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OWEN PAINTER's AGE
DEAR READER
Claire Keane
Cosmic Funnies

Love Begins

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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her

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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
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todays bird
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
trying on a metaphor
noise dept.

祝日 / Permanent Vacation

Discoholic 🪩
Keni
we're not kids anymore.

Kaledo Art
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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@winterxphoenix
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OWEN PAINTER's AGE
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This is a Group Chat on Tumblr that chats about: #punk, #metal, #grunge, #emo, #goth, #goblin, #goblincore, #goblin vibes, #crytpidcore, #go
So I made a group chat and highkey forgot. There’s only 2 of us in here right now. I suck at descriptions so there really isn’t one but if you wanna join and make friends then...
found a Nice Guy? dont friendzone him. end zone him. throw him on the ground like an effing football. touchdown
nice guy finally scores
You see us as you want to see us; in the simplest terms and the most convenient definitions. But what we found out is that each one of us is a brain and an athlete and a basket case, a princess and a criminal. Does that answer your question?
I FILMED MYSELF READING THIS TWITTER POST AND I HAVEN’T BEEN ABLE TO STOP LAUGHING
this happens every single time i promise to start saving
I’ve just finished Jesy Nelson’s ‘Odd One Out’ documentary and I absolutely loved it. I truly didn’t want it to end. I cried practically the whole time. I’ve always liked Little Mix and their music, but I never paid much attention to them outside of them. It was crazy for me to see how much I resonate with Jesy. Watching the documentary and hearing her talk about how she starved herself for a week and it still wasn’t enough really hit home for me as a part of the ED community. It made me finally realize that maybe it really is all about control. I see now for me that there are so many things in my life I can’t control and things are constantly happening to me that I can’t do anything about. My weight loss journey was never an intentional one. I went through a highly stressful period that gave me so much anxiety I was literally unable to keep my food down. People eventually starting commenting on my weight, more specifically the weight I’d lost. I began to see that despite what I had previously thought, my weight was definitely something I could control. I had internalized everything that had happened to me, not just all the negative comments about my body; but everything from the death of my granny, down to all my breakups, and even the abuse that I won’t get into right now. I thought that there was nothing I could do about anything else happening in my life, but I could fix this, and if I could fix this then I could fix me. It is so dangerous to have that mind set because as I’ve learned, no number on the scale will ever be low enough. When you have that mentality, what you see in the mirror is not always accurate. I hate seeing old photos of me in high school because looking at them fills me with this overwhelming sense of fear that I could go back to being that person at any moment. It’s important to understand that self hatred is not something you are born with, it’s something that is learned just like all other forms of hate. People tell you that you look good and you’re pretty and you get angry and deny it; not because you want the compliments to keep coming for attention, but because you truly don’t believe them and want them to stop. It is a constant struggle for me to actually see myself as a beautiful person who is capable of doing good things and worthy of love. I don’t mean to bring anybody down, but I feel like I can be more open on this page than I am on my main because there’s only like five people over here which for me means less room for ridicule. I don’t expect anyone to read all this, but if you did, much love to you bby. xoxo
The most aesthetic photo I’ve ever taken
Has this been done yet? Lol
A Map Of Days
i hate how me opening tumblr in the morning is a parallel to some grumpy old fuck reading the newspaper. good morning let’s read the Blue Hell Gazette.
Conspiracy Theory #437. Stonehenge is just one massive fairy ring.
Change my mind.
Pretty. Odd. is pretty old now…😭🍀💐🍃🌻🌱🌸
She just wanna go downtown When te sundown
Ok so I have to go off. John Shelby caused his own downfall. Don’t get me wrong, he was my fave, that was hus. BUT he was always doing something out of control. Why did Luca Changretta come to Britain in the first place? To avenge Vincente and Angel. Why did Vincente and Angel need avenging? Because they were murdered by the Peaky Blinders. Why were they murdered by the Peaky Blinders? Because Vincente ordered a hit on Tommy and the bullet meant for him hit Grace (I was glad tbh) and killed her instead. Why was there a hit ordered on Tommy? Because JOHN decided to brutalize Angel Changretta for NO REASON. Now, let’s backtrack even further. Lizzie is dating Angel Changretta and the fam doesn’t like it. They don’t live in a time where women can date whoever tf they want. So instead of talking things out like normal people, the PB decide to BLOW UP one of the Changretta’s pubs to make sure Angel doesn’t go to Tommy’s wedding with Lizzie. Wild, right? Vincente Changretta asks for a meeting and he is met by John and Arthur. They blatantly disrespect him and laugh in his face while he tries to reason with them about his son. John takes it a step too far when he threatens shoot Angel in both knees. You can’t just threaten to shoot people’s sons in their kneecaps. Even Arthur realizes John has gone too far. He wants John to apologize while Polly wants him to compromise (Lizzie will apologize FOR John and say it was all her fault even though it wasn’t and they’ll all drop it.) John throws a temper tantrum like a 4yr. old and decides to disregard everything said to him and instead goes to maim Angel Changretta and cut his (I do not support violence against eyeballs.) Tommy has a sit down with the fam and literally cosigns ALL of John’s actions even going as far as telling him that he did the right thing. ??? Tommy, the saint he is, even has the bright idea to blow up even MORE of the Changretta’s pubs. When confronted, he tells Polly that they will because they simply can. After Grace’s accidental murder because of said actions, John and Arthur were instructed to kill Mrs. Changretta and to deliver Vincente to Thomas (Angel had already been murdered) but instead they decide to let Mrs. Changretta go since she was a former teacher of theirs. Giving her her freedom is how she was able to snitch to Luca. By this point, it was too late for kindness and acts of mercy. The Shelbys, namely John, were already fucked. These events inevitably lead to John’s death and he was definitely the catalyst of them all (as well as Thomas.) At the end of the day, John played too much, Thomas is a literal tyrant, and everyone should have listened to Arthur and Polly. I’m sorry but I can’t just sit here and listen to everyone babying John and blaming his death on anyone other than himself. I am the first to admit when my fave is problematic and this one definitely was. Did I want John to die? Of course not. I’m struggling to be excited for season 5 now that he’s gone. In fact, it took me forever to even watch the scene where he died. Like I said, that was hus and no one wants to see their hus die. But just because I loved him does not mean that he was not an actual psych patient. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.