bruhnabell

heyoo, yall know the drill, block dont report, ED people need a safe place to share theyre struggles too

[wouldyouliketobee]

Everyone has an intro and I wanted to make one too!

WARNINGS:

•I will mention ed and sh if you are not comfortable with that kind of stuff you should probably leave... I probably won't post or repost any graphic images of thinspo and cuts but I'll be talking about them in my vents so if that's something that is potentially harmful to you than please leave or block.

•Im not pro anything except recovery.

•this is a vent acc.

• i might mention numbers so, again if that triggers you please leave.

So a lil about me ig:

- Call me Mimi

- I used to be overweight (BMI 28.1) but recently came down to 20

- I prefer using BMI because I'm really short and helps put things in to prospective

- I'm 18

- I'm an artist and am studying art

- I joined ed tumblr bc I heard there's a big comunity here and I wanted to make friends

- I'm 3kgs from reaching my next gw :)

Thats it thanks for reading and feel free to dm!

[ghoulnextdoor]

31 Days of Horror, Day Sixteen: The Vourdalak – Unquiet Things

This was a strange combination of creepy/campy that never really leaned far enough one way or the other, suspended in a weird middle ground between nightmare and absurdity, but the story was linear enough, so it wasn’t too, too surreal.  A French nobleman stranded at an isolated manor, a vampire patriarch played by a skeletal puppet, siblings gathering garlic flowers and yew in the misty woods. Gorgeous visuals, all grain and shadow, like something that wandered out of 1970s Eastern Europe. That ending! Gosh. 

[melonnotmy]

Some old sketches from different places

[hilobiak]

[ed-recovery-affirmations]

Also just so you know, it's very punk of you to wear the styles you want to wear and to not force yourself to wait until you have a "certain kind" of body. Some people never end up living in the bodies they've envisioned, often spending their entire lives in pursuit of it. But all bodies are deserving of looks that serve (and all bodies can serve looks!) You are not the exception to this and it's punk to defy societal expectations of what types of bodies "deserve" certain aesthetics.

[wouldyouliketobee]

Almost spooky season

[thelatestkate]

Shop , Patreon , Books and Cards , Mailing List

[melgillman]

Documenting a foraging trip through my 2024 hourlies this year!

[un-monstre]

Something that I wished we talked more about is that some people who recover from eating disorders will become fat. Some people’s bodies will just naturally be a bit bigger, especially after the stress of a lifetime of disordered eating. Weight gain is value neutral and often a part of recovery, and you cannot be fatphobic without directly advocating against people recovering.

[c0ffinbunnii]

[depsidase]

another option:

turning it into a windows 95 logo is also acceptable.

[thetursithan]

And to think that it takes very little to make a child happy....

[petula-xx]

Off topic but this is too good not to share with the world!

[johanirae]

That poor excavator operator: DON'T FUCK THIS UP DON'T FUCK THIS UP

[guerrillatech]

[dolleats]

[spinabifidaoccultist-deactivate]

[vishya-vilulf]

Pictures like this are so important! I wish I would have seen more of this when I was younger. I’d have been more receptive to my body’s need for mobility aids if I had seen it in a positive light like this.

[daily-spooky]

[wouldyouliketobee]

Yesterday i had dinner with a friend i hadnt really been with since highschool, he remembered some of the rotten stuff about me. Things i did and said that were just unhinged and crazy, and I would do it in school, in front of teachers, I would talk about it to the school therapist, everyone thought I was nuts.

That period of my life is in a way highly documented in this tmbrl acc. which is even weirder. Talking about it to my family would only dismiss everything I said. I remember bawling my eyes out in front of my mother and telling her that I thought I was depressed and she laughed. To my face. Then she just screamed at me.

I felt so repressed. I still do. I surpress my every emotion until they are out of sight just to have them bashing in full force whenever my mask cracks.

Right now, I am really sad. Everyone thought I was a wreck and did nothing. Judged, thought I was this and that, talked shit, people sat on they're high and mighty chair and patted themselves on the back with they're moral superiority and did nothing to help me. I wish someone would have reached out and took care of me. Maybe that is selfish but its true. Why was everyone so mad at me for being a wreck if they didn't do anything about it.

Anyways, I'm going to be a good child. I'm going to take my meds. I'm going to eat a decent breakfast because starving myself is not the answer. I'm going to take myself small. I'm going to shrink to a dot. I won't be anyone's problem