hi! I'm matt, and I write a lot. || he/they || ao3 is @kickthematt || come play dragalia with me! code: 25398476492 || icon and header by xaniasgrimoire!!
hey guys! my commissions are officially open once again!
my prices have been updated– it is now $9 (3 Ko-fis) base for 500 words, adding $6 (2 Ko-fis) per 500 words following. nsfw works add $6 as well! All of my examples are on my AO3 @ kickthematt !
I WILL write:
- Fluff, angst, soft sm/t
- m/m, f/f, and some m/f ships. I am selective when it comes to m/f.
- Light gore (battle scenes, some blood and cuts and bruises)
- platonic/familial relations
I WILL NOT write:
- Hardcore sm/t
- Intense gore
- children in romantic/sexual relationships, incest, general nastiness
I have the right to deny any commission without explanation.
Click on the link to go to my ko-fi! I have a goal on there that’s pretty important, and there’s a blog post about it on there, but I’ll put the details of it under a read more on this post.
The gist of it is that I’m a gay, neurodivergent, transgender man who is escaping a toxic environment, and I need every penny I can get. (CW for under readmore: white supremacy , bad family relations , bad mental health , mentions of racism)
Thank you so so much if you read, and thank you doubly if you reblog!
hey guys! my commissions are officially open once again!
my prices have been updated-- it is now $9 (3 Ko-fis) base for 500 words, adding $6 (2 Ko-fis) per 500 words following. nsfw works add $6 as well! All of my examples are on my AO3 @ kickthematt !
I WILL write:
- Fluff, angst, soft sm/t
- m/m, f/f, and some m/f ships. I am selective when it comes to m/f.
- Light gore (battle scenes, some blood and cuts and bruises)
- platonic/familial relations
I WILL NOT write:
- Hardcore sm/t
- Intense gore
- children in romantic/sexual relationships, incest, general nastiness
I have the right to deny any commission without explanation.
Click on the link to go to my ko-fi! I have a goal on there that’s pretty important, and there’s a blog post about it on there, but I’ll put the details of it under a read more on this post.
The gist of it is that I’m a gay, neurodivergent, transgender man who is escaping a toxic environment, and I need every penny I can get. (CW for under readmore: white supremacy , bad family relations , bad mental health , mentions of racism)
Thank you so so much if you read, and thank you doubly if you reblog!
(this is just pretty much copy/pasted from ko-fi)
Hey everyone!
So, as the title of this post suggests, I'm going to highlight some of the things I am currently dealing with, and shed some light on the goal that is currently on my page.
CW - White supremacy, bad family relations, bad mental health, mentions of racism
Since the beginning of the year, my parents have been going down an incredibly scary path. As white supremacy and alt-right groups have begun gaining traction and rearing their ugly heads, they have dragged my parents with them. My parents were never hateful in the past; it was only recently that they began to feed on the harmful toxicity that is radical conservatism. As a gay, neurodivergent, transgender man, this is incredibly scary for me, and it has been for a while now. Things have gotten exponentially worse recently.
My mom has begun trying to push her propaganda onto me and my brother. She defends people who want me dead. She tells me to read the literature from those who feel that I threaten the "sanctity" of the United States. She pokes and prods at me to "discuss" politics with her, despite my requests for her to not do so. She claims that I'm being tormented and brainwashed by "terrorists" and that I've grown "intolerant" in the past few years, even though all that I've been doing is being assertive in telling others to not argue with me about politics. My family watches Fox News and PragerU quite loudly, and it permeates nearly every corner of the house. Almost every hour of the day I am bombarded with calls to action to harm people I care about, with statements that are flat-out false and "facts" that I must "accept".
This has gotten to a point where I dread seeing any member of my family. I dread leaving my room, which leads to me isolating, which leads to me not taking care of myself in fear that if I leave my room once more, another "debate" will spark. It's impacted my sleep schedule, as they watch and listen to alt-right propaganda late at night. It's hard to sleep when you hear the constant rallies to harm BIPOC in the late hours of the night.
My mental health has plummeted. It's gotten to scary lows, lows that I haven't felt in years. And I need out, or I fear that I won't make it to the end of the year.
Thankfully, one of my close friends was also looking to leave their house, and we have applied for an apartment that we can move into as soon as November, as well as a grant from my local LGBTQ+ resource center to help cover the security deposit. I have the funds to get me through the next month and a half, but once moving day comes, I'm going to need everything I can get to ensure I have everything I need for being on my own. That is where the commissions come into play.
My current goal is $250 that I can use to get the essentials after moving-- groceries, cleaning supplies, hygiene products, etc. I work two other jobs as well, which definitely helps supplement what I'll need when I move, but it would be greatly appreciated if I could get some more as well.
Anything that I get through here will go straight towards those moving costs.
Thank you so much, even if you only just read this post. All I ask at this point is to be heard.
A few things I (a fanfiction writer) want you to know
I write fanfiction because I love the characters and ships I write. I’m not a published author, nor am I trying to become one. I’m here because I got obsessed with a stupid tv show. That’s it.
Kudos and/or comments fuel me more than you can imagine.
Every day, I get a ‘You’ve got Kudos!’ email. Every day, I open it. I take note of which of my fics have been given kudos. I take note of the usernames I find there. If you’ve left kudos on one of my fics before, I’ll recognize you. I take a moment to appreciate your support. I feel validated and inspired after this.
When someone comments on one of my fics for the first time, I go ‘Oh hey there, new friend. Welcome to my world.’
If you’ve commented on one of my fics more than once, I know you. I’ve checked out your profile, your works, your bookmarks. When I see your username, I feel like I’m meeting a friend. I’m like ‘This is the person who likes the same rarepair I do.’ - ‘This is the lover of fluff/smut/angst fics.’ I remember.
I read every comment I ever get, many of them more than once. I try to answer them all. I’m not always fast with that, but I promise you, I appreciate the hell out of your feedback. Sometimes people ask me why I’m grinning so dumbly down at my phone, and many times it’s because I just got a new comment. You’re making my day with this.
Sometimes I get a comment on a WIP I haven’t updated in a while, and in most cases, it motivates me to get the next chapter out. You’re reminding me why I started writing this story. You’re making me want to finish it.
When I feel down and unable to write, I go back to the comments on stories that mean a lot to me personally. They give me new life. I treasure them. You have no idea how long they stick with me.
My ask box is always open. You want to express an opinion on my writing anonymously? You have a prompt, an idea, a wish? You probably don’t know how easy I am to persuade to write something. Honestly, try it.
No fic is too old to comment on it. Never.
If you’re too shy to leave a comment, you are valid. I’m happy to have you as a reader. I’m a crazy fangirl like you. I’m dying to talk to you. If you can’t, that’s perfectly fine though.
If you don’t know what to comment, believe me when I say that it doesn’t matter as long as it isn’t rude. You’re too tired to leave a proper comment? I read fics at 2am too my friend, I understand. You don’t know how to put your thoughts into words? You can literally leave me a HI and I’ll be happy about it.
If you’re too shy to comment in English because you’re not a native speaker, you’re valid. You’re good enough to read fics in this language, you can be proud of that. I know how to use a translator. You may comment in whatever language you want to. I’m not a native speaker either, I’ve long stopped trying to sound like one. I take no shame in that.
If you have ever taken time out of your day to read one of my stories, I appreciate you so much. If you have ever hit the kudos button on one of my stories, I appreciate you so much. If you have ever written me a comment, shared your genuine feelings about my writing with me, you are responsible for a big, stupid smile on my face and a significant bit of motivation.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Dragalia Lost (Video Game)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Fritz/Vixel (Dragalia Lost)
Characters: Fritz (Dragalia Lost), Vixel (Dragalia Lost), Annelie (Dragalia Lost)
Additional Tags: Mutual Pining, Love Confessions, First Kiss, annelie makes an appearance bc i love her
Summary:
“It’s a bit astounding, to be perfectly honest. It seems like the only one who’s oblivious is Vixel himself.”
There was a small moment of silence, as Fritz pondered the thought. “...What should I do, Anne?”
“I think,” she began, turning towards him, a knowing look on her face, “...I think you should channel what nerves you have into something a bit more productive.”
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for satsu! thank you so much, i thoroughly enjoyed writing this!
warnings: none except for 1.6k words of fritz and vix kinda being idiots in love but that's not really a warning, is it?
hey commission me if you wanna maybe that’d be cool ,,uwu,,
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Dragalia Lost (Video Game)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Norwin/Orion (Dragalia Lost)
Characters: Norwin (Dragalia Lost), Orion (Dragalia Lost)
Additional Tags: Fluff and Smut, they're in love bro, like they're just in love
Summary:
above all else, orion was a romantic.
warning: some smut but per usual there's not a lot of emphasis on it
my comms are open! here’s the info!
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Dragalia Lost (Video Game), Fire Emblem Series, Fire Emblem Heroes
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Alfonse (Fire Emblem)/Euden (Dragalia Lost)
Characters: Alfonse (Fire Emblem), Euden (Dragalia Lost)
Additional Tags: Fluff, A little bit of angst, Cuddling & Snuggling, they be sleepy, this was originally for a zine but it didn't happen so now i'm posting it, sorry for the radio silence
Summary:
There is always a beginning, always an end. The cycle, the wheel, whatever one may call it-- it goes on and on. The clock’s hands turn telling time, and the sun runs through the sky. It always has, always will.
With every meeting, there is a departure. With every evening comes the sunrise.
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