Sabine Callas one chance

18 | I rot in my bedroom | Valorant

[wonybelle]

Uhm... Is this even a cosplay...?

[wonybelle]

Semester is over, I can finally do everything I want!!!

*does nothing at all*

[haveyoureadthisficibookmarked]

Please, hurry, leave me, I can't breathe by CravingForChaos (Valorant)

Submitted by: Anon

Have you read this fic?

Yes, I have read it

It's in my "Marked for Later"

No, I have not read it

Remaining time: 1 day 3 hours

“Sage, the life you give…do you ever wonder where it's taken from?” It's from Sage. It has always been from Sage. She can only hope that by the time she's out of life to give, everyone else is ready to let her go. (Viper will never be ready to let her go.)

Part 1 of Sage's powers are killing her AU

Words: 179,838 | Chapters: 27/?

Submitter's note: it's ongoing, sad as hell, and extremely well written

[insert-pun-here-now]

it is breaktime, and i have had another Thought.

But since I live in a predominantly Chinese country, I grew up with the superstitions of the Chinese.

And, well, inspired by the story of a gate of one of the oldest schools in my country, what if Sage was a Tiger girl?

See, parents used to abandon their Tiger girls at that gate because girls born in the year of the Tiger were too aggressive, too independent, and was said to cause misfortune onto their families.

Then those girls grew up to be nuns (because it was a Catholic school).

And it's just hmhmhm... what if she had that, like what if she was left at the monastery young?

Because I'd always imagined her to be a deeply traditional person, to believe in the superstitions, even if like logically, no sense whatsoever.

But... yeah.

Even if her parents didn't abandon her at the monastery, there's going to be a lot of pressure, and because of that she learns how to make herself small and manageable and useful. There are the optics of keeping a Tiger girl in a deeply, deeply traditional household.

To be fair, in a deeply traditional household it already forces girls to be demure, obedient etc etc etc

But the Tiger girl part of it presses that harder on her. The awareness that they could have gotten rid of her, should have gotten rid of her, makes her want to be useful, to help. To not be the misfortune.

After all, superstitions or not, you can't get rid of something that you benefit from, right?

[bonzerhorizon]

WAIT YOU'RE SO RIGHT

but hear me out...fire horse Sage? It would fit into her calm name which could be to balance out her roots? She would have been raised to be a submissive, calm, mild girl who wouldn't dare to speak up, which would probably carry over to how she acts now, blaming herself like how her family blamed her for misfortune which befell the Protocol.

I feel like with how Sage is right now in the timeline and in her past, it would be cool to see her roots and her zodiac as i think it would provide some very nice insight into her personality and upbringing.

The fact that i specified it being fire is that girls born in this year are often seen as people who would dominate in an arranged marriage and overthrow their fathers, so i would imagine her being sent to the monastery with her birth year being lied about, showing her from young that she was Not Desirable, that she was too much, that she should become small and calm...

maybe her parents even wanted her to be born a sheep, but perhaps she came a little too early just before chinese new year and her fate was decided... :( let my girl run free aghhhh

[rapidlydecayingcorpse]

i feel like people aren't getting how dire ai is. we are running out of drinkable water. our brains aren't engaging as much with what we see and hear. people near data centers don't get clean water and experience electricity blackouts. it's being used to make pornography of underaged people and women. it often just lies. it affirms everything. it lies. it has made people kill themselves. it lies for gods sake. and people act as if im dramatic for being staunchly against it. 'now i KNOOW you hate ai and whatever, but look at this cute video' this isn't me being a new age puritan about internet videos, this is about the fucking earth and our future living on this planet. people are suffering now, people will suffer more, and my friends and parents will roll their eyes and think im annoying for despising ai so explicitly. we need to wake up because we cannot live like this

[insert-pun-here-now]

the idea that brimstone outlives the entire protocol is not leaving my head

like imagine that you are the oldest person in the entire protocol-- you imagine dying first, or at least before some people.

but then the people start falling, people young enough to be your kids. your healer, a decade younger than you, dies because she brings people back, and every time she does it cuts into her a little more.

your second-in-command, dead because she'd flown too close to the sun, or maybe she flew at it just to feel something as hot as her rage.

your daughter figure, too smart for this world, too good for it, too young pulled into a war you never started but kept perpetuating, dead because you pulled her in, didn't you?

everyone is dying, liam byrne, and when the war ends, when the ashes settle, what will you have?

you went into this thinking you would die because you're the oldest.

now you're just the only one.

isn't that ironic?

[depsidase]

[craving-for-chaos]

Update on dead Sage LMAO. I crave to move on to color, but unfortunately I have actual work I need to do....

[wonybelle]

hi I'm alive

cooked, but alive

[yum-shipper]

[bonzerhorizon]

viper chibi doodle and sagebean green yuri au?? I finished my sketchbook today (yay!!) but also realised that I dant have any new ones so I've got to survive without aghhh

[absurdlyinaccurate]

me, the motherfucker with over 50 abandoned works in progress: i have an idea

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

There’s something so uniquely terrifying about memory issues. I feel like my self is slipping away from me.

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

Here’s the thing I feel like a lot of folks don’t get: I’m not trying to forget what you said. Honestly, I really tried not to. I can’t control what I do and don’t remember—forgetting things just happens. It’s annoying for you, I know, but for me it’s distressing as hell and when you make a big deal out of it rather than just reminding me you make me feel ashamed. I’ll remember that, at least.

It costs you nothing to be kind to people with memory problems. Please. It’s scary enough without people treating memory lapses as a personal failing.

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

Hey, reblog this version instead, please!

[p4ranxoia]

THE ACT OF DOOMED BROTHERS HAS ARRIVED!

[crescentvoid3]

[grimryoper]

This one is a bit unusual but

KINGDOM HEADCANONS

I decided to write about my idea of how working in Kingdom would feel like.

Initially, Kingdom pretends to be a welcoming place. It would try to convince new people that there would be heartwarming coworkers and they would make friends. All sunshine and rainbows.

That would be Kingdom's trap to lure naive people. The reality is nothing like that. The people are cold, they see their coworkers as competition and stay alert, paying attention to every flaw so they could use that as a weapon.

Usually, the people that stay are the ones in higher positions. Not a lot of people can handle that toxic environment, it's better to leave instead of torturing yourself with those people.

I like to think that Valorant Protocol is the opposite. Of course, there will be times that you need to be more serious, it's work after all. But it is not toxic and people don't feel pressured to act like a flawless robot in front of the rest of the coworkers. It feels more like a team. Even with the members that don't really interact with each other is more comfortable than being around a "friend" in Kingdom.

[ladykvetchingradish]

I don’t kick my feet when I’m reading a good fanfiction. I kick my whole body. like a worm