I want to be happy

23 F 5’1 SW: 252 CW: 126 GW: 120 UGW: 100

[wockypickle]

It’s been a while,

I hit 119 and then fell off and I’m in an extremely healthy relationship so I’ve gained weight and I’m so sad about it. I’m so close to my ultimate goal and I’ve even gotten the comments recently that I’ve lost too much weight so that’s even more assuring in a messed up way.

I’m going to go even harder this time.

[cherryblossomilysm]

Naah cus I've been hiding 😭

I ATE LIKE A PIG FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS😭

[wockypickle]

I hit 168 :)

I can sort of see my collarbones for the first time since at least highschool.

Laying down is starting to get a little uncomfy on my ribs and hips.

I can cross my legs and comfortably leave them there (until it falls asleep lol).

I can bring my knees to my chest and not hold them with my hands or arms.

My arms are starting to get loose skin tho :(

And doing any workouts on the ground HURT my hips and tailbone so so bad :/

Keep going, even if you don’t see any difference when you look in the mirror. These are small little things that you can notice :)

[wockypickle]

I got to another GW

It’s still not good enough

I just want to be good enough for myself

[abnormall]

[wintergir1s]

💛💫🔮🌻🌿💝🌼👙🐞🍄🌞🍀🔮✨🧡

A charm to lose 50+ lbs by July

💛💫🔮🌻🌿💝🌼👙🐞🍄🌞🍀🔮✨🧡

Like to charge reblog to cast

[wockypickle]

My fridge makes me so happy yet so sad

[wockypickle]

This is odd but like.... I need some Ed friends 🥺🥺😳

I am a 22 f so 18+ ❤️

SW: 252lbs // CW: 194lbs // GW: 100lbs

Dm me you skinty lovelies

[wockypickle]

Do y’all ever accidentally restrict so much that when you go to eat a “normal” meal of 100 cals you get super upset because it feels like a binge??

[wockypickle]

Sorry not sorry lmao

[wockypickle]

Valentine's Day is cumming ;)

You can Slytherin my Chamber of Secrets any day

[wockypickle]

SOMEONE PLS BE MY INTERNET FRIEND 😭

[the1975music]

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[wockypickle]

!!!

[serious]

8:15pm

[wockypickle]

All these memes and I'm still never smiling

[wockypickle]

Sometimes we gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance