where do any of us really go?

lev. 25. any pronouns. mildly popular i guess. i make fanfics, gifsets, and the occasional analysis essay nobody really asked for. icon by @okayish-art-only. tracking #userlev. survivor of the great cheesecake war of 2020 🍰

[kingtcholla]

MY BIRD IS SITTING IN THE TOP CORNER OF HER CAGE CALLING MY DOG’S NAME AND ASKING IF HE WANTS A TREAT AND IF HE WANTS TO GO TO OUTSIDE AND HE’S TOO STUPID TO REALIZE IT’S HER SO EVERYTIME SHE SAYS SOMETHING HE LOOKS AT ME LIKE

  SHE LAUGHS EVERYTIME TOO AND NOW HE’S JUMPING ON ME AND BARKING AND GETTING MAD AT ME LIKE OLIVER TURN AROUND AND LOOK IN THAT HUGE ASS CAGE AND BEG HER FOR A FUCKING TREAT OR SOMETHING. 

[kingtcholla]

NOW SHE ASKED IF HE WANTS TO GO FOR A WALK 

  SOMEONE HELP. 

[kingtcholla]

NO OLIVER, IGNORE ECHO. NO ONE IS HERE 

I PROMISE. 

[kingtcholla]

I’M 1000% DONE.

“OLI GO CAGE.” NO OLI 

  DON’T. 

GO. 

CAGE. 

[kingtcholla]

hi friends. it’s been a long time since i’ve logged on to this account, and i regret the reason, but we’re saying goodbye to oliver in the coming week. i know there’s not a real reason i have to announce this to anyone, and maybe those of you who remember him would rather not have known, if you happen to stumble back upon this post.

but in looking back at his life, putting together some of my favorite moments, writing my thoughts and feelings on the loss of my best bud… i thought about this post. about how, while it was rare, when people found out that the dog in front of them was the dog from tumblr, they were so excited. about how he isn’t famous, but he is loved. he is so, so loved. by my family, but by some of y'all, too. about how from day one of bringing him home, he has just been… the goofiest guy, who never fails to make me smile, and by god is this proof of that.

i was not in a great spot on this day. this was obviously very shortly after he came home, and to be honest—we adopted him less than two weeks after losing my childhood dog. we were still grieving, but i think my parents let it happen so quickly because, well. i was a junior in high school dealing with bullying severe enough to get school officials involved. my childhood dog, sandy, was one of my biggest sources of comfort. when my mom and i went to the shelter we weren’t necessarily planning on finding oliver, but when we saw him, we knew. it was still an adjustment. i was crying the day this happened, i remember. and sandy… she used to lay with me when i cried. but oliver’s approach was tactful distraction. playing. making me laugh. being as obnoxious as he could be so i forgot what i was sad about. and this was the very first day i learned that, with an assist from echo.

he got used to echo’s antics, started talking back to her after a few months. but he can’t even hear her taunt him anymore. he’s deaf and blind now, but he still feels so much around him. i don’t know how the universe works. i don’t know how we feel or perceive love, but… if y'all could send him some love in his final days. remind him how lucky the world was that he existed, that even if it was for one day, at some point he made you smile. just… send that best vibes.

i was so lucky to be his, and have him as mine. i was so lucky to be able to share even just a snapshot of his huge, goofy personality with the world.

love you, bud.

[julieandthequeers]

my friend who does not know JATP guesses JATP characters and their personalities

1. Alex:

“Felix- unashamedly is invested in the Real Housewives drama. threatens to fight sexists and cat callers. poor depth perception. only owns 1 jacket but still gets complimented by strangers for his style”

2. Julie:

“Madison Reyes, i only know this cause you TALK ABOUT HER EVERY OTHER DAY. her necklace says Julie but let’s ignore that, maybe Julie is her girlfriend because this woman is absolutely not heterosexual. her name is Melany and everyone wants to be her friend. she owns 40 different phone cases. bedazzles all of everything. stuffed animal collector and proud”

3. Willie

“BOOBOO STEWART OMG. this character is named Henry and if i’m wrong then no i’m not. he does free lance art. is definitely gay. shops at pacsun but tells people that he doesn’t shop at pacsun. people know that he shops at pacsun. he cannot hide the pacsun. stop lying about pacsun, Henry, it’s okay, no one is judging you. probably nice to everyone but will judgementally gay stare at you if you are rude”

4. Flynn:

“is this Julie? one of them has to be Julie, so i’m guessing that. this is julie. mhm. and do i spot a fellow lesbian??? her earrings confirm my suspicions. my gaydar is ringing. hates everyone except, like, 2 people. those two people are her girlfriend and Felix. her girlfriend is named Melany. Julie likes painting rocks and pinning blankets to her bedroom ceiling. she has 5 different colored converse”

5. Reggie

“Terrance. Terrance does not know how to flirt with women, but he tries, and we are proud of him for it. definitely gives off the most approachable vibes ever. super open. emotionally competent (?). will bake you brownies without an explanation as to why. likes elevator music and finger guns”

6. Luke:

“was i wrong? was i wrong and Melany is actually dating this man? because no person looks at someone like THAT without being so obviously in love with them. you go Melany. got him simping as fuck. as you should, queen. his name is Jared and he likes skateboarding and reading. he’s a weirdo. he doesn’t fit in and he doesn’t want to fit in. look at his hat. he’s weird. did you get the reference? please tell me you got the reference otherwise i’m embarrassed”

7. Carrie:

“this girl would be so mean to me and i would take every last second of it with a smile on my face. she could purposefully trip me to the ground and i would kiss her boot. i love her. she is named Emma and she’s probably very mean to Terrance, poor boy. anyways, she likes glitter, participated in the mustache trend of 2013 and deeply regrets it, and wakes up at 4am every morning so she has time to get her life together.”

8. Caleb:

“this is Benjamin. Benjamin looks like he’s been through it and smiling through the pain. it’s okay ben, you look fabulous, get a therapist and you’ll be great.”

9. Nick:

“Emerson. respectful king. he looks so nice. might be straight and if he is i just know that he is SUCH a good ally. he and Terrance are best friends. he probably plays baseball”

10. Ray:

“YOU DIDNT TELL ME THAT CARLOS PONCE WAS IN THIS SHOW????”

[redstonedust]

more musicians should write about completely made up situations. i dont wanna hear another breakup album thats obviously just the singer venting about their ex. its boring. i dont care. make up some OCs and write crazy POV songs about them killing eachother.

[transannabeth]

luke's good kid reprise in the last day of summer. that's the post

[diasdelfuego]

the thing about art is that sometimes you'll be moved to tears by stuff that is not very good

[flintgirl]

love and light to the dan and phil girlies that was never my bag but i was fully under the impression that they admitted to being in a relationship like multiple years ago. honestly i thought they were married

[sapphikatara]

i love you adaptations of little red riding hood. i love you neverafter, hoodwinked, ever after high, into the woods, and the land of stories.

[bizarrebuns]

Donnie - Forest Hills, NY

Escaped webkinz.

[marklikely]

blocked someone for having "strong opinions" on how much they hate tofu . she isnt a joke to me thats my fucking wife youre talking about

[marklikely]

[thecollectibles]

Art by ToshiaSan

[bellamysgriffin]

ULTIMATE SHIPS CHALLENGE - Everyone Can See It [2/3]

[devildaisies]

the plastic dress crow man booktok erotica is going to be the thing that finally ends fast fashion everyone say thank you plastic dress crow man booktok erotica

[devildaisies]

[slightlydraconic]

[cyberknyfe]

[txttletale]

i usually don't engage with booktok mockery because most of it is just elaborately feigning surprise that straight women can have kinks. but literally why the fuck is his job to destroy plastic

[akitauma]

THE SISTERS GRIMM - Official Trailer (2025)

[thesunwillart]

@jatp-week day 4: shoutout saturday

i was always very inspired by hilow's @theobligatedklutz works, be it meta or anything! their willex vampire au was one of my faves and the accompaining hunter rayleb fic was SO fun!! so here's some doodles from 2021 i never shared.. with added rayleb comic i cleaned up that was in sketch form for agesss. i dont think hilow is active anymore in fandom but i remember their fics so fondly and they were such a wonderful part of jatp fandom meta and fic!! <3

[theobligatedklutz]

A little gift back to ryn and the jatp community; I wrote this years ago but it was a scene from an important arc from Hunter that I never revealed to anyone. An excerpt from unpublished but outlined Chapter 9 from the vamp verse vault. Caleb, a father, a lover and most remarkably, a human:

Julie sits there, huddled next to her brother, looking all of seventeen and helpless as Caleb hulks over them with his arms stretched out to catch every bullet meant for the kids. There’s crimson seeping through the light purple of Caleb’s tee, soaked in so much blood that it paints Julie’s vision red. Wispy smoke rising from where the bullets are lodged into his back. Julie wraps her fingers around the cuff of Caleb’s jeans and tugs, her chin quivering and tears streaming down her face, softly calling out his name.

She sounds so childlike, it pulls Caleb out of the pain-induced daze he’s fallen into because that’s not what Julie sounds like. She gives him hell like it’s her hobby. She is not supposed to sound so little, so hurt. Is she hurt?

Caleb takes a shuddering breath, unscrews his face in some semblance of calm and regards both Julie and Carlos with squinted eyes, looking over them for any injuries and only stopping when he’s satisfied.

“Are you- are you both alright?” He asks just to make sure.

Carlos gapes, looks at the blood dripping and collecting in a puddle around his feet incredulously. “Are we okay? Caleb-”

Caleb swiftly cuts him off, turning his head over his shoulder like he’s heard a sound. “They are coming.”

He glances at the two Molinas at his feet, holding onto each other and looking so brittle, so terrified, and hopes he’s right in his decision, hopes Ray will forgive him for putting his kids in danger. Hopes Willie won’t hate him again for creating more messes than he can clean.

He swallows dryly and his eyes harden with something akin to his usual tireless resolve. “I need you to run.”

“No. I'm not leaving-,” Julie shakes her head, her white knuckled grip in the fabric of his pants tightens impossibly like that’ll change his mind. Like Julie can convince him to let her stay and fight.

It’s too late, there are too many of them. Vampires and hunters alike converge on them, glass crunching under their boots as they step in through the gaping wall where the window once was. All poised and ready to strike. Caleb turns on his feet, swaying slightly, but too stubborn to drop dead. And that’s when Julie and Carlos get a full view of his back. The back of his shirt is entirely saturated, almost blackened with blood, leaving his shirt in wet tatters. Julie takes in a shallow dry heave in, tightening her fingers around Carlos' wrist. Something haunted settles over both the Molinas' eyes. It doesn’t make sense to them how this man is standing right now because he should be dead and on the floor, pooling in his own blood. Yet he stands there on his feet like a cracked, shockingly sturdy wall between the enemy and them.

Caleb spots Vivian fronting the group and he knows he can't let him get any closer. Not close to his kids — he doesn't even get to reflect on the fact that he's embraced them so completely he's willing to die for them.

He throws both hands up, palms facing the bastards who think they can rip apart the only people he loves dearly. Caleb is ready to burn the world down just to protect them. Even if it's the last thing he does in his miserably, infinite life.

For a second, Carlos thinks Caleb is surrendering and he never took the man as someone who could but then- Then, every single person in Caleb’s proximity save for Julie and Carlos bring their hands up over their temples and scream bloody murder as if their heads are about to explode. Julie is pretty sure she’s never seen this extent of Caleb’s power but he always did say memories could be powerful and painful. And it shows in the way the chaos in front of her unfolds. Caleb pivots his head over his shoulder, looks over at the two of them with unrelenting determination.

“Julie, Carlos, run. Now.” A line of red drips from his nose, cascades onto his lip but he keeps his arms up. “Take care of each other. Get to your dad-”

He grunts in pain, stumbling back and throwing his head towards the back door urgently to get them moving. Julie hesitates but looks down at Carlos at her side and nods her head like she knows there’s no other way. Carlos scrambles up, stays frozen there for a second. Horrified and scared. And Caleb wishes he could do something to provide him some semblance of courage. He can't. So instead, he prays to a God that has refused him; to protect these kids, to get them to safety. "Go. Carlos. Go! Protect your sister."

There’s no time and Julie is pulling Carlos away before he can say anything more. The last thing they see before they stumble out the back door is Caleb falling to his knees, huffs of pained breaths falling from his mouth and vampires slamming his body into the floor to incapacitate him. They don't see the way the leader– Vivian – looks at their retreating backs with murder in his eyes. They don’t catch the way Caleb pulls his head up from the floor, catching the drag of Vivian’s gaze over the backdoor and desperately hissing out, "You've got me. You've won. Vivian, don't go after them. Do not-"

///// Yes, the rescue in my head did have Ray smacking Caleb upside the head and yelling at him. And then yeah, he patches him up.

“What part of we are in this together was hard to understand, you self-sacrificing idiot?”

“They were in the house, Ray.”

“You should’ve run with the kids!”

“You know I couldn’t…they’d give chase.” Caleb knows if it came down to it, Ray would want his kids safe. “I could not…”

“Caleb…you’re not expendable. You’re precious to me. Don’t you understand?”

At this point, Caleb understands too well. That’s why he does what he does. Why he did what he did.

[floating-in-the-blue]

JATP Shoutout Saturday

It's no longer @jatp-week's Shoutout Saturday because unfortunately stuff happened and I couldn't post yesterday but I thought this is still a perfect opportunity to give a shoutout to all the amazing people who have enriched my fandom experience over the last five years.

Being in this fandom hasn't always been easy (*cough* blacklist *cough*) but you guys made it all worth it. I can definitely say this fandom changed the trajectory of my life. It made me write more fics than I've ever written for a fandom before: 100 FICS!!! (okay the number is a bit wobbly because some of those are just ficlet collections but shhh, three ficlets in a trenchcoat are basically a fic, right?). And I met so so many cool people I can't even count them.

I hope I haven't forgotten anyone but I've talked with A LOT of people these last five years!! If I have forgotten you on this list, I am truly sorry. Feel free to drop into my inbox with a coffee and a complaint and we can chat about it ;D

Extra shoutout to anyone who has ever left a kind comment on one of my (100!!!) fics whose tumblr name I don't know/couldn't find. I promise I appreciate every single one of them and you!!

Putting the actual list under a readmore (in alphabetical order) because, as I said, it's A LOT of people from these five years. But if you're on this list, no matter if we've only chatted once or have hung out in a Discord server for years, if you've moved onto other fandoms (finished your jatp business ;D) or if we still share this fandom, if you've never been in the fandom but supported me or my fics, whether we're still friends or have drifted into different directions, whether you've read one of my fics or several: I really appreciate our interactions and the time we've spent/still spend together <3 <3 <3

Thank you for everything and stay awesome!

@1mnobodywhoareyou @60sec400 @americanhoney913 @angela-feelstoomuch @artyacedia @astorytotellyourfriends @bbirddogg @bethsmash @big-time-schmidtster @blackholeunderyourbed @breakaway71 @chanihobbit @chickwiththepurpleguitar @claire8216 @curvesomesunsets @daintyduck99 @elliebirdwrites @fanaticalfollower @fiddlepickdouglas @fighttoshine @firesign23 @fractalspaces @galentir @hot-elf @i-have-zero-chill @innytoes @invisibleraven @jatp-spinsb @jonairadreaming @kybee1497 @legolasghosty @lexxlikes @lou-writes-things @mac-lilly @madamecristal @madroxed @merihn @missjoolee @modernvintage MoonRiver @nuandia @oh-to-be-alexs-hoodie @onlygenxhere @phanowell @phantomxarmy @preoccupied-educator @psyduckappears @random-nerd-3 @sovvannight @suckerforpsychos @sunsetcurbed @sunsetswerve @takeyourhedicine @thatbitchmabel @thedeathdealers @thesunwillart @thinkmanythingsofit @tired-eyes-cold-as-ice @valiantlyweepingdreamer @where-you-go @willexmagic @zerolostwalks

[leiaham]

First Post!

I deleted my old tumblr because... man idk why it was covid-times and the prefrontal cortex was not in the room with us!! Anyways, I was reminded by my lovely friend @repecca that tumblr exists, and that some of my work has been going around on here, so I decided to post some of my work up officially! Starting off with my most notable (?) work to date, here's my LOTR: The Middle Kingdom Project. Now, it's been over a year since I posted this, and at the time I was... really searchingfor myself artistically, and I decided to go all in on something that I'd been ruminating on for a long time.

So, hello, again. I'm Leia. I do visual development/BG design, and I'm also a writer of things. I love fantasy and transformative work. It's nice to meet you.