor. Those are important too.

Happy scrolling!

Art by Matilda Sabal

[distantmirrror-deactivated20200]

i’ve gotten abandoned so many times i just kinda expect it to happen now and i honestly find it suspicious when someone actually stays

[internallytired-blog]

if it makes you unable to get out of bed: you’re not faking it

if it makes you unable to think straight: you’re not faking it

if it makes you unable to brush your hair in the morning: you’re not faking it

even if you’re still able to work and smile during the day but unable to sleep or move later that day because of it: you’re not faking it

if it effects you in any way: you are not faking it

THIS IS REAL, don’t second guess yourself because others do

[aboyinterrupted-blog]

Some days are harder than others and that’s okay, don’t be so hard on yourself after all we all live one day at a time.

take some time to do something for yourselves today.

[joyfullllives]

I should start drawing more.

Healing is a process.

[samxcamargo]

“So far, you’ve survived 100% of your worst days. You’re doing great.”

— Norm Kelly

[lovenotereminders]

Not everything you do has to be productive. It’s okay to do things just because you enjoy them!

[selfcare-bot]

hey!!!

please take your meds 🌹