I am lost without you And that kills me more than anything To grieve the death Of the person you thought you knew While the person they are lives on Is a pain I never thought I would know I trusted you with all of me You took that gift and destroyed it I lost a lot when I left the faith But I lost everything when I left you August 1st will forever haunt me Because that is the day I took a stand I spent my whole life trying to get you to listen But you refused "YOU HURT ME TOO" You screamed back But the things you refer to are when I was a child Still new to this world Still trying to learn Begging you to believe me And what kind of mother makes their child beg For love For understanding For patience We are better off this way I can feel it in my bones The weight of you is lifted But the pain still feels unbearable Emotions have never been my strength And missing you Despite feeling like I can breathe for the first time Is one of the most confusing feelings I hate myself for loving you And you hated me for being born I am lost without you And that kills me more than anything -R.M. 11/01/2025









