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My own NSFW Willry thoughts in case anyone actually wants to hear them, this refers specifically to my version of them, but I suppose you could call it headcanon too
Explicit thoughts ahead, you've been warned
So I don't think getting to be intimate is something they had many opportunities for, and yet their dynamic for that would be pretty established since they'd have made the most of those rare moments, the place they work won't really allow for that often and I think they're not usually very busy
But they do have a history with each other from when they were in their early to late 20s, and after only having each other since their previous relationships didn't go so well, the distance between them isn't so vast, as they grow closer (and more unwell about each other, they've both got unhealthy obsessions methinks)
They butt heads a lot, don't expect them to stay in the same position, it's like a complex dance routine in a way
William does prefer to be the flirtier one, always coming up to Henry, starting off with a light touch on his shoulder, and the more intense his hushed words get, the touchier he gets, making it much too difficult to pry him off Henry, who's usually adverse to physical contact, but when it comes from William, it doesn't make him that uneasy since he trusts it much more
They're much safer at a place like Henry's since that's where he's alone, and so there's some times where William has stayed over there with him, letting that perfect solitude give rise to certain tensions, and it leads to him waking up next to Henry, very occasionally this will be at William's place if they can get the house to themselves
This is more often to be the case with Henry, both for when Charlie wouldn't have been there or after she passed
Now that's not to say they don't sometimes have some... "special" meetings happen when they should be working, it'll usually be William having found some way to fire up Henry or he'll have teased him too much, risky sex with them is a rarity but kind of a fantasy worth chasing too
It can be Henry seeking a little retribution for William's tomfuckery, cause he can be an ass if he wants, and this is a turn on for Henry, there's been a fight or two that's led to sex with them, although it's usually quick with more focus on the messing with each other than William getting the pleasure he wants, he sometimes has to sit and seethe with it, humiliated yet astonished by the one who made him feel even more pent up
Any teasing from Henry is enough to make him wet, I think this comes from William very easily, hence why he tries so hard to keep it from showing in certain moments
The consequences will usually come to find William when he acts unruly, Henry internalizes it well too typically, but he does get quite wrapped up in William's teasing, since he knows just a bit too much on how to make it work
So, all it takes is for his tone to suddenly drop, and then the next thing William knows, he's pinned despite his grand height
He cannot get enough of it even though it usually instantly flusters him, because it leaves him close to Henry, and there's no way to tell who will actually be able to subdue the other, not even they know if they're both looking to get the upper hand
William of course, has a strong need for control, to have everything in his hands so he can keep himself from harm, so he can know what will happen
But Henry can take it for a while; this is something William thinks he's adverse to, until he actually gets to know how it feels
It takes energy to try to guide everything like that, so letting it go to someone he trusts so deeply saves it for him, lets him put that energy into getting physical, and shuts off his mind so he doesn't have to run it so ragged
Since the fact that William doesn't know where it will lead has a hard rush to it, their little game ends up beginning and it's always fun for each of them to see who ends up winning it and successfully doms the other
If Henry's too overpowering, William is far too eager to submit, his whole mask looking like it's going to fall; his voice gets a little shaky with his anticipation, and he often eventually fails to keep his levelheadedness
Should William be the one to win the advances...
He's very steady and almost too slow, the pace he takes it at is a way to tease, to build tension so he can let it out and bring Henry as much relief as possible, but of course he gets his own release just in getting to take the leading role as well
He's gentle, soothing in his approach, giving just what Henry wants to him, knowing what he wants well enough, but it will take some time, it's meant to be worth the wait
William and Henry do know each other well enough, so just a touch of Will's sadism will slip out
He'll drop the filter on his words gradually, letting the vulgarity of it be something that intensifies as he gets more and more aroused, as he works to get Henry feeling the same way
Through this slow, drawn out process, which is a lot more of a performance, he lets all the feeling out in his whispers and his touch, the goal in mind being to get this stoic figure to let something slip, let his guard down so William can take care of him, something he'll do quite well
Not only does William love the touch he can get in, but that sadism he harbors is something that Henry doesn't mind at all (because I think he'd be just a bit masochistic)
It's not a pain that comes on too strong, it's a strengthening bite that comes with lapping up whatever blood is drawn, whatever sweat or fluid is slicked across Henry's skin
Or, it'll be a grasp of his hands, getting tighter and tighter in just the right area, or even William latching on to Henry to keep him inside him, get him further in
Henry's known for his quietness even then, he's got a register that can be deep and is able to keep in most noise he can be brought to make, but he's not entirely silent, eventually sounding very breathy but not all that loud, William can get him to let out a nice moan or two if it's the right moment (and it boosts his ego unfortunately), although at this point, their intimacy reaches the peak; it takes a lot to get Henry to do this
If William sees Henry like a god figure, then this is when he'll make his devotion known, mostly focusing on Henry's feeling and letting his own be just a blessing, determined to convey his adoration strong enough, though he does get a sense of superiority too from having a god under his influence, from having one need him instead
His voice will be soft and smooth, lulling Henry into comfort, perfectly accentuating whatever he does for him, and he's shockingly good at this
Now, what happens if it's Henry that can get William to listen to him? What if Henry's dominance wins instead?
William will be very accepting of this, but not before a little struggle as he tries to push back against Henry, often failing and moving right into his touch, leaning towards him in his eagerness
He's on the stubborn side, so he might want to take the lead even if his submission says otherwise, but that doesn't mean he'll get to do so at all
Henry's very assertiveness, strong in the physical sense especially, he'll use whatever pressure is preferable at the time, occasionally being gentle or just starting off that way if he's just wanting to be close to William, though this fucks with his mind because this is kind of Henry's way to tease
But he can get pretty rough, and it's this that William prefers the most
Being pressed down under Henry, gripped tight by him, letting Henry be the one to control him so he doesn't have to worry about it brings out his vulnerability and even the hints of his true self
I like to think William is very noisy, he's got a lot of range in his voice but you'd only know then, he's hard to shut up with how carried away he'll get, being open and honest about his pleasure even if the sounds he lets out end up embarrassing him once he's in a better state of mind
Henry's mere mention of this at any point just gets blown off, in fact William takes way too quickly to cutting him off, changing the subject and hiding his vulnerability even though Henry knows about it well
If they're not at either's place, this more often than not leads to William getting a hand put over his mouth if Henry doesn't just kiss him instead, adding to his pleasure since there's a good sense of authority in Henry shutting him up, it's a direct action to control him and a reminder that he's being that vulnerable, that he's openly pining for such attention
You can't tell me William doesn't beg
Just too long before giving him what he wants and he's much too bratty, whiny and desperate, he'll regret even saying please but he will absolutely beg for it once that gets out, adding to whatever drive Henry has, even if that's more than what he expects
When Henry's aware of how much William wants it, he's sure to deliver on that in his own way
William gets very impatient, even though Henry will take the opportunity to remind him that depending on the situation, to rush it will ruin the moment
Henry will make the waiting into a game, usually getting back at him with his own teasing, they sometimes reflect each other in that regard
William doesn't entirely like to wait, but he does enjoy how Henry can toy with him, having his pleasure in the palm of his hand, just pushing it further, but still keeping it from going over the edge, building up all that pressure so that it's perfectly satisfying when the release happens
He's actually similar to William in that he wants to get his guard down, coax him into being himself, giving in and letting Henry be there for him
Taker is the perfect way to describe William here, once it's determined that he'll be beneath Henry, he won't complain, and the better he feels, the less likely he is to disobey
He does like how Henry can get a little rougher whenever needing to act against his failure to listen, such as moving around when told to be still, not keeping quiet if it's in a risky place, but he can't do it too much since Henry will notice, and then he just gets met with even more pressure
But he does deeply trust Henry to be good to him, so he'll let himself go for the time, letting out all of his agreeance for how he's being handled in his voice, enjoying it far too much whenever Henry's rough, because William is 100% a sadomasochist, he's happy to still feel everything later even if that can be a distraction, something that makes it so he can't really approach Henry as if nothing happened between them
When they're in the proper place, he also can't help but not scream Henry's name per say, but rather the nickname "Hen" that he has for him, it drags on and eventually shifts into wordless sounds
Henry is one for praise, even though it's William who sees him on par with the divine, so he definitely gives this to William through his words
Affirmation is something he knows William adores, and whenever he's obedient enough, he'll get more of that praise, getting told how good he's being, how all he needs to do is keep at it, praised for looks, behavior, everything just to arouse him even harder
He'll receive physical affection like a gentle stroke down his back, which is a good contrast if Henry comes on stronger, William likes to mix gentleness with touches of mischief, and Henry mixes rough strength with hints of softness, but he can be soft as well
This is when William has his prayers answered and his devotion rewarded
Ok think I got everything without it getting too long that and I can't think of much else but that's them to me
The tags are not sufficient for me to get it all out ughhh I think this is one of my obsessions
I explore it in the fic with my Weems but the best part about what could happen is the defenses against his emotional vulnerability are something another him would know perfectly
One can manipulate the other, and even if they both think there's no missing something like that, that would be the surprise when one of them can touch the other's ego, bring it out, turn the interaction into self reflection, flaws become something understood, acknowledged and shared, wounds soothed in whatever way, yet teasingly, with softened mockery
Because if you are confronted with your flaws by yourself, it becomes a sort of internal conflict thing
And then when there's enough baring of the hearts, when the idea to try something more is shared, it gets desperate, increasingly fervent, two halfs of the same whole reaching out to come together
But also it's really just experimentation, taking such a wildly impossible encounter to the furthest point and making it a way to mess with the other
The submission something sought hard by each side, the motivation to see how the other reacts to certain touch, hear the gorgeous sounds that can be forced out with hardly any force, ones that tell him he's doing it right
If William heard another him moaning in true pleasure, it's going to cloud his mind with the rush
He'd probably focus on his surprise at it really being that kind of sound, maybe getting embarrassed that it sounded it like that, but then chasing it further and further, seeing how much more he can get to come to him, if the same things make him writhe and shudder...
If he can make himself beg
I'm running out of ways to word my feelings because words are hard but like. Even feeling his own body, feeling how it is inside himself, or even around himself, being locked into by himself
Would the lovely spam liker also care for some spam reblogs because now I really want to share stuff again I'm glad to see that someone likes it so much
Big fan of his facade crumbling during sex actually. He's not holding that together even if he's the one toying with somebody. He does get off on that you know...
