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i am a problem

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I love Gavin

im so glad you love gavin. i love gavin too. have you read the things about gavin? there is much gavin to be found in there. i would love to hear anything you think about him- as a character, as a person, as a design or anything else …… i desire to know everybodys thoughts about my belongings (ocs) but of course not everybody really cares so i think you are an optimal target for a request for thoughts. if you are keen of course and no worries if you arent i understand chronic lack of thoughts. dap me up 🫱🤝🫂

im thinking about the past and thats bad

#amber and tyler and river and gabe and caitlin and hate and .. woah.. jade and blake and kerrylee and paige and nora and ashley. and quartz #and mardisol and erica and that girl what was her name? and summer and kyan and zara. and dyllan i guess. gravel i guess. raine never liked #me anyway. and karl i guess. the girl from the park with the cigarettes. alex D.#did anyone notice i was gone? why do i care? i want people to care. theres more people i used to know whos names i am sure i forget.#nevermind the life i had with my dad i go to great lengths to suppress. i guess cigarette girl is from this side.

#dont even get to have the fuckingalbumcover. OK #Spotify

please.dont leave me here in this life alone.

#i need you.i said it could be anyone and that was a fucking lie. it couldnt have been just anyone. it couldnt have been anyone else #what am i going to do for the rest of my life #im so fucking pathetic sitting here begging. if he was reading before he certainly isnt now. fuck my life

i feel so pitiful and pathetic. there is no comfort to be found

i thought about saying something and i figured id just embarrass myself so i didnt. important lesson about how things fall through your fingers if you dont close your fist around them

#……….not that hed. sighs. not allowed to be angry anymore incase this is salvageable. i need it to be salvageable

god fucking why did he do that

i say i knew but honestly i still cant tell if that even was him… maybe the patterns were fake and he just. got over it

#youd think in that case hed just let it rot like everything i sent to him though…

im sorry. i should have. i dont know. made the ultimate fool of myself and accepted the patterns to be true even if i felt crazy. i knew didnt i. but it… last time he was so obvious. i knew and i ignored it because i was scared of being wrong and the scariest thing is getting my hopes up.

one whole fucking year of silence capped off with a death.

im sorry im sorry i didnt mean it i didnt mean it

why would he come back only to do that?????he must hate me What if hes dead What if that was burying the final remnants of the phase in his life that was All that scott bullshit

#how am i meant to. What was i meant to do

i feel so horrible

#why did it have to go this way #why why why

i didnt mean it i didnt mean it i promise i was just angry i didnt mean it

is this the end? what the fuck am i going to do

he didnt even say anything

#i guess the patterns were real. fuck me

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