Hellscape Human

〔 C-PTSD • DID〕 DNI: ED BLOGS, NONCON, GORE, NSFW BLOGS, BIGOTS AND PHOBES Ask box is always open, we’re happy to help any way we can! We are a system of 20+ (pfp by cathpun on instagram) ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

[rottenhaze]

Heya!! Welcome to our blog!

Our collective name is Hazey System, or just Hazey. So if you want to address us as a whole you can just call us that!

We figured a new and up to date introduction was in order since our system dynamics have changed a lot over the last couple months so!! Here’s a little info on some of our most frequent fronters who were comfy enough to be involved in this!

🖤 Kai 🖤

Pronouns: They/them

Age: 24

Role: Host

Interests: Japanese culture/mythology, anime, manga, art and cats!

~♡~

🌸 Chiari 🌸

Pronouns: She/they

Age: 22

Role: Protector

Interests: Animal crossing, grunge fashion, sanrio and cutesy stuff, video games.

~♡~

🔥 Azazel 🔥

Pronouns: He/him

Age: Ye Olde Age (direct quote)

Role: Protector/co-host

Interests: Video games, animals, cooking.

~♡~

🖤 Rom & Rem 🖤

Pronouns: He/him (Rom), She/her (Rem)

Age: Unknown

Role: Unknown

Interests: Making friends, chatting, learning new things, naps and snacks

~♡~

Any of us are happy to chat and make new friends with other systems or answer questions/asks if anyone has any 🖤

[did-meme-central]

[misgenderisms-deactivated202010]

emotional self-harm exists and is fucking horrible

[misgenderisms-deactivated202010]

going back to an ex you KNOW will hurt you? consuming media you KNOW that triggers you? isolating yourself when you KNOW you need help? that’s a form of self-harm and needs to be acknowledged first to get help.

[misgenderisms-deactivated202010]

to be clear; this isn’t a callout. this is recognizing that emotional self-harm is a form of harm.

take this as a gentle reminder that your pain is real, that you are heard, and, most of all, to reach out for help.

[curl]

I can’t stay in this house any longer I feel myself splintering, I’m trying to stay in a hotel room for a few days just so I can breathe and focus on being whole again away from my family right now please help me I think 200 dollars would be good enough for a week at some low cost hotel?

If you can donate please do $theGhetteaux and vnmo @theGhetteaux

If anything at least please reblog

[fairycosmos]

in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

[surqrised]

“How a person reacts to your sadness says a lot about how long they’re going to be in your life.”

— S. Z. (via perfectquote)

[bakwaaas]

do you ever get scared that you’re unintentionally toxic or draining to be around, like you’re the bad guy

[dissocean]

“Why is there so many people who are system’s now. It’s a rare disorder!“

The increase in awareness and media representation of dissociative disorders has been slowly climbing since the 2000s. It being talked about being less stigmatized than before is gonna lead to more people realizing, hey that’s me! Similar to the autism “surge” in the mid 90s to early 2000s, this was just due to there being more attention brought to it and the diagnostic model changing; as opposed to it being a new flourish in the autistic populace. The prevalence of DID is estimated to affect between 1-3% of the population. Which, spoiler: is a lot! and that’s just for DID, not the other forms of dissociative disorders. -??? 

[inthetags]

reblog and put in the posts something that you cant stand that many others don't seem to mind.

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[lespoopypodle]

That was literally my reaction to the trigger warning I️ was like what’s it for

[rottenhaze]

exactly

[chomperz-inc]

Reminder that system stagnation, a period of inactivity in the system , is perfectly normal and you arent faking if things get quiet. It will pass <3

[cristalplanetheart]

[drtanner-dickery]

As someone who grew up with old cartoons and old media wherein someone having a taxidermied swordfish mounted over their fireplace was shorthand for "THEY'RE RICH" and that was the only place I was ever likely to see a swordfish, it's fucking wild that I can see a real, alive one on the internet whenever I want now.

[system-of-a-feather]

[inthetags]

Reblog and put in the tags how intimidating you think you are on a scale of 1 to 10

[rottenhaze]

Kai

thinks: 2/10

what other people think: 0/10 (baby)

Chiari

thinks: idk maybe 5/10

what other people think: 7/10 (would warn you before stabbing you)

Azazel

thinks: 7/10

what other people think: 10/10 (sudden death is your first warning)

[rottenhaze]

I have way too much fun making these system memes ahsggasgagad

- Kai 🖤

[animatedtext]

[rottenhaze]

us for the last like literally 6 hours because this shit is hard apparently

[godsworms]

Are there any other systems out there really struggling with either saying “I” or “we” and always switching between the two? Doing that makes me feel kind of ridiculous but pronouns language is confusing and our sense of self/selves is always very strange and warped. We often can’t tell where one alter ends and where another alter begins and we just kind of blend together or are co-conscious a lot

Please tell me we’re not alone with this

[rottenhaze]

We do the same thing so you’re totally valid!

- Chi