the worst thing ever

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intro I guess

this is the evil alt of @clinicallycitrus

this will mainly be more of a vent account, where I post my more disturbing/sad/scary shit and just general sad stuff on my mind

this account will obviously go over topics like self hsrm, and mental health issues, dont get mad when I'm actively training about me almost relapsing

also stuff relating to system shit ok

basic dni, dont bring any drama or discourse here or I will blow you up

goobye

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im gonna do every suicide method dude

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why don't you love me? why don't you care about me? please love me

please love me

please love me

please love me

please love me

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i think I am truly rotting

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i feel like everyone kinda hates eachother or something like that, like my friends really hate eachother but its not nice to just say "hey I don't like you" so people just pretend to be fine but they have resentment in them, maybe this is just my brain being weird but yeah

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I MISS MY HEADMATES I MISS MY FRIENDS IM SORRY WHY oh my God I need 2 end it so badly or like restart dude let me restart please like this isn't even fair I miss talking to them and laughing over shitty fanfics and silly jokes we made up and funny inside jokes and creating chaos but no I had to FUCK IT ALLLLLL UP BECAUSE GOD FORBID I DO ANYTHING RIGHT

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my parents were right I'll hurt everyone due to me hurting myself dude

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IM ENDING IT WHO CHEERED 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳 🥳

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my dad was saying how he also has scars due to cutting himself and like he said his was worse, I've only made it to like styro, DID THIS BITCH MANAGE TO GO TO BEANS OR SOME SHIT WHAT THE FUCK

one upped by my dad sobb

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God I hate everyone who has a partner yeah must be so fucking nice having someone who cares about you and loves you and genuinely wants to spend time with you must be sooooo nice huh man fuck you

I might be a chud holy shit

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i miss when I was in psychosis or whatever that shit was because people actually cared and I could cut myself and nobody cared and I tried attempted and nobody cared I know its weird but I miss it so much

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im probably gonna cut myself haha 3 months wasted lol

i need to see my blood to know I truly deserve to suffer

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Can I get groomed please I'm not that unlikable right I'm prime for picking please groom me specifically like if your like 17 or 18 or whatever ok that k you

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coughs i forgot i had this account maybe i should actually use this instead of ventingon main

anyways inmight cut myself sagain i have 2 razors left because fuck everyone

hey you reading this, yeah you buddy, the one with the partner or your sstupid happyy go lucky friend/friendgofup, yeah i hope that shit burns down o eh fucking ground, i hope they all fucking leave, i hope you feel geniune misery because fuck you i dont give a shit anymore everyone else can be happy but me i hope everyone reading this ends their life slit your throat FUCKING DIE YOUR RETARDS

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everyone getting partners everyone gettin new friends and im still same old wren who never changes and is losing more people, im worthless idiotic and ill never find love or anything close to it how sad, the only form of physically contact is getting groped by my mom or having nightmares about me getting raped

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you look through all my fucking shut and scream at me saying I'm not mentally ill and have thr fucking audacity to cry and treat me like a fucking baby? I hope your fucking sickness takes over you and you die painfully you bitch you have ruined my life and my mental health so badly I can never go back to how I was

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I kinda think nobody will gaf if I actually did end it except for like 2 people I guess being the side character really helps