Be able to talk to the three people I eat lunch with
Have a life?
I’d feel so much more confident about being social, taking chances, and do much better with change.
this internship would not be as hard as it is
Forget about nursing school and start chasing veterinary school instead.
Actually have the confidence to physically go into places to ask for a job instead of just applying online
Go out more
Be a “normal” human being
A boy. A list :]
Draw whatever I want. Draw good ideas that come to mind even if it ends up looking bad. I keep being scared of drawings coming out badly that sometimes I don’t even draw them.
Tell my mom about how I want her to look at things a different way. To reevaluate her opinions and choices and get through the trauma she’s been through. I want her to change for the better. I want her to change for me, her kid.
And there we go.
Communicate more effectively with my partner.
My god, so much.
Take the SAT
I would conquer the whole fucking world. I’d finish my college application to be a diesel mechanic. I’d travel the world. I would dress the way that makes me happy. I would ask out the guy I’m crushing on. I wouldn’t be afraid to dive head first into new things



















