I miss clouds (I miss you)

Current obsession: Stranger Things Willing to chat about THG, Arcane, Epic the Musical, Stranger Things (still a Byler 💛💙), Harry Potter (trust me guys I don't like JKR) and honestly more that I can't currently think of I miss clouds - I miss you WELL I MISS WHO I WAS BEFORE VOL 2

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My mother, while watching Iphigenia in theatre

"Why did they make Achilles gay?"

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"Are you man enough?" Actually no and I think that's where all the problems started

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jesper fahey is SO criminally underrated cause what do you mean this boy loves being around animals? what do you mean he can sew? what do you mean seeing cherry blossoms makes him sad? what do you mean he once fabrikated a jurda field to spell out a curse word in giant letters? what do you mean he immediately jumps up to help his dad the moment he starts doing something? what do you MEAN he told JAN VAN ECK “i can read to him”? what do you MEAN he constantly worries that he’s not good enough? WHAT do you MEAN he’s constantly yearning for kaz’s approval and care? WHAT do you MEAN he can CURVE BULLETS MIDAIR TO HIT A TARGET HE CANT EVEN FUCKING SEE? WHAT DO YOU MEAN-

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Jesper and his father is one of my favorite dynamics in SoC becuase of its realistic complexity ahdjajdowkfjfb. It’s crazy how in Six of Crows, we see Jesper thinking “I’m not worth my father’s care” / imagining how his father would berate him but when we get to Crooked Kingdom, Colm is the complete opposite. Yes he does get mad at Jesper for getting in a fight with Kaz. Yes he’s stern to Jesper. but the entire time Colm never disowns Jesper or take back his love and concern for him. Everyone agrees Colm would be the perfect father figure for the Crows.

BUT AT THE SAME TIME THAT LOVE AND CONCERN ALSO ENDED UP HURTING JESPER BECAUSE COLM MADE IT SEEM LIKE BEING GRISHA WAS BAD??? THE FACT THAT COLM’S INTENTION TO PROTECT JESPER FROM DYING LIKE HIS MOM DID BROUGHT SO MUCH INSECURITY TO JESPER LATER ON IN LIFE?? THAT PART BRINGS ME TO TEARS UGH DONT LOOK AT ME

We hear about it so much in Jesper’s chapter of CK, but I think Chapter 24 is where it just hits the hardest because we get that scene where Colm says to the Grisha trainers “No one here has the gift and no one here wants it.” And I think that part was one of many things that stuck with Jesper as he grew up. Yes, Colm blatantly lied about them not being Grisha. But the fact that Colm is also saying “no one WANTS to be Grisha here” either??? When Jesper, obviously a Grisha, was sitting there and listening?? You CANNOT tell me Jesper didn’t think about that moment and start internalizing the flawed idea that being Grisha is something that is wrong. I feel this could relate to a LOT of people hiding things seen as “shameful” to their parents, especially parents who actively shun those things. For the majority of SoC and CK, Jesper actively hides his Grisha powers because he STILL sees it as something “wrong” with him. The fact that the majority of the world he lives in demonizes, weaponizes, or otherwise dehumanizes Grisha makes that worse. It’s only after the events of the duology that Jesper can start dismantling that mindset.

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The fact that Mike is the Duffers' OC should've been obvious tbh because they're both lobotomized apparently?

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Guys I fear we may be turning into johnlock

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Coming into this site right now is so incredibly bad for me because I always leave feeling like sobbing. But I'm addicted omfg

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I'm writing like I'm Hamilton here, I know, BUT I did just write a second fanfiction. In one day. I know. My grades are at stake but byler is more important

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

"Mike's life is nothing if not satisfactory. It's not particularly exciting or something unexpected, but it's satisfactory. Really, his father would be proud of him. He is married to Kate, a very nice, very... proper woman, and he has a 15 year old daughter with her, Jane (and yes, Kate knows where the name comes from. Kate knows everything about his past, actually. Almost everything)

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About an hour in, a new song starts playing. Mike almost mistakes it for an 80s song, actually, but only for a moment. It is intriguing, though. He looks at the title - Good Luck, Babe, it says."

Or: Married with a child 53 year old Mike listens to Good Luck Babe and something snaps in him, something he never wanted to snap

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FATE IS TAUNTING ME. I'M CONVINCED.

So in Greece we have the tradition of cutting into a cake, and each member of the household takes a piece of cake. In that cake, we put a coin, and whoever finds the coin in their piece has good luck.

Guess who got the coin on both my mom's and my dad's cake. MEEEE

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My dad, while watching the scene with El in the tub: "Where is the air entering from?"

Me: "Through the plot holes in the scenario"

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Can I pleaaaase give episode 8 a 1 on IMDb this time?????

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Bro I somehow managed to get my brother hyperfixated on stranger things too and now the poster from S4 that's opposite to me on our bedroom door is haunting the narrative

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I wonder if from now on when there's a queer ship in popular media if we'll be like "Trust I went through byler I can get through this too" and everyone will know what we mean like it's Supernatural with Destiel all over again.

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Okay I wrote this before E8 but I can't not release it. Also I'm thinking of writing crack of the main cast HATING on season 5, would you like to see that?

Mike The Not So Brave: Bad Ending

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Basically this is an alternative Mike ending (I know it says bad ending but really it's not much worse than canon) (especially if you like doomed yaoi)

Mike character study where Will is dead, he got married to El and then broke up (I knowwwww but I promise it's not as bad as it sounds) (okay frankly it might be and bash me freely but at least both the marriage and the break up was mutual?) (and I don't want to change up the whole structure of the fic now) and now he's a writer, writing about his story but with a twist at the end

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i hate this. I hate this so fucking much. Why do you say it's not a bad thing but then refuse to give it to me, properly? Why do you fucking lie about it instead of grow some balls and say "fuck you and whoever that you includes because you're sick and twisted and I only wanted to make quick money off of you"? Why do you pretend to be empowering when you are doing the bare minimum. For viewership! For fucking viewership! I am feeling every single emotion out there EXCEPT FUCKING EMPOWERMENT. i hate my life so fucking much

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If you see this blog abandoned I am so incredibly sorry I value canon too much for my own good and I don't know if I can be reminded of what could've been. Remember that I'll be thinking about all of you so fucking much regardless

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I'm surprisingly fucking calm about this fr I'm just gonna never interact with any other side of the fandom and create and echo chamber here :)

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Never-fucking-mind I'm sobbing I hate my life so fucking much can I please be straight and not care so much??? Please I'm begging you

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Um hi as much as I love my main queerbaiting blorbos I need to recover my playlist somehow and I don't wanna sob on every single one of my songs :) can someone recommend me non-queerbaiting media plz?