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20 / venting / nsfw dni

[angelicdazed]

im an adult now and i cant move on hahahahahahah im still there im always there

[angelicdazed]

i said yes! of course i did!

[angelicdazed]

im slamming my brain against the bars and it isn't helping i can't get out t

[angelicdazed]

[traaumaa]

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my mind is in shambles

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why does no one care about me i always love too much too fast

[angelicdazed]

i hope you all had a good holiday. 2021 is getting here slowly but surely. i love you all so very much and i hope you’re doing okay. you’re loved and so valuable. please know that you are worthy of respect and love regardless of what has happened to you. i love you!

[angelicdazed]

i will never stop begging for validation!!!!

[angelicdazed]

i can’t keep living like this :D

[angelicdazed]

i feel dirty for missing you

[angelicdazed]

hi everyone, just a little update!

i was hospitalized and when i was released i was set up with a new psychiatrist and continued to work with my new therapist. i finally got my diagnoses and we’re working out my meds. just wanted to let you guys know why i haven’t been posting as much/at all. love you guys, please stay safe. i know things are hard and stressful right now, at least they are for me. i hope you’re all dealing with school, your mental health and the literal pandemic as best you can. i’m always here, please know that.

love you the most,

angelicdazed

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i was too vulnerable again. i let it happen to me again. i couldn’t stop it. i just wanted to feel loved.

[angelicdazed]

why did u do this to me? why do i have to watch it happen over and over again? why wasn’t one time enough?

[angelicdazed]

i want to go back to when i had no idea what u did to me