I write things sometimes

19 | AO3 | any pronouns | reconsidering my life choices

[willowberecki]

Welcome to my blog!

My interests may or may not be consistent. Right now I am in full HLVRAI mode. I love stories about forced loss of identity and my favorite fanfic genre is whump. No DNIs, if I do not like you I will block you. Feel free to send me asks!!! I love getting them and I promise I'm nice

Fics:

Who Are You, Really? - A character study of Player-Gordon that takes place between HLAGE and HL2VRAI.

My Heart's Here Upon My Sleeve - Additional Voices Cosmic Horror High School AU

Important Tags:

#player gordon. if that term confuses you I wrote a whole essay that you can read here. feel free to also use this tag if you want!

#my work. a collection of things that I have written/drawn.

[longseasons]

[gwydionmisha]

Bonus: If I buy a book I get to keep it! The publisher can't turn up at my house at random and confiscate all the books I bought.

[unfiltereddddmess]

[shimejikin]

gooooood MORNING everyonne!

[girlradiotv]

i get dogs can be very scary, but the way people who are scared of/really dislike dogs talk about them on here is genuinely disgusting and unless you saw a dog maul someone once i cannot justify speaking about an animal that way.

[girlradiotv]

it is in fact not the animals fault that they were poorly trained and taken care of, I don't care how anxious they make you, why are we loudly saying to kill any animal.

[girlradiotv]

and i know this is probably a very niche and hyperspecific group of people on tumblr but i stumble upon them every couple months because they just cannot keep their malice to themselves.

[iicor]

when a moot changes their pfp i feel like a baby whose dad shaved his beard

[pawberri]

If youre a closeted person somewhere out there thinking "I want to transition but it would be less progressive/unique/countercultural for me to be that gender instead of this one" please know that you are a real person not a character in a narrative and cant live your life based on what is good media representation. You are real you can only be yourself and theres no moral weight to any identity over another

[pawberri]

Liberal transphobes enjoy positioning trans identities as regressive compared to cis queerness or like non-transitioning transness or anything else they can leverage to make transphobia look progressive and I think its easy to absorb that message subconciously. But in real life we just are what we are and no ranking of validity can change the fact that you have an identity that is NOT chosen and is just your unchangeable truth. Not only should you not have to live a life dictated by what is most countercultural to identify as or whatever but also: being trans is extremely countercultural and feminist and leftist to begin with and theyre only trying to convince you otherwise bc theyre bigots

[pawberri]

"Why cant you be a feminine man society hates feminine men 🥺" and "all the butch lesbians are becoming men we need u 🥺" = stay in the closet for the noble purpose of being an abstract representation point in my new york times opinion column. You wont actually be a gnc cis person youll be a closeted trans person who uses the wrong words but I need you to do that because i hate you

[roguemonsterfucker]

Love when the “I’m going to shame disabled people into having better hygiene practices” person shows up on my dash. 🙃

[roguemonsterfucker]

Shaming people into taking better care of themselves doesn’t work. Making fun of them for not doing laundry as often as you think they should is just cruel.

You know one reason people may start falling behind in care tasks? Depression. You know something that can cause or worsen depression? Shame.

[roguemonsterfucker]

Okay so I’m gonna make this the positivity post.

You’re doing fine. It’s okay.

Do what you can when you can and that’s fine.

But also, if there’s someone in your life that can help, please don’t let shame or embarrassment prevent you from seeking that help. If you genuinely can’t keep up with certain tasks, please consider asking a trusted person for assistance.

And don’t listen to anyone disparaging you. They don’t know your life. They aren’t in your shoes. They can’t understand the difficulties you face. And ultimately, your actions don’t effect them.

Do what you are able to do when you are able to do it. Seek help if you are able and need it. You’re doing your best and that’s all that matters.

[glazeliights]

empty vessel

[bopsterlobster]

Science Team Act 1 🧬

(ft alex :D)

[emnesoi0]

the problem with visual novels is that they are novels, but they are almost exclusively sold on video game distribution platforms, which means that they're novels being read by gamers who are by and large entirely unequipped to critique that medium

[vivvy-of-the-lake]

gamers are by and large unequipped to read

[retro-hero-5]

gamers are by and large unequipped to critique

[tsalad46947]

Snezhnaya is close so... here's Childe in ushanka hats

[interstellarorion]

HEADS UP GORDON!!!!

(Warning: Some minor flashing lights, starts off kinda loud)

watch until the end for a surpirse

[armandgender]

writing is so fun

[armandgender]

writing is impossible why does anyone do this

[jorolle]

"And it seems like it's worth your time, right? And, by the way, there's actually- the superpower inside of feeling alien is admitting that you might be an alien."

Into the Mud Podcast Ep. 81: The Superpower of Feeling Alien with Project Hail Mary's James Ortiz - What James Ortiz would say to people who feel foreign and alien

[notahorseindisguise]

imagine six thousand people read your journal every single day . thank fuck only like 10 of you max interact with me

[anglaised]

and im always saying this