Widowmaker Main

Welcome!! This is my Overwatch fandom Tumblr and I hope you enjoy reading!! Widowmaker is my favorite char, so my Tumblr is based around her. 🕸🕷 I play on NA PC as SukebanA#1515. x----------------x----------------x My name is Angie and I'm a 27-year-old girl living in the US with my gorgeous best friend, wife and soul mate Cercia!! She is also my Mercy!! We live a 24/7 D/s, CGL, Neko Girls and Vampire and Black Swan lifestyle and it's wonderful!!. Cercia and I have two kitties, one bird, one snake, two betta fish, two cory catfish and one bunny. They're our babies!! I am a gamer, geek, role-player, artist, blogger, Witch, Heathen and Pagan. Below is My Personal Blog!! Thank you for visiting!! GLHF!!

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I made this dark humored motivational poster for my work space to remind myself that if I don’t get over my depression and anxiety, at least temporarily, I won’t have a job. ✨

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Another one for my work space.

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I think this is the last one.

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Intrusive thoughts are horrid. Thank you, Lúcio.

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punk/goth cartoon girls

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Excuse me how could you forget

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Growing up a gay girl starter pack

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Does Shego count?? Because.. She was my first female fictional crush once I realized I like girls.

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AHHH, another person dragged into the Hustle Cat fandom. Personally, my favorite is Graves route because I'm a sucker for him and his gothly ways.

I think after Reese, I will go down Graves's route. *eyebrow wiggle* Also, his kitty's name IS SO CUTE. This game is SO addictive.

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Whenever Tracer’s sad.. Emily will hold her close and say “Lena on me.”

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i’ve been hoarding loot boxes for when orisa arrives and i already got 5 and am almost lvl 101!!!

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WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT. WHAT. I didn’t know that would work?! Getting loot boxes now and opening them when she’s released, for hopefully stuff for her?! I’ve been saving up my currency, which I’m a little over 2K, buuuut the boxes would be AMAZING. 

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Cercia sang “The Talon Fammmmiiiilllly!!” So, now I’m going to draw Reaper, Widowmaker and Sombra as Gomez, Morticia and Wednesday. I have this epic idea of how to do a single Wednesday braid on Sombra. I am excite. 

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Put an Overwatch hero in my ask and I'll tell you...

- how often I play them - which maps I like to use them on - which skin I currently have equipped - who I ship them with

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Symmetra being Autistic has been confirmed and I am SO HAPPY. I’ve talked a lot about her, here on my Tumblr, including a post or two down. SYMMETRA. IS. AUTISTIC. IT. IS. CANON. There is no denying this. There is no being confused about this. She is an amazing character, with a rich story (that I SO want more of) and.. The character most like me, for better and for worse. Being Autistic is one part of her, yes. There is SO much more to her. But it’s part of her and important.. and CANON. Yessss.

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Cercia and I have a friend who has gotten us into Hustle Cat.. I’m leaning towards Reese (I’m still at the beginning.) He’s.. Such an asshole, but on the other hand, I have a feeling.

(Cercia went with meme cat. XD)

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I love this. 

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Cercia and I are laughing so hard. She like, came slow dancing into view.

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I will put you in your place.

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Love Madame Vastra and Jenny. They need their own show. 

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You wanna find out some personal shit? Put a number in my ask box and I’ll answer it bitches.

1. Any scars?

2. Self harmed?

3. Crush?

4. Kissed anyone?

5. Coke or Pepsi?

6. Someone you hate?

7. Best Friends?

8. Have you ever done alcohol or drugs?

9. What’s your dream job?

10. Ever been in love?

11. Last time you cried?

12. Favorite color?

13. Height?

14. Birthday?

15. Eye color?

16. Hair color?

17. What do you love?

18. Obsession?

19. If you had one wish, what would it be?

20. Do you love someone?

21. Kiss or hug?

22. Nicknames people call you?

23. Favorite song?

24. Favorite band?

25. Worst thing that has ever happened to you?

26. Best thing that has ever happened to you?

27. Something you would change about yourself?

28. Ever dated someone?

29. Worst mistake?

30. Watch the movie or read the book?

31. Ever had a heartbreak?

32. Favorite show?

33. Best day of your life?

34. Any talents?

35. Do you wish you could ever start over?

36. Any bad habits?

37. Ever had a near death experience?

38. Someone I can tell anything to?

39. Ever lost a loved one?

40. Do you believe in love?

41. Someone you hate/Dislike?

42. Are you okay?

43. Relationship status?

44. Selfie?

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Someone needs to explain PharMercy or MercyMaker to me.

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OKAY i ship both but my otp is definitely mercymaker and i’ll finally get around to explaining what i love about the ship to you because i never got around to it before @___@ beware for long post

Keep reading

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Mmyessss. Delicious reading, I can get behind this, yes. And you are totes right. Mercymaker ship does have potential and I can see them having lots of sexual tension a bit of tension and have cute/funny banters. 

I’d like to read some fanfics, yes. The first (and favorites) one I’ve read was Sensory Input and it was delicious. Pls hook me up with some good shit. Thank. 

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LIST OF MY FAVES BELOW THE CUT

Keep reading

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I haven’t read everything posted, but for MercyMaker (my OTP, with Symbra following) is that..

Angela knew Widowmaker before she was Widowmaker. Widowmaker, as we’ve heard and seen is NOT completely brainwashed. There is so much that can happen between them, and even start with Widow still being her colder self (if you like that edgy kinda tension and such that I do. *whistle*) Eventually, if she does fully remember who she is.. She has Angela. She has her Mercy, her Guardian Angel. Not everyone will just forgive Widow, etc. (Look how Zenyatta, etc. are treated by some of the others.)

I see lots of sexual tension there (also, even if it’s ONE DAMN WORD, the “Mercy” when Mercy’s healing her is just A+ hot af.) I also see a lot of comfort, and cute fluff. 

I plan on writing short stories that interact (I just can’t write a whole fanfic, but I can do shorts and have them link up.) I plan on writing several for my OTPs. I haven’t read any yet, because I want to make sure I don’t copy someone’s style without realizing. 

Once I start, though. Oooo. SO MUCH READING.

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symmetra is an autistic woman who was taken out of poverty and groomed by vishkar to believe she was the Chosen One and manipulated from childhood to be exposed to vishkar’s “good side” and her comic makes it pretty damn clear that she’s doing what she genuinely thinks is meant to help people and does indeed question vishkar’s methods but is so deeply indoctrinated that it’s incredibly difficult for her to acknowledge they’d do anything bad

But please!!! Continue to tell me about how she’s a big bad imperialist villain when she’s really clearly being used as a tool by a corporation that’s exploiting her every angle of her being that they possibly can

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this is a good post and let me add a little bit on as an irl autistic woman who relates to symmetra a lot: idk if its like this for a lot of autistic people but this is my take: i am both fiercely loyal and extremely trusting even to the point of naievete. my autism makes it hard to “read between the lines” and see when i am being taken advantage of until it’s too late, and i’m also intrinsically drawn towards anything that makes me feel like i am important or gives me a sense of identity or a cause to work towards.

that said, vishkar’s treatment of satya seems tailor-made to ensnare her based on her neurotype. they present themselves as well meaning. they constantly reassure her that she’s doing the right thing. they give her an identity as symmetra and make her feel special and important so that she stays loyal. she can’t tell that they’re shady because, like me, she can’t pick up on the subtle interpersonal cues that to anyone else would scream “vishkar are the bad guys!”

but heres the thing: satya is a genius. she might not have the social graces that others do but she’s going to figure out eventually what vishkar is doing, and when she does? oh man, is she gonna be PISSED.

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To add further in this, there’s also the fact that a lot of the perception of Vishkar was.. kind of skewed. It’s like they think that they do things like Rio all day long and then telling Symmetra that it’s for the greater good works wonderfully, making Symmetra look like… an idiot.

Vishkar is a bad, asshole company, but if anything, it’s NOT stupid.

They would have projects that they can owe up to their words and promises about ‘for the greater good’, like Utopaea. The people might end up living happily there, though we don’t know yet. But regardless, they would also need literal scenes to maintain the illusion to convince Symmetra that they are really doing it for the greater good. They’re not like Talon, they have to maintain the illusion not just to Symmetra, but also to the whole world that they’re just a normal, legal corporate. Rio was the one crack that might expose them, but it doesn’t mean that it is their whole portfolio. Who knows, it might have been a decent company before until eventually there’s a change in leadership and then it all goes to hell. Hate them for all you want, but try not to resort to outright generalizations or lies out of hate. Because it’ll make you look like a strawman that is easily dismissed.

Also, people are assholes who thinks that “Anyone serving an imperialist faction has got to be assholes just like the company they serve.” Anyone from Starcraft’s Dominion can probably attest, just because they serve under Arcturus Mengsk doesn’t mean they’re all complete assholes.

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Let me also add on to this, please. I’m not Autistic, however I do have OCD and from what I’ve been taught over the years, Autism and OCD share similarities. 

Anyway. Symmetra. Vishkar.. Me.

I grew up in an abusive home. I have mental disorders, including the OCD mentioned and executive dysfunction (and others, but these two are important for this post.) Growing up, I was never ‘made’ to do anything and to be honest, there wasn’t a lot I was ALLOWED to do. 

Now, I’m 27. I have done or have had a hand in doing horrid stuff. I don’t mean that lightly, and as such, don’t want to get into what. But, the thing is, the horrid stuff I did?? I did because it’s WHAT I THOUGHT WAS BEST. It’s what I was ‘taught’ to do. The ‘right’ thing. When the right thing would have been easier, hard on me.. But easier on others. I wouldn’t have caused so much pain and suffering, etc. 

I realize this. But, again, at the time.. I was doing my best, I was doing what was right. I struggled with doing anything else.. Because that’d be wrong. But, in reality, that’d be right.

Rambling over..

I get Symm. She’s not a bad person, or a villain. She was ‘cherished’ and taught the WRONG THING and can’t escape that, and to her, she’s aware something is.. Wrong.. But truly does believe what she is doing, what Vishkar is doing, is for the best.

I feel for her.

She’s my second most played character. (Well, my most played, but Widowmaker is my fave and I want her to be my first!)

When I play her, every so often, I feel that swell of emotion. I even thought of not playing her, because of the pain of playing a character like me. But, I need to remember.. I am working on being a better person, on following what is truly right.. I hope, in the future, Symmetra will do the same. I understand her struggle. I want her to have her own beliefs, and follow her heart and gut. (I also ship Symbra, and can see the two helping each other.)

When I told my wife how much I love Symm, but wasn’t sure if I wanted to play her because of how much she’s like me, my wife said “what’s wrong with playing someone who’s like you?” 

She’s right. I embrace Symm. Yes.. It’s fictional, etc. but to me, Symm needs a hug and a very long, deep, emotional talk with someone. 

Just.. Fuck off with Symm haters. 

(This was supposed to be short.. >.>)

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#gamingmemes , Wedding Cake

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Gods, this is so annoying that I wish I could smash that cake. Like, the Bride (I assume) has her hobbies. She probably is very devoted to them. The Groom (I assume) has his - gaming. It’s such an amazing hobby, and whether it’s Cosmo (which I stopped ready s o l o n g ago) or a random person talking to me in a gaming store, I am so sick of the [wife hating husband gamer]. Like, either:

A. Enjoy your own and share this or that (whatever your hobby is, and have fun learning about theirs)

and or

B. TRY GAMING YOURSELF. There’s a game for everyone, in this gamer’s opinion. But, that’s your choice.

The ONLY time it’s an issue is if the hobby is seriously affecting the marriage - on either side. Never talk, spend ALL their time with their hobby / friends into the same hobby, etc.

If you can’t openly talk about your issues, THAT can be an issue itself, and there are counselors for that.  

Okaaaay. Huge rant about a cake, but this shit has been such a stereotype for so long and it’s a huge annoyance. Gaming has been a part of my life since I could hold a controller (and luckily, same with my wife.) I find a LOT of joy, comfort, happiness, laughter, community and rage - ahem - in gaming. Playing with Cercia is so much fun, too. In fact, when we were teenagers and still long distance, gaming together was so fucking cool. 

*deep breath*

Right. Done.