This song is one of my all time favorite songs and I am so excited to write it. I hope it doesn't disappoint y'all <3
afab!reader x down horrendous!seventeen
warnings: angsty, smutty, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, submissive men being down bad, sad svt, suggestive, cussing, Mingyu's mentions smoking and wet pussy hell yeah, Vernon has some orgasm denial bc reader and him are toxic as hell lmfao,
Just like my other song reactions, the preferences are in order of the song lyrics <3
⧂ Woozi:
"Cause I'm a made-up mess in a backless dress."
Jihoon didn't like going out often but it was one of those nights where he couldn't just stay home. His friends dragged him out and honestly, it was one of the most bittersweet things. Why? He met you. He never knew someone with this amount of beauty could exist ever. You both got to know each other throughout the night but before he could get your number or any other form of communication you were gone. It was as if you never even existed and he just felt a bit remorseful that he would never get to know more about the goddess in a backless dress.
⧂ DK:
"I don't wanna lead you on, cause I'd only do you wrong oh oh."
The moment Seokmin started to pursue you, you felt your cold heart break. Not because of anything in particular but the thought of hurting someone so... innocent just made you feel guilty. He was persistent at first as they usually all are. He would ask you "what makes you so sure you are going to hurt me? This could be fun, babe." He looked so damn handsome in the blinding light of the club but you didn't want to do someone as charming as Seokmin wrong by leading him on. You had been doing this long enough to realize that he was more of a lover boy than just a one night stand kinda guy.
⧂ Wonwoo:
"You can have my heart but you're not going to leave with it."
Wonwoo wasn't the biggest fan of casual things but when he met you he couldn't help but want you no matter what that entailed. When you first saw him, you knew you wanted him. He looked fun. When you walked up to him he told you he wasn't a fan of casual one night stands which bummed you out but you thought about it for one second before saying, "what if I give you my heart for the night?" "Just the night?" You looked up at him with begging eyes and it was enough to convince him. He was after all... just a man. Plus, he as well loved a challenge.
⧂ Minghao:
"Lying in the dark, yeah you almost believed in it."
Minghao had you all figured out the moment he met you. He knew that being your boyfriend was a lost cause and that if anything were to happen, it would be either a one night stand or a casual once in a moment type of deal. After one of your rendezvous you both laid next to each other while catching your breaths. He glanced at you and in the dark lit room he almost believed that there could be a chance where you could be end game. When you made eye contact with him his heart broke as he remembered the reality and sat up. "Until next time, (Y/N)," he whispered before grabbing his shirt from the floor.
⧂ Hoshi:
"You got me wrong I've got you hanging round my neck screaming romance isn't dead."
Soonyoung is not an idiot by any means but when he is down for someone, he may seem like it. You both agreed when you both started to hook up that it was just casual and nothing more. Both of your schedules were not commitment friendly so this was the best. Or so he thought. He couldn't help being a hopeless romantic especially when it came to you. Normally he could hide it but when he got drunk he would be all over you and when you were wrapped in each other in a drunken bliss, he would whisper that 'romance is NOT dead' and how he loved you.
⧂ Vernon:
"Oh you know that I'm down for whatever, but oh I told you that it won't be forever."
You were very stern with your terms and conditions when you first met Hansol but he loved to test the limits of putting a title on what you could be. Plus, it was getting hard to keep going on knowing that it was not going to be forever. One night when you let him in your bed once again you were begging him to let you cum and he realized how much power he had for once. "You can cum if you give me forever, baby girl." You glared at him when you realized what he said. You bit your lip and shook his head and he tsked before removing himself from you. "Guess you're on your own tonight then, (Y/N)." He got himself dressed even though you were telling him to stop and come back and finish what he started but he ignored you and you swore he was selfish.
⧂ Seungkwan:
"Oh how come you still think that you're the one? Baby, I'm just chewing gum until the flavors gone."
All you could say is that you warned Seungkwan, but he couldn't help it. He thought maybe he had a chance by the way you moaned his name and the way you looked him in the eyes when you both came undone. However, you were a woman of your word. The next time he saw you, you were on the arm of some other guy and he was just another memory. When he confronted you about it later, you simply just looked at him and told him, "I told you to enjoy it while we had it, I'm sorry baby boy if you wanted more."
⧂ Joshua:
"Let me tell you straight, I could be your worst mistake."
"I don't make mistakes," Jisoo said while cocking an eyebrow at you. You were warning him that he was making a huge mistake trying to pursue you. You weren't a hooker or prostitute or anything. You just were someone who loved her freedom. You didn't want to be tied down to one guy. Even if that one guy was Hong Jisoo aka literally the sexiest man to ever exist. You wanted him, he wanted you, but you also wanted freedom. "Listen, (Y/N), I'm willing to work something out with you because a mistake would be me letting go of a chance to hear what pretty noises I can get you to make." You blushed before leaving with him shortly after. What's one night?
⧂ Jun:
"Or you could get the best of me, forget about the rest of me."
Unlike the rest, Jun found a way to make you stick around and have a softer side. When you met Jun, you were stuck on your ways and had a "fuck the patriarchy" mentality. While some thoughts stayed, you found that love wasn't as terrifying as you knew it to be. You found the best parts of yourself while learning to love and trust Jun. Even though he could rightfully so say "told you so" he never did because well, there were things he learned from himself because of you.
⧂ Mingyu:
"With your cigarette in between your teeth, you could light me up if I forget to breathe, oh oh."
Something about the sight of Mingyu with a lit cigarette in his mouth made your pussy drip. Something about it just made everything about what you both were seem even more dangerous, lethal, sexy, wrong, and dangerous. You were typically a dominant person in the bedroom and when you met Mingyu for the first time he let you have his way with him until one time he switched it up. Ever since, every sneaky link encounter you both try to see who could fold first. Whoever folded first ended up being the sub. Even though you enjoyed him begging you to cum, you also enjoyed begging him for mercy as well.
⧂ S Coups:
"Thought you were strong now I've got you tied up in the bed screaming romance isn't dead."
Seungcheol was for lack of better words: "down bad." Normally in the bedroom he was the dominant one but he was so pussy drunk for you that he found himself whimpering while pulling against restraints on his own bed while you had your way with him. He felt so small whenever he subbed for you but if this was the way he could have you he would do it for you. He loved you so much and he wished you could see and feel how much love could be for both of you.
⧂ Jeonghan:
"Yeah you're stuck on me now I can't move, give it just a night and I'll cut you loose."
Jeonghan loved a challenge and heard all about you. You had the right amount of mommy and daddy issues that peaked his interest. He heard that you were someone who just wanted a good time for a night or two and he was the same way. However, neither of you expected it to exceed more than at most three nights. However after almost six months of "this is the last time" you both were obsessed with the way you both knew each other's bodies. It got to a point of being a hate fuck for you with an underlying bit of love making. Tonight was just like the others, as he unzipping your dress you growled into his ear, "this is the last time, Jeonghan." This would cause him to smirk before whispering, "keep telling yourself that, princess."
omg someone with more patience make this into a long fic for me.
⧂ Dino:
"Oh Oh, I told you that it won't be forever, so how how come you still think that you're the one?"
When you looked at Lee Chan all you could see was that he was pussy drunk and delusional. When you laid the rules and conditions down of what you would go down, he agreed because he honestly just needed a night of fun with no strings attached as well. However, at the end of the day he is a romantic and he couldn't help but think maybe one day he could change your mind. Everytime you both got together he would mentally pray that this time you would come to your senses that you both could be end game.
seventeen and things that make them rethink whether you're still just friends
love your works!
AHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THIS IDEA I hope it works out the way you vision it <3 I'm so sorry it was late xo
warning: no warnings. It's fairly sfw.
❥ S. Coups:
You grabbing his hand when you got scared.
You were trying your very best to be brave however the scene on the television in front of you and Seungcheol was too damn scary. You were hiding behind a pillow and Seungcheol who was also scared was a bit distracted because of your cute actions. When a jump scare happened you jumped back and screamed while grabbing Cheol's hand. He knew it was innocent but at that moment he felt like his hand, his heart, and everything was on fire. It was an unknown feeling he had toward you but he liked it. Made him wonder what it would be like to date you.
❥ Jeonghan:
A shop owner mistook you as together.
You and Jeonghan were close and would often have brunch hangouts. It just made sense for both of you and as far as he knew it was strictly platonic. That was until one brunch hangout when the shop owner came by when you were in the bathroom and innocently asked Jeonghan how long you both were dating. The owner found you both so adorable and couldn't help but try to get some details on your "relationship." Jeonghan laughed a little and was about to deny that assumption but when you walked out of the bathroom he noticed you in a new light. "I'll get back to you on that," he'd whisper to the owner which made the owner wink at Jeonghan before making their way back to the kitchen. "Did you order for us?" You asked as you sat in front of him. He shook his head, "just drinks. Wasn't sure what exactly what I wanted yet." This made you smile as you looked down at the menu "ok cool cause same here." This made him smile and wonder.
❥ Joshua:
You made him a makeshift friendship bracelet out of the blue.
Everyone with half a brain cell knows that Jisoo loves to make bracelets or things for people he cares about. Hell, even you knew that because he has made some for you in the past. You decided on a random rainy thursday afternoon you would return the favor and make a bracelet for Jisoo. It had both of your favorite colors and some hearts in it. When you gave it to him, his heart started to race at the gift and he couldn't help but grin. He found it so thoughtful and his mind started wonder what it would be like to be more than just friends with you.
❥ Jun:
You were the first person he wanted to talk to when he got home from schedules.
Jun and you met through mutual friends and got close relatively quick. He assumed you just were really good friends and at first never wondered if anything would ever go beyond just friends. It wasn't until he got back home after a week full of schedules when the first thing he wanted to do was spend time with you and talk to you about all the details of his week. He had your contact information up and stopped for a minute when he realized the undeniable feelings he had for you. Would you feel the same though?
A/N: I had such a hard time for this one sorry yall.
❥ Hoshi:
When you both started to spend every waking moment with each other
"I'd love to get drinks with you guys, but I promised (Y/N) I'd go run errands with them this evening," Soonyoung explained to everyone after dance practice. Some of the guys coo'd at him while others rolled their eyes with a knowing smirk. "Is errands what we are calling it now?" Wonwoo would quip causing Chan to nudge him with a laugh. "What do you mean?" Soonyoung asked confused. "Literally we are going grocery shopping and maybe looking at a purse for her?" "A purrrse?" Jeonghan would tease him. Soonyoung would look all around the room as everyone was teasing him confused at what they were getting at. He just shrugged it off because you were both just really good friends that loved spending time together. Was that really a crime? It wasn't until later when he was with you and you placed three packets of kimchi in the cart when he understood why they were teasing him. He couldn't help but smile and wonder what would it be like if you were both more than just friends.
❥ Wonwoo:
You fell asleep on his shoulder while watching a movie.
You were confident that a Marvel movie marathon would be fine. You had done it a few years ago before Avengers End Game came out and you underestimated how many more movies came out from then to now. Wonwoo tried to warn you because he knew you. He knew you "liked" movies but you often would fall asleep whenever you got comfortable. You both were sharing a blanket and on his couch when your eyes started to get droopy. You instinctively laid your head on his shoulder to use it as a pillow. Wonwoo looked down at you and couldn't help but smirk down at you as you fell asleep. "cute" he whispered before realizing what he said. He then got lost in his thoughts instead of the movie because then he realized there were a lot of "cute" things about his best friend.
❥ Woozi:
When song lyrics started to be inspired by you.
Jihoon would be in his studio showing some of the members some new songs he wrote and as usual, they were his biggest cheerleaders. After a few of them left, Minghao stayed behind a little after before asking Jihoon if the lyrics were inspired by you. Jihoon at first got bashful because why would he be writing love songs about his best friend? He then would look over the lyrics with Minghao behind him when it clicked. Minghao would just smirk before tapping his shoulder and walking out to give Jihoon time to figure things out.
❥ DK:
You singing along to the radio during a car ride.
When life got crazy, Seokmin and you would go on a car ride. Destination? Unknown. It was just you, him, a full tank of gas, snacks of your choice, and a fire playlist that you both made. You both went on a random drive after he finished promotions over in Japan and you were singing your heart out to the radio. Compared to him, you needed a bucket to carry your tune but he could care less because your singing voice was the most beautiful sound in the world. He loved it. He loved you. He would be shocked by this realization during the drive but he also wouldn't say anything in fear of ruining the friendship.
❥ Mingyu:
Ended up play wrestling one afternoon
Mingyu and you have been best friends for what seems like forever. Meaning hangouts and movie nights at each others houses would be a common occurrence. Today was no different. You both were trying to a movie but couldn't agree on a movie so you were play fighting to get the remote. One thing happened and you soon were straddling him while trying to grab the remote. It was innocent and Mingyu had to remind himself that it was just because yall were playing but he couldn't help but think what if y'all were something more.
❥ Minghao:
When you ran to him to hug him after not seeing each other for awhile.
Life had gotten pretty wild lately where your schedules just did not line up in a way where you could meet. It made both of you and Minghao a little sad not to see each other. To him you were a slice of peace in his chaotic life and for you, he just made everything make sense. Neither of you ever dived into deeper feelings than just a friendship. Honestly, it never crossed either of your minds, you were both content being best friends. That's why it surprised Minghao when you ran to hug him when you both finally got time to see each other and he started thinking about deeper feelings. It scared him a bit but when he heard your voice tell him how much you missed him, his worries disappeared. He wrapped his arms around you and couldn't help but giggle along with you.
❥ Seungkwan:
You brought him an americano during schedule.
Seungkwan texted you a good morning text and complained how tired he was. He wasn't expecting anything from it just was giving his bestie a 'life update." That's why he saw you walk into the building with two iced americanos in your hand he was shocked. You handed him his after giving him a hug and wished him good luck on his schedules. He was so touched by your actions that he couldn't help but fall for you even more than he already was which scared him a bit.
❥ Vernon:
You finished a movie quote he said.
Hansol and you were throwing a joint party at his place and when it was time to kick people out, he decided to quote a movie that made sense but he didn't think anyone would catch onto it. Especially you since you were not really a movie person. "Okay. Squirt here will now give you a rundown of proper exiting technique." A few of your friends snorted at the quote but suddenly started cackling when you decided to finish the quote word for word and exactly the same way Squirt said it. "Good afternoon. We're gonna have a great jump today. Okay, first crank a hard cutback as you hit the wall. There's a screaming bottom curve, so watch out. Remember: rip it, roll it, and punch it." Hansol couldn't help but find you adorable and think about "what if we quoted silly Disney, pixar, animated movies forever?" That was when it hit him.
❥ Dino:
You asked him to dance with you in the rain.
You both got caught in a rainstorm one afternoon which could be annoying any other day; however you both found it just ironic and made the best out of it. "Channie, dance with me," you said while throwing your umbrella to the ground and started to get all wet. He looked at you softly before putting his down too with a wild smile. He grabbed your hands and spun you around. You both started to laugh while dancing to nothing in particular and just lost in your own world. After awhile he pulled you into a hug and looked in your eyes and that was when he questioned to himself if you were really just friends or if something more could happen.
"you're the writer, you control how the story goes" no not really. i wrote the first sentence and then my characters said "WE WILL TAKE IT FROM HERE" and promptly swerved into an electrical fence.
i hate when something happens and people start with the "dont trust ur idols" and "all idols are terrible people and u shouldnt think otherwise" posts ...... i think it’s normal to think ur favourite idols are good people and we shouldn’t be blaming fans who are shocked and upset by the news. ofc they can get fucked if they’re defending him but tweets like "all idols are secretly awful" are not helping anyone. i think it’s good to believe people u meet / know / look up to are good people unless ur proven otherwise
daddy has to be honest kitten. i think we're going to have to sublease and turn the sex dungeon into a bedroom again. the rent is going up and your asmr slime youtube isnt taking off like we thought it would
angsty thought I had at 4:13am before I had to work the other day. being a creative is rough~
warnings: cracky angst, not my best work but I tried my best xo
❥ S. Coups:
Seungcheol will either force you to talk to him or will give you space there is no in between. He would be like "are you tired of being mad at me yet?" If it was serious he would be so confused why you both were not being adults about it. If it was a prank he would just be pouty and be like "don't do it again."
❥ Jeonghan:
Honestly I can see Jeonghan sighing then just sit next to you and say, "I guess I will wait until you wanna be an adult and talk." He would just be near you until you were ready to talk or come clean about the prank you were attempting to pull. I don't see him be as affected as other members tbh.
❥ Joshua:
You know the Taylor Swift song "The Story Of Us?" Well basically the line "This is lookin' like a contest of who can act like they care less" represented Jisoo and you when you were doing a silent treatment. If anything, he'd be like "two can play that game baby cakes." Whole time you didn't talk to him would drive him crazy (crazier) though. Even though he hates to admit it, he would break first and try to break the treatment.
❥ Jun:
Oh if you did this to Jun, I'm sorry but you are simply an asshole. I don't make the rules just write them. Jun would be so confused and would just be trying everything to get you to talk to him. He'd feel like shit and so confused by the thought of you being upset with him. If it was a joke he'd just be like "I thought jokes were supposed to be funny, (Y/N)." LMFAOOOO
❥ Hoshi:
Soonyoung would just stare at you and keep asking why. He would get a little annoyed by it and would just keep trying to get your attention and get you to talk to him. I can see him being super super dramatic about it and just sighing hella heavy lmfaoooo. He'd just spout random bullshit and just be like "you are ignoring the last tiger in Korea. That's so rude." Just a mess.
❥ Wonwoo:
Wonwoo would just have to give you a look which would make you fold quicker than a house of cards. Between both of you, you would be more of the yapper so if you were quiet or giving him a silent treatment he would find it weird and would be even more confused if it was a joke. If it was for serious though, he'd give you a look and maybe arch an eyebrow lmaooooo
❥ Woozi:
When Jihoon noticed you were quieter than normal he would ask what was up. If you said nothing was wrong and then continued to give him the cold shoulder he would just roll his eyes. You were being petty and would come around when you were ready. It was annoying but he would respect your need for space if you needed it. If you got upset by him giving him space, he'd just tell you "well you could've used your words..."
❥ DK:
Seokmin would just talk at you and try to get your attention if you suddenly did it. He would simply be like "hey, you can't ignore me forever. Come on. Please? Baby... Babe... Y/N... lover." He would be just so confused why you would ignore him so quickly. He'd try to hide it but he would be panicking a lot on the inside.
❥ Mingyu:
Depending on the context of silent treatment is how Mingyu would react. If it was over something he found a bit silly or could tell it was in jest he would be SUCH a diva and just say shit like "I knew you didn't love me." If you were being serious I can see him being mad or annoyed. He'd be like Seungcheol and wonder why you both couldn't just be adults about it. He would do everything in his power to get you to talk.
❥ Minghao:
Minghao would just give you a look if you decided to give him a silent treatment. It would honestly piss him off a little if you were genuinely giving him the silent treatment because he would want you to be an adult and use your words that you needed space instead of just ignoring the issues. However, if it wasn't serious and he knew it, he would just ignore you back and see who would crack first.
❥ Seungkwan:
Oh Seungkwan could go two ways. He'd either call your childish or he would be on hands and knees trying to get you to talk to him. He loved talking with you, he loved being with you, so when you took away what he found comforting, he would be so annoyed and hurt by it. If you were giving him the silent treatment as a joke, he would be so annoyed if he was pranked lolol.
❥ Vernon:
ngl, Hansol might not catch on for a bit but if he does he'd find it pretty childish. He'd want to have open communication on your arguments or whatever because, how can he fix something if he doesn't know how or what is broken? If it was a silly reason he might squeeze your cheeks and just be overly flirty to get your attention which would cause you to crack lol.
❥ Dino:
Oh Channie would be so confused if you just stopped talking to him. He might go to Soonyoung or another one of his hyungs for advice. He would find you so confusing. He would apologize and bring you flowers and chocolate even though he wasn't quite sure what the fuck he was sorry about. When you would talk to him again, he would just be like "baby, can we talk it out instead of being silent next time?"
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hey y'all, do you remember this depressing ass song? LMFAO. Well it came on shuffle the other day and I thought, "this would be a GREAT angsty ot13 one shot. I hope yall enjoy it.
Warning: sad, angsty, cussing, self confidence issues, you might need tissues, Seokmin's part talks about hospitals btw
Remember: Similar to my previous song reactions- the drabbles will be in order of the song lyrics. Hope yall enjoy :D
☾ S. Coups:
"I've missed your calls for months it seems."
[6:42 Missed Call: Choi Seungcheol <3]
You sighed as you saw another missed call from Seungcheol. You loved him so much but for some reason, life was getting in the way. You had been sent overseas for a work trip and it ended up lasting way longer than you both thought it would. You both had survived distance multiple times when one of you went on trips without each other but this time it was different and neither of you knew why. You both wanted to call and talk but when one of you was available the other was not. It was just a shitty situation.
You sighed as you pressed his name and waited to see if he would pick up. Almost directly it was sent to voicemail and for some reason that broke your heart more.
"please leave a message after the beep" *beep*
You took a shaky breath before starting your voicemail, "hey baby, it's me. (Y/N), I'm sorry I missed your call. I wish I answered. I miss you. I miss your voice. I miss your hands, I miss everything."
The tears started to fall down your face as you babbled on and on which made you sniffle and try your best to boss up.
"The shooting is almost done, they are predicting I can come home in two to three weeks. I know that's still a long time but I hope you wait for me... I really do love you, Cheol, I'm so sorry this is hard right now."
☾ Joshua:
"Don't realize how mean I can be, 'Cause I can sometime treat the people that I love like jewelry."
Hong Jisoo did not deserve someone as flakey as you. His family, his members, his friends, and his fans had a distaste in their mouth. However, he still stayed by your side. Even though it was basically a martyrdom. Any red flags you had, he avoided because he loved you and promised you that he would love you til his dying breath. It was your anniversary and he waited with baited breath for you to show up. He had your favorite roses and wore the cologne you bought for him last Christmas. It was a sad sight really, seeing him sit there waiting. Waiters kept coming up and asking if he was still waiting and if there was anything they could get for him but he just shook his head no. He waited about a hour and it wasn't until he got a call from Jeonghan asking if he had any plans tonight. The answer now was no. He texted Jeonghan the address of the restaurant before standing up and throwing away the bouquet of flowers with a sigh. Maybe one day, he could be a priority for you. Whether it was for an anniversary or just a random Friday. All he knew is that he would wait for you no matter how foolish he was.
☾ Minghao:
"'Cause I can change my mind each day, I didn't mean to try you on."
Unfortunately, Minghao knew you both were doomed once your ex entered the picture again. Kim Yugyeom. While Yugyeom and him were friends before you entered either of their lives, when Yugyeom came out and saw you at the club, he saw the look you gave him. At that moment, he knew he lost you and if Yugyeom were to snap his fingers, you would run back to him. Which he did. So now, here you both are. You stood in front of Minghao with tears streaming down your face apologizing for leading him on because you loved him as well but Yugyeom was simply the love of your life. Minghao died that day because he felt used. He truly loved you as well and he lost two important people that day. Once you walked away from him, he called Wonwoo and asked him if he could come over to Mingyu and his apartment because he couldn't be alone.
Yugyeom is green bc Got7 is green lmao. The thought of having to choose between my two bias wreckers hurt me so bad btw.
☾ Hoshi:
"But I still know your birthday and your mother's favorite song."
"Did nothing even matter? Did none of what we had matter to you?" Soonyoung whispered. You both agreed to have a closure talk after a year of being broken up. You were technically fine but Soonyoung, oh poor Soonyoung. His heart shattered the day you left. He was warned that you were a "bolter" type when things were just a little shaky and that's exactly what happened. You felt a little bad about leaving but you knew it would be the best if he found someone who could love him no matter what. "It did matter but, Soonie, breaking up was the best." He shook his head before standing up. "If you remembered how good we were, you would know that breaking up was NOT for the best. It's as if you don't remember anything. As if you are refusing to remember and it hurts to see, (Y/N)" He grabbed his jacket before sighing again. "This was a mistake, I'm sorry I wasted your time." He then started to walk away before you whispered, "June 15th... 1996." He paused at the date. His birthday. "Your mom loved Kim Gunmo, I remember dancing to 'Wrongful Meeting' with her in your parents house." You then stood up with a shaky breath. "I do remember how good it was, however I also know you deserve someone who won't give up as easily as me. I will always love you and cherish the time we had together, but I can't love you the way you need me to love you."
☾ Dino:
"Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me."
"Don't lie to me," you whispered as you glared at Chan who was standing in front of you with both of his hands in his pocket. He was a little confused at your actions after confessing that he was falling in love with you. It took everything in him to finally confess after all this time. Yet, he did because he thought it was mutual. The way you kissed him, the way you held his hand, the way you laughed at his jokes, was it just an act? "What do you mean 'don't lie to me'? (Y/N), I love-" "stop." He was now even more confused. What did he do to deserve to be treated like this? "Nobody falls in love with me, Lee Chan," you whispered. "Don't lie to me." It was then he realized what was going on. "I am not lying," he would whisper while putting both hands on your face, "let me prove it to you. If I fail to do so, you can kill me."
☾ Mingyu:
"I run away when things are good."
You know when things were too good? The feeling that everything was perfect and dandy? Does it ever scare you that bad things are coming? Of course it does. You were not used to good things staying forever. That's why you ran as fast as you could from Mingyu. He was everything you could have wanted, he was smart, attractive, kind, fantastic in bed, could cook, could clean, just the whole package. That freaked you out because what was he hiding? The day you left, Mingyu lost himself. You didn't even bother to tell him why you walked out and that was his biggest question. He loved you more than anything and knowing you were out in the world without him completely fine ruined him.
☾ Wonwoo:
"And never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me in ways that no one ever could."
You never really found yourself to be stunning even though you were. You never were perceived that way growing up and so when Wonwoo first looked at you as if you were the most delicate thing in the world you were confused. Your confusion confused him. How could nobody have told you how beautiful and precious you were? He wanted to tell you but he didn't want to scare you away either. So he just would be casual about it. However, you still would catch him staring and every time you would get butterflies.
☾ Jun:
"And so it seems I broke your heart, my ignorance has struck again."
"I love you, how do you not realize this?" Jun asked with a shaky voice. You were standing in front of him defeated. You didn't realize he felt this way which is why you agreed to be someone else's partner. Jun saw you both kissing at a party and his heart broke. He always thought you both had something special and when he saw that you were making out with someone else, his heart broke. Were you dating? No. Did he tell you his feelings? Also no. However, you both have shared multiple kisses and held hands casually often. When you had movie nights your head always found his shoulder so he took it as a mutual liking. However, now that he knew it wasn't mutual he knew it was time to move on from you.
☾ Woozi:
"I failed to see it from the start and tore you open 'til the end."
Jihoon was hoping one day you would notice that he was an option for you. Every heartbreak, every bad date, everything he was there. He was there from the start and wanted to be there so bad for you until whenever. However, even if it was a hope seeing you show off your engagement ring to all your friends just shattered him. Soonyoung noticed what was going on first and shot his younger friend a sympathetic look as Jihoon walked away. Jihoon couldn't believe you were so blind. He felt like a fool for waiting for you to acknowledge him. You didn't realize how he felt until months after you told everyone of your engagement and saw Jihoon on a date at a coffee shop with a girl he met through a friend of a friend. You watched him smile at the girl and your heart yearned for what could've been. However, at this point it was too late to even beg for a second of his time when he already wasted so much precious time on you.
☾ Dokyeom:
"And I'm sorry to my unknown lover, sorry that I can't believe."
"Who are you?" (Y/N) asked looking up to Seokmin confused. It had been months after a car crash had put you in a coma and when you first saw Seokmin that was all you could ask. It killed him. The doctors warned him memory loss was possible due to how long you were out cold but part of him was delusional in thinking that maybe... just maybe you would remember. Especially since he was by your side basically every day telling you stories of how you met, some dates, and everything like that. He smiled at you softly before whispering, "baby it's me. Seokmin... your boyfriend." You would shake your head before saying, "I'm sorry I think you have me mistaken. Your way out of my league." This broke his heart even though it was basically already shattered. "I don't know how... but I'll make you believe it because it's true."
☾ Vernon:
"Sorry to my unknown lover, sorry I could be so blind."
Hansol wasn't one to be vocal about his emotions. Especially when it came to you. He had been pining for you for months now and he was realizing it wasn't working well and he would start to back off. You just thought he was friendly and nothing more. You never thought someone like Hansol would like someone like you. So when he started to pull back, you started to realize how 'cold' it was. When you asked him if you were both okay he was pretty standoffish. It confused you. When he finally opened up, it shocked you. You felt like you fucked everything up, all you could do was apologize. Thankfully, he was still head over heels and it ended on a good note.
☾ Jeonghan:
"Didn't mean to leave you and all the things that we had behind."
Jeonghan knew what chaotic schedules were like, being in Seventeen for the past decade was proof of that. He warned you about it but you were also someone with a chaotic schedule. That chaotic schedule is what ended up tearing you apart. You both had been trying to find time to just have a cup of coffee and catch up. When you finally found time, you forgot about it and double booked yourself with work. Jeonghan waited for what seemed like forever. He texted and everything but you never responded. He then went to your job with a take out coffee and saw you busy and his heart broke. You forgot about him. He told one of your coworkers the coffee was for you and walked out. He loved you but he didn't want to wait around anymore for you to try to remember he existed.
☾ Seungkwan:
"Someone will love you, but someone isn't me."
"But I love you and only you," Seungkwan whispered as he looked down at you. You were leaving him and he had no idea why. You both were so good. At least that is what he thought. Did nothing that mattered to him matter to you? You sniffed as you realized that this would be harder than you thought. It wasn't that you didn't love Seungkwan, you just knew he deserved the world and that was not you. "I'm sorry Kwannie, but someone will love you better than I can. I am just not right for you and I hope you see that too." You squeezed his hand one last time before walking away.
The way this has been a wip for almost 2 months is disgusting. Pls like it.
Before we start:
Warning:
this song is heavy and talks about really heavy topics and even mentions about Suicidal thoughts. Personally, I, @wonuwrites don't like writing about suicide or suicidal thoughts because it is a very triggering subject for so many people (myself included.) I will mention the suicide part in this reaction. Having said that, PLEASE do not read this reaction if it will affect you in a negative way. You are WAY more important than a fanfiction on this silly website. if you ever need to talk, please message me.
Just wanted to put this warning before we started because I felt it was important.
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Warning/author's note : This will be a lot more heavier than things I usually write. (pls send me pet pictures or fluffy wonwoo drabbles) This will be post-apocalyptic themed with hints of the song "A House In Nebraska" by Ethel Cain. There will be talks of suicide like I mentioned above, also death, dread, trauma, and so many other things. I will write happier drabbles and things after this so please once again if this is too heavy please skip. I love you all and want everyone to be safe. I know I say this often but please if you are a minor- DO NOT INTERACT. Also this took so long for me to write because it was rough to write. I had to make sure I was mentally okay <3
Just like all my song preferences before: members parts will be in order of the song lyrics.
Let the angst begin <3
Scene:
Everything was normal for a year until some governments were a little bored and decided to do experiments on their inmates of the respected countries. Some of these experiments went a little haywire and caused a pandemic. The pandemic caused a very contagious disease that made 2020's COVID-19 look like child's play. The disease made people lose their minds and the only way to cure it was to put them down. Many people compared it to be a modern day zombie apocalypse except for zombies it was homicidal psychopaths.
When the pandemic first happened, you and your boyfriend (member of Seventeen) took refuge in a House in Nebraska, USA. It was secluded and you both thought nobody would find you and harm you. Happy endings don't always happen though.
After many days of skipped meals and sleepless nights, the worst happened. You watched the love of your life walk out the door to get some food from the garden when a stray homicidal was walking down the road. Before he could grab a gun to kill the homicidal, the Homicidal shouted alerting more Homicidal's to come.
There you watched the love of your life try to defend you both before getting infected. It was then when you had to defend yourself from the Homcidal's and even the love of your life.
After shooting the only person who knew you for you, these were the memories that would haunt you until your dying breath.
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⌂ DK:
"Labored breaths and bed sores, sing it to me all day long, when the aching 'Sound of Silence,' used to be our favorite song."
It had been no more than two awful weeks since you had to kill Seokmin. The memory of the look in his eyes when he realized he was infected scared you. It haunted you. He slid you the gun and just whispered "I love you, (Y/N)." You had to do it but it killed you to do so. Ever since, you just laid on the once shared dirty mattress. At this point you had been just laying down and getting bed sores due to lack of activity but in all honesty, you just wanted to return to the love of your life. You didn't want to live without him any longer. You felt your breath getting labored and you closed your eyes praying that it was your time to go. As if it were a miracle, you heard faintly the love of your life singing "sound of silence" which used to be your favorite song due to the memes. You choked back a sob before whispering, "I'm coming home Seokmin, I am so sorry."
⌂ Mingyu:
"You and me against the world, you were my man and I your girl."
You stared down at your whole world who starred back up at you with blood dripping down his chin. He was still warm but he was gone. You looked around and saw a lot of other Homicidal's scattered across the gravel driveway. You didn't have one clear thought as you realized what you had to do. The one person who promised to be with you until the end of time was shot because of you. You both swore that if one of you got infected, you would shoot one or the other no matter what. However, with the seclusion of the house in Nebraska you both thought that it just would not happen and things would eventually be better. Life without Mingyu now though, it wouldn't be better even if this pandemic ended. So you did what you had to do. You dragged Mingyu into the house and drenched both you and his body in gasoline. You cried while doing so because the thought of dying was horrifying, however living was just not an answer as well. You took a deep breath before pressing a kiss onto Mingyu's forehead. You held onto him as you flicked the lighter and set both of you ablaze. The world may have won this battle, however you knew that you would both find each other in every lifetime that came.
⌂ Dino:
"And I still call home that house in Nebraska, where we found each other on a dirty mattress on the second floor."
Once the pandemic hit Korea, you both ran refuge to America because there were more places to be secluded. Chan always joked that Nebraska was a myth because "nobody lives there" until that's where you found home. A worn out house that looked like it had been vacant since 1958. There wasn't much to it but a dirty mattress on the second floor. Any fear of germs vacated as it seemed better than a hardwood floor. The first night you spent on that dirty mattress, Dino and you had torn up some of your own shirts to use as a sheet and held each other for comfort. You swore that no matter what you would be together.
⌂ Woozi:
"Where you told me even if we died tonight, that I'd die yours."
Jihoon and you made a promise that you would be together throughout the whole pandemic. You both would live together or you both would die together. After surviving for months, living seemed so much brighter. You both were a light to each other during this dark time. When you saw Jihoon get bit, you felt like your world shattered. He tossed the gun at you and looked up at you begging you to shoot him. You ended up shooting the rest of the homicidals but left the love of your life for last. "Y/N, kill me." You heard him beg. He wasn't infected quite yet but the color in his eyes was starting to change. It was a matter of time before he was like the homicidals. So you did what you promised him. You sat in front of him and put your head against his temple. He tried to push you off when he realized you were planning on shooting both of you at the same time. He wanted you to live but you still fired the shot killing him and injuring you. You ended up passing from lack of blood next to the love of your life. You both died together and as each others persons. Just like you promised.
⌂ Joshua:
"Your mama calls me sometimes to see if I'm doing well and I lie to her."
About a year after shooting Jisoo, the pandemic had been lifted. You left the house in Nebraska and tried to live life the way you had before meeting Jisoo, before the pandemic and it was hard. It was so fucking hard. Especially since most of his family had survived. His mother would call you once a month once the pandemic was over even though she knew what you did. When you saw her name on your phone, guilt always ate you. She told you she didn't blame you and you shouldn't do the same thing however it was easier said than done. Whenever she asked how you were doing, you always gave her little white lies in hopes that she would believe you and hope that someday it would be true.
⌂ Vernon:
"And I say I'm doing fine when really I'd kill myself to hold you one more time."
After Hansol passed, you left the house in Nebraska after setting him on fire. The only thing you had left of him was a plaid shirt that he wore often. You wore it every day and left with it on. You found a camp of other survivors and they welcomed you in with open arms. Nobody knew what you did but they knew you saw some heavy things. Someone named San was at the camp as well and wanted to know why you didn't smile. He would ask you how you were doing and your answer was always the same. "I'm fine." It was a safe answer and one San realized would be the only thing you would give. You thought San was nice however, your heart was burnt in Nebraska along with Hansol. Each day that passed, you wanted to kill yourself so you could be with your other half. Living without Hansol was the worst pain and nobody could ever understand.
⌂ Seungkwan:
"And it hurts to miss you but it's worse to know that I'm the reason you won't come home."
You didn't know what hurt more. Missing Seungkwan being around physically or feeling remorse for killing him. When he took his last breath, you knew it was what you had to do but it didn't make the pain any more bearable. Seungkwan was your missing piece. He was the ying to your yang. The Bonnie to you Clyde. He was everything and him not being there was simply awful. You spent so many hours a day crying and just craving him to hold you just one more time. However you knew that he couldn't come back. You just prayed he would be waiting for you.
⌂ S. Coups:
"You know, I still wait at the edge of town praying straight to God that maybe you'll come back around."
Killing Seungcheol drove you mad. You knew he was gone but you still would look out the window and walk to edge of town hoping to see him running home to you. Maybe him being infected was just a bad dream and he was coming to your makeshift home with some much needed supplies. Maybe he was still alive and you would see him again soon. One night when you made your way to the edge of town you saw a being in the distance. He looked so much like Seungcheol. Your heart started beating faster than ever as you started running toward 'Seungcheol.' As soon as you made it to them, you realized it was a scarecrow that was just propped up. You fell to your knees and started wailing out Seungcheol's name. You sobbed until you couldn't handle it anymore and just laid down and prayed to God that you could be reunited with your one true love once again. It took a few hours but soon your last breath was taken laying right next to the scarecrow.
⌂ Wonwoo:
"I cry everyday, and the bottles make it worse 'cause you were the only one I was scared to tell I hurt."
You were no stranger to Jack Daniels and mental breakdowns prior to meeting Wonwoo all those years ago. You struggled with mental health and the only one who knew how deep your mental health struggles and alcohol uses was Wonwoo. So when you shot him with his own gun you ran back to what you knew best. Your addictions. You used to be afraid to confess when you missed alcohol to him but with him you ended up being a year sober. However, the familiar taste of whiskey burning the back of your throat numbed the regret and remorse. You knew he would've shook his head at your actions but at the same time, who could blame you?
⌂ Minghao:
"I thought you were so beautiful, it was love, I guess."
Once the pandemic hit, it was hard to see things as beautiful. However, when you met Minghao at a camp before you made yourself home in that house in Nebraska, you thought he was so beautiful. His giggles that ended up haunting your every thoughts, the soft stare he'd give you, the way his arms would wrap around you when life got too scary. It was all so beautiful. One of the main regrets you had was that you didn't realize how much you loved this beautiful man until it was too late. When he was gone, dullness took over again and it was hard to find anything beautiful.
⌂ Hoshi:
"And you might never come back home, and I may never sleep at night."
Delusions started to eat you alive, you ended up just thinking Soonyoung left you instead of you murdering him. You thought it was just a scary nightmare and he was just getting supplies for you both to survive. So you waited for him. You stayed up staring at the door like a stranded puppy waiting for their owner to come home from a silly 9-5. You lost track of the days and couldn't remember the last time you ate. However, you heard a noise from the outside and all you could think of was Soonyoung. You opened the door and ran to the tall figure. You didn't realize it was a homicidal until you felt venom run through your veins. By then it was too late and you were one of them.
⌂ Jun:
"But God, I just hope you're doing fine out there, I just pray that you're alright."
Out of all the members, Jun actually survived. You shot the dirt next to him and he played 'dead.' He heard your screams of heartbreak and he felt so horrible. However, he knew the homicidal's came for a reason and he had just found a cure for a bite. However, there was not enough food for both you and him so he hid the fact that there was a cure from you. Instead, he decided to "die" and leave the food and everything for you in that house. After you did a shallow grave for him, he crawled out of the grave and made his way to a camp. He oathed if he could find more supplies he would come back for you. However, after he found more supplies and food he came back to an empty house. There was no sign of you and it broke him. He blamed himself. He should have told you what he discovered. He would spend every moment until his last breath trying to figure out what happened and where you went.
⌂ Jeonghan:
"And I feel so alone out here and I feel so alone without you."
Prior to Jeonghan, you considered yourself super independent. You could take care of yourself because that was all you had known how to do. However, once you met Jeonghan, you became codependent. As much as you could, you turned your brain off because he always had a plan. You always were together so when he passed, you felt so alone. You tried your best to find who you were before Jeonghan came into your life but it was practically impossible. Everytime you thought about moving on, you felt a piece of you die. One night when it was raining, you couldn't handle laying down on a dirty mattress by yourself anymore so you went to his grave and laid next to it. You felt insane as you started to put soil on you to feel closer to him but believe it or not you felt him there. You closed your eyes as rain droplets continued to splatter across your face and took your last breath. You couldn't wait to be reunited with Jeonghan.
holy shit it's finally finished. I hope you enjoyed this. Sorry it was so heavy. fluffy shit is coming <3
Hellooooo, I saw the reaction of seventeen to black widow🥺, I could ask you for a second part of that reaction, what would they do when accompanying you on the set, would they talk with the rest of the cast, would they record you or I don't know😘
ooo yall love supportive Seventeen!~ I don't blame y'all. Sorry this took awhile.
Sure I'll do my best <3 In case yall didn't see the black widow one: x
-> S. Coups:
Seungcheol would blend in to the producers of the movie where he watched. He would NOT want to bring any kind of attention to himself because this was your moment. He wanted to watch you in your element and would be staring at you with such love and pride. He would hug you in between scenes and constantly compliment how you executed scenes. He was the bestest and most perfect partner to bring to filming days.
-> Jeonghan:
Jeonghan would come to filming days as a surprise. He'd have your favorite bouquet of flowers and would order a food truck to come. He wouldn't talk much to the cast because he is a bit more shy but anyone would just know how proud of you he was. He would be smiling at you every time you were acting or just standing on the set. He was so proud of you. <3
-> Joshua:
Oh so boyfriend. That's Jisoo. He would be smiling at you from the background as you slayed every line and would be shocked by the dialogue even if he already knew the script because he helped you with lines shortly before you started to film. He was friendly with the rest of the crew and other actors but he was there for you. Everyone knew that. He was so proud of you.
-> Jun:
Jun would be like a fly on the wall when you were being filmed. He would be monitoring you the whole time and his face would be very similar to how he was while watching the Spell MV. Once certain scenes were finished though he would be all smiles and would tell you how amazing you were. He was your biggest fan and everyone with half a brain cell knew it.
-> Hoshi:
(Ok so this is going to be very niche but y'all know im a swiftie/carat atp lmfao just hang with me for a second.)
Y'all know how Travis Kelce looks at Taylor Swift when she's performing or anything like that? Well, that would be Soonyoung with you. He would be staring at you with so much pride and would just have such a soft smile on his face. He would observe everything and would constantly swoon when you would come over to him in between scenes. He was your biggest fan and you along with everyone else knew it.
-> Wonwoo:
I feel like Wonwoo would be fangirling because he was on a Marvel set. Sure he was proud of you but he would just be so into the sets and the plot. If you were to be like "you like Marvel more than me," he would just scoff and say "you are literally Black Widow, I love you the mostest," or he would tease you by saying "depends on the day." Either response would cause your to roll your eyes and kiss his cheek. Overall, I feel like he would be such a supportive partner on set. He'd make sure you were hydrated. If you were sleepy he'd offer his shoulder during breaks. Just so perfect.
-> Woozi:
Even though Jihoon is more comfortable in his own home or studio, he would be at the set whenever he could be. He wanted to show you support just like you did for him. He'd be in the shadows but you would know when he was there. He would be smiling and taking pictures of you. He was just so proud of you doing what you loved and oh my god seeing you in your element was just so precious to him. He enjoyed when he could come to set.
-> DK:
On days Seokmin came to visit you on set, you would feel like a superstar. He would be so soft because this was your moment and not his. He would be watching you kick ass and just would feel so emotional seeing his baby be in her element. During takes, he would constantly compliment you and he would help you with lines if you asked. He was there for you. So many of the crew just found him so precious and would think you both were goals.
-> Mingyu:
Oh this beefcake of a MAN would have his phone out and take so many behind the scenes photos and videos of you acting. Mingyu often would tell you how proud of you he was but he showed every time he came on set. He also became basically part of the crew family. He knew all the directors and so many of the crew staff by name. When he came on set, everyone was so in love with him and his charms but his heart eyes were always directed at you, his precious lil actress.
-> Minghao:
Minghao is one of the members that goes to other members solo or group shoots to show support so naturally he would be at your shoots as well. He would be similar to Jihoon and be in the shadows but during breaks he would be near you and complimenting you. His whole attention would be on you and he just had so much pride toward you.
-> Seungkwan:
Seungkwan would treat your filming days like they were the most fun things ever. He was your personal cheerleader and your happy little pill. No matter the scene, he had such a proud smile on his face and would constantly tell you that you were doing such an amazing job. He would always have an extra iced americano on hand. Some of your coworkers would tease and call him your "assistant" instead of your boyfriend which he'd just joke back and say "isn't that the same thing basically?" lmfaoooo.
-> Vernon:
oh boy Hansol would be cheesing the whole time. When I said he would be there every step of the way I mean it. He would be basically besties with set designers and on first name basis with the director. If people had no idea who Hansol, they would assume he was working on set because that's how often he was there.
-> Dino:
Chan would be your biggest hype man ever. When you got done acting a scene he would have a bottle of water ready for you and would massage your shoulders and shit. He would constantly compliment you and would just feel so much pride. He'd also text his members things like "this movie is going to be the best." He was just so so so proud of you.
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