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˜”*°•.˜”*°• Hello! I’m trying to loose weight and I hope this blog helps me. •°*”˜.•°*”˜ sw: 80kg cw: 69.9 kg gw: 58kg ugw: 55kg

[wolfloverliz]

sometimes I feel like I’m loosing my mind, it’s crazy. I feel like I wanna scream and cry at the same time but I also feel so so insecure and hurt it’s unbelievable. sometimes I just wanna be alive. I wanna be alive without thinking about stress and people and everything that sucks. Being young is weird, I wonder where my journey is going to go, and what is right and what isn‘t. my thoughts and decisions are so confusing, I don’t know what to say or think it‘s like an endless fight in my head. I wonder why things happen, and then I don’t. i wonder why I sometimes have the urge to do stupid things so spontaneously. like don’t get me wrong I always try to be the perfect version of myself, I don’t want to be seen, I want to be that innocent gal, but at the same time I wanna fucking live. even this text is so confusing I don’t get it .🤷🏻‍♀️ anyone else whose thoughts are similar?

btw this gif is from ,the perks of being a wallflower‘, I’m seriously like this dude it’s scary.

[subconsciousmindposts]

The universe is providing a way for you. Things are aligning. Everything is finally coming together. Get ready to receive. It’s all happening for you.

[wolfloverliz]

helloooooow

Im gonna say it like it is, the past few weeks have been pretty tough :/ I gained 2-3 kg because I ate fucking much bc my body was craving it so badly, plus I got sick and maybe the meds I was taking were responsible for that, bc I got new ones and the extreme hunger is gone. I’m feeling like shit bc my body is not strong at all.

Anyways, I think I want to use this blog as a daily blog and eating/ activity dairy, since school starts on monday again.

Lets hope I get well soon,

Xoxo Liz

[jupitersmusings]

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

[overlord-fire-bubble]

THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

[essenceofrose]

Okay I reblogged and got into the entrepreneurship program I wanted. This WORKS

[magicalmerry]

Reblogging for some added help for the coming months

[wolfloverliz]

17.8

Lovely new week start!

hey guys, i’m back! I hope you’re all doing fine :) the last few days were very unsuccessful in loosing weight. I binged very much. I had my drivers license exam today and I passed! :D

food I’ve eaten:

nectarines (84 kcal); blueberries (113 kcal); raspberries (31 kcal); grissini (131 kcal); zucchini (46 kcal); physalis (8 kcal); red bull (112 kcal)

activities: walking (519 kcal)

Xoxo, Liz

[wolfloverliz]

hey!

I finally bought myself a outfit for my 18th bday 😆 I was kinda surprised bc normally I wear 38 but I bought a dress in size 36. This made me kinda happy. I bought heels (white wedges with flowers :D) bc I wanted to. I’m officialy ,, grown up“ ,why the heck not? I drank water with scent (70 kcal) but I’m not gonna eat today, so my fast isn’t completely destroyed xD I think sports would make me too dizzy, I’m gonna add my workouts after 2 days of fasting I think. Tomorrow is no fasting day. I’m writing much today, don’t worry, I’m gonna post my eating and sports habits around thursday again.

Xoxo, Liz :3

[wolfloverliz]

Guys! I’m turning 18 tomorrow can you believe it ?! I thought this would be the best day of my life, but my fam didn’t plan anything they are just fighting and insulting me :/ It’s always the same, every year xD Anyways, Ive got my ambition back, I’m gonna fast today, and eat like I want tomorrow bc it’s my birthday, and then I’m gonna fast again on thursday. I’m gonna keep myself distracted w writing a scientific book (for school)! I binged the last days. I’m back on 68.5 kg. I don’t wanna feel like this again. Without binging there is no purging and gaining weight. Lets smash fat and body dysmorphia in the face. I will do what it takes. I will make it somehow. 💪🏼❤️

[menthols-n-emptiness]

REBLOG if

you’re 2 or more of these things:

-your sw is 170lbs or higher

-you’re out of high school

-you’re 5′5″+

-you wanna lose 60+ pounds

-you smoke cigarettes 

I need mutuals so we can exchange weightloss tips and keep each other motivated❤️

[wolfloverliz]

I cooked yesterday! A broccoli-spelled rice-pan with basilicum pesto and pine nuts. The side dishes were a salad with cucumber, tomato, feta and some runner beans.

[wolfloverliz]

I started this blog because I wanted to share my progress with you. It also means showing you my resets. I don’t know why this happened (never happened 2 times before) but I purged again. !I do not promote any things like this! I’m just gonna be honest with you. I ate so much. Even though I was full and feeling uncomfortable. Purging seemed like the only way to make me feel better and relieved. My throat feels so swollen and is hurting :(

Im going to go for a walk and then study again. I hope you’re doing good and feeling fine.

-Liz

[wolfloverliz]

me: wants to be skinny and eats healthy af

also me: binges on everything she sees the next day

sorry, but this day took a wrong turn I’m not gonna write sth today. I purged.

[wolfloverliz]

5.8

Wednesday

weight: 66.9 kg

breakfast: meds; açai bowl w nuts and fruits (453 kcal); black coffee (0 kcal)

lunch: vitamins (a-z); rucola salad w tomatoes, feta, cucumber, pine nuts, radish, pretzel stick (498 kcal)

snacks: strawberries, a nectarine and grapes (377 kcal)

activities: morning and evening walk (232 kcal); chloe ting lean thighs challenge day 11 (492 kcal)

update: I was soooo hungry whilst studying so I ate some redcurrants and dipped some grissinis in chocolate cream. I’m just glad that I didn’t make myself throw up now! We should appreciate the small steps.

had to share this beautiful bowl w u! It was really tasty too.

[wolfloverliz]

4.8

Rainy Tuesday post :3

I hope you’re all doing fine! It’s still very rainy outside xD I’m going to clean up first and then study today. We finally went grocery shopping today and I’m so excited because I picked sooo many fruits and veggies 😍. I’m trying to eat healthier than my fam.

breakfast: meds; choco rice cereal w milk (295 kcal); bar w raw fruits and nuts (204 kcal)

lunch: vitamins (a-z); cherries (150 kcal); baguette (290 kcal); feta (25 kcal); half of a tomato (10 kcal); (ayran (96 kcal); raspberries (65 kcal); banana (105 kcal)

snack: black coffee (0 kcal); apple (84 kcal)

activities: morning walk (96 kcal); chloe ting lean thighs challenge day 10 (288 kcal); evening walk (134 kcal)

[wolfloverliz]

3.8

Lovely Monday everyone!

This week is starting busy for me, as I’m heading straight to university today. I’ll be spending my time in a big city so I’m gonna be walking a lot. It’s very rainy today, perfect conditions for studying, despite the fact that I’m gonna get wet, ugh.

breakfast: meds; black coffee (0 kcal); apple (84 kcal)

lunch: vitamins (a-z); went eating w a friend, I had a falafelburger with tahini and potatoe wedges; (around 500? I ate half of it); classic chai tea latte (120 kcal); more black coffee (0 kcal)

activities: chloe ting workouts, day 9 (493 kcal); steps -> 9 000; evening walk w my doggo (97 kcal)

[wolfloverliz]

2.8

hi! nice sunday everyone !:3

weight: 67.1 kg

breakfast: meds, black coffee (0 kcal), apple (84 kcal); crunchy cereal w milk (384 kcal)

lunch: vitamins (a-z); watermelon (227 kcal); paprika crispies (128.5 kcal); 4 french milk rolls (580 kcal); ice waffles (311 kcal); argeta (157 kcal); sunflowerseed bread (199 kcal)

I know, this was a bad day.

activities: chloe ting lean thighs challenge, day 8 (417 kcal); morning walk (60 kcal); evening walk (97 kcal); fast walking (352 kcal)

Xoxo, Liz

[wolfloverliz]

1.8

hello y‘all ! have a nice saturday :3

breakfast: meds; black coffee (0kcal); apple (84 kcal); banana (105 kcal); 2 french milk rolls (290 kcal)

lunch: pizza (w family, I didn’t count 🙃)

snack: some watermelon ( ~30kcal)

activities: chloe ting lean thighs challenge day 7 (208 kcal); swimming (714-928 kcal); evening walk with my doggo (98 kcal)

Xoxo, Liz

[wolfloverliz]

31.7

I binged yesterday so I’m trying to eat instead of restricting today. btw I’m trying intermittent fasting, sooo no dinner.

weight: 69 kg

breakfast: meds; pure, black coffee (0 kcal) ; apple (84 kcal)

going for a walk with my dog (102 kcal)

lunch: Vitamins (A-Z) ; smoothie (74 kcal) dinosaur nuggets (283 kcal), ketchup (15 kcal), some cucumber (20 kcal), sweet red pepper (37 kcal), french milk rolls (290 kcal)

chloe ting workouts (lean thighs challenge, day 6): 4 workouts, 50 min. (416 kcal)

walking to the train (143 kcal)

can we talk about how cute this cat is ? xD

Xoxo, Liz