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Kay | 28 | Taurus | INFP Queer | They/Them Catch me in a new obsession each month

[inacatastrophicmind]

Heterosexual behavior

[pinkypixie23]

enjoy a lil WIP hucklerobby laying in a field 🌾

[koifee]

Am I comfortable in silence?

[noah-wyles]

[puppiegracie]

"is that your final lesson to these kids?"

is what's gonna make him stay. btw. you can see it on his face. that was the thing to say. Robby doesn't care about himself. although he's been very shit at showing it this shift, he does care about others. these are his people. this is his department. this hospital contains the "best things he's ever done."

he wants to leave it better than he found it, he wants his students to do better than him. but the implication of this being his "final lesson" is gutting. and that did get to him. oh, it pierced straight through. he's grappling with how tortuous it is to live in his mind and how badly he does not want to fail his students yet again, how deeply he cares about them. fuuuuckkkkk

[puppiegracie]

actually i will start crying again if I think about the fact that it really didn't take robby all that much to open up. that it really took just the slightest tap and he was breaking. duke really seeing him, fully acknowledging the severity of his shit, talking quiet, extending empathy, extending friendship and connection.

and it didn't take that fucking much. he didn't have to torture it out of Robby. he was just firm and kind. not beating around the bush like jack has done and not harsh like dana and not vague like cassie.

saying I see what you're doing. I know what you're thinking. are you sure?

and that's all it took to get a little more out of Robby. a moment of actual genuine vulnerability. a verbal admittance of how bad it's starting to get. how much he needs this hospital but how much it's killing him.

and it is partially because Robby is so tired, and it gets so hard. he's keeping up all his anger to mask the hurt but that's exhausting. and it's harder and harder to keep it back. so the second a listening ear is extended by someone who's been safe for him he's laying it out. oh Robby they could never make me hate you. what a deeply human character.

[enabuns]

Sorry y'all I wasn't aware of the weird cropping!! Thanks to the cuties who let me know and sorry about the repost 🥴

[thememedaddy]

[playwrongs]

Stephen King’s Fujo

[pangur-and-grim]

the club moss I got for my terrarium is dying, despite being lovingly packed into organic soil with oven-fried leaf litter and bioactive springtails and isopods, and meanwhile in my fridge my fuck ass onions are sending out bright green shoots as happy as could be in their cold dark box of fucking nothing

[pangur-and-grim]

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

[kholdseid]

[starboymuse]

if we’re being honest some of you should stop watching the show entirely with how you're treating robby as a character and noah wyle as a human being.

it’s obviously lost on too many of you that not only is this a television show but he doesn’t hold the reigns for every casting decision and script. the purpose of his behavior is to show the evident self destruction of suicidal ideation by self burnout and how that reflects in interactions with the ppl around him. sorry that it doesn’t benefit your ship or your favorite fictional character but if the messaging is that far gone to you and your initial response is to call him racist, misogynistic and to constantly shit on his character then clearly its not the show for you.

ppl are allowed to sympathize and explain the reasoning behind robby’s nuanced behavior. ppl are allowed to defend him without you making it an argument about his internalized sexism.

what fictional characters are doing on a fictional show doesn’t give you the right to center online discourse on a real persons integrity.

[thematicparallel]

they'll never escape what they're made up of

[noah-wyles]

michael robinavitch being your favourite character isn't for the faint of heart. you truly see the ugliness in human hearts in the way they react to a character undergoing enormous mental strain.

yes. robby is acting like an asshole. his behaviour is erratic. he's speaking to his residents/attendings (male and female) unprofessionally and cruelly. he's lashing out and speaking strangely enough to cause concern. he's not thinking correctly so he's making rash decisions and causing upheaval in an already fragile working system.

robby at the same time has also for the past 12 hours shown rising signs of unsteadiness, irritability, nuance, a lack of due diligence and care, favouritism in low ranking interns, and clear signs of suicidal ideation in the way he speaks and his manner. in the last two episodes he's been shown close to tears and breaking point 5 times.

this is a man who been thoroughly traumatised by the healthcare system and the pandemic and losing his mentor in such traumatic way whilst having no stable support around him with family and friends. he's the best example i've ever seen of mental deterioration on a scale like this. but all you'll see is people seeing that 'ugliness' and they'll react with contempt and a wish for him to 'kill himself' because it's easier to view a character self destructing on a unprecedented level as dead instead of understanding why he's acting the way he is. or 'well i suffer with mental health and i'd never react like that!' good for you. i honestly hope you never get to a situation where your brain turns you into what society would deem an 'unredeemable monster'.

you don't have to like him and you can hate him all you want but people need to remove their black and white mindset and understand he's not doing all this to simply be 'evil' - his brain is sick.

[motherfucker-somewhat-limited]

when I choose the most popular response in a subjective tumblr poll: oh hell yeah I chose the correct response. I am going to get a good grade in tumblr poll, a thing that is normal to want and possible to achieve.

when I choose the least popular response in a subjective tumblr poll: I am a tastemaker. a trailblazer. avant-garde. the uncultured masses cannot fathom the secret depths of my genius.

[cafffine]

woke up this morning, rolled over, and very confidently tried to blow out my alarm clock like a candle. absolutely no precedent for that.

[rumplefuckingstiltzkin]

Ebeneezer in 1742 wakes with a start as for some reason he has put out his guttering candle by slapping atop it ith the palm of his hand. His hand is burned and his nightgown and cap are spattered with hot wax.

[feyosha]

Fascinated by the perceived necessity of an Equivalent Exchange

[peachylu-art]

emotional support dog

[crowshaped]

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