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Theo; I never conquered, I rarely came. Tomorrow holds such better days. Days when I still feel alive. When I can’t wait to go outside

[woah-theo]

still here lmfao

[woah-theo]

Of course I do, I’m just. I’m scared. I already lost my best friend—again—and I don’t…the only way for people to stop leaving me is if I just stay away. It’s better that way.

[okcaydenok-blog]

Theo, i’m always going to be here ok? Never leaving your side.

[woah-theo]

Why? I fucked it up with nearly everyone.

[woah-theo]

Are you? Because…I feel like I never see you anymore.

[okcaydenok-blog]

i feel like you dont need me anymore.

[woah-theo]

Of course I do, I’m just. I’m scared. I already lost my best friend—again—and I don’t…the only way for people to stop leaving me is if I just stay away. It’s better that way.

[woah-theo]

I’m trying, I’m just…scared it won’t be enough.

[connormalucci-deactivated201410]

Well you try, and then you try some more. And maybe try again.

[woah-theo]

I know, I...I know.

[woah-theo]

you're a literal piece of shit. enjoy you're life now that you fucked it up big time.

I know. Thanks for the reminder.

[woah-theo]

now is a good time to kill yourself

Thanks.

[woah-theo]

look who's proven us right, did your insecurities get to you? Do you feel better now?

Of course I don't. I didn't intend for it to happen. If I could take it all back, I would.

[fashionablefifi-blog]

If you say so..

[woah-theo]

So. How are you?

[woah-theo]

[gogetfruitpunched]

[woah-theo]

I know. Can you…do you think you could come over? I would understand if you didn’t.

[elijahgolds-deactivated20210228]

I’ll come over.  

[woah-theo]

Thank you.

[woah-theo]

I just…wanted to be wrong.

[elijahgolds-deactivated20210228]

Cheating is always wrong. 

[woah-theo]

I know. Can you...do you think you could come over? I would understand if you didn't.

[woah-theo]

I fucked up bad though, didn’t I?

[elijahgolds-deactivated20210228]

I think you know the answer to that already. 

[woah-theo]

I just...wanted to be wrong.

[woah-theo]

I’m trying, but. I can tell he hates me.

[connormalucci-deactivated201410]

I’m sure he doesn’t.

[woah-theo]

Of course he does. They both do.

[woah-theo]

Of course I do.

[connormalucci-deactivated201410]

Then try to make it better. Apologize to the people you need to apologize to. Make sure it never happens again. And then it will be okay.

[woah-theo]

I'm trying, but. I can tell he hates me.

[woah-theo]

Oh, um. Nothing.

[fashionablefifi-blog]

Are you sure?

[woah-theo]

Yeah.

[woah-theo]

So sleeping with your best friend is okay?

[connormalucci-deactivated201410]

Do you regret it?

[woah-theo]

Of course I do.