a human begin with a empty feeling.

|she/her|

[deadinparadice]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

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[winnie-thoughts]

I'm tired

[winnie-thoughts]

i dont wanna be alive

[winnie-thoughts]

[winnie-thoughts]

you haven't treated me like shit for three days but for a lifetime, mother

[winnie-thoughts]

a hole

fall in this hole

feed it

a big hole,

it can't be fixed

I can't fix it, I don't want to

fill it for me, I can't take it anymore

it consumes my brain

[winnie-thoughts]

big dark hole can't be filled

[winnie-thoughts]

I miss him :(

[winnie-thoughts]

And somebody knows but nobody cares

And somebody's there

And somebody knows but somebody's there

And nobody cares

And somebody knows but nobody cares

And somebody's there

And somebody knows but nobody cares

And nobody's there

I don't know anyone, I am

In relation to anyone I guess

I don't know anyone, I am

In relation to anyone I guess

[winnie-thoughts]

fidarsi è bene, ma non fidarsi è meglio.

[winnie-thoughts]

[surqrised]

“Whatever happens tomorrow, we’ve had today.”

— David Nicholls; One Day

[cowboy]

Reblog to kick everyone in the nuts

[winnie-thoughts]

why my mother talk to me, make me wanna slit my wrists fr.

[thebookquotes]

Closing your eyes isn't going to change anything. Nothing's going to disappear just because you can't see what's going on. In fact, things will even be worse the next time you open your eyes. That's the kind of world we live in. Keep your eyes wide open. Only a coward closes his eyes. Closing your eyes and plugging up your ears won't make time stand still.

— Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

[cactusbunni]

everyone loves asian people until they’re human beings

[cactusbunni]

i feel like elaborating on this. people can only ever really imagine asians (and honestly most poc but since i’m asian this is what i feel comfortable with) as objects - specifically objects of desire. you’re an anime character, or a yaoi bishounen, or a kpop idol, or a label on some food, or a porn category, or, or, or. no matter what, you are something to be consumed. this also coincides really neatly with the perception of asia as a monolith - an asian (be they thai or tibetan or korean) is only that: asian. little thought is paid to culture or nationality or ethnicity (because surprise! asian countries have several ethnicities within their borders!). and again asians are interchangeable. you’ve heard the joke that all asians look alike, right? seen how people compare every asian person they see to their bias?

everyone fucking loves asians until it’s time to think about them as individuals, as separate groups, as actual people. the instant we go from fantasy to reality we lose out glitz and people turn their heads and look away. this gets to the point where even realistic portrayals of asian people are warped back into that little box for the purpose of selling to mass market - see peni parker! it... idk it sucks 💖 please examine the way you think about asians and asia

[datfearlessfangirl]

hi op! i hope you don’t mind me adding on, but this also factors into how little south asians are even considered in media. we don’t fit the neat little stereotype for what asian should be or look like. we can’t be anime characters or k-pop idols, so we don’t matter.

[meerkhat]

i'd also really like to add this to the discussion, but the erasure of southwest asians (aka "middle east" but let's decolonize our language please)... we're seen exclusively as either exotic or villainous, and that's if we're considered at all.

asia is far from the monolith westerners would so love to believe it is, and the diversity of the continent is vast––even when looking at more specific regions like east asia, as op said.

people just need to accept that their perceptions of asia have been so dangerously skewed by western media and do more to educate themselves before spewing gross racist rhetoric.

[winnie-thoughts]

I miss having a real conversation with him