#overactive mind

[venusleontios55555]

I love how every anya and twilight interaction goes like this :

Twilight : Anya dint eat her food today, she only ate one piece of toast and had one sip of her orange juice, it has been 205 days since I picked her up from the orphanage, is that number significant, is that the reason she only had ONE piece of toast and ONE sip of juice. It could be a signal for the secret service so I could be KILLED! Wait no Twilight you are being ridiculous she is only five, but it is possible the government is recruiting young kids to do their deeds. Urgh, how disgusting using kids for your own personal gain. I SWEAR I WILL MAKE A WORLD WERE CHILDREN WON'T CRY!!!!

Anya (getting a migraine listening to Twilight's thoughts): Anya just wants some cake dude what the fu -

[yridenergyridenergy]

At this rate, I am adding one new complex compilation project per month at least, concurrently to the 6-7 that I am already carrying. Somebody stop me!

[unexpectedyarns]

Projects, projects

Top pic: I have 3 pairs of socks going this month. Upper right is Fruit Salit sock in scraps. I have to finish the other 2 pairs before I make sock #2, because they have sooner deadlines. But I just couldn’t put it down, watching for the next color to appear.

Bottom right, a test knit for another designer, due May 23. Yarn is my own hand dye in colorway Bad Ghoulfriend.

Bottom Left, a double-strand pair of my own pattern test. My hand-dyed yarn in That’s Gonna Leave A Bruise (with a random green yarn for toes).

Top left: beaded lace beret in a pattern I’m writing.

Sometimes I wish I could turn of Creative-Brain Epiphanies. Last week I was gonna do a ride along with Wolf. After many interruptions, I was going to have only 2 hours to sleep before we left out. But NOOooo my brain kicked in and designed a pattern for me, which I then knitted a swatch for, in the dark, in the truck.

Bottom pic: I have a pattern in testing and THREE more written up, waiting to be uploaded to be tested. I’m creating faster than I can knit the samples.

And I’m suddenly soooo tired.

[justgloomythoughts]

Music is my safe place because it’s the only place I can go to escape my own mind

[thedangerfloofhasreturned]

God: How about we spend the day outside, just laying in the grass, reading a book? You don’t need to be online for 20 hours a day.

Me: That’s an awesome idea and I really want to do it.

My Brain: Hey, guess what, I just thought of 70 new ideas you totally have to post today; also you have to check all your updates and messages on all the sites you’re on that you can only respond to exclusively from your computer inside. Also the posts won’t work through your phone; it has to be through your computer.

[221bshrlocked]

Was he as gentle as I imagine him to be?! *dreamy sigh* also have you heard his voice in "the king" was so 🔥 won't mind details about it..🙊😉

Dude my dream may have just convinced me to watch his stuff. It was really weird?! I dreamt I was part of like a defense mechanism academy and I was one of the new instructors. My boss's boss didn't like me very much and she assumed I got in because I slept with my boss whom she likes apparently. And then Timothee came for some classes and was a jerk when he saw I'd be the one to begin his classes and we didn't get off on the right foot and I tackled him down a couple of times. But like this was part of a school I think and because I never missed assignments and was top of my class, the instructors were super lenient with me and I got to skip some classes and train him and then one day, I my boss's boss went off on me and I was pissed so I walked past one of my instructors to hang out in this isolated spot behind the buildings and I saw Timothee approaching me and he looked kinder and passive-ish but then he grabbed my shoulders and slammed me against the wall and boy when I tell you he could kiss. Fuck me. Which is exactly what happened after that soul jerking kiss (tongue and teeth because he is french you know) and he didn't care that we could get caught and we had sex (which wasn't gentle I'm sorry...I think my preferences seeped into my dreams because your girl would like to think she likes rough sex even though I've never had sex in my life). And then I woke up on my couch sweating and I think I'll put up my hair next time so this shit doesn't happen again. Honest to god I wish I could have that imagination when I'm conscious so I could actually write some stories. Happy Saturday 😭🥰😘

[superromanticallymelove]

Pls don't get mad at me if I decide to cancel plans the day of cuz truthfully my dumbass just laid in bed thinking up every possible way us hanging out could go wrong. It's like my doomsday-preparing Dale gribble alter ego comes out and is like "what if [this] happend"

[autodidactlife]

I find this annoying, but true.