Macabre

Zugswang

[witchsupreme]

how is it possible for this to last this long, my mind is torture and there is no light at the end of the tunnel, its all a lie

[aeris-poetry]

skinny

when I was dying

I think it is really fucked up

to start a sentence like this

everyone complimented me

on slowly turning to ashes

'You look so pretty dear'

they said

and I heard

'try harder'

when someone is suffering

from lung cancer

You don't light them a cigarette

You don't

You do not hand a suicidal person

a loaded gun

unless you want them to die

so why did you?

why did you handed me a gun?

what was I supposed to do with it?

besides pulling the trigger

when you are sixteen

and at some point

we all are

nothing is as easy as dying

without anyone noticing

dying isn't like it is in the movies

a 60 second sequel

with blood and wounds and lots of noise

it is a quiet long-term-process

You do not recognise the dead

-aeris

[ch-3-rrys-archives]

i don’t want to be awake nor asleep, just skinny.

[the-suicide-effect]

“You save everyone but who saves you?”

-suicide effect

[sixsigralitian]

Death. Death can overcome Love and I’m fading till getting replenished or at Mission at any cost.

[witchsupreme]

I will never heal from this and I don’t see any point anymore

[witchsupreme]

I am not okay at all and even when I ask for help no one cares and I am so scared

[celestiial-angel]

It seemes like no matter what I do, I keep letting people down. I’m starting to think about how everyone’s life would be better without me. And the feeling of maybe being right about that…it feels like nothing. It feels like a deep, endless, and always blank nothing.

[feeling-n-u-m-b-blog]

I wish people would understand that people with depression don't just want attention. Depression is an illness, it is like a cancer of your mind and you can't like 'stop being sad' or 'stop self harming,' if it was really that easy people wouldn't still be suffering. Depression is real and it takes over your mind and is so hard to get rid of, honestly the next person who tells me to 'just be happy' will definitely regret it.

[500cent]

“In the end one needs more courage to live than to kill themself.”

— Albert Camus (@500cent)

[depressedanxietydeath]

I’m so tired of this life. I really don’t have the energy to keep going like this.

[justapeiceofshit]

[yahye-foodthoughts]

Me: searches what to eat in grocery store

2 hours later: leaves only with a pepsi max bottle

[skinnyylesbo]

Maybe if I weren’t fat I wouldn’t be miserable everyday of my life.

(sorry guys. I wrote this at one of my lowest points and never meant to trigger anyone other than myself. Eating disorders aren’t okay. please stay healthy.)

[dreamydietcoke]

thinspo + coffee is probably my favorite thinspo ever. and if you add cigarettes then nothing can beat that <3

[fatsadandsleepy]

Do y'all ever see someone so skinny that you want to die immediately because you aren’t? All my friends are like 100 lbs and they are so perfect but I look like this next to them:

[ellysmallwood-deactivated201909]

[thecindercone]