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do you like sad water moms who were left broken & confused by their run through hell? WELL THEN this sure is the blog for you! Unaffiliated, selective, Aqua of Kingdom Hearts RP blog. Written by Honi~♥

#( yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! )#( HONI'S AQUA IS H E R E )#( AND I AM SO READY FOR IT )#( but she's in a coma rn from working last night so there. is none. for now. )#( BUT I AM SO. FUCKING. READY. GOD. )#( ✕】 ʷʰᵃᵗ ᶦ ᵈᵒ ᶦ ᵈᵒ ᶠᵒʳ ᵐʸ ᶠʳᶦᵉⁿᵈˢ | PROMO )#( i'm so fucking ready )

retquits

🎶 heyyy riku ur so fine ur so fine u blow our minds HEY RIKU!! 🎶

[ speedpaint ]

#( i'mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm gAY )#( ✕】 ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ᶦˢ ˢᵗʳᵉⁿᵍᵗʰ ʷᶦᵗʰᶦⁿ ʸᵒᵘ; ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗʳᵉⁿᵍᵗʰ ᵗᵒ ᵖʳᵒᵗᵉᶜᵗ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶠʳᶦᵉⁿᵈˢ; ᵈᵒ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ⁿᵒᵗ | RIKU )#( ✕】 ˢᵗʳᵉⁿᵍᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ʷᶦˡˡ ᶜᵃʳʳʸ ᑫᵘᵉᵘᵉ ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵃʳᵈᵉˢᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʳᶦᵃˡˢ. | QUEUE )

shepplo

Endless list of favorite relationships → Terra & Aqua.

“I’m with you.”

#( ✕】 ʰᵉ ʷᶦˡˡ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵇᵉ ʷᵒʳᵗʰʸ | TERRA )#( ✕】 ʲᵉᵃˡᵒᵘˢʸ ᶜˡᵒᵘᵈᵉᵈ ʰᶦˢ ᵐᶦⁿᵈ ᵃˢ ʰᵉ ˡᵒᵒᵏᵉᵈ ᵘᵖ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵇᵉˡᵒʷ | AQUA )#( ✕】 ˢᵗʳᵉⁿᵍᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ʷᶦˡˡ ᶜᵃʳʳʸ ᑫᵘᵉᵘᵉ ᵗʰʳᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᵃʳᵈᵉˢᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʳᶦᵃˡˢ. | QUEUE )#gif;;

( aqua! ) “that doesn’t look like a scratch.”

Send “That doesn’t look like a scratch.” for my muse to react to yours finding them bandaging a wound.

He hadn’t heard her approach , his mind was in a haze as he set to the care taking of the result of his recent outing . What were once bright blue eyes were now dulled and glazed over , pain radiating through his body that stemmed from multiple cuts along his stomach and sides . Blood had coagulated and stopped dripping , but his pants and the shirt he’d tossed aside were still stained with the stuff . This … this needed to stop . Finding enemies to fight , only to let them hurt him worse than he knew he should allow . But since he was reawakened , since he’d come back , nothing else … felt real .

When her soft voice floated through the air and caught his attention , he’d been wrapping a bandage around the cuts on his side . He only half recognized her for a moment before he became lucid again and realized what she was seeing . ❝ Ah– Aqua , this … ❞ Terra looked down at his bared torso , every cut and bruise on display for his oldest friend . Almost shyly – more out of shame – he brought his arms closer to his body , trying in a vain attempt to hide the wounds he’d let himself take .

❝ This is nothing , ❞ he decided on , relinquishing the rest of the bandages and moving to pick up his shirt from the ground to begin dressing again . He thought if he moved quick enough , she would ignore it . He hoped to god she’d ignore it .

#aerranum #( ✕】 ʰᵉ ᵏⁿᵒʷˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵃⁿˢʷᵉʳ | ASK )#tw: self harm #tw #self harm #intentional harm #( idk if that's a thing but just in case )#( someone save him from the empty )

sunshine-memes

Send “That doesn’t look like a scratch.” for my muse to react to yours finding them bandaging a wound.

#( OOOOOO THIS IS GOOD )#( so i haven't written it up yet bUT )#( terra is self-destructive )#( BUT ONLY IN COMBAT... . .. )#( sooo o o c : )#tw #tw: self harm #( ✕】 ⁿᵒ ᵐᵒʳᵉ ᵍᵃᵐᵉˢ!! … ᵒᵏᵃʸ ᵐᵃʸᵇᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵐᵒʳᵉ… | MEME )

❝ Kairi , watch out ! ! ! ❞ Terra called , rushing quickly in front of the princess to block a hit from a Neoshadow . It would’ve been easy to bring his Keyblade up and block it from making contact , but he didn’t. He left the blade at his side . It’s claws raked down his right arm and he winced , but didn’t cry out . It felt hot there now . Good . Sometimes he needed the reminder that he really was alive , that all of this , his return , was REAL. This was the easiest way to test the theory.

He could feel the blood drip from the cuts , and he took a deep breath before he narrowed his eyes and swung his blade through the Heartless , watching it disappear and its heart float up . He panted heavily through his mouth before he looked back at Kairi , glad to see she was in good shape . Terra stood up straight and looked around , pleased when all the opponents they’d faced were gone . ❝ Are you okay , ❞ he asked , finding it strange to fight beside her when they had just fought against each other only months before .

| @purestkey

#purestkey #( ✕】 ⁿᵉʷ ᵖᵃᵗʰˢ; ⁿᵉʷ ᵃᵈᵛᵉⁿᵗᵘʳᵉˢ | START )#( smorches honi )

ɢᴏᴏsᴇʟᴜʟʟᴀʙʏ

“It does?”

It looks like armor, kind of funny. Like a knight! He said it kept his arm strong, and she could imagine. It looked heavy. Standing and staring up at him, large brown eyes try to make sense of everything before giving a small nod. “Okay, so it keeps you strong. but how strong are you?”

“–Are you a knight?”

A soft chuckle escaped his lips as the girl continued her line of questioning . She was so small and innocent , the light that reflected in her soul shone bright and it cast a shadow upon his own . That couldn’t be helped now , though , and he just allowed himself to bask in the warmth rather than be swallowed by it .

❝ I guess you could say I’m a knight , ❞ he told her , amused grin on his face . ❝ Here , I’ll show you how strong . ❞ Terra knelt down beside her and lifted his right arm , the one without the sharp armor , and grinned as he steadied himself . ❝ Hop on . ❞

#gooselullaby #( ✕】 ᵖʳᵒᵘᵈ ᵐᵒᵈᵉ | REPLY )#( time to go nyoom )

ʟᴀʏᴇʀsᴏғᴜɴᴛʀᴜᴛʜ

“I’ve spent a fair bit of time around Riku, Kairi, and Sora,” He said, smiling a little and continuing to play with the few strands. Now that the conversation was no longer exclusively about him and his…feelings (ugh), he was feeling much more in control. “After that much time, you get a sort of sense for it.”

“Of course, you, silly. Do you see anyone else around? You look positively strapping.”

The children he’d spent so long trying to defeat , the ones who had consequently been his savior . . . There was always a pang of GUILT when the trio was brought up . After coming back , after finally becoming himself again , he noticed the similarities between himself , Aqua , and Ven in those three . It hurt to see them so happy , even after everything they’d been through . He could only look on , mild envy encompassing him as he wished that he and his friends could have the same chance to be happy . Eyes reflecting the soft , bright color of the sky looked back at the young man in front of him , becoming uncomfortable by the compliment but deciding to ignore it , save the blush that refused to subside .

❝ You ignored my question , ❞ Terra replied , feeling himself slip into the familiar speech patterns of his PAST SELF . Just another way that he felt incredibly DISCONNECTED from himself . ❝ How could you tell that I was a wielder ? Just how INTUITIVE are you ? ❞ He didn’t think that spending time with the other three could be reason enough for this innate knowledge . There was something odd about him . Vaguely , he could remember his subordinate encountering him for a short time . . . Even then , he knew something was different about him .

#layersofuntruth #( ✕】 ᵖʳᵒᵘᵈ ᵐᵒᵈᵉ | REPLY )#( when u start sounding like the old fart who used to like )#( rent ur body )#( my son unu )#( also josh stop being so damn dodgy )#( i kno ur just bein a dickhead )

( bbs vani for ur shitposty asshole boi needs ) "hey, fucked up much else recently?" he's just casually sitting on a rooftop in radiant garden, staring at terra through his helmet. he's on his lunch break.

Hardened eyes turned upward to the rooftops , a familiar , yet extremely unwelcome voice calling for his attention . The words were said with malice and a tinge of condescension . Terra grit his teeth and glared at the boy in the mask , at Vanitas . ❝ Not yet . But the day’s not done yet . I could still fuck a few things up, ❞ he said through clenched jaw.

His hand extended , ready to call upon his Keyblade should the need arise .

#( asshole )#emptinas #( ✕】 ʰᵉ ᵏⁿᵒʷˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵃⁿˢʷᵉʳ | ASK )#( kick his ass baby )

ʟᴀʏᴇʀsᴏғᴜɴᴛʀᴜᴛʜ

“Wow… that’s a little embarrassing. Who said I was talking about myself? I was merely expressing my admiration for the human condition, that’s all.” Joshua let out a little laugh and reached up to play with a strand of hair. He… hadn’t really expected that reaction.

“You’re pretty young yourself, aren’t you? Especially for a Keyblade wielder.”

A faint blush spread across his tanned cheeks as he rubbed the back of his neck in embarrassment . He’d just assumed . . . Eyes of sky blue darted back to the boy , the one with the odd device hidden in his pockets . ❝ Young ? Me ? ❞ Terra blinked a moment , he was sure the years spent as Xehanort’s vessel was not kind upon his features . He at least looked his age .

But he supposed that was the least of his concerns . ❝ How’d you know that , hm ? ❞

#layersofuntruth #( ✕】 ᵖʳᵒᵘᵈ ᵐᵒᵈᵉ | REPLY )#( josh stop being a shit )

ɢᴏᴏsᴇʟᴜʟʟᴀʙʏ

“Whoa! You’re huge!” Running right up to him, the girl clad in pink starts circling him. She’s never seen someone so big before. Not even Kanji was as big as he was! Stopping right in front of him, she studies him a bit. From his funny pants, to that thing…on his shoulder. And then to his spiky hair. He certainly wasn’t from Inaba! “What’s that thing on your shoulder?”

( @willfulkey )

The young girl who encircled him had him spinning around as he tried to keep an eye on her . ❝ I , uh , hey - ❞ He couldn’t help the small chuckle that came from his throat as he watched her inspect him . What a cute little girl . Without thinking , he wondered if this was how Ven was when he was younger . He should find him soon . . . ❝ It’s , uh , ❞ he paused . He couldn’t tell her what it really did . No meddling with the affairs of other worlds , right ? ❝ Uh , just . . . something to keep my arm strong . ❞

#gooselullaby #( ✕】 ᵖʳᵒᵘᵈ ᵐᵒᵈᵉ | REPLY )#( goooooooooooooooooootta do the verse tags why am i this way )

ʟᴀʏᴇʀsᴏғᴜɴᴛʀᴜᴛʜ

“You know, it’s kind of amazing how used to pain one can get when they’re exposed to it constantly.”

“The ability to desensitize is truly marvelous.”

The feeling was all too familiar for the false Master , and how he had been able to make it through the days of waking was by turning everything off . If he didn’t feel , he wouldn’t hurt . And he’d be less likely to hurt anyone else in return .

❝ . . . I feel sorry for a boy of such a young age to have to know of these hardships . ❞

#layersofuntruth #( ✕】 ˢᵗᵃⁿᵈᵃʳᵈ ᵐᵒᵈᵉ | SHORT )#( i really gotta get my verse tags in order )#( this is after he wakes up (hopefully) in kh3 )#( @nomura: please let him be okay )

|| @raincrest

"idiot..idiot...idiot.." aqua muttered as she punched him multiple times in the stomach, granted they became more taps; her head found itself on his shoulder, her breath shaky, as tears gently fell down her face like she had just broken one of her training keyblades. "Dumb..dumb..stupid terra.." She forgot how many emotions she could feel after ten years, she almost forgot.

Terra had been dumbstruck when he saw her , any and all functions ceased to comply as he stood , ready for the onslaught of well - deserved jabs and angry words he was sure were to come . As she approached , he visibly winced , seeing her fists raise up and watched as they connected with his stomach . Thankfully , they weren’t incredibly hard , and as she laid into him he sighed softly . He deserved everything she said , every hit . But Aqua . . . she deserved none of the pain he’d put her through . She deserved no tears . All he could say was a soft , remorseful , ❝ I’m so sorry . ❞