Apology to my future lover.
I promise to love you like you’ve never been loved before, my love will leave your lungs breathless and your soul restless,
but, dear I want you to know that, I will not love you forever and our love will not be immortal, because sometimes love doesn't need to last forever to be perfect, You see my love, I have
a soul of an adventurer, spirit of a traveler, and a heart of vagabond.
But, for the time we’ll be together,
I will scuba dive in the sublime ocean lurking inside your dark soulful eyes, swim deep in them, making friends with all the secret, magical creatures hiding behind them, but I can’t make it my home because you see I am just an impulsive human with no gills to keep me breathing in this heavenly water, so I’ll glide through it, explore like a nomad, every corner of your concealed mystical part, you see I am fickle and whimsical person, I have no clue what I want for even myself, so how can, I offer you infinities.
I will take periodic morning strolls in to the wild woods, eclipsed behind your ribs, collecting withered leaves and wild flowers and pieces of meteorites fallen from space, but dear I won’t be mournful to leave this all behind,but, I affirm to bring, spring back to this frosty wilderness and make it alive again(even if only for a while). Like an astronomer I will study every celestial body moving around in the universe of your soul, make love to all the planets and stars and black holes and dark matter and infinite unexplored objects in the darkest realms of your spirit, but this love won’t last forever, but it’s memory will remain forever vivid in your conscience, my dear, I have places to explore, dreams to dream, other oceans to explore, other woods to wander around, other universes to study. 🌻
-Wild Ocean