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𝚜𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎

[sacredwhores]

Edward Dmytryk - Mirage (1965)

[themushroomcottage]

Oh to be a tiny fairy sitting on a flower petal in a field of buttercups.

[wretchedhearted]

Hey everyone,   I didn't abandon this blog I just literally forgot to mention... at all... that I was moving??   So,   I haven't had wifi in weeks, briefly didn’t have any heat, got sick pretty much immediately after getting into the new place  (without any of my stuff)   and have been sleeping on the floor for weeks now.   I've been dealing with a lot.

Anyways,   I miss y’all!   I miss writing!!!!   Hope everyone is doing well, and I will definitely be coming back here the moment I can,   I'm just incredibly tied up with real life shit at the moment.   Feel free to leave me  IMs, messages, memes, starters, etc.  for when I get back if you want to.   Idk,   it'd be nice ig if anyone feels like doing so.

[soracities]

A tired man, when he laughed he seemed absolutely alone on Earth.

Ilya Kaminsky, from ‘Travelling Musicians’ (‘Isaac Babel’), Dancing in Odessa (via soracities)

[anonycost]

[wretchedhearted]

[wretchedhearted]

⤏ send me “plots please”

... and I’ll respond with  3  (or more)  interesting  plots / relationships / connections  I can think of for our muses!   There is  no pressure  for us to write any of them,   but it’s a great starting point for you to get a sense of how I think our muses might interact and what sorts of plots I’m most interested in happening between them  -  so don’t be shy!

for multimuse blogs make sure to specify who you’re looking to plot with

[wishbzne-deactivated20210526]

Don’t say mourning. It’s too psychoanalytic. I’m not mourning. I’m suffering.

Roland Barthes, from Mourning Diary (via wishbzne)

[wretchedhearted]

hi i haven’t had anything to respond to for a couple of weeks,  so that’s why I haven’t been on here,  but i’m ready to go in search of new things now if anyone is ... ,., alive

[kafk-a]

Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.

Louise Erdrich, from The Painted Drum (via kafk-a)

[untrustyou]

[wretchedhearted]

@maelsong​​    sent:    D - I - R - T - Y for Georgie 👀 the dirty alphabet game      accepting for all muses!

Georgie is much more dominant than submissive !   Not in a super over-bearing way, but she’s usually in control and more comfortable taking the lead / making the first move - also definitely more of a top, though she’s pretty versatile.   She enjoys calling the shots and trying to make her partners happy;   she takes a lot of pride in being able to do that.

She’s for sure into spanking  (mostly giving, a little bit of receiving.   Especially in the heat of the moment),   and she's also a casual ass-slapper - like just doesn’t even think twice, she sees the ass?   gotta show some appreciation.   Also this isn’t an answer to a question but she’s super into marking, namely love bites, and I just feel like I gotta say that.

She’s been a one-night-stand / casual hook-ups girl for a long time.   The whole relationship / monogamy thing never clicked with her before, not that she didn’t meet people she thought very highly of, but she’s a very flighty person and always thought it would be cruel to everyone involved if she pretended she could settle down  (physically as much as emotionally)  and keep up a routine of any kind.   Georgie is nothing if she is not spontaneous!   It’s all about wild new fun ideas like fingering her partner in a diner with 12 other patrons sitting around - deciding in the middle of sex that they should try some crazy tantric thing she barely knows anything about - or flashing them in some public place???   

Idk man, she loves to shake things up and get out of her comfort zone.

When it comes to pet-names Georgie likes being called honey !!!   Even though she’s heard it a lot over the years she just really likes it, it’s so soft and sweet.   She’s really big on pet-names in general so she’ll use anything from ‘lovebug’ to ‘sweetness’.   It depends on the day and the person and if she knows if they have a preference - she’s also very playful of course so she’ll give people nicknames they hate because it’s fun to watch them get annoyed and frustrated sidfjosi,   sorry about it @ morgan,   this is your future.

Which is ridiculous because if someone does that to her she’s like uhhhh??   rude.

[mouroes]

[wretchedhearted]

@pinegum​​   sent:   A ( Alone Time ) for Gideon ? the dirty alphabet game      accepting for all muses!

Touching yourself is a dirty nasty sin and gideon will absolutely pretend he’s never done it if he has to!!!!!   in reality though he really does try not to masturbate,   and if he does succumb to the devil’s temptations™ he frequently gets himself close to orgasm and then stops because it’s the big finish that freaks him out and makes him feel REALLY guilty, more than the lead up to it?   he also does NOT watch porn and has only very very briefly seen any back when he was in like middle school because some kids were like hey gideon look this is a PUSSY !!!! and gideon got them all sent to the principle like a good little snitch lmao.

He’s a very modest person and tries to do the least complicated methods for climaxing - nowadays it’s usually just him and his hand in the dark in his bed at night,   though because when he was young and first desperately struggling with his urges he would grind to satisfy himself  (subtle shifts back and forth on a hard pew, for instance)   he still sometimes just cups his hand around himself in bed and grinds until he either has to stop or gets off and then feels terrible about it, and apologizes to god!!!

He has NEVER done any uh, unnecessary exploration  (toys, self-penetration, etc.),   and tries very hard not to come up with sexual fantasies while he’s touching himself, because he thinks that’s like Extra dirty and poisoning to your mind - but he of course is not that strong, and has always had a few recurrent thoughts during this activity  (such as the many youth pastors and what not that he had massive crushes on when he was younger).

[wretchedhearted]

scarlett ,   frczenyogurt‌.

Nice? Not that she hadn’t heard that before, but she was aware it was not the first characteristic tied to her when talking to a complete stranger. Still, she took the compliment in stride. Scarlett laughed and shook her head as if the young person told her a joke. She eyed them up and down, smiling at them pitifully. “Honey, no offense, but I know you can’t afford this top.” Based on their current attire she was surprised that they could afford just to walk around in this area. Unaware of their previous reaction to her touch, she placed a hand on their shoulder, eyes softening (in pity, most likely). “That’s why I’m buying it for you. No ‘ifs’, ‘ands’ or ‘buts’ about it.” She strutted toward the fitting room area and cleared out one, without concern if it was still in use or not, then placed the blouse on the rack before returning. “I’m Scarlett, by the way. And today, I’m your fairy godmother. You can get whatever you want as long as a single item isn’t over five hundred dollars; I do have boundaries.”

To hear that his low station in life is apparent to strangers upon first glance is a painful thing;   it starts in his gut like the aftermath of a sucker-punch and fills his shoes with an icy sensation, slippery, like he could stumble if he dares to take a step.   

It’s particularly unclear to him how he is supposed to act once she reaches the root of her intentions - generous and yet insensitive,   Gideon hasn’t had enough experience with generosity to understand what this means.   “Is this something you do,   go around spending money on people you don’t know?   Poor people.”   The last two words are distinctly ugly in their delivery,   like there’s maliciousness in poverty.   

“I don’t want to be rude,   but I don’t think... I don’t see why you would bother doing that - Why are you?”   Especially for someone like himself;   Gideon can’t see any reason why anyone would see potential in him, or want to make him happy.

He’s not beautiful, or charming.   There’s nothing he can offer her in return.

[wretchedhearted]

@pinegum​​​   sent:   D ( Dominance ) & T ( Top or Bottom ) for Gideon ? the dirty alphabet game      accepting for all muses!

An absolute brat of a dom!   always needs to be in control and freaks out if he’s not  (gets overwhelmed and very angry sometimes).   Doesn’t handle being pushed around well at aLLLLL  (though this is a non-sexual example:   this is a part of the reason he hated his step father so much because he was an authoritarian ex-military asshole, and Gideon cannot and will not relinquish his sense of superiority for any reason!!).

If you try to tell Gideon what to do he will simply... not do that and tell you you’re an idiot, instead.  Darcy can get away with giving some direction because of Gideon explicitly having said that he actually wants Darcy to teach him stuff,   but if Darcy’s tone is wrong?   He’s gonna get roasted and Gideon is going to die on that hill.

As for the subject of topping/bottoming, Gideon is very very inexperienced  (a virgin)  but I think it highly depends on the person he’s with.   So, because of Darcy’s interest in topping him Gideon is finding that idea really tantalizing and is more and more intrigued by what it might feel like to let it happen?  It’s very scary for him though  (Darcy’s hands alone give him major anxiety because his fingers have no business being that thick, it’s just not okay),   and he of course has a LOT of shame about the idea of bottoming for a man.

Not to mention that at this point, he’s 25 and to finally become a ‘sex having’ person  (in particular a penetrative sex having person), would be a pretty big part of his identity being nullified, and he wouldn’t necessarily know how to handle that change.

He can’t really imagine being comfortable with / interested in topping someone, but it’s not something he’s against, just not something he’s super into, and of course as an amab nb person it’s always an unsettling notion that if you perform the sexual role that’s projected onto you anyways, that you’re betraying who you really are, yadda yadda. So there’s a certain level of resistance there that isn’t necessary, but if he doesn’t feel like he’s being seen as a person before his gender / sexuality then it can really fuck with his head.

[wretchedhearted]

@pinegum​   sent:   C ( Crying ) for any muse(s) ? the dirty alphabet game      accepting for all muses!

gideon.   I think he would............................ melt if darcy full on cried in front of him at this point????   like he’s already seen him tear up and get emotional and that was a very startling thing for him,   but it came at a very chaotic moment.   if it happened in a more relaxed setting  (just picturing darcy crying at a sad movie or something and now i’m laughing sdifjsdof)  gideon would be like hey uh suddenly we have to kiss on the mouth!?!?   Because human emotion can sometimes be a very charming and strange oddity to Gideon, especially from someone he really just doesn’t expect to be so in touch with their feelings.

georgie.   Seeing girls cry makes georgie want to fight the whole god damn world  (women are to be protected at all costs even if they’re incredibly beautiful when their faces are all reddened and puffy from crying and their lashes get thick with tears... and they look at you like you could be the answer to all their problems... uhh)  but also go down on them until they’re crying for a different reason!!??!!! so.   And Georgie is not a crier at all, not even in her every day life,   though that’s not to say she doesn’t ever cry she just doesn’t want to be ‘like that’ and tries to bully herself out of it - never cries in front of anyone. Ever.   She’s definitely turned off by very heartfelt sobbing though, I don’t know if anything could make her switch gears quite as fast as that.

damarion.   Absolutely cries when he cums lmao that’s all i’m gonna say about him.   Not even gonna justify this with a proper explanation.

arthur.   I think he’d actually just be very endeared / attached to someone if they were really emotionally vulnerable like that in front of him.   not that anyone wants that, because then he’ll probably decide he wants to abduct and keep you in his basement for 35 years until he dies alone upstairs and when the smell is finally reported they come and find the two of your bodies  (because he wasn’t alive to feed you and stuff)  and are like well fuck, this is awkward.   so maybe keep it together when you’re around him if that’s not your thing???