I'm Leaving. Don't Know What That Means Yet.

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If by this point I’m not back, i’m not coming back. Thank you so much to all of you who supported me. 

And @scholarlypidgeot, I just want you to know - please don’t feel bad about anything that happened. I’m sorry.

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Good-bye

@the-ichor-of-ruination @scholarlypidgeot @distance-does-not-matter

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IZZY?? What happened??

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@scholarlypidgeot

I made someone uncomfortable without meaning too so now I’m leaving.

I’d rather have my own life ruined than to make someone uncomfortable.

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Please forgive me, but.... that’s stupid. Why should they matter more than everybody else that wants you to stay? So what? People make mistakes? Did you make a mistake? It means you’re a person. It’s not a big deal. It’s really not. I can’t stay for long, so I don’t have time to list all the reasons you should stay. But I can tell you that this? This!? It’s a stupid reason to leave. No matter how many people you’ve accidentally made uncomfortable, you have to remember that WE LOVE YOU STILL. Because WE DO.

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I guess I’m not as good at this writing thing as I thought

I don’t know how to do the writing thing…..

I don’t know how else to get my stuff out there without tagging people or sending them asks.

But I also don’t wanna make ppl uncomfortable.

I give up.

I’m done.

I’m deleting in an hour.

Good-bye

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Izzy. Don’t.

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To everybody asking ‘why’:

If I knew, I’d fix it. But I don’t.

I know it’s my family. Everybody who’s abused me, emotionally, physically, and verbally. To the people who told me I should be raped and shot, in real life, to my face. To that anon. To all the 97 anons I deleted today. To one of my closest mutuals, even though it wasn’t her fault, who made me cry today. To my professor. To my ‘friends’. 

Family can’t be escaped. School can’t be escaped. But Tumblr can. That’s why I’m leaving.

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Stay

i can’t, i’m sorry

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Are you going to die? Please don't

I am going to leave. Not sure what that means yet.

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I have very important message for you: You rock! Hope your day was better than the last one!

perhaps

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Hi I hope you have a nice day!

too late; will keep that prayer in mind though

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Dying is an art, like everything else.

Sylvia Plath

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WELCOME TO THE CELL

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Ahhhh…I wanna write something for TWWL but I dont know what…

by this I mean that I just want to write spice

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MESSAGE ME @cheshireinunderland

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“I’m pretty sure we aren’t in North Dakota anymore.”

“How the hell would you know that?” Apollo looked at her out of the corner of his eye.

“We just went past a sign that said Manitoba. That’s in Canada. Besides,” Astra looked up from the map she’d been bent over, “it says so on the map.”

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YeS

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sometimes you write a 43 word sentence but it’s okay

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There are times when one, as a writer, happens to create sentences that can be up to or upwards of 43 words in length, and while that can seem like a lot, I just wanted to assure you that it is totally okay.

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Reblog if I can send you an in-character ask

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I miss you little sis <3

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Sorry Izzy! i was having a bad week. :)

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2. What’s your favorite thing about your WIP?

…which one?

I’ll go with Jalousie. My fave thing about it is how beautiful and dramatic the story is. What’s yours @gottaenjoythelittlethingzz?

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For The Reaper’s Only Daugther, it’s probably that I’m trying new things while writing it. I’m failing and growing through writing this project.

I was a stranger to dialogue nearly a year ago, but I’m gradually improving with each scene and each edit.

If you had asked me 3 years ago, I would have said I’d never write romance because I was new to writing and it was foreign to me. I also wouldn’t have written death scenes or major overarching plot lines. I didn’t think I was capable of writing impactful conflict between characters. I didn’t think it was for me.

I thought I was only capable of writing short, fun, easy stories. But TROD has shown me that I’m capable of much more.

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That’s cool & I’m so proud of you! 🌞

I feel stupid now because I meant to ask what your favorite thing about my WIP was but I’m always happy to hear about TROD.

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did you yeet today or did today yeet you?