temp intro before i make a proper one..... shame on me being a lazy bum
hi~hi! the name's dahlia, or sometimes rigel in medias i create! i'm a genderless lesbian and use they/them pronouns only. i am an adult and in a serious relationship with voidbreaker! i can be considered a riako, but i don't rlly like to label myself ^_^ i am a digital angel, here to express my love for my knight ♡
my blog will be dedicated to personal content. while mainly my selfship, whether it's art, miscellaneous posts, imagines, fanfics and reblogs of stuff that reminds me of us, it won't be limited to just that!
♡ | byf : i am voidsharing. doubles will be blocked no matter what. it's simple boundaries (^^' ) | i am an adult that may post or reblog suggestive and/or sensitive content from time to time | i am autistic and have bpd, which will affect the content that i post and share. please keep that in mind if you want to interact with me yourself.
♡ | dnf : fall anywhere under the trash acronym (transphobe, racist, ableist, sexist, homophobe) and basic dni really | lesbophobes (YES invalidating he/him lesbians is lesbophobic. bi/pan lesbians and men/transmen that try to reclaim the term lesboys for themselves aren't valid or welcome either.) | proshippers | minors | you still interact with or consume grace and/or pressure content in any way shape or form | doubles and people who are friends/moots with or follow doubles of me | people that still think voidbreaker is a man and use he/him pronouns on them.
tags i use to sort my posts ♡
♡ | dahlias intro post — self explanatory
♡ | dahlias misc posts — literally anything
♡ | dahlias yume posts — yume stuff that doesn't fall under imagines
♡ | dahlias imagines — self explanatory again
♡ | voidflower — our ship name!! anything related to us
any of these can be updated at any time !! and again this is a temp intro post. i plan to draw my own headers and other stuff in the future ^_^
in honor of pride month, here's some affirmations for my queer fellows that are anywhere under the yumeshipper umbrella !!
if you've figured out your identity and came out to the people that you know, your f/o is super proud and supportive of you! they're extremely happy seeing you comfortable despite all odds!
if you've figured out your identity but are still closeted, your f/o is supportive of you and will hold your secret in their heart with them, hoping one day you feel comfortable and safe enough to come out of the closet!
if you haven't figured out your identity yet and are still questioning, your f/o is patient with you and if you'd like they would love to help you explore different labels to possibly let you find what you identify with!
if you prefer to not stick to any labels, your f/o is supportive of that! labels aren't mandatory, and they want you to feel as comfortable with yourself as possible!
and if anybody ever comes up to you to try and invalidate who you are, your f/o would be the first person to come and defend you. even if you prefer to defend yourself instead, they would later make sure that no bigot ever gets to your mind and doesn't waver your self-esteem. because you shouldn't ever feel afraid or ashamed of who you are! and your f/o will make sure that you know that. ♡
voidbreaker doubles dni!! | read pinned before following
Imagine your f/o trying to play it cool when you compliment them. They are not playing it cool. They are looking away and touching their face and their ears are completely red.
f/o that's known to be stoic, giving people the cold shoulder, not involving themselves with anybody and just always staying silently in the sidelines...
but they finally find a safe place to let their guard down, and that is with you! around you they're always more relaxed, shoulders less stiff and possibly even a bit more talkative! even if to some people it's not that big of a change or difference, it IS that big to you. ♡
voidbreaker doubles dni!! read pinned before following
f/o that doesn't exactly have a face... they can't lock their lips with yours or let you feel their breath against your skin... but that never stops them! instead of kissing they would rub their "face" against you or nuzzle themselves against your cheek, having to rely more on body language...
but you don't mind it in the slightest, even if they can't properly kiss you back. because you know they still love you, and they know you still love them. ♡
voidbreaker doubles dni!! read pinned before following
//mentions/hints of body mutilation, depression and general nihilism talk
i just made some bullshit ill be entirely honest
explanation/headcanon below more i really wanna talk about it lowkey
i just had an idea and i could. not stop drawing itokay so its obvious this has like 5 billion headcanons injected into it so ill explain it here since i dont think you can get any of it from thr comic alone belh
my headcanon fornthe whole voidbohnd disease is that its suppose to turn the effect individual into a mindless husk of themselves as their entire body gets "powered" by thr void, since the void is greater than greater than greater than great, there isnt enough space for it in a small vessel so of course it would scrape some stuff from the individual
i have a small theory/headcanon that celestial is voidbound,or at least affected by thesame mutations the void bound varients of entities has, during or afternthe collapse of the gardens, essentialky shedding what was left of her old life, forcing her to be in a state of constant pain as she navigates (or rather sleeps) through the endless void
surviving it/maintaining yourself means that the individual would be able to tame their powers involuntarily given, but woule have to bare the pain of mutations or missing flesh (or something like that, still as work inprogress)
celestial, obviously, survived the disease, blooming under the harshest conditions, but as she continues on she doesnt find anymore reasons to pursue a "normal life" or start over again, because it would be a constant reminder of what she had lost, of who she had lost, the tranquility forever fragile, the "peace" forever gone, hence becoming the nihilist we see in game
however, she recognises another individual like her (or rather, replicating a younger self): voidbreaker
voidbreaker also underwent the voidbound disease, having a rarer varient where it was only taking stuff like organic matter snd flesh away from them, but came out with their mind and consciousness intact, and somehow, they havent indulge in tne comfort of nihilism, rather they picked themsekves up (like how celestial did after that disease slowly quietened down) and marched forward (or rather walked forward eith their sword as support before learning how to float)
she can see how they hide themselves, how they follow everyone like a bee, how defensive they get of others, how they drag their claws down their helmet, how they trace the bulging nerves on whats left of their "skin", how much distance they maintain between people that isnt thr waterimp, the clock conductor and the teleporter, how their stoicism is mixed in with anxiety, how their introversion wrangles with their social needs - she counts down how many interactions itll take for them to become something like her
me think they would mutuals of sort, having fleeting, existential conversations and just sitting in silence most of the time whenever celestial's dreams started speaking in the voices of her friends, this comic is just me exploring their dynamic a bit
basically, celestial is asking how does voidbreaker keep on living despite everything being null snd void the momrnt it was thought of, how are they content with a reality of empty meaning, how do they find "peace" in fragility
and voidbreakers response is one of cautionous hope, albiet its a bit strained since the softening of the void bound disease was rather recent in comparison to celestial total tolerance numbing it, so theyre still experiencing the trepidation of something big collapsing (whether the control of themselves or the homethat they have or the other entities)
however, they still cling onto the something that is there, whatever is left there, because unlike celestial, they still recognise themselves as something, and while a part of them is pertified, its all you have to hold in the void, even with the caution, even with the fear, even with the futility
and celestial... considers it, for a bit
or something like that idk, cant put the textless versions onnhere cuz of the stupid 10 image limit argh ill do it in a reblog
anywaysbthanks for readin this!!! this is like my 3rd time making a comic snd i think its okay, i did the panels on krita and the text on ibis cuz the file size raeavhed 1gb??? somehow????? and it eas lagging a lot sk yeah lol
happy1 day late anniversary nullscape heres me crashing into your party with horrific writing and horrific gameplay🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
I haven't planned any big lore plot for them, maybe VB is intrigued by players in general and Diver was the one who happened to reply to that interest.
Sketchy version because I also liked it.
These were meant to come first but I really liked VB and Diver one.
Now for the design rambles:
All the enemies were made with the idea that they were or still are robloxians in a way.
Bell is inspired by the iron maiden due to shape and the possibility that there's something alive inside of it.
Operator is very much like its usual self. Wires come out from where its legs could have been.
Telefregger looks like Spongebob, just because I discovered that it used to use Bob's walking sound. It deserves to have its whimsy.
Sigil reminds me of angels, despite attempting to look holy the void taint is still present.
Cadence clothes were meant to be a mix of a dress and a suit with a touch of opera goer, not very visible but eh...
VB is still the same. Finding references for them is really hard man...
Kolóna is a pillar filled with fire.
Flesh upper part is the same, the extensions are made of bones and remains of victims attacked by it.
Springer doesn't change much. Pink bow referencing the rare sightings of it with this bow.
I didn't have anything in mind for ICBM at first, I doodled it with some military goth clothes in mind.
Other not mentioned enemies speak for themselves.
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