âI stopped expecting people to understand me when I realized I barely understand myself.â
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âI stopped expecting people to understand me when I realized I barely understand myself.â
the body
they say god works in mysterious ways.
maybe thatâs what the surgeon wasâ
a prophet with a scalpel,
preaching mercy through removal.
they tell me iâm healed,
but my body whispers otherwise.
it remembers blood and begging,
the hush of anesthesia,
the slow unmaking of a woman.
i used to pray for children.
now i light candles for the parts of me
they took in the name of salvation.
my womb, my faith, my softnessâ
all laid out on a stainless-steel altar.
the doctors called it surgery.
i call it exorcism.
they carved out the fever
but left the haunting behind.
sometimes i swear i hear a heartbeat
in my dreamsâ
something small, something mine,
trapped in the dark,
asking why i didnât save it.
in another life,
i was meant to be a mother.
in this one,
iâm just the ghost of the idea.
itâs so painful to watch yourself grow cold, bitter, and resentful, even toward small, irrelevant things, when all youâve ever wanted was just to be warm, gentle, kind, and loving.
âSpring slips in quietly, painting the world in soft greens and second chances, as if to say, âyou donât have to rushâjust begin.ââ
âI learned to say âIâm sorryâ like a reflexânot because I was hit, but because silence was just as heavy, and I never knew which words might shatter the peace.â - unlocked memories
âI search for the person I used to be, but all I find are echoesâfaint whispers of someone I no longer recognize, buried beneath the weight of everything Iâve lost.â
âOne of the hardest things youâll ever have to do is grieve the loss of someone who is still alive.â â Unknown
âEven the most beautiful words can wither, but their echoes remain.â -unknown