Mariah

I love Moonlight and Louis Tomlinson 💞. She/her.

[louisandthedagger]

like father like son ♥️

[blamestyles]

[samegig]

The boy band at my time, One Direction, they just had fun. They’re just normal guys, but terrible, terrible dancers.

[indiaalphawhiskey]

I am mourning both the loss of Liam, but also the loss of the small refuge 1D offered me, in a harsh world.

Their music, their interviews, the fic — it was a tiny utopia I could retreat to, untouched by the realities of life. In those albums, in those stories, they could just be five boys, singing, having fun, making it big, loving each other, and I could suspend the biggest truth of life for the length of a song, an album, a fic: that happiness and grief often go hand-in-hand.

Now, grief has walked into my comfort zone and touched everything. It’s tried to put things back where it found them, but it’s no use. My refuge has changed and there’s no going back.

Rest in peace, Liam. I wish you had gotten the help you needed. Thank you for holding my comfort zone together, for all these years.

[tommosgun]

Interview banter

[leodette]

When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

[tommosloueh]

Louis and Liam pouring powerade on each other during Best Song Ever, 28/07/15

[mr-styles]

Harry via Instagram 🖤 - 10.17.2024

[the-type-a]

I can’t 😭

[dailytomlinson]

Louis via instagram story - 17.10

[zaynjmsource]

zayn: Love You Bro ❤️

[suitsdirection]

[dailytomlinson]

Louis' tribute to Liam via instagram - 17.10

[gerardwaysbob]

We had some good times, didn't we? We had some good tricks up our sleeve Goodbyes are bittersweet But it's not the end I'll see your face again

[meltedwings]

i’m going to log off for now and when i come back on i probably won’t say/rb anymore about it. i’m an adult with a real life and i need to cope with my emotions and then continue on. but i’ll say this. liam payne was a big part of my young life when he was also young. then he grew up and did fucked up things. he abused. and was never properly held accountable for those actions. he died a fucked up death and the people in his life, those he loved and those he harmed, are going to suffer immensely from that. i’m so sorry for them. i think our celebrity and media culture need a radical overhaul and it’s really sick to watch yet another tragedy go down. to see the consequences of the rot in the industry. peace for maya henry. peace for his family. this all just sucks.

[mutualslovelouis]

i did not once ever have a full night’s sleep from 2013-2015. nothing new to say that hasn’t already been said but it was so fucking fun being a one direction fan while they were still releasing albums/touring. can’t even put it into words or describe it. u were constantly terrorized while also having the best time of ur life.

[sadaveniren]

Thank you 1D for bringing me some of the best friends and fandom community I could have ever asked for. Everyone I have met because of this band has meant so much to me. I love you all.