pleeease signal boost this - i am so scared
i know that i havenāt made a personal post in a while, but iām desperate and out of options. i am very scared.
thereās a person in my home that, two days ago, kept threatening me with violence. iām 5ā²2 and heās ā¦ much bigger and taller. he almost threw glass at me, at one point he pulled out a weapon on me because i took my momās room (that she offered) and he threatened to pay someone to beat me up
i canāt do this anymore. before i had the option of a gofundme or a youcaring or sharing my cash.me link i had a whole suicide note drawn up, but something in me told me to do this so iām going for it and i really hope it works out because otherwise, i have no other options and i CANNOT do it for much longer.
Ā iāve been locked in my room for days. i only leave to drink water or go to the bathroom. i donāt even eat because he occupies the living room and iād have to pass him to get to the kitchen, which is what pissed him off enough to send him on a rant threatening to end my life. nobody in my family likes the cops (for obvious reasons) and i need my laptop as thatās really one of the few material posessions i have and need for school.
my last meal was yesterday because my sister bought me food, but idk when i can be able to eat again and iām scared because i Ā havenāt been downstairs eating regularly since may and iāve lost probably 20+ pounds
i need $900. I have $95. So, a little over 10% of the way there, but still not enough. iād hope to get it by the end of this month, but as soon as possible. $900 would go towards the deposit and rent of an apartment iād share with 2 friends, plus any other utility or moving costs. my scholarship and my job that starts August 6th will pay off the rest in august but i have to leave asapĀ because i canāt do this much longer.Ā
i hate tying my identity to this blog.
my cash.me link is cash.me/$yss1rhcĀ
i have a youcaring link (takes paypal) and a gofundme link (takes 5% of all donations) that, if you ask for, i can pm to you to donate (because it does contain personal information, please only ask for it if you know youāre going to donate and you canāt pay with a card (i understand.)Ā
otherwise, iām content with the cash.me
if you canāt donate, please, iām begging you to reblog because i donāt know what to do anymore. usually i draw and offer commissions but my mental health is completely shot and i canātā¦ do anything.
if you donate, i do believe in positive energy and iāll find a way to pay it back + pay it forward because it warms me how much people have helped me so far.
i wouldnāt do this if i didnāt think it was absolutely necessary. my heart is breaking at the fact that i would ever have to do this.Ā
i would rather sleep on a floor with boxes in an empty room than sleep in the same house as a person whoād rather risk throwing his life and son away because he hates me that much. Ā thank you so much.
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