Ilya Rozanov

“I do not believe in half measures. Especially not in love.” { heated rivalry rp blog, mdni. dark themes. ss/sv. established }

[winterscarred]

★ descriptive | 21+ | nsfw

★ show & book

★ heated rivalry

“if i belong anywhere,

it is with him.“

ss/sv | dark themes | mdni

selective interactions

[ilya-rozanova]

HEATED RIVALRY | ROSE (1.04)

[manhasetardis]

"For which of my bad parts didst thou first fall in love with me?" - William Shakespeare | Shane's version

[ily-a]

You scared me.

Heated Rivalry 1.05 | I'll Believe in Anything

[rozrozhollander]

But you know me. I'm lazy, so... I don't know that side of you at all.

[cherryysundae]

yesss! better.

[avadaniels]

HEATED RIVALRY 1x04 "Rose"

[ilya-rozanova]

never leaving the cottage

[texasbama]

1.01 // 1.06

[winterscarred]

They had just left Shane’s parents and Ilya, he had no idea how he should feel. Outside, he tried to keep his composure because Shane had just outed himself in front of his parents. And they had a plan. It sounded all good, at least Ilya thought it would sound all good. But when he was sitting in the car, the Russian allowed himself to feel finally the last hour too. And it crushed down on him. He was used to keeping his composure but when he looked at Shane and felt how relieved this one was this was the most beautiful gift for him. Without hesitation, he reached for his hand and caressed it softly. 

And while he touched his hand, it broke free from him and a single tear run down his cheek. He didn’t care to wipe it away, it was a happy tear, staying for all the good he had just faced with the family of Shane. Deep down he wished he could give Shane the same, but this wasn’t possible, he could only give himself and make the best to make this boy happy. Because he deserved to be happy and be with him. A song was playing, and while Shane drove them back to the cottage, he was already thinking about how they could make their plans more into reality. He felt affectionate and leaned closer and kissed his cheek.

„Your mom is really like you.. I think I know now where you got all this from. The fierce and just being you.“ A small grin was on his lips as he pulled Shane's hand to his lips, kissing the back of his hand. 

“We still have two weeks. Do you have plans with me? Like, are you going to show me a little around the area? Or did you plan being 2 weeks naughty with me and leaving the bed only for food and enjoying ourselves?“ He didn't mind if it was just that because it was with Shane.

with @hollander2481 ♡

[hollander2481]

♡ Shane didn’t say anything at first, even though the worst part was already behind them, he kept his eyes on the road, knuckles white as he held onto the steering wheel. Then he felt Ilya’s hand on his, the warmth somehow soothing and the tension finally cracked. He let out a breath he felt like he’d been holding his whole life, with a shaky laugh slipping out before he could stop it. He glanced over and saw the tear on Ilya’s cheek, and that did it. Shane slowed the car just a little, his thumb brushing gently over Ilya’s cheek. “Hey. I was terrified in there. Thought I was gonna screw it up somehow. But seeing you sitting there, it gave me courage. I think that’s what kept me upright.” He smiled at Ilya, seeing all the love they shared reflected in his eyes. He turned his attention back to the road, and when he felt the kiss on his cheek, Shane tilted his head just enough to catch Ilya’s lips with the corner of his mouth in a brief kiss. He huffed at the comment about his mom. “And for the record, she liked you, that’s basically a miracle, Rozanov.” When Ilya mentioned the two weeks, Shane finally relaxed into the seat. “I was thinking of both, showing you around, and also absolutely planning on not leaving that bed much, keeping you naked. Who needs clothes anyway?” He glanced over with a crooked smile. “You came all this way, It’d be a waste not to enjoy it.” He squeezed Ilya’s hand gently. “Whatever we do, though, I want it to be with you. That’s the plan. That’s been the plan for a while.”

[winterscarred]

The boy had a talent, it was, no matter how much Ilya struggled and never shown it all the way, he always found a way to find a structure in the chaos. It was enough for him to see the path again and he swallowed the tears down, which threatened to appear. He knew that this outing was a hell for Shane and he had wanted to be with him all the way.

He smiled now weak, “You didn’t screw it. And I am sure if you hadn’t done it today, you had found a way to tell them. I was just lucky enough to be part and have it with you. I just wished I could give you the same. That you feel embraced by my family. I am sure my mum had would like you.” 

She had truly, he was sure about that. He hadn’t thought that his mum would become after all this time such an honour to be remembered. But their plan for the charity was a thing he had always wished to have, but hadn’t an idea how to bring it to reality. Especially with his father and his brother. Things had been so difficult in Russia that now with Shane everything felt light and good. He sometimes thought he didn’t deserve so much happy, which he felt with Shane.

The chaste kiss Shane gave him made his heart long for more. And more so when he said how his plans were for these two weeks. They made him grin finally and somehow he couldn’t wait to be back to the cottage. The tensions were away and Ilya wanted to enjoy each possible minute with him. 

Soon and they arrived back to the cottage. The cottage looked even more beautiful in the afternoon light. After the car stopped, he didn't go out of the car immediately and looked at Shane. “So, it’s only the bed you want to have me naked? What about the rest of the cottage? I remembered you said something that you have a pool table.” 

Yes, he reminded him of one of the first conversions they had shared and felt he wanted to lure his man into a small adventure with him. He smiled more after saying this and leaned closer. The chaste kiss he had got before, he wanted to give him now a more proper kiss and leaned in kissing him. Brushing his lips to his cheek and closed his eyes, “I am truly proud that you made this today. And that you let me part of all of this.”

[shanerozy]

Hollanov + Tenderness HEATED RIVALRY - 1x06 "The Cottage"

[loullaby]

GINGER ALE & COKE PLAYLIST Hollanov Season 1 | [insp/insp]

[winterscarred]

They had just left Shane’s parents and Ilya, he had no idea how he should feel. Outside, he tried to keep his composure because Shane had just outed himself in front of his parents. And they had a plan. It sounded all good, at least Ilya thought it would sound all good. But when he was sitting in the car, the Russian allowed himself to feel finally the last hour too. And it crushed down on him. He was used to keeping his composure but when he looked at Shane and felt how relieved this one was this was the most beautiful gift for him. Without hesitation, he reached for his hand and caressed it softly. 

And while he touched his hand, it broke free from him and a single tear run down his cheek. He didn’t care to wipe it away, it was a happy tear, staying for all the good he had just faced with the family of Shane. Deep down he wished he could give Shane the same, but this wasn’t possible, he could only give himself and make the best to make this boy happy. Because he deserved to be happy and be with him. A song was playing, and while Shane drove them back to the cottage, he was already thinking about how they could make their plans more into reality. He felt affectionate and leaned closer and kissed his cheek.

„Your mom is really like you.. I think I know now where you got all this from. The fierce and just being you.“ A small grin was on his lips as he pulled Shane's hand to his lips, kissing the back of his hand. 

“We still have two weeks. Do you have plans with me? Like, are you going to show me a little around the area? Or did you plan being 2 weeks naughty with me and leaving the bed only for food and enjoying ourselves?“ He didn't mind if it was just that because it was with Shane.

with @hollander2481 ♡

[biggestreputation]

posting on tumblr for the first time in YEARS since i made something i’m just super super super proud of!!! the full length edit is linked on youtube below :)

ilya rozanov x shane hollander // “untouched” by the veronicas

[arist0cratsz]

shane x ilya: fast car by tracy chapman

[killherfreakout]

"We can...be together. For real." Ilya looked stunned by that part. "You really think that far ahead, Hollander?" "I do about this." "You want that? To be together?" "I do. So much it terrifies me." Ilya turned his face away from Shane, and was silent. Cold dread flooded Shane's stomach; he had admitted too much. But Ilya turned back and quickly rolled on top of Shane and was kissing him and kissing him and kept murmuring the same thing in Russian over and over again until he pulled back and translated: "I love you."

Heated Rivalry, Chapter Twenty-Five

[firstprinced]

david has begun with the "ilya is our son" agenda. requested by anon 💙