LEGACY / ridden

Q.         why  is  there  such  a  s a d  look  in  your  eyes   ? A.         i’ve  forgotten  how  to  forgive  myself . isabelle lightwood !

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❛ I hate that I love you. ❜ ❛ I can’t stand the fact that I love you. ❜ ❛ I’d rather die than spend one more second loving you. ❜ ❛ If I could, I would make myself fall out of love with you. ❜ ❛ Why is it so hard for to love me the way I do you? ❜ ❛ I love you but please get out of my sight.  ❜ ❛ I never said that I loved you.. ❜ ❛ I love you but not that much. ❜ ❛ You’re confusing the words love and like with one another. ❜ ❛ Did you really think that I could ever love you? ❜ ❛ We are not meant to love one another. ❜ ❛ The last thing I want to do with you is love you. ❜ ❛ I feel like I’m waiting on something that isn’t going to happen. ❜ ❛ Here we go, here we go again. Now you’re telling me that you love me. ❜ ❛ You only tell me you love me when you’re drunk or need something. ❜ ❛ You say you love me and then turn around do this? ❜ ❛ I’ve doubted this whole relationship ever since it started. ❜ ❛ I don’t want to be in love with you anymore. ❜ ❛ I never asked fall in love with you! ❜ ❛ It’s not my fault that you love me more than I love you. ❜ ❛ I’m tired of you walking all over my heart and emotions! Someday, mark my word. ❜ ❛ One day, I will fall out of love with you and I cannot wait for that day to come. ❜ ❛ I miss you but I’m better off without you around. ❜ ❛ I want to push you off a cliff but hurry and be there to catch you at bottom. ❜ ❛ I want to strangle you sometimes but then quickly bring you back to life. ❜ ❛ I’m drowning in you and I don’t think even I can save myself. ❜ ❛ Have a nice life, I’m done trying to be in it. ❜ ❛ I couldn’t let go of you even if I literally did. ❜ ❛ I could let go of you but I would still be there, standing, unmoving. ❜ ❛ I don’t want to be saved from drowning in you. ❜ ❛ All you do is break me and all I do is love you for it. ❜ ❛ I wish that my hate for you would override the love. ❜ ❛ The love I have for you overrides the hate I have for you. ❜ ❛ I’m in misery with and without you. ❜ ❛ I’m just as miserable without you as I am with you. ❜ ❛ I just want you to stop hurting me! Is that so hard? ❜ ❛ Why can’t you see? All you do is play with my emotions. ❜ ❛ I’m tired of this roller coaster ride with you. ❜ ❛ Please spare me the apology that I’ve heard so many times before. ❜ ❛ I’m used to it by now, okay? I almost expect it. ❜ ❛ Is it bad for me to say that I’m used to it? ❜ ❛ I wouldn’t know how to act if you started treating me better. ❜ ❛ I am so stuck with this love for you, I want it to go away. ❜ ❛ I spend more time crying than anything because of you. ❜ ❛ You say it’s the last time every time. ❜ ❛ How many more times are you going to apologize and I just forgive you? ❜ ❛ I’m weakened by your words every time. ❜ ❛ I feel like a puppet and your the puppet master, just doing whatever while I suffer. ❜ ❛ I’ve long lost the thought that you actually cared. ❜ ❛ i’m hurting while I’m with you.. ❜ ❛ I just keep on running right back to you. ❜ ❛ I don’t want to let it go, I can’t let it go. ❜ ❛ I fight the whole world for you if I have too. ❜ ❛ I’m not giving up on us having happiness one day. ❜ ❛ This love is taking all my energy. ❜ ❛ This love will be the death of me but I know I’ll die happily. ❜ ❛ Though my heart can’t take no more I keep running back to you. ❜ ❛ My heart is beating for you but I can’t stop crying. ❜ ❛ All the things we accept, be the things we regret. ❜ ❛ I don’t know how I allow you to treat me so bad and still I stay. ❜ ❛ When I get the strength to leave you, you always tell me you need me. ❜ ❛ I’m mad because I love you. ❜ ❛ I stop to think you could appreciate me then it all remains the same. ❜ ❛ My biggest fear is that you will never change. ❜ ❛ I’m sad and in love, that’s not how it’s supposed to go. ❜ ❛ At this point I’m bulletproof with you, so hit me with your best shot. ❜ ❛ Will you ever get tired of hurting me? Will I ever get tired of letting you hurt me? ❜ ❛ The last thing I want is to go back but I know I will because I’m weak. ❜ ❛ You are biggest downfall. ❜ ❛ You are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need. ❜ ❛ I still fight and I don’t know why. ❜ ❛ If our love is insanity, why are you my clarity? ❜ ❛ It’s so hard to love someone who doesn’t know how to love. ❜ ❛ I’m feeling really unappreciated but that’s not new.  ❜ ❛ I don’t know how much more my heart can take. ❜ ❛ So sad what love will make you do. ❜ ❛ I can’t stand how much I need you. ❜ ❛ When will this ever finally come to it’s end? You and me? ❜ ❛ Everything you do makes me smile and I like you for a while. ❜ ❛ You know exactly what to do so I can’t stand at you. ❜ ❛ I despise that I adore you. ❜ ❛ You completely know the power that you love. ❜ ❛ It’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I love you beyond the reason why. ❜ ❛ You’ll probably always have this affect on me. ❜ ❛ Tell a lie that makes me want to stay, like you always do. ❜ ❛ If it’s real then I guess I’ll feel the pain. ❜ ❛ It’s hard to love someone who can’t be loved. ❜ ❛ This love I can’t undo, you got me bound to you. ❜ ❛ Please, don’t tell me that you love me. ❜ ❛ I would’ve given you all my heart but there’s someone who’s torn it a part. ❜ ❛ I’ll try to love again but I know the first cut is the deepest. ❜ ❛ When it comes to loving me, he’s worst. ❜ ❛ You say the words but it just don’t feel right. ❜ ❛ You say you’ve changed but we both you’re begging, don’t fool me. ❜ ❛ You say you dream of my face but you don’t like me, you just like the chase. ❜ ❛ I bet you start loving me when I find somebody else, somebody better than you. ❜ ❛ I’m letting you go, I’m loving myself. ❜ ❛ I’m going crazy without you, you got me so confused. ❜ ❛ All you have to do is that ‘i’m sorry’ and ‘i’m in love with you.’ ❜ ❛ You’re truth is hard to believe. ❜ ❛ You walked away and I walked away but we should’ve stayed. ❜

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100 days of the 100 ladies ♡ 9/100

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4x07 - “Gimme Shelter”: Octavia

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whpbrn:

            anyway    ,         this  is  a  LYRICAL  starter  call  for  all  of  my     (    5    )       followers

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                because these  seem  to  GET  AROUND  faster     /     i’m  lazy   ,     hit  the  heart  or  reblog  if  you’re  interested  in  interacting  with  a  CANON  DIVERGENT  isabelle  lightwood  from  th.e  mo.rtal  instr.uments  by  c.assandra  clar.e    !

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the heaviness that I hold in my heart’s been  c r u s h i n g  me. (x)

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hnikarr     !    :

        “  IN  WHAT  WORLD  DO  ANGELS  EXIST?    even  if  they’re  real,   they  don’t  care  about  us.    LOOK  AT  HOW  THINGS  ARE.  ”      there’s  no  bitterness  to  his  words,   only  a  sense  of  veracity.    no  matter  what  shadowhunter  lore  might  say,   he’s  never  seen  any  proof  of  their  existence;   to  him,   they’re  some  old  wives’  tale  at  the  most.

            had  g r o w n  with  the  stories      /      friends  had  WITNESSED  the  very  sight  of  raziel .       couldn’t  just  turn  a  BLIND  eye  to  what  was  in  front  of  her .        brow  raised   ,       scoff  slipping  through  throat .         ❝   WHY  should  they  care  about  us  here   ?          we  were  the  people  LEFT  with  the  d u t y .      (       in  their  eyes    ,      they’ve  completed  their  task .     )         ❞

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bledsacred:

                                        EYES   CLOSE.      ANOTHER   SURGE   races  through  him   ,    cauterizing  ventricles   ,     turning  breath  to  sulfer.     lips  part   ,    chapped    &&    rough   ,    gasping  for  fresh  air   ,    for  SOMETHING  that  does  not  burn.      cannot  help  but  cry  out   ,    breaking  the  silence   ,    a  parched  croaking  sort  of  sound.      then  body  goes  limp  once  more.      he  focuses  on  breathing   ,    pulling  fresh  air  in   ,    breathing  out  ash.     a  moment  passes   ,    then  eyes  OPEN  again   ,    passing  over  his  dearest  sister.      if  only  she  KNEW  what  he  had  done.       if  only  she  KNEW  what  had  been  done  to  him.     ‘   it’s  not  a  threat.   ‘     words  spoken  desperately   ,    more  a  PLEA  than  any  may  be  used  to  hearing  from  so  arrogant  a  son  of  heaven.     ‘   i  can’t  hurt  YOU  too.   ‘

            it  PAINED  her  to  watch      /     to  need  to  sit  by    &    watch     /      not  able  to  do  ANYTHING        !         how  could  you  ?        he  was  her  brother      !          it  was  a  s i g h  that  fell  through  scratched  petals     ,      fingers  ITCHING  to  reach  outwards .            ❝    don’t  be  stupid   ,      you’re  not  going  to  hurt  me .       see     ?        sitting  FAR  ENOUGH  away  .    ❞      arm  is  reached  out  of  brief  moments   ,      before  it  is  pulled  close  to  chest ,        brow  quirked  in  the  direction  of  the  other .      months  ago  this  situation  would’ve  NEVER  have  crossed  her  mind       :       to  be  CAUGHT  up  within  a  war .        (         they  were  ALL  just  kids      !         had  once  been  u n a w a r e  of  how  cruel  the  world  had  become        /       BLINDED  to  the  truth    .          )

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fedsacred         !       :

                      “you know, habits are hard to break, but it’s doable. It just takes a bit of actual desire to, I don’t know, want to stop.”

            ❝    -----------           s e r i o u s l y     ?         you  can’t  go  back  to  CHANGE  the  past ,     simon .       that’s  the  i s s u e  that  i’m  having .      &     i  wouldn’t  say  i  had  any  TERRIBLE  habits     !   ❞

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arcanas        !        :

❝        ———    can’t      ?       or  you     won’t     forget      ?       ❞  

            ❝     do  we  REALLY  have  much  of  a  choice      ?         ---------       already  LAID  out  for  us  .         (         if  you’re  a  BELIEVER  in     destiny .       )        ❞

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angelbloodcd            !    :

           THE RETREATING FIGURE makes a shudder run down clary’s spine.  currant locks dimming in the shadows which cover the sun.   ‘ and i don’t feel no remorse. ’ honeyed voice comes out frayed - a knot with not much left to hold on to. // @whpbrn   

song : ophelia, the lumineers        

            there  is  a  pause    ,        knees  STRAIGHTENING  out  from  a  p r e v i o u s  crouched  position .             ❝   NO  REMORSE        ?               are  you  c r a z y      ?    ❞          voice  remains  in  a  hushed  whisper       /        darkened  orbs  NARROWED  in  the  direction  of  the  other .            ❝     we’re  l u c k y  you  didn’t  just  get  us  KILLED       !     ❞

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                 i’m  still  getting  drafts  FINISHED  but  hmu  to  plot      ?

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            ❝    you  know  you're  doing  the  right  thing  .        you  must  know  you're  doing  the  right  thing     !       ❞

                   @bledsacred          ♡            /             accepting !             (     doing  the  right  thing   ,    daughter        )

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            ❝    i'm  way  too  young  to  be  this  h u r t    !   ❞

                   @uneasylies          ♡            /             accepting !             (     i  have  questions   ,    camilla  cabello        )

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