!TW! - this account is for me & only me.

-5’9 | sw: 155| cw: 150 | | binge free days: 6 | 145/140/135/130/125

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please

[whyamihere-00]

Hi everyone, sorry i’ve been so unactive. I really let my self go into a binging depression episode for the last couple weeks. I’m moving away to school soon and i’m ready to get back on track. I gained all the weight back that i lost and i’m done. I’m ready to be fucking skinny again.

[vodkaverinbana]

[oeut]

[iwantobeskiny]

[bubblekiwigum]

i just want to be skinny

[incompetentunt]

I’m starting to realize there’s a downside to losing weight.

I’ve lost 20-30lbs in the past few months, and damn has it made a difference. I’m asked out multiple times a day now. “Hurry up with the change” has turned into “don’t worry about it, keep the change!”. Random strangers call me beautiful every day, when I was heavier I’d only heard it a few times in my life. People buy me things now. Pursue me and my interests. People think I’m the “whole package” but I don’t see a difference between now and then. I have the same brain, same wit, same humor, same kindness. Now I’m just lighter.

The downside to losing weight is realizing how much more the world wants you in it when you are 20 pounds lighter.

How sickeningly addictive is that?

And how much more will they want me after another 20lbs is gone?

[thebesthidingspot]

[reald0pe-deactivated20241124-de]

[thebesthidingspot]

[skinnyemmabloom-deactivated2022]

🦋 oh to be thin and pretty 🦋

[seirenez]

[lovinghades]

[lavender-bonees]

✧༺♡༻∞ red thinspo ∞༺♡༻✧

[prettythinnie]

[pale-sick-and-tired]

[melody505]

She is such a thinspo

Every time that I see her on my fyp my heart shatters into pieces asking “why not me “ “ why can’t I look like her , WHY”