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Soulmates Ch. 3

Warnings: HOLY FUCK THIS FIC IS GOING TO BE FUCKED UP. I’m talking stalking, voyeurism, forced exhibitionism, kidnapping, rape, noncon everything, brainwashing, mental deterioration in every chapter. Pregnancy in later chapters. Explicit to the max. I will be tagging literally everything and putting my warnings at the beginning, so there is no way in hell you don’t know what this story is gonna contain, this is a purely sexual fantasy story, complaints will be ignored.

Rating: Explicit

You gave your keys to your landlord as the movers put in the last of your belongings and smiled. “Thank you so much.”

He gave a grin and a nod. “Safe travels.”

The movers, all three women, had your things in a truck and a large van for you to hitch a ride with. You had only walked or taken public transportation to work so Kylo arranged for another car.

You pulled out your phone to text him as they started to strap your things down.

“I’m gonna head out soon.”

“Be safe love, wish I could be there to see you off but I’ve got pressing matters.”

“Don’t worry, we had lots of time, and I’ll see you before I know it <3.”

“I know dear, take care.”

Your heart thumped when you read his texts, he was so unbelievably sweet for the past two days, even through just texts and calls. The beginnings of the relationship were already looking bright, even if you were leaving. The closing of the trunks brought your attention away and one of the movers walked up to you.

“All ready for the road?” She asked.

You nodded, tucking your phone away in your pocket. “Yep. Thank you.”

You go to the van side and jump in, buckling up. Before you know it, you’re on the move, your eyes lingered on your now former home. You drove up hills, navigating away from the city, you can see the building you used to work in stand proudly, not too far away is the building where the rooftop cafe you and Kylo had made it official. But they disappeared behind the trees leading out of the city. You felt your chest tense with nerves and excitement, you were on your way to your new life.

“Everything okay?” The driver asked with a side glance.

“Yes… It’s just… Such a huge change.” You admitted as you laid back in the seat. “A little nervous.

“No sweat, that’s common, but change is good,” She put her arm behind her seat and banged on something hollow. “Got drinks if you want, staying hydrated calms the nerves. Your boss… Boyfriend? Made sure to have your favorites.”

You bend over and open the cooler to see some of your favorite juices, teas, and sodas. While it was admittedly odd that Kylo could remember what you liked, it was sweet that he did, he was really smart so you assumed memorizing these things just came easy. You grabbed a juice and cracked it open, waiting for a still area to take a deep drink.

“Yum, thank you.” You slowly began to sip at the drink for some time, checking your phone to listen to music and watch videos.

It was fifteen minutes in when you could feel your eyelids start to weigh down. You tried to blink away the drowsiness, you wanted to see the drive, but then you felt your muscles untense, the grip on your phone loosening. Maybe you had burned so much energy the past month and you were exhausted before you knew it?

You turned to the mover. “Hey… I’m gonna…” You found yourself mumbling. “Take a nap.”

“No problem, you’ll wake up at your new place.”

You nodded softly, before you closed your eyes and let yourself slip into a deep sleep.

Just in time to miss the fact they made a wrong turn.

To you anyway.

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Kylo fidgeted as he saw the truck and van approach the house. As soon as the van parked he rushed over to the passenger side and flung it open, he saw you there, quietly sleeping. He unbuckled you as the movers came around, then pulled you so you could lay in his arms. His eyes scanned your body, heart pulsing, you looked so beautiful, so helpless… He had to protect you at all costs.

“Here she is, unhurt.” One of the movers said.

Kylo swept your hair back. “Just unload everything into the second garage. I can take care of things from there.”

He carried you inside before gently resting you on the couch, kissing your still lips gently. “I love you so much, I promise you’ll be happy here.”

He left you to check his laptop. He hadn’t deleted your work email, made sure to send all your exchanges from there. It was only a matter of time to make sure that there were no ties to that cursed opportunity; buying out and shutting down corporations, throwing enough money to keep people quiet, middlemen like the movers to ensure he couldn’t be traced to your disappearance. It was all perfect.

His eyes flicked back to you, smiling gently. “Welcome home love.”

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You yawned as you began to awake, you felt fuzzier than you usually did when you woke up, stirring around to stretch your limbs, eyes still closed. You couldn’t move. Your breath hitched and quickened, how did you have so much room? How were you laying down? You managed to crack open your eyes, it was dark. This wasn’t the van.

“Hey... It’s okay...” A soft voice murmured. “You’re okay now...” Large fingertips ghosted over your forehead.

Your eyes blinked awake in an almost drunken state, your eyes still blurry from whatever drug you were on. You could make out the large sitting figure at the side of what felt like a large fancy bed. They tilted their head before perking up in realization.

“Sorry, it’s a bit bright.” They pulled out a small white remote attached to the side frame of the bed, and hit a button a few times. The light slowly started to dim and you could start to make out shapes clearer and clearer. You trembled, looking at the face of your captor, a man you could see now. You tried to scoot away, to bolt, to run, but as you tried to move your arm it felt weighty, sluggish. Your elbow buckled and you fell back onto the bed.

You couldn’t get away.

He moved closer, gently reaching out his large warm hand to grab yours, as if to stay you. “Wait... It’s okay...” He climbed onto the bed.

Your heart raced, you tried to part your lips to scream but it just came out as a small. “No...”

He straddled you by the thighs, then gently pinned your arms above you and moved inches away from your face. The first thing you noticed was familiar olive brown eyes staring into yours, the moles dotting his face, the fluffy black hair framed around his face... No...

“Kylo?” You murmured out.

No no no, this can’t be happening. It’s a dream. A nightmare. A representation of your regret leaving his company, leaving his side so soon after his confession. He didn’t kidnap you. He wouldn’t kidnap you, he wouldn’t-

“Yes...” He replied, gently stroking the side of your cheek. “Don’t worry, you’ll start to regain more movement soon. But...” His hands traced down to your neck, gently grazing sensitive skin that made you twitch ever so slightly. He smiled sweetly at this. “Yes... You can still feel...”

Your eyes widened, you froze out of sheer shock. You tried again to move away, shift your legs to run, to kick. But you weakly lifted it only for it to fall back down. He looked at you with a slight frown, and something that resembled pity.

“Sorry, you’ll still be weak for a few more hours...”

He wrapped one of his massive arms around the small of your back, the other around your knee, and he gently sat you up against a mound of pillows. Your eyes flicked to them, they widened when you recognized most of them as your pillows that you had packed away already.

Your moving van.

Your eyes began to search around the room. It was unfamiliar, much larger than your normal bedroom, hell it looked half the size of your apartment, but as you flicked around you could see a lot of your personal objects: stuffed animals, chairs, pictures, posters, books, meticulously arranged to be similar to how you displayed them in your home.

Kylo had never been to your home.

A gentle hand stroked the side of your face and pulled you back to the situation, Kylo’s lips were centimeters away from yours, but he moved back suddenly, he looked down, almost ashamed. He looked back up at you.

“... I didn’t want you to go...” He said softly. “I didn’t want you to leave me... “ He leaned in and gave a soft kiss, akin to the one you had given him a few days ago. “But it’s okay… I know you didn’t want to either.”

“Kylo… I did want to go!” You cried out, trying to squirm out of his grasp.

His brows furrowed and his grip tightened, not enough to hurt. Yet. Your thoughts raced, trying to think of something, anything to get leverage over him. There was no way he could get away with this.

“Kylo, my job will know I’m missing, the landlord of my apartment… You can’t keep me here!” You yelled with a stern voice.

Kylo paused and he reached over to the side of the bed and pulled out what you recognize as your phone. You tried to jump and make a grab for it, but the drugs weighed you down and you couldn’t even lift your arm up to its full extent. Kylo easily unlocked your phone and navigated it, before finding something he was looking for. He pressed it, and you heard the dial tone of your voice messages.

“Hello? Oh, I hope I can reach you before.” You recognized the voice of the hiring manager. “Normally I would wait until you picked up but it’s urgent. Our company was bought out by someone else and… They froze all hiring and since you didn’t start, you counted for the cutoff. Don’t worry, though, they negotiated with your landlord and are willing to pay for you to live there before moving elsewhere, and even some severance pay for you. So sorry, get back as soon as you can. We really hope to work with you in the future. Have a nice week.”

Your mouth fell agape in horror, a vortex of burning rage, sickening fear, and crushing sadness swirled inside you.

Kylo simply reached over to squeeze your hand. “I had an overseas subsidiary buy your company… Among other things, just know that it’s all taken care of. They won’t know what happened, nor miss you. It’s hard to understand now… But they were taking you away from me, you wouldn’t have been happy.” He took your other hand and held both in his. “I could tell, we belong together.” He leaned down, pressing his head against yours. “I know you don’t know it yet… But you will.”

Your heart pounded, head feeling like it was being crushed by the weight of sheer insanity and horror. You closed your eyes sobbing, tears streaming down your face. You let out a soft cry, just a few days ago you had melted into his arms, but now all you wanted to do was sob and get away from him. You shook your head, breathing sharply as your heart pounded against your chest, it felt like your throat was being crushed. He frowned at this, he leaned over and gently swept your hair to the side and kissed your temple.

“Please calm down love, I’m begging you.”

It was almost hilarious, after learning he had manipulated your life and took you away from your dreams, wanting you to calm down. If you could move, you would kill him, choke him, he couldn’t get away with this. Somehow, you managed to form a coherent logical thought, you couldn’t do anything, he was larger and stronger than you. As much as you hated the thought, you had to play along. You let your breaths grow deeper and slower, heartbeat slowing.

“There Kylo… I’m calm.” You managed to state.

His face softened in relief and he gently stroked your face.

“I’m here for you, always.” He captured your chin and pulled you in for a kiss again, with more fervor, pressing his body against you. You could feel the heat coming off him, the thick broadness of his chest, the thumping of his heart.

One hand snaked down your back, before resting on your lower back, the other knotted in your hair, pressing your body against his. You wanted to shove him away, but with the drugs your efforts were futile. You fell limp in his arms, and hoped to just make him lose interest. He pulled back, and you avoided his gaze, which made him gently turn your head towards him.

“You make me so happy… Ever since our kiss I wanted to just have you close, just like this, forever.” He said, keeping your face from turning away.

Forever.

The word terrified you. You couldn’t stand being here with him for another moment, but he had obviously planned otherwise.

“I want you... All of you tonight…”

Your eyes widened with fear, your stomach dropped, you slowly shook your head. “No... No...” You cried, more tears starting to form.

He looked distressed for a moment, frowning with furrowed brows, but he kissed you again, as if he could magically change your mind.

“I’ll make you happy, I promise.” His smile never left his lips, but then he bit them in thought. “I’ve read your medical records... You put ‘no sexual activity’ at your last gynecologist visit this year… And I followed and always watched to see if any man dared to be interested in you…” He traced the back of his finger to your cheek. “I want to have every single part of you…”

Your heart felt like it stopped, but you wish it actually did.

“I love you... And believe it or not...” He blushed pink, almost as if he was innocent or embarrassed. “I haven't either.” He sat up, and got off the bed before walking to a drawer.

You can’t quite see it due to the drugs, but you heard something unlock, then a couple glass bottles clinked. He walked over and pulled a stool over and you can see what’s in his hands, a small labeled medicinal bottle, and he was holding a syringe. Panic jolted through your body, and your adrenaline made your heart leap.

“Ky… Kylo what is that?” You managed to ask with a shaking voice.

He looked at you and then showed you the label. “Depo-Provera. Injectable birth control.”

The reality hit you like a ton of bricks and you closed your eyes, and let out a sob. “No… Kylo please no…”

“I promise that this version is much safer, very low bone weakening risk, and I’ll keep a careful eye on your ovaries so there’s no problem.” But then he looked at you with soft, wide eyes, and then gave a slight smile. “Unless… You wouldn’t mind if we had a baby early?”

His tone was so light, playful, hopeful. The empty, twisting pit in your stomach almost made you gag at his words, but you knew better than to. Keeping your eyes closed, you shook your head again. If this was happening, you didn’t want to get pregnant on top of it.

“No… Go ahead…”

Kylo ghosted your cheek with his finger before he gently pressed your arm to find an injection point. “Relax… I mean… Relax more.” You felt the pinch of the needle enter your body, before exiting after a second.

You heard something unwrap, and as you manage to turn your head, you can see it’s a small band-aid that Kylo was even nice enough to match to your skin tone and applies it to the injection. He kissed it softly before climbing back onto the bed and sitting up across from you.

He began to unbutton his shirt, you wanted to look away, but you know he would just make you look anyway. He was slow, his hands were trembling, his eyes flicked up at you, at first trembling as well, but as his eyes traced your body they stilled, brows narrowed into a borderline predatory gaze. You tried to stare behind him, but due to his size and his proximity to you, it was nearly impossible to do. He dropped his shirt to the ground beside you carelessly, then quickly pulled his undershirt off, revealing his pale, broad chest dotted with moles. He then got into a position on his knees, but never broke away from your eyes. You heard metal being fumbled with as he began to remove his belt, you recoiled at first but thankful at least he dropped his belt to the floor. You felt a twist of pain in your head, and a twinge of heat to your stomach, even after what he had done, you couldn’t forget the desire you had for him for so long, how once you shuddered in pleasure at him undressing mere feet away from you just a month ago.  He unzipped his pants then pauses, he looked down at his clothed lower half. He closed his eyes, then took a few deep breaths. You trembled, but felt some shred of hope when he did.

“Kylo please…” You squeaked out between labored, panicked breaths. “You don’t have to do this… If you love me, you wouldn’t hurt me…”

That gave him pause, you heard his breath hitch, he stared down at the bed, deep in thought. You moved your legs, maybe to run, to kick him, to do something, you pried yourself maybe an inch off the mattress before collapsing again. His eyes turned towards you, and you froze in place, lips parted, eyes starting to dry, you must’ve looked completely and utterly helpless. He leaned over and gently moved you back into place, then paused to see if you were in a satisfactory position, then embraced you, gently resting his chin over your shoulder, his warm breath against your neck.

“I won’t hurt you…” He murmured softly. “Let me show you I love you.”

Kylo pressed a soft kiss against your neck as he moved his body over yours, his legs locking your body beneath him. You felt your chest tighten as you realized how trapped you were. You tried to move your legs to kick up, try and aim for his crotch, but you helplessly moved your knees against the air. A chill reached your stomach, not from fear this time, but air. Kylo played almost childishly with the hem of your shirt, lifting it up to see your stomach, he swallowed, looking back up at you.

“I want to see you… For real, not just on camera.” He said, his voice was uneven, unsure almost.

He pulled your shirt up, and you burst into a full sob as he tugged it over your arms, leaving you in your bra, his large hands tracing your bare flesh just around your breasts, face breaking out into a smile.

“You are so beautiful…” He breathed, eyes almost sparkling with wonder.

You raised your arms, trying to hit him, you wanted to claw his fucking eyes out for looking at you, admiring you against your will for so long. You knew it was futile, there was nothing you could do. He was going to have his way with you, but why couldn’t he just fucking get it over with? Why did he have to act so slow? So intimate? Tears streamed down your face, wondering how things went wrong, just a couple days ago you were so in love with him, in different circumstances, this would be a dream come true, a cherished memory. But now?

“Why Kylo?” You bawled as you let your arms fall. “Things were going so good for us, you didn’t have to do this! You’re telling me you couldn’t fucking stand a long distance relationship?!”

He paused, eyes widening with shock once more. He bit his lip and scowled, and your body went cold from fear as his hand found your neck. You braced for a squeeze, but it never came, he only rested his large hand against your neck. His two fingers found an area of your neck, where he could feel your heartbeat. His expression softened to an almost pitiful pout as he gently kissed you again.

“I know… I know…” He whimpered as his hands moved to gently cup your face. “But you need to understand love, I have to keep you safe. So many people are out there that can hurt you.” He gritted his teeth and shut his eyes, then pressed his head against yours. “I know you best love, and I can protect you, you are my world. And you may not be able to understand now, you will.” His mouth curled into a smile. “And I know you love me too…”

You stared with mouth agape in shock, he really felt justified in this. There was no way to logic your way out of this situation. This was his twisted view.

You had damned yourself without realizing.

He continued his assault of kisses, pressing his lips gently against yours, you opened your mouth, tried to catch his lip with your teeth. You were too slow, you only caught his bottom lip slightly as he pulled away. His eyes went round with surprise for a moment, but they narrowed again and he pressed his lips against you, harsher, but not painful, and gave a gutternal moan against your lips. You tried to bite him again, squirmed beneath him, feeling the heat from his bare, firm chest against your skin.

“Yes.” He hissed as his hands found the cup of your breast.

He pulled back, his hands feeling the sides of your body, before pausing on your bra strap, then snaked behind your back, and you screamed.

“No! Kylo! No! Please…” You begged.

Unlike before, this didn’t deter him. “I’ll be gentle.” He promised again. “You’ll feel good. I love you.”

He unhooked your bra, before quickly pulling it off your body. He stopped again, eyes taking the sight of your bare breasts before his hands gently grazed over your soft flesh, tickling lightly against your stomach, before he cupped them. He gently massaged them with a disgustingly warm grin, squeezed them, gently caught your nipples with his fingers until they’re perky, sending the wrong sensations down to your core, feeling the slickness of arousal starting to build.

“It feels good… Doesn’t it?” He asked.

He kissed the top of your collarbone, before trailing down your chest. He placed an almost chaste kiss on your nipple, before taking it into his hot, waiting mouth. He sucked gently, teeth grazing against your skin and tongue swirling around your nipple, starting to harden in response to his touch. Kylo made sure his attentions weren't away, as the other hand, rough and warm, occupied your other breast, still squeezing and pinching your nipple sore. You fought him and any moan of pleasure escaping from your lips. You hated that his affections were sending all the wrong feelings in your body, electrifying pulses that made heat start to pool in your belly. Eventually, he switched, the cold air made your breasts even more sensitive, nipples pert in pleasure and pain.

You tried to push him off, lift your knee to kick him off, but with the drugs and his massive weight it was useless. Your eyes flicked down to him, his face pressed against your chest, hair tickling your skin, plush lips working at your skin with eyes shut in pleasure. Your mind flashed back to your fantasies, how this was almost a page ripped out of them, which caused the knot of nerves to tighten, your panties to soak.. Tears pooled again and you shut your eyes, trying to focus on something else.

It’s then when you felt a large, clothed mass against your thigh. Your eyes snapped open, your gaze met his large bulge in his half undone pants, now pulled down from the physical activity. He sat up again, one final time, clouded eyes gazing down at you with a hunger you hadn’t seen before, he offered a sweet smile as he finally pulled down his pants and boxers.

His cock sprang free. It was long, the uncut tip reaching past his mid thigh, thick, flushed a deep ruddy color, heavy to the point it was having trouble standing up on its own so it bobbed, clear precum weeping from his tip that started to drip down his shaft. Your cunt tightened in anticipation, you hadn’t had anything that big in you before, but still your lower belly burned hot with need. He swallowed audibly as he looked at you.

“I love you.” He said in a voice a little above a whisper.

He laid on you, his thick bare chest against your breasts, his flesh felt like silk over granite. Kylo grunted softly as his hands found your hips and hooked onto your panties before sliding them off, moving down to your lower body. The chill of cold air meeting your soaked pussy made you mewl softly and shiver. He paused when he saw your sex, eyes soft again and plush lips slightly parted in wonder. His thick fingers ghosted over your clit.

“I did this… I made you wet…” He looked up at you, eyes glossy, as if he was crying with joy. “It was me… You want me just as much as I want you.”

“No…” You begged, shaking your head.

He gently gripped your knees as he spread your legs, leaving your glistening cunt out on display, unable to conceal your body’s yearning for him. He moved closer, as if he wanted to etch the proof of his work into your memory, or what he thought of as beautiful. He dipped two thick fingers into you, swirling just outside of your cunt, then pulled them out, coated in your arousal. He placed them into his mouth, sucking like a fucking lollipop, moaning at your taste with a closed eye grin before taking them out.

“Yes…” He breathed, shuddering slightly. “You taste divine... “ His eyes were dark with hunger again. “Let me… Have you.”

He dove back down, warm lips kissed the hood of your pussy, then dragged over your skin to your labia, then finally pressed his lips against your slit. You couldn’t hold back the cry of pleasure when his lips met your core, his warm, firm lips and hot tongue dancing across your skin. His deep groans of pleasure vibrated against your sensitive flesh, which started to tighten around at intrusion, hot pulses erupted across your body, almost convulsing at his touch as your body warred with fear and pleasure. His tongue flicked against sensitive spots inside you, and he moved his hand to press against your nub, deeper, greedily taking in your pleasure as you felt your cunt clench. You screamed at the feeling, a jolt of pain from the stimulation, but he ignores you, focusing on what he wanted from you.

You couldn’t take it, the anticipation, the hanging onto every action, the false hope, there was no way out of this now. You hung your head shamefully and whimpered out. “Kylo… Please…”

He stopped and pulled away from your pussy, lips wet with your arousal. He wiped his face to clean himself, making it a show to lick his lips, making sure to absolutely relish your taste.

“Yes my love?” He asked with an eerily calm voice.

You looked away, slamming your eyes shut, sobs choked in your stomach, you hated this, you hated him, you hated what he was doing. You just wanted it to end.

“Do it…” You whispered.

He gently grabbed your shoulders, then turned your body towards him. He leaned over to wipe a tear. “Do what, my love?”

You snapped your eyes open. “Fuck me already! You want me so bad just fucking finish it! Why do you want me to suffer like this?!”

His eyes became saucers, and he frowned with his eyebrows furrowing, he gently traced patterns into your flesh. “... It’s not just fucking,” He said. “I told you already… “ His hands traced your sides and found your thighs again before parting them. “I love you, I want you to feel good. This is love.”

He positioned himself, you felt the heat of his body first, then his huge cockhead start to pierce your virgin flesh. You screamed out and he slowed as he felt how tight your muscles were, even as your arousal prepared for his entrance.

“I’m not hurting you… I want you to feel that I love you!” He proclaimed as he slid inside you.

He’s not forceful, but his sheer size split you open, you bawled, as your walls clenched around his cock. He groaned in pure pleasure, feeling the overwhelming sensation of your tight, virgin pussy, and his first full penetration. He panted, grunted, but he kept himself from moving until he felt your walls ease. When he felt you were ready, he slid out before slowly sliding back in.

“YES!” He practically screamed, he’s euphoric, eyes almost glimmering and a smile from ear to ear on his face as he began to quicken.

His hips slammed into yours, the sound of lewd smacking of flesh and sex fill the air. His hands grabbed at your hips to bring you as close as possible, but still gentle enough to not leave marks, then leaned forward, arms wrapped around your back and waist as to force bodies close. You felt his heart pulsing against your chest as his is cock pounded into your cunt, your nerves white hot, unable to adjust, as soon as he pulled out he slams back in. The knot in your belly tightened, ready to snap, you felt your walls pulse with need, you prayed for relief and shut your eyes, but Kylo slowed, he caught your head.

“No…” He said firmly as he positioned his not even an inch away from yours, burning eyes meeting yours.. “Look... Into my eyes.” He commanded through his pants, sweat dripping down his face. “I want… To see… Both of us to…” He groaned. “As we cum. Together.” He kissed you sweetly, just like the night you confessed your love, before quickening again.

Friction of your flesh built, faster, hotter, more, you watched his eyes drift between determined and lost in pleasure, yourself starting to drift and blur. But finally, it feels like your walls tighten, pulse, before you finally snap. Your orgasm rippled waves of pleasure that washed over your now limp, used body, arousal gushing over his cock that your cunt clamped down on greedily. You wanted to throw your head back, look away from him, but Kylo kept his word, his hands never slipped from your head, you watched his face contort as he groaned, cock throbbing against your stimulated walls before he cums. Hot, thick, seed shot into you, almost burning against your abused flesh. You cried, you shook, you shuddered, there was so much. It filled you to the brim and dripped out, coating Kylo’s cock in a mixture of your arousal and his cum. He finally let you fall, arms twisted and feeling empty, devastated, ruined beneath him, you were too exhausted to bawl, physically and emotionally, all you wanted to do was die, pass into the night.

And then Kylo laughed. It wasn’t dark or cruel, it was like the times you just joked around the office. It was almost pure. He kissed your neck, your cheek, before he found your lips and pressed his head against you.

“That was amazing…” He breathed, his smile warm and loving. “I love you…” He brushed back your hair as he held you close, but gentle as if you were the most fragile thing in existence.

He slowly slid out, your body feeling empty, used, raw. He kissed your neck, before he rolled off you, still practically radiating with joy, before gently leaning your body against his. He murmured sweet nothings into your ear, squeezing your hand, you felt his chest rise and fall with each breath and the beats of his heart. It almost was peaceful. You tried to block him out before he suddenly got up, and stood.

“It’s been a long night, and I don’t want to mess with your internal clock.” Kylo walked over to a cabinet. He pulled another needle out of what looks like a first aid kit. “Just for you to relax and sleep tonight.” He kissed your temple. He gently gripped your wrist and found a vein before injecting the sedative into your vein. He quickly cleaned the little hole, and bandaged it up as he did your first.

“Sleep tight love, I’ll see you in the morning.” He laid beside you, before he dimmed the lights completely dark and pulled the blankets over the two of you. He cuddled you against his chest, you could feel his flesh, still damp from sweat, heartbeat just beginning to slow, he wrapped his arms around you as you slowly began to fade into dreams.

“I love you…” He whispered one last time.

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Soulmates Ch. 2

Warnings: HOLY FUCK THIS FIC IS GOING TO BE FUCKED UP. I’m talking stalking, voyeurism, forced exhibitionism, kidnapping, rape, noncon everything, brainwashing, mental deterioration in every chapter. Pregnancy in later chapters. Explicit to the max. I will be tagging literally everything and bolding my warnings, so there is no way in hell you don’t know what this story is gonna contain, this is a purely sexual fantasy story, complaints will be ignored.

Rating: Explicit

Notes: Hahaha. Whoops. Forgot to post Ch. 2 here. It’s also at my Ao3 under writingisawildride. 

“I got the job?” You asked.

“Yup, your portfolio was stellar and your references gave glowing reviews, Mr. Ren actually talked to us himself and praised you for awhile. We’d be willing to take you in next month.”

You shook as you felt an uncontrollable amount of joy surge through your body. “Yes! I accept!”

“We look forward to having you then, have a nice rest of your day.”

You hung up the phone, heart racing, giddy on your feet at the table at your favorite cafe; you got the job of your dreams! After years of struggle and study and even being at peace believing you’d be a secretary all your life, you  got it. And still near your friends and family, but far enough to start fresh.

“Wait wait,” You thought. “Still need to find an apartment, move out and in, and...” You felt your heart heavy with a sigh. “Resign from my current job.”

Kylo had been good to you, and working for him gave you so many wonderful experiences, not to mention he was a friend. But even with that, versus spending the rest of your life doing what you love at an equal paying job? It didn’t measure up at all. You sighed and went to draft a letter of resignation on your phone but stopped.

“Kylo deserves better than a letter without a word.” You believed. “I’ll give him the letter in person and tell him when I get to work…” You queasy at the thought of seeing him after your masturbation session that featured him, all the more to get away and not wanting to fuck your boss.

Kylo intentionally arrived before you, rushing to his office, dark and lined with mahogany bookshelves, and many books and awards, at his desk a large three monitor computer. On it, he liked watching you walk into the building, as you cutely fidgeted in the elevator up to your floor. He loved the smile you gave him when you walked to your desk with a wave, how sweet your conversations were. He could deal with the separation of the weekend if you were there to greet him at the end. He watched on his monitor as you exited the elevator and he quickly shut it all off, as much as he loved you, he didn’t know how you would feel about being watched.

But… It could be that you loved him back just as much. He had the video and audio of you screaming his name on repeat on all hours of the day. He was in awe of it, it made him feel… Wanted. Loved. It gave him hope for the future.

A future with you.

He had to keep going with his plan, the house being built, the company moving to be sold. Three months. Three months, during the summer vacation, he’d announced he was retiring and would sell the company. The awkward CEO, assistant relationship erased, and he would be with you.

A knock on the door. Heart stills. He wanted to rush up to you, grab you, press you against the wall and pull you into a passionate kiss. He wanted to whisper in your ear, asking what your fantasy was, and how he could fulfill it. But he had to restrain himself. He didn’t want to scare you away after all.

“Mr. Ren.” You said as you entered, your voice not full of the usual cheer or vigor.

Kylo felt his chest tighten in fear, something was wrong. He stood up from his desk, trying to keep his tone even.

“Good morning, is everything alright?” He asked.

“Yes… A bit of mixed feelings actually..” Your eyes fell, and you clutched your bag to your chest. “Do you remember when I said I was applying to a job on a whim?”

Kylo’s eyes widened with realization, and he frowned. You both were aware how slim the chances were, and though he was relieved, he hated to see you upset.

“Yes… I’m so sorry.” He walked over to console you.

“Actually, Kylo,” You looked up at him. “I got it, and accepted.”

Kylo’s heart dropped to his stomach. He shut his jaw to keep it from falling agape, he felt chills starting to run up his chest that would turn into sobs.

No… No… No… This can’t be happening.

He managed to ground his emotions, but kept a placid face. “Really? I thought that…”

You looked down again sadly, which made Kylo feel worse. “I know… You’ve been so good to me. I was ready to just keep doing this…” You find his eyes again, and smile. “But it’s my dream Kylo. You have to understand.”

He felt his chest tighten in pain, but seeing that sparkle of joy in your eyes… He couldn’t take that from you.

He nodded, and managed a smile. “Then do what makes you happy. When do you start?”

Your shoulders dropped in relief. “Next month, so I can work about a month more.”

“And don’t forget your going away party.” He chuckled. “But I won’t lie, I’ll miss you.”

You walked up to him with a trembling lip and you nodded in return. “I will too Ky.”

He smiled gently in response. “Go ahead and do your morning duties, also I have some sensitive mail coming in today, can you go get it? And just leave it in the box, I have a virtual meeting for about an hour.”

“Sure thing boss.” You grinned and waved goodbye.

Kylo locked the door, but gripped the handle. He pressed his head against the door, as all the emotions began to finally settle in his body. His grip on the knob, shaking, he tried to still his hand before realizing his whole body was shaking, his whole torso feeling crushed with a painful beating heart and shortened, sharp breaths. It slipped from his mouth as a loud sob before he crumbled to the ground, sobbing, murmuring your name softly.

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“Damn, we’re really gonna miss you.” Dopheld, one of the assistants under Head of Finance Hux, said.

“I’m gonna miss you guys too.” You said with a soft sigh as you looked through files.

You heard a soft chuckle to your side, and you turned to Nastia. “Well we certainly know your boss will be missing you.”

You furrowed your brow and cock your head. “What do you mean?”

“Come on, you seriously haven’t noticed yet? He’s got a huge crush on you.”

You give her a wide eyed shocked look. “Wha-what?”

Dopheld averted his eyes awkwardly. “Well… He does seem very enthusiastic when he speaks with you… Like a completely different person.”

“I mean, we’re friends… But I don’t know…” You feel a chill creep when your memory of your fantasy sex session with Kylo grace your mind. “I… I should go.”

You grabbed a couple documents and turned to make a run before bumping your chest into Kylo. You yelped and stepped back.

“Sorry sir…” You mumbled, as your eyes met his, which seemed surprisingly dull. “Um, just running to the filing room.”

“I need to head there for something too, I’ll go with you.” Kylo stated plainly.

You gave a slight nod and walked with him in silence, avoiding his gaze. His eyes stayed focused forward, not paying you mind, which was odd. Guilt started to weigh in your chest, you both were so sure that you wouldn’t get the job. That life would continue as normal.... Why were you feeling awful?

He opened the door with his badge before leaning on it to let you in as usual. The file room was huge, and full of bookcases alphabetized by subject. He went off to a far corner, glancing at his phone and comparing it with the files, as you went to return your own. Things were quiet, with only the turning of pages filling the air. You glanced at him, flipping through a file and pacing. You huffed, placing your last file before approaching him.

“Kylo… Are you mad at me?”

He looked up with a surprised look, then turned away walking quickly. “No…”

You stomped after him and grabbed his elbow, which did little and he managed to drag you a couple inches before he stopped. “Kylo!”

He turned to you with a sullen face, closing the file. “I… I won’t lie… I am upset. Not with you.” He reassured as he turned to you. “But the fact you’ll be gone…” He rubbed his neck with his hand, looking to the side shamefully. “I don’t have many… Friends. You’ve always been so good to me, and close… I guess it’s just scary not having you close anymore.”

Your eyes softened as you walked close to him. “Kylo… I know… You mean a lot to me too. And being apart from someone you care about is hard…” You sighed softly. “But… Kylo. We can still be close even when I’m gone. Being far away doesn’t mean our relationship ends.” You ran up and gave him a hug. “Kylo… It’s my dream. And I’m not giving it up, but I’m not giving you up either.” You booped his nose. “Now let’s get back to work.”

A warm smile grew across his plush lips and he nodded. “Thank you… That means a lot.”

You grinned as you headed out of the room. “Have to go to the supply office. See you later.”

As you sauntered off, Kylo touched the needle inside his jacket.

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The month was nearly over. Kylo had never known such self loathing as now. He saw how your eyes sparkled when you talked about your new apartment, the work environment, the projects you would do. He adored the joy that graced your being during the time.

And he was going to take it away from you. He shook his head as he entered the dining room that would host your party in little more than an hour, decorated with streamers and balloons of your favorite colors, and your favorite flowers and plants. Your self love session was a fluke, a lie. It never happened again. And even if you had some affection for Kylo, he knew he couldn’t force it out of you. Especially leaving, since it would put him in a manipulative light in your eyes.

The house had finished. A glorious splendor that you may never see the inside of, but he knew you would’ve adored. He considered giving it to you as a goodbye present, but knew that everyone leaving would expect one. He shook his head, and thought of the sedative needle still in his office.

I can keep her…

The thought crossed, but he quickly did away with it. He loved you. He had to let you go. Your fellow employees came in to deliver food and put the finishing touches on the decor. It would be soon. Your final goodbye. Kylo felt the welling sorrow in his chest and held it back, now was not the time.

“Mr. Ren, sir,” Thannison, his working replacement assistant called out as he approached. “She just finished her shift now, shall I send for her?”

He nodded quietly, and went to sit down at the table of honor where you would sit. Thannison scampered off, and Kylo sat straight. He tried to remain poised, he wanted your last physical memories of him to be good ones.

What if she won’t be happy? What if she gets hurt? What if she finds someone else?

His hands gripped his thigh tightly, trying to distract his thoughts with pain. No, no, no. This could not happen. He had to let her go.

He looked out the open conference room door as you walked in, dressed in a cute party outfit. People applauded as you entered, popped confetti filled poppers, showering you in glittering specks. He smiled, seeing the joy bloom in your face, how you would treasure this moment. Your eyes met his and you walked to him, smiling warmly.

“Hey boss,” You said. “Hard to believe I won’t be saying that…”

His heart twisted at those words, his hands twitched. He wanted to grab you, never let you go. Keep you there, with him, forever. But there was no way he could do it, he smiled and  gave a small shrug.

“Come on, it’s time to party.” He grinned.

You beamed as your eyes scanned the room, seeing the food and decorations. “You all are so thoughtful… I’ll miss you so much.”

Kylo wished that he could just die. You were going away, he loved you so much. What else was he supposed to do? He couldn’t imagine finding anyone as a friend, let alone loving someone else. He only nodded at your response, before he couldn’t take it anymore.

“Excuse me.” He said as he brushed past you and walked out to the patio.

Watching Kylo leave was odd, but you didn’t think much of it. You went to go mingle and dance, enjoy yourself with your coworkers. But as an hour ticked by, and Kylo still didn’t appear, you began to worry. You told Dopheld to cover for you as you made your way to the patio, praying he was still there.

By some miracle, he was still there, staring into space, occasionally glancing at his phone. You looked down, feeling a bit of guilt for not coming out earlier, and walked forward.

“Hey… Kylo?” You felt comfortable enough to call out his first name.

He jolted, quickly shoving his phone into his pocket. “Hey…” He murmured softly. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to duck out like that… It was a lot at once.”

You go to his side, brows furrowed before you feel yourself frowning sadly. “Kylo, is me leaving really worrying?”

“Actually… More sad.” He admitted with a shrug. “I’m not gonna lie… I feel like I’m losing a good friend…”

Your frown deepens and you walk forward to gently take his hand. “Oh Kylo… You’re not losing me.”

His eyes lit up, and you smiled softly. “I know… But… You don’t think that’s weird?”

“No, I know you’ve had issues and we’re close.” You glanced back at the party. “I want to talk more, but we should go back to the party, after it’s over can we… Just go for a walk and talk?”

Kylo’s eyes widened in surprise. “Um. Sure. Where to?”

Your eyes wander up to the sky. “I just need to drop my gifts off, then after we can go anywhere, everywhere? I just want to say goodbye to the city… And spend it with a friend.”

Kylo offered a gentle smile and nodded. “I can have them dropped off for you… And I would think of nothing better to do.”

You smiled back and gave a nod before you head back to the party.

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Kylo helped you shoved the last gifts in a delivery car, and he smiled at you. “All ready for our little trip?”

“Yup.” You hopped into his passenger seat..

He started his car, and looked behind him to wave, you opened the window to wave to your coworkers, who cheered and waved back. You could spy Dopheld and Nastia whisper to each other and giggled. You didn’t care, you wanted to spend time with Kylo before you left. You pulled out of the building for the last time, people walking after you for a few steps before you took off for the city.

Kylo smiled casually as he leaned comfortably, touching the GPS. “Anywhere in the city, I’m your chauffeur tonight.”

You sat back with a laugh as you looked out the window, skyscrapers with flickering lights and the clear starry night almost blended into each other. But you wanted to say goodbye to all of it. Sadness weighed down in your chest, knowing that you wouldn’t call this home again. Your eyes flicked to Kylo, eyes forward with a relaxed smile, and the weight grew. You wouldn’t see Kylo’s smile…

Your heart thumped hard against your chest, and you fought a blush. No, no, no… This is the last thing I want right now! You shook your head, but turned back to him. His expressive brown eyes reflected the beautiful lights of the city, his frame stoic but soft, his voice almost a sinful contradiction of gruff and gentle...

Oh God.

You tried to hold in a loud “UGH”, and it came out as a mumble.

You realized you were going to miss Kylo most of all. You weren’t just sexually attracted to the man, you were in love with him. He looked confused as you stopped at a light and he turned to look at you.

“Well? Where do you want to go?” He asked with a side smile.

You wanted to stop time right then and there. Just the two of you, in that car, him smiling at you, the light and shadow across his gorgeous face, eyes glowing like you’ve never seen before. Your heart thumped hard again, and you returned his smile.

Now or never…

“I want to go to the rooftop cafe, the one on top of the tallest building.” You proclaimed proudly.

Kylo checked the clock, 9:56 PM, it closed at 1 AM. He grinned back and nodded, the car speeding up as the light changed. “Just enough time for a light dessert and tea?”

“You know me so well.” You teased as you laid back, enjoying the ride.

You felt this night was fate, everything was going to change; your future, your home, and your relationship with Kylo. You prayed it would be for the better.

Kylo fidgeted nervously as you made your order, correctly guessing which tea you would pick, and your dessert choice being in your top cakes five range. He ordered a black tea, wanting to have enough caffeine to stay awake but not enough to make him even twitchier and one of your top ten favorite cookies. He kept his cool, reminding himself this wasn’t a date. Wasn’t remotely a date.

It was clear where you stood with him. It was just a goodbye.

Goodbye.

That word felt like poison, a toxin, a venom, something that would spread throughout his body and destroy him inside. The thought of your eternal absence crushed his heart, constricted his lungs, clamped down with razor sharp teeth on his very soul. But he had to do it. You came first. Always.

Kylo pulled the chair out for you by a large window that overlooked the city, the stars, the full moon that reflected off the caps of the waves in the distant ocean. You grinned as you sat down across from him, lifting your tea to blow on before taking a sip, cheeks starting to deepen due to the heat. He wished so badly he had a camera, just to capture this single moment he could return to and relive every day. The day you were so close to him.

His attention turned to his tea and food, he couldn’t stare at you all night, no matter how much he wanted to. There weren't many people in the cafe, a few college students studying, a businessman or two coming off overtime, and scant young tourists. His eyes looked around to a couple coming in from the outside balcony, laughing as their hands were entwined and going to the elevator. Kylo resisted a jealous glare, all he wanted was that with you…

“Um… Kylo…” You said, catching his attention to look back at you.

“Is something wrong?” He asked.

You turned your gaze to the balcony. “Um… Can we go there after we eat? I want to see everything…”

Kylo smiled and nodded, trying to ever so slightly sip his tea quicker. You make it halfway through your cake before you glance at the half eaten cookie in Kylo’s hand. He noticed and chuckled, before putting it down.

“Sorry, I wanted the cake more but watching you eat the cookie made me want a taste.”

“Want me to cut it in half?”

“No, just a bite.”

You picked it up with a napkin, and stared at it. Kylo’s brows furrowed in confusion as he watched you, instead of rotating it to a side that wasn’t bitten, or taking a chunk off, you bit over exactly where Kylo’s mouth was. You let out  a small gasp, putting the cookie back down.

“Sorry, that was a bit weird.”

Kylo’s heart fluttered as he picked the cookie back up. “Um… Not a problem…” He looked at where you had bitten, where your lips and tongue had graced, probably the closest he would get to your lips. He thought about keeping it, a final gift from you. But he knew that would be an awful idea, it would go bad, and just remind him that this was your last night. Plus it would look very obviously bad if he did it. He took a normal bite from the same place, at least content with the fact, in a way, this meant your lips touched.

Kylo hears you do a soft sigh of relief before the pair of you finish. The kitchen shut down as you both rose, the cafe even emptier than before. You went forward towards the balcony door but are stopped by a janitor.

“Sorry lovebirds, too late for that.” He said.

Kylo sees you open your mouth to speak, but he quickly pulled out his wallet, then took out two-hundred dollars. “Ten minutes. And don’t let anyone else in.”

The janitor checked to see if his coworkers noticed before snatching it. “I can vouch for up to thirty minutes.”

You laughed and quickly grabbed Kylo’s hand. “Thank you so much.”

You tugged him outside, beaming with joy, and he could only return the expression. The cold air hit you both as you walked along the concrete balcony that encased half of the building. The cafe windows stopped where the balcony began and ended, giving the pair of you complete privacy. Kylo watched as you rushed to the edge of the balcony to get a better look, but he stayed back to look at you, the view in front of him was even lovelier, and something to be savored. You took deep breaths, even audible with the wind, and you turned around to face him.

“Kylo… I have something very important to say…” You announced as you walked toward him, hands wringing nervously.

His eyes widened, of all the things he was expecting, it wasn’t this. You stood right in front of him and looked down to take a last breath before looking back up.

“I really like you Kylo… Not just as a boss.” You said, your voice shaking with nerves. “This is going to sound so stupid, but I think I’ve fallen for you…”

Kylo was surprised at how still his body was at this moment. His eyes didn’t widen, he didn’t jump for joy, he didn’t even smile for a moment. He felt a shroud of heaviness and pain get flung off, his heart and head feeling feather light as his lips grew into a genuine smile.

“I feel the exact same way…” He said with a shaking voice, his whole being felt as if he was trembling with joy.

You grinned confidently, high on life, grabbed him, and wrapped your arms around him and kissed him passionately. His lips were so soft and warm, his hair silky as you ran your hands through it. He deepened the kiss, strong arms securing you against his chest with his thumping heart, groaning softly. You eventually pull away, breathless, smiling, still in his arms looking at him with pure elation.

“I’ve wanted to do that for awhile.” You admitted as you pressed your head against his chest, hands falling to feel the soft fabric of his shirt and the warm muscles beneath. “This is nice…”

Kylo, eyes closed with contentedness, mouth open with a grin as soft chuckles fell from his lips. ”It was amazing… And this is wonderful…” His arms wrapped around you tighter. “You’re wonderful…” He leaned back slightly so your head could look up at him, he cupped your cheek and caressed you with his large hand. “I love you…”

A hot blush fell upon your cheeks, it almost felt too fast, but you didn’t care. You simply laid your head against his chest and cuddled deeper into his embrace. “I love you too…”

You both enjoyed the moment for a while, the cold wind blowing through your hair against your face and the sparkling of the stars above and the city below in the arms of someone you adored… But reality hits and you sighed as you turned in his arms to him.

“But I’m still going to go Kylo.” You said as you rose to cup his face. “I have to.”

His eyes snapped open and he looked down at you. “But… we just got together!” He felt the crushing despair start to return to him as he spoke, he didn’t care about his decorum anymore.

You saw his huge, shiny, puppy dog eyes and felt a pang of guilt. “I need to, Kylo.” Your hands dropped to your sides and you tried to turn away, but Kylo didn’t let go, he kept his arms locked around you.

“Please don’t go! Don’t go!” He begged, his voice firmer, but still not angry or threatening, he sounded like he was in pure distress.

A mild flash of panic shot through your mind, but you looked up to still see his saddened face. He wouldn’t hurt you.

You turned back to cup his face again, which caused his arms to loosen around you. “Kylo… I have to… I want to. But that doesn’t mean I want to leave you behind, no matter how far it is.” You gently booped his nose, which managed a small smile.

“Would you stay if you didn’t have the job?” He asked.

You blinked in confusion, he probably was just in a high stress situation for the past month, probably what got him acting so weird, so you shook your head. “Kylo, don’t word it like that. We both know I would’ve, don’t make me choose. And we probably even wouldn’t have gotten together if I didn’t leave because of the workplace relationship rules.” His grip is loosened completely so you step back, but you grabbed his hand. “This was a blessing, in a way, now we can make it work.”

He’s quiet, but his whole demeanor stills, and he nodded with a small smile. “I’ll make it work.”

You grinned at him, ran to give him another kiss. “Take me home?”

“My pleasure, darling.” His large hand found yours and squeezed it tightly, warm and strong.

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Kylo’s mind raced, heart beating wildly out of control, he had to will his hand from twitching in yours on the elevator ride down. Did that really happen? Did you really feel the same way? He constantly had his eyes drift from you, to the side, to your hands joined together. Your hand, smaller in his, so fragile. He remembered how you felt in his arms, how warm and alive, how right everything felt in the world.

You could’ve just gone home after the party, but no, you chose to be with him, chose to spend time with him. Because you loved him back. He knew that you felt safe with him…

The elevator ding to the parking lot brought him back, you squeezed his hand. “Come on.”

He walked briskly to the car with your hand in his, eyes wandering to see anyone else around. The dark corners of the parking lot, someone could hide, snatch you away. He squeezed your hand back. No, not as long as he was there. He would kill anything that came out of those shadows. He opened the door of his car for you and you slid in with ease. As he locked it behind you, he quickly turned behind him to check if anyone was around, if anyone would follow him. No one. He rushed to his side and started the car, he nearly wanted to rush out, but he couldn’t risk your life with reckless driving. He turned on the radio station to the one he knew was your favorite and carefully backed out.

“Kylo, is everything okay, you look pretty scared.” You commented, then he heard as you clicked your belt into place.

He stopped the car, thankfully not jolting you since he was going slow. Stupid him, he had almost forgotten to make sure you fastened your seat belt. If someone barreled into the pair of you, you probably would’ve broken your beautiful nose, or worse gotten a concussion. He would’ve loved you still, no matter how an accident would’ve changed you, paid for your hospital bills, but he would have never forgiven himself for letting you get hurt. He calmly and carefully made his way out of the parking lot.

“Sorry… So many things have happened… Lots of thoughts.” He looked at you at a stop, then smiled again. “But I wouldn’t take it back for the world.”

You returned his smile. “Home, for the last time?”

Going back home, that would be such a delicate state for you in that empty house, if it were to get robbed there would be nothing of value to take, and they would turn their rage to you. Hurt you, threaten you, call him for ransom? Maybe even violate you.

He repressed a gag, the thought of some monster taking you against your will, hurting you. Using you to satisfy their own devious desires, instead of being with the man you loved. He would stay at a hotel nearby and keep watch, he could be there in minutes to save you.

But even then, you insisted you had to leave. No, you wouldn’t feel safe. Worse, you wouldn’t be safe. Who knows what could be in that city? Maybe there was a serial killer in your apartment, who focused on killing people who lived alone? What if you went out drinking with your co-workers and you got taken advantage of? He didn’t even think to check the security of your new apartment. What kind of boyfriend would he be?

Thought after thought popped up, all about how horribly wrong things could end up for you as he drove, only the goal of getting you home safe made him drive like a sane man. How you would never forgive him, how he could never forgive himself… But you wanted that job… It was your dream. You were willing to take that risk.

It was so far and unless he followed you, he wouldn’t be able to keep you safe. But people would judge you both for it, maybe you wouldn’t even understand… Not yet at least. And you loved him too, so maybe you already did understand, maybe didn’t even realize you understood too. He thought back to everything that happened in the last month, and even before. You both didn’t think you were getting the job. You both didn’t think this was going to happen. He remembered your words…

“This was a blessing, in a way, now we can make it work.”

Everything made sense. This was planned. You had to quit your job because of the workplace rules about dating your boss, your dream job was a cover. The two of you together, that was your real dream. He had an almost zen like calm as he drove up to your apartment and parked.

You unbuckled, started gathering your things, then turned to him and leaned in for a kiss. He pressed his lips against yours, savoring the feel of your lips, the smell of your body, but had to pull away first, he had things to do.

“See you later Kylo.” You said wistfully.

“I’ll see you, but actually,” He sat up and turned his body to yours. “You know the company we use to transport things from different offices? I could hire them to be your movers.”

“Kylo, you don’t have to, I already have something lined up.” You said as you started getting out of the car.

He caught your hand again, which made you turn to him in surprise, but he smiled at you softly as he lifted your hand to kiss it. “I’ll pay. Let me take care of you.”

You blushed a bit and giggled shyly. “If you insist Ky…” You turned back to give him another kiss and he released your hand. “Goodnight.”

“Night love, you’ll have your dream before you know it.”

He waved to you as you stepped back, then closed the door. He watched you go into your apartment through his mirror before heading to the nearest hotel parking lot. Before he entered, he pulled out his cellphone and quickly dialed a number.

“Mr. Ren? Do you need something?”

“I know you do well doing those under the table cargo transfers, but this isn’t medication this time.” He said sternly.

“Woah, woah, slow down, what do you need exactly?”

“Furniture, and a lift for someone… And people that I know could keep quiet about it, I’ll triple the pay, and a 50% permanent increase to pay and retirement payback.” He demanded.

“Um, that’s very generous but um… You’re not gonna kill anyone are you?”

He went to his security camera app, and made sure you were inside, safe. You walked around your maze of boxes, laughing, before flopping into your bed and then turning to get your toys out. He smiled as he got out of his car to step into the hotel.

“No, I’m keeping someone safe.”

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Soulmates Ch. 1

Warnings: HOLY FUCK THIS FIC IS GOING TO BE FUCKED UP. I’m talking stalking, voyeurism, forced exhibitionism, kidnapping, rape, noncon everything, brainwashing, mental deterioration in every chapter. Pregnancy in later chapters. Explicit to the max. I will be tagging literally everything and bolding my warnings, so there is no way in hell you don’t know what this story is gonna contain, this is a purely sexual fantasy story, complaints will be ignored.

Rating: Explicit

Summary: You had worked for the Skywalker Pharmaceutical Company under CEO Kylo Ren as his assistant for three years, aware that he was rich, generous, and attractive. Despite your rank disparity, you two are close, and life is good. But when your dream job calls, you decide to leave the company. You have no idea what monster you unleashed, hellbent to keep you and trap you in a house in the woods tailor made to your desires, and make you learn that you are both Soulmates. 

Ch 1: Not Safe For Work

You sat at your desk as you furrowed your brow at the “thank you” email to the staff, you nervously added a formal goodbye and sent it off. A weight fell from your chest as you laid back with a sigh, you knew it wasn’t meant to be, but it was still polite to do. Your dream job in your dream city was a pipe dream, and you felt the disappointment consume you, but you shook it off.

“I should just be happy where I’m at.” You told yourself.

You adjusted your posture at your desk, you didn’t know when your boss, Kylo Ren was going to be out of his meeting with the overseer of whoever wanted money thrown at them. With a chuckle, you turned back to your files, and wondered if it was worth his time. You had worked for Kylo for about three years, and was deeply attuned to his personality.

After college, you worked your way through random receptionist jobs, and somehow earned a decent amount of experience and credentials to work for the big league as an office assistant to the CEO of Skywalker Pharmaceuticals, Kylo Ren. He was a legacy owner, but at the very least had most of the schooling of a doctor when he took charge, Pharmaceutical Chemistry mostly. At first, he was cold to you, but surprisingly started warming up to you, and you would even consider him a friend.

“That sounds like a bunch of bullshit if you don’t have proper clinical trials, we’ll get sued to hell if shit goes South!”

A friend at arms length, but a friend nonetheless. You heard him having one of his screaming fits, not phasing you anymore, he only got this way in his meetings. You turned back to the files and emails you were in charge of taking care of.

Testing new insulin alternatives, results back from the clinical trials of female libido enhancer, new respirator designs...

The meeting door flung open and two scientists stumbled out, trying to save face but scampering away with their tail between their legs. You grabbed a glass water bottle from your fridge and held it out as Kylo half walks, half stomps out of the meeting room. He was slightly disheveled, face red, hair loose, warmth from exertion or anger radiating from his body, the jacket of his three piece black suit unbuttoned and open. He grabbed it quietly and chugged it until it’s empty.

He took a loud breath, and slicked his hair back to neatness, then calmly straightened his stance and looked at you. “Thank you.”

“Of course sir.” You said, almost coyly, then smile at him. “Stress relief?”

He chuckled as he started to remove his jacket. “You know me so well.”

Like most CEOs, you assumed, he was slightly eccentric, not that it bothered you. You walked with him towards his recreation room beside his office, passing the quiet booths of the assistants of other branch managers of the company. He opened the door and leaned on it so you could pass him and enter, and he closed it behind you. It was well lit, and completely cushioned like a gymnasium, save a wooden floor of exercise equipment and a single clearing where he could lift weights freely or even practice a couple martial arts moves. He walked over to his changing booth as you sat outside to your second of three PCs you had at work to continue your job.

“They do something dumb?” You asked as you typed away.

“Little clinical trials and a rush to get to market, horribly reckless.” He muttered. 

You heard Kylo’s belt unclick and he hangs over the door, followed by his pants. You felt a hot blush creep to your cheeks and turned back to your work, it may be highly inappropriate, but Kylo was an attractive man with his Roman statuesque figure and frame, thick black hair, pale skin speckled with moles, and those ever expressive dark honey eyes. He stepped out, in a black tank that showed off his thick arms and also swapped his slacks for his sweats. He beelined over to the worn punching bag that had been there for a month, but made note you would have to replace soon. Kylo never warmed up, he always just went in swinging and roaring, the punching bag thudded and squeaked as it swung back and forth with the power of his strikes. 

You weren’t worried about if anything happened to you, as he never was violent towards you, plus Kylo had security cameras installed everywhere, even his private bathroom, though thankfully away from the toilet and shower, with security guards watching. You continued working but your eyes would flick towards him, sweat started to shine down his face, and his tank started to cling to his fit chest. You fought the naughty thoughts that began to populate your mind, but couldn’t resist, your mind wandered to the Christmas work holiday. 

He had flown all the higher ups and their assistants to the Four Seasons on Maui, while giving generous vacation days and bonuses to the rest of the staff. You hung out at the pool with him, and saw his bare chest for the first time, broad and hard, eight pack, and his trunks clung to his crotch…

You snapped out when he said your name, he smirked at you. “Something more interesting than working?”

You laughed it off, praying you didn’t make some dumbstruck face, thinking about your boss’s crotch. “Sorry, just thinking about your work out regime.” You froze when you realized the words that fell out of your mouth. 

Kylo only laughed and smiled in response. “It’s unconventional I know, but I enjoy it.” He turned to go to his treadmill, signalling near the end of his session. “I still think you should train with me, if that’s not too forward.” He then paused, likely a similar realization dawning. “Not that you need it… I just… Like spending time with you.” He admitted, trying to keep his tone neutral.

“I like it too, but you know the people will talk.” You remarked with a grin as you go back to your work. 

You knew you were dancing the line between friendly and flirty, but you couldn’t help it. Kylo was amusing and attractive, and you had some not safe for work thoughts about him, but you had to stay professional. You continued talking, moving away from the topic of spending time together, to more work appropriate subjects, until he finished his run and turned towards his bathroom.

“Go ahead and send in my notes from the shared doc to filing from my meeting, and you can go home early for the weekend.” Kylo nodded. 

You smiled thankfully and started on it. “Thank you! Have a nice…” You stopped before you said shower. “Day.”

He laughed richly, seeming to have caught on, but nods. “You too.”

As you packed, thoughts began to buzz in your mind again. Kylo is so nice, he knew it’s been a rough week. I should buy some fancy bath stuff. 

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Kylo got out of the shower and saw a new notification of your purchase at the bath store on his phone. He grabbed it and opened it, reading through the products, skimming over the ones he had seen frequently, before pausing at two unfamiliar objects. He noted one as a repeat purchase, that meant it was a new favorite, he quickly switched to his meticulously organized notepad and added it to the list of your favorites. He switched back and looked at the next new object, it wasn’t a usual scent or color you would get, likely something new you wanted to try. He would watch to see if you would buy it, or at least the scent or color again.

He quickly dried himself, before going to his special app that he had installed to track your phone’s location, until he confirmed you were heading your usual route. He went to change into a new suit before heading back to his office to sign a few things, but to really check on his little project. He locked his door and dials the phone number of his contractor, who picks up immediately.

“Just finished painting the last interior room.” He said immediately, Kylo had made sure to notify them of the tasks that were to be complete that day. 

“Send pictures in three different lighting, I want to make sure the shade is perfect for her.”

He could hear some confusion and groans in the background, but the contractor yelled back at them. “He’s signing your paychecks, do what the man says.” There’s a couple shuffles and then he spoke again. “Damn, one picky lady you got.”

Kylo’s fists tightened, but he stilled himself. “She’s not picky. I just want things perfect for her, she deserves it.”

“Sorry for the assumption, but the pictures are coming in.”

Kylo navigated to his email inbox and the high res pictures came in. He saw how the light affected the color, trying to imagine the sunset between the mountains he would watch with you, if it would be satisfactory for you. He thought back to the comments you’ve made of decore or paintings, little things you probably forgot, but Kylo kept close to his heart.

“Perfect. Thank you. I’ll pay you the second to last transfer tonight, and extra for your speed.” 

The contractor laughed. “Thanks! And thank your girl too!”

“I will. I’ll check back tomorrow for the installations.” He said as he hung up. 

He checks out of work, and heads home.

He arrived at his penthouse at the top of wealthy condominiums, which he found rather drab, but it was home, where he could be himself. Where he could watch you without the judging eyes of people who didn’t understand. He grabbed his tablet and pulled up the cameras he had installed around your apartment, he had recommended an electrician and tech guy for you, that were much less professional than he had seemed, but stayed quiet with the right amount of cash. He didn’t care how much he spent to watch you.

How much he spent to make sure you were safe and happy.

You entered your building, and climbed the stairs to your apartment before entering it. It was 4:17PM, which meant that you had enough time to cook a decent but easy meal. He clicked around until he saw you head to the kitchen, and pulled out your go to snack from the pantry and he smiled. You worked hard, he knew you deserved it, he walked over to the pantry and grabbed the same snack to eat and enjoy with you as you looked around your kitchen. You hastily grabbed the pasta noodles, sauce, protein, and greens, and he rushed to grab the same. He knew it was a bit silly that he mirrored you, like his own personal cooking show, but he wanted to know you inside out. And besides, he liked to watch you do… Anything really.

“I could cook…” He said to your image as you boiled the pasta. “I could even make it all from scratch… I know what you like.” He watched as you leaned over to cut the greens and he touched your face. “I’ll make you happy…”

He’s quick to follow, but his hand twitched with need, he needed to touch something of yours, to smell something from you. If you stayed away too long, he could already feel the aching emptiness start to build inside him. He hated weekends, but he didn’t have the heart to make you work on your preferred breaks, and at least he had things to tide him over. He went over to his bedroom and to his special velvet lined cabinets and opened one, pulling out one of your shirts that you had “lost” on vacation with him. 

He held it up to his face and breathed in, a mix of your scent and favorite lotion. He would sleep with it if he could, but he knew the scent would fade quickly, and your nearest vacation was some time away. He folded it neatly and placed it back into the cabinet, before heading back to finish cooking with you. He noticed you switched on the television to watch one of your favorite shows, and he followed suit, not that he even really watched since his focus was only on you.  He could do it all day, sometimes on the weekends he did, just trying to learn the ins and outs of your routine, after all you would be together soon.

He finished cooking, and dumped it onto a plate and sat down at the dining table. He switched the camera's view to one hidden in a gifted picture frame you had thankfully used right across from the dining table. Your eyes were locked onto the TV, but Kylo watched you intently, not even considering his food. Someone made a lewd comment on the television, which made you giggle, and Kylo smiled gently as he leaned over to take a couple screenshots. To him, you were art, every smile had to be treasured. How he ached to see your smile before him every day, in the flesh. 

“I love you…” He murmured softly as he touches your image. 

He watched you finish your meal, then grab your new soaps, and his eyes lit up with joy as he quickly ran to his room to lay down.

Kylo’s second favorite set of cameras. The shower cameras, nifty little things hiding behind an off tiles on the back and front of your shower that he had paid the landlord not to replace. It always gave a great view of your ass and back, and when you popped your leg, parting them every so slightly to wash, or the front allowing to view your chest and sweet little pussy. He regretted that he couldn’t hide one anywhere else as to watch you undress, but these would do quite nicely.

Your naked form opened the shower and steps in, and Kylo leans back on his bed, starting to feel his heartbeat quicken and his cock begin to twitch and stiffen. You turned on the water, and yelped slightly when the water hit your skin, not warm yet, that makes your nipples hard and perky, he grinned as the water engulfs you, running over every inch of your body. He chuckles to himself, he was envious of water of all things, he wanted to explore every inch of your flesh, caress your hair, run his fingers over your breasts, down your hips, and between your legs. You squeezed soap into your hair and began to shampoo it, jutting out your chest, giving a better view of your beautiful tits, before you moved to wash the rest of your body.  His cock was hard as he watched you scrub your breasts, the attention making your nipples pert, then as you dip between your legs to wash your intimate area. He groaned softly, wondering how soft and wet your pussylips would be against his fingers, how tight your hole would be for him. When you finished rinsing off, you got out of the shower to dry. You went through your nightly ritual before, pulling on a long t-shirt nightie and heading right for bed, but not for sleep yet. 

The frequency you had self love sessions varied, but generally at least twice a week, more when Kylo knew you were ovulating. His cock, already hard from watching you shower, started to drip precum at the thought of your body at its peak fertility, knowing that your needy cunt would beg him to bury his seed deep into you. Kylo had four cameras around your bed. One above you, to watch your gorgeous frame as you slept, the contentedness of your face after a productive day. The second and third was to your side, if you tossed or turned, or if you laid on your stomach to ride your vibe. The last was facing the bed, so if your legs were spread he would have the best view of your glistening cunt. 

He hissed as he went to free his cock, and started pumping his stiff shaft as he watched you prop up your pillow and take out your vibrator and lube from the box underneath your bed. Kylo, of course, had a matching bottle, a mildly stimulating gel. 

You carefully lube up yourself and your toy, and turn it on.

Kylo moaned, as he followed, swirling the lube around his red cockhead, before working down his shaft, he groans as it twitches in his hand, already overstimulated from watching your shower. His view is hazy, but he still watched the four cameras, he wanted to see you pleasure yourself. You mewledas the vibe enters you, which causes Kylo to growl needily, starting to pump his cock with purpose, mumbling your name.

“You like that… Don’t you?” He husked to the air. “Wait until I get in further…”

As you work the vibe inside you, pressing your clit against your hand to ride it, Kylo worked to match his pace with yours, he couldn’t even close his eyes for pleasure, he had to watch you, but his mind wandered from your image to his fantasy.

You were straddling him, he was laying down, one hand shifting between your hip and ass, the other grabbing your breasts and squeezing them. He could see you clearly, sweat beading on your body, tits bouncing, your cunt would be hot and tight, sucking his huge cock in. He thrusts up, matching each bounce to make it rougher, as you use his cock for pleasure…

No… Not just pleasure…

“I love you…” Kylo groans as he wraps his arm around you, sitting up to pull you into a passionate kiss.

“I love you too…” You pant. “Oh…” You mewl as you grab the base of his cock. “I need you…” Her walls clench, sensitive spots pulsing. “KYLO!”

Kylo’s fantasy shattered as he came hard, shooting ropes of hot cum into his hand. Was that…?

“Kylo… Yes…” You panted, squeezing your breast, face flushed with embarrassment and pleasure.

His eyes widen as he quickly turns up the volume, his heart pounding in his chest.

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You laid panting, your mind clouded with lust as your fantasy of Kylo fucking you on his desk faded… And then realization hit you. You groaned as you pulled your vibe out and stomped over to the bathroom to place it for cleaning later, then went to wipe your messy clit in shame. 

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” You asked yourself as you wash your hands, then proceed to throw yourself, face first onto the bed.

He was your boss! Yes, he was hot as hell, but still your boss! How could you? Could you even look at him in the eye the next time you saw him? You felt your face warm with anger and self loathing, what the hell would he think? You quickly squashed that thought, you needed to get your mind off it. You grabbed your phone to try and drown it out with videos only, to see a notification email.

It was from the job you interviewed for.

“Thank you for your email!

Please await a call from us this Monday.”

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Oh... Hi

Hey Um... Been awhile ain’t it? I swear I still love the triplets but thanks to the lovely folks in the @thirst-order-confessions-renewed Star Wars writers discord chat, I’ve decided to come back with a dream fic! It is a DD:DNE fic, I warn though, but I promise sweet fluff will follow Good to be back

Luna <3

[writingisawildride]

Well its been two weeks and I collectively wrote two paragraphs on two separate pieces

Truly I’ve reached the pinnacle of writing

But in all seriousness hopefully I can get something posted this month, I know I have like ten million ideas and like zero motivation so hopefully I can get back into the grove of it!

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The Best Example

 Notes: For @thecurlycaptain, happy birthday! An AU of The Force Awakens where Vader is alive.

Pairing: Darth Vader/Reader, Kylo Ren/RC/Darth Vader

Rating: Explicit

Summary: Kylo Ren has been failed his teacher and grandfather, Darth Vader, in more ways than one. You’re helping with his example.

You were simply a lowly officer on the Finalizer, you worked with the computers, did what you were told, but you always wanted more. Not in the sense of power or command, but your want went towards people. Two to be exact; the strongest Force User there was, Darth Vader, and his grandson, Kylo Ren. They were feared, powerful beyond imagination, when they sparred the ship shook with the power of the Force. It was terrifying.

But also alluring, intoxicating, arousing.

When they stalked the halls while others turned away or fled in fear you watched on with interest. Their imposing figures, unrelenting movements, and even their gloved hands got you weak in the knee. You couldn’t help imagine what it would feel like, to be utterly powerless before them as they used you as a fuck toy.

But that wouldn’t happen... Or so you thought. One night you were summoned by none other than Lord Vader himself. You felt a wave of fear come over you, had he sensed your thoughts? You felt your body quiver and chest tighten as you approached the joint quarters of Darth Vader and Kylo Ren. You didn’t even have time to pause when you heard a deep, faint modulated voice mutter:

“Enter.”

You gulped as the doors opened before you. Lord Vader stood in the center of the empty sparring area, Kylo Ren standing on the sidelines. The little light in the dim room refracted their masks, making them look almost demonic. And yet you felt something inside you deliciously tighten.

“Part of you knows why you’re here.” Vader stated plainly as he marched towards you, each movement practically oozed power.

You turned your head down and nodded. “Yes...”

You suddenly felt your body seize, on the line between lightly crushed and held. Your head was tugged up towards him. He circled you, although you couldn’t see his eyes you felt them everywhere on you. Not only that, but in the corner of your eye you could see Kylo’s fists tightening.

“You have quite the imagination, so much so you have caught the attentions of my grandson...” 

Your heart stopped. Every filthy fantasy, every little thought has been seen by them. You felt your body flush with embarrassment... But you couldn’t help the twitches of arousal spark inside you. 

“You’ve been quite the distraction, he’s even made plans of taking you for himself.” Vader’s voice turned rough as his gaze seared towards his grandson. “It’s affected his performance. This must be rectified.”

Unable to move or speak, you reply to him in your mind: “Yes, Lord Vader.”

“But most importantly, he’s uncreative!” 

Confusion plagued your mind, you waited for an answer. 

Vader’s posture shifted, he almost seemed smug when he folded one hand over the over then circled you. “He has no idea how to please a woman.”

You felt your clit warm suddenly, feather light touches became apparent on intimate areas. A moan resounded in your throat as you felt the Force work around you. Vader let go of your head, but kept you immobilized from the neck down. 

“I propose this. I teach my grandson a lesson about control and pleasure, while giving you what you have wanted. Do we have a deal?” He questioned firmly.

“Yes...” You moaned softly.

“Excellent.”

You felt the zipper of your uniform get pulled down along side the buttons on your pants. Invisible hands slowly began to massage your breasts and tug your nipples through your bra. Your coat and pants were pulled off, leaving you in your underwear. As you looked about, you could see Kylo’s hands twitching towards the sizable bulge in his pants. You were so entranced by him that you didn’t notice Vader walk behind you.

You yelped as the cold leather dipped into your panties, playing with your sex. Thick, harden fingers twisted inside you, rubbing harshly against your pussy. You desperately tried to grind down but unable to, you moaned, unable to relieve the delicious pleasure you turned towards Kylo with pleading eyes. You felt something else press against your cunt before you Vader held out his hand towards Kylo.

“No!”

Kylo paused, the pressing stopped. Vader tore your panties and bra off with a single harsh tug. You didn’t even have time to gasp before he kicked apart your legs and forced you to the ground on all fours. Kylo groaned, witnessing your spread cunt before him, but unable to do anything.

“Kylo informed me of your virginity, he had endless fantasies about taking it. Too bad he can never do it.” 

You shivered as you heard the undoing his lower garments. He moved you at an angle where Kylo could see his thick cock tease your cunt. Your pussy dripped and twitched with need.

“Please Lord Vader!” You begged.

A harsh smack across your ass, made even more painful by the leather, silenced you. 

“I will take you at my own pace, whore.” He growled.

His fingers continued on the assault of your cunt. Spreading it further, forcing one, two, three fingers inside to curl and thrash inside you. You couldn’t take it anymore as you cried from arousal.

“Silence.” He spoke as you felt textured flesh graze against your clit.

You gasped, feeling a mixture of warm skin and smooth metal tease your entrance. Without another warning he thrust in, splitting you much more open than his three thick fingers, causing every nerve to pull with pulses of pain and pleasure. You cried out as his hands dug into your hips.

“Watch closely and see how it should be done!” He hissed at Kylo as he slammed into you.

The feeling of his huge cock pound in and out of you made you scream, feeling it practically in your stomach. Your walls ached with the need to orgasm, the knot of pleasure ready to snap. But you felt something numb your walls slightly, preventing you.

“YOU WILL NOT CUM UNTIL I DO!” He commanded with another sharp slap to your ass. 

You whined, which he took as an agreement. His speed increased, hands grabbing and raking flesh raw, until you felt his cock throb hard. With a deep groan he shot his seed into you, hot and thick, until it spurted out and dripped down your thighs. You panted, thoroughly used and slick with his seed, but the last stimulation tightened your walls and allowed you to orgasm in waves. Vader released his Force grip on you, making you fall to the ground exhausted. 

You heard Vader's modulated breathing slowly return to regulation before he stood. "Back on all fours, we're not done yet." He stated before turning to Kylo. "Come here boy, you've earned your keep."

"Yes grandfather, thank you!" Kylo breathed, trying to hide his excitement.

"But not completely," He turned back to you. "I said on your knees!"

With shaking, pained limbs you got back on all fours. Kylo undid his pants, revealing his ruddy, thick, uncut cock to you. You felt the warmness return to your clit as he went behind you. But Vader stepped before you, and you felt your stomach drop. His cock was not as long as Kylo's, but his thickness was nearly unhuman. Rippled flesh, textured from healed scars, surrounded by shaped metal, streaked with a mixture of your arousal and his seed.

"Open." Was all he said, and you obeyed. "He does not deserve your moans."

Vader slipped his cock into your mouth, the metal scraping slightly against your tongue, the taste a harsh salt and tang, but you wanted it desperately. When you enclosed your mouth around it, he grabbed the back of your head and slammed his length down your throat. You gagged, but kept it in, sucking it down and trying not to vomit. Then Kylo plunged himself in your cunt, you cried out against Vader's dick, the vibration making him moan. Kylo's cock pierced deep inside you, rubbing against your most sensitive areas of your overstimulated cunt. Vader huffed and began to slide in and out of your mouth. The two Force users roughly thrusted in and out of you, making you feel fuller than you ever thought was possible. Kylo's leather gloves grabbed for your ass and your breasts, leaving marks that would later turn to bruises. As his cock throbbed, Vader pulled you closer and closer to his groin, making you swallow almost all of him as he claimed your mouth. 

Kylo's cock twitched inside your clenching walls, groaning as he came, white hot semen shooting into you and overflowing onto the floor. You felt your second orgasm rocket out of you, dripping onto Kylo's cock as he rode out the last of your orgasms. Vader continued face fucking you until he pulled out, his creamy, tangy seed filling your mouth. 

"Swallow."

You obeyed and took everything in, even licking the corners of your mouth to not waste.

Vader turned to his grandson. "Lesson learned?"

"Yes, Master..." Kylo panted.

He nodded and turned back to you. "Be prepared for the next lesson."

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Mommy-Daddy Time (Triplet!DILF!Ben x Mother!Reader)

Notes: For @chaiandchilll

Rating: Explicit

Summary: It’s been about six months since you’ve had much alone time with your husband since your newborn and he’s been getting pretty restless...

“Bye Jaina, bye Jacen, bye Padme!” Ben waved to the car with his parents.

The twin boy and girl waved back, and Leia made their baby girl wave back. You enthusiastically waved at them until the Millennium Falcon, a beat up silver 1977 Mustang, was out of your sight. They were to be away for the weekend, just so you and Ben could have a “staycation”, the first few days you’ve had without little Padme since she was born six months ago. As soon as they disappeared Ben put his arm on the small of your back and then another behind your knee, picking you up flawlessly. You batted at him in a fit of giggles as you fell back in his thick, muscular arms, feeling warm and safe. He leaned on the door to open it and brought you in, reminiscent of the day he surprised you with a house he had spent his life savings on. 

“Ben! What will the neighbors say?” You scolded through a smile as he placed you at the dining table.

“’I wish I was as happy as Mr. and Mrs. Solo?’” He gave you a goofy grin.

You gave him a light push but couldn’t help kiss his cheek. “You’re so corny sometimes, but that just makes me love you even more.”

“Is that why you married me?” He teased. “I told Kylo and Ben my bad jokes would come in handy one day.”

“Oh God, no! Your dad jokes are escalating to absurd levels.”

“They are not.”

You gave him a light glare. “When Jacen asked: ‘Dad, doesn’t that sweater make you itchy’, you replied ‘I got ninety-nine problems but an itch ain’t one’.”

“It was funny!”

“Ah yes, the main symptom of dad jokes; denial.” He pouted, flashing you his puppy eyes. You sighed, deciding to relent slightly. 

“It was funny because of how terrible it was.” You admitted.

“So by extension it was funny.”

You rolled your eyes. “Yes, in that case, it was.”

“Yay!”

You smiled as he practically bounced to the fridge. 

“I’ve prepared dinner for us, three course meal, I put everything together myself.” Ben boasted as he flung open the door and pulled two bowls, a tray. “Well except for the noodles, I didn’t have time to hand roll the noodles.”

You watched his muscular arms contain them, even after all these years he was in great shape and made you weak in the knees just seeing a hint of his muscle. He flashed you his boyish grin as he placed them on the counter, surprised to see your impending meal. Handmade dinner roll dough spaced on a tray, made from scratch pasta sauce in a bowl, and gooey cookie dough. He was a great chef, and in particular his cookies were a big hit with the kids and parents at PTA meetings.

“Yum! Can’t wait!” You rolled up your sleeves to grab the cookie dough to roll them into balls before you felt your waist encircled by his firm arms.

“No no no, this is my domain for today,” He insisted as he brought you to the dining room table. “You’ve been at home taking care of Padme while I went to work and picked up the kids, you need a break.”

You squirmed slightly before Ben pulled out a chair and plopped you on it. “You know you do more than that Ben, you usually have breakfast ready and have already changed her diaper by the time I’m up.”

“But you still do most of the work for them.” Ben responded firmly as he marched over to the kitchen.

You leaned onto the table and pouted. “What happened to mommy-daddy time?”

Ben smirked and turned back. “We’re alone together aren’t we? Daddy will make it up to you.”

You giggled and leaned back. “Alright, I’ll be waiting.”

Ben nodded and went to work. You could see him in the kitchen working away. He put the rolls in the oven, crouching down because he was so tall, letting his firm little butt hang out. He placed two pans on the stove and set it to hot for boiling the noodles and warming the sauce. His face and bare arms glistened slightly as he tended to the food, enthralled by his movements. It had been so long since the two of you had been intimate, thoughts raced through your head. You watched his large hands work the cookie dough into balls, tapping your foot in anticipation when we would caress your body. 

“Rolls are done!” Ben chimed as he pulled them from the oven.

The buttery, fresh rolls wafted towards you as Ben placed the cooling rack on the table. You waited for them to cool as you watched Ben set the table for two, using your best plates and cutlery even grabbing your favorite candle scent and lighting it between you.

“Romantic motherfucker.” You teased picking up a roll.

“Never a truer statement.” 

You lightly punched his shoulder as he went to strain the pasta and mix it with the sauce. You pressed your chest against the table, before feeling wetness seep through your shirt. You looked down and sighed, a spot of breast milk spreading across your blouse.

Ben took notice of your change in expression and looked at you concerned as he brought the pan it over to the table. “Everything ok?”

“Ah, it’s nothing, I think I need to pump…” You said as you went to stand.

He gently placed his hands on yours, stopping you. You turned to him and smiled sweetly, not prepared for the gaze you were met with. You could see the dark spark in his eyes as his plump lips parted slightly before he glanced down at your chest. You felt a tightening in your lower abdomen as groaned softly. 

“Ben...”

Taking your whisper as permission, he kissed and nipped your neck, trailing down to your collarbone where he tenderly sucked and bit. His huge, warm hands snaked up your body, starting with rubbing circles on your thighs before grazing your mound and tracing the lower part of your breast. The other hand was quick to hike up your shirt, allowing your full breasts to be exposed to the air. He threw the shirt on the ground, taking a moment to stare at your leaking chest.

“I think you’re just so fucking sexy like this...” Ben husked gently palming your breasts, you moaned, they were still so sensitive. 

Ripples of pleasure were sent to your cunt as he began to swirl around your nipples. You felt a bead of milk emerge and drip down your breast, stopped short by one of Ben’s thick fingers. He smiled and looked darkly into your eyes as he licked his finger.

“So sweet... I love it when you’re like this.” Without any more warning, he encircled his plush lips around your nipple, making you moan softly. “Ben...”

“Tastes so good.” He groaned sucking your breast tenderly. 

His warm lips and hot tongue playing with your nipple as he sucked caused you to melt into his embrace. He squeezed and teased the other, causing little droplets of milk to wet his fingers. He moaned at your taste, happily lapping everything up. When he felt satisfied at the amount drawn from you, he moved onto the next. 

“Fuck! Ben!” You mewled clawing at his clothed chest.

He continued his pouring of affection on your nipple, suckling and gently lapping. You were so preoccupied by his ministrations, you didn’t notice his hand sliding off your panties from beneath your skirt. You yelped when his fingers danced on your clit leaning over him as he finally released your nipple. You rested your hands on his shoulders as he worked his thick fingers into your cunt.

“Mm, that feels good daddy…” You whimpered, grinding down on his hand.

“What does mommy want to do?” He growled lightly, eyes glued to your dripping pussy.

You dropped your hands to his button up and practically tore it open before pressing your bare breasts against him, moaning as his skin met yours. “I want daddy to take off his belt and spank me…”

He chuckled richly as he pressed his lips against your ears. “That’s only for bad girls…”

You glanced at him with a slight scowl, just enough so he could glimpse it before you shoved your hand down his pants. You felt his hardened length twitch as he growled pushing your back against the table edge. He moved aside the dishes and put out the candle before pushing away the chair, forcing your weight on the table. He flipped you over, breasts pressed against the table, ass in the air. 

“Now you’re a bad girl.” He hissed as he pulled away your skirt, leaving your ass bare and thighs with arousal dripping from them on display.

The sound of his belt unclicking gave you just enough time to brace for the first impact. Leather stung your ass, lower than usual, closer to your cunt that clenched. 

“You’re a glutton for punishment you know that, a fucking gorgeous horny minx.” He hissed.

He accompanied it with two slaps of leather to your ass, burning red as you cried out. “Yes daddy!”

He spread your legs further and lifted you higher on the table. He rubbed the cool leather against your trembling pussy. You felt the sweet tingling of your budding orgasm begin to build inside you as his hands raked down your back.

“You’re so fucking wet.” He said, his voice dripping with satisfaction. 

You shivered as he smeared your arousal against your ass. Your body was burning with a mix of desperation and need as parted your lips slightly. “Ben please...”

“Please what?” You could practically hear his smirk in his voice.

“I want you to fuck me hard!” You pleaded.

Ben spanked you with his hand this time, the force of it lunging you forward. “Beg nicer dear, you were bad.”

You whined slightly, thoughts racing as he gripped your ass with one hand before putting the weight of his chest on you as the other hand snaked to your breast. You thrashed under him, trying to put any pressure on your aching clit.

“Ben fuck me until I can’t walk tomorrow! Fuck me like I know you want to! Make my pussy raw and filled with your seed! Put another baby in me!”

Ben paused for a moment, before loosening his grip. Instead his fingers drew circles on your neck bone and his fingers dipped into your pussy. 

“Do you really want me to put another baby in you?” He murmured softly.

Your whole body was crying for release, need reverberated throughout every nerve. “Yes! Now fuck me please!”

You heard his pants drop and his thick, hot cock head teased your clit. “I love you.”

The two of you moaned in unison as his cock split you open. Even after countless times you had sex you could never get used to his sheer girth. Your walls tightened around him as he slowly began to rock in and out of you, feeling his cock push apart flesh and pull it back over and over. 

“Fuck, you still have such a tight little cunt.” He spoke lowly. “So wet, so ready for me.”

“Only for you!”

He lifted you against the table, cock pounding into you, quicker and harder. He grabbed your bouncing breasts and slapped your raw ass as he bit and sucked on your flesh. The knot of pleasure tightened as you began to turn numb.

“Fuck Ben! I’m gonna cum!” You screamed.

“Cum!” He commanded as he rutted into you.

You orgasmed in waves, crumbling beneath his weight as he rode through your orgasm. You felt the last firm thrusts as he let out a gutteral groan of pleasure, his cock twitching before shooting his hot seed into you. You both breathed and panted, he took a moment to pull out, his cock sliding out, allowing your juices to leak. He put his hand on the small of your back and your chest before gently turning you over. He lifted you to his lips, to see a tender smile and those warm brown eyes as he gently placed his lips on yours. 

“I love you so much...” He whispered as he held you close to his chest so you could feel his beating heart. “I’m glad you’re mine, you’ve made me so happy... And I want to make you happy...”

You rested against him and kissed his cheek softly. “You already have...”

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Hey I’m sorry I’ve been inactive, with everything happening and personal issues I’ve been really burnt out and trying to relax… Keyword trying. I promise I’ll get back to everything when I’m in a better emotional state.

- Luna

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Hey there, mate. This is a real cliche cheese fest but can I request Matt taking RC to the movies on date night, and he pulls all those cheesy "I ain't slick" arm over shoulder yawn trick and etc--but they just end up making out half way through the movie

Done friendo :)

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Romcom and Popcorn

 Notes: For @thecurlycaptain, the Sweet Sin series.

Summary: Matt decides to invite you over to watch a movie, too bad he’s being a bit awkward but maybe you can fix that…

Rating: Explicit

You sprinkled salt and drizzled butter on the large bowl of popcorn while Matt fiddled with the TV. He was making sure the surround sound worked perfectly and the hues were adjusted just right for optimal viewing experience. It was just the two of you in the Organa-Solo home; Kylo was teaching night classes, Ben was doing his shift at a bar, and Han and Leia were travelling to visit her brother, Luke. Matt, home alone, decided to invite you over for dinner and a movie, without the inconvenience of other people or the price of dinner. He made a simple dinner of pasta, garlic bread, milkshakes that were set aside when he let you make popcorn.

“Alright, all set, how about you?” He asked.

“All set.” You placed the large bowl of popcorn on the coffee table beside the other food.

“Perfect, I already skipped through the previews.” Matt flicked off the lights and plopped beside you.

The movie you picked was a Romcom musical about a long distance relationship between two very different people, you weren’t sure how it would be, but Matt loved musicals so you couldn’t help but go with it. As the opening song was playing, you watched the fancy footwork and dramatic set changes, you saw Matt’s arm reach around.

“You want some popcorn?” You asked.

Matt looked at you for a moment, arm frozen in the air. He then coughed into his sleeve and put it down.

“Um… Yeah.”

You smiled as you handed him the bowl, which he gingerly plucked popcorn from. As the movie progressed you saw Matt yawn, which caused you to yawn and lie further down. You saw his arm pass over you.

“Oh... I was grabbing my milkshake.” Matt chuckled brokenly, before grabbing it.

This continued several times in the span of thirty minutes, Matt’s arm always reaching for something. It got a bit annoying, but he looked pretty tired. He was yawning a lot.

“Matty, did you stay up playing video games again?” You asked him, your hand digging through the shallow mixture of kernels and popcorn.

“No... Why?” He laughed nervously. 

“Come on Matt, you’ve been yawning so much.”

“You got me.” He chuckled, albeit awkwardly. “I won’t.”

You gently rested on his shoulder. “I’ll head home after, ok?” 

Matt gulped a little, almost looking nervous. “Ok.”

The two of you continued the movie, when Matt yawned once more, before moving his arm. You looked at him a bit oddly, why was he cupping his arm around the couch cushion? You eventually looked at him.

“Matt what are you doing?”

He looked at you with a smile. “Sorry, should I have asked first.”

“... Asked to do what?”

His eyes widened a bit before he turned to look at his arm. He let out a yelp before pulling his arm back.

“Shit I didn’t- I thought-” He turned red. “Nothing!”

You couldn’t help but giggle as you realized what he was going to do. “Matt, if you wanted to cuddle, then you should’ve told me, why do the old fashion ‘yawn and arm’ trick.”

His blush faded as he began to laugh sincerely. “Well I like being sneaky now and then.”

You plopped yourself on his lap and pecked his cheek. “I love you.”

He wrapped his long, thick arms around you. “I love you too.”

You gently cupped his soft cheeks and pulled him in for a kiss. His lips were soft and plump, warm as they puckered against yours. Your face flushed and you found yourself wrapping your arms around his neck to press your body against his. His arms wrapped and rested around your waist, his firm chest pressing against your breasts and stomach. You couldn’t help but feel a bit of warmth gather in your clit. You shifted slightly in his lap, when you felt something solid beneath your butt.

Matt let go blushing and gently lifted you off him. “Sorry, it happened again.” 

You managed to get a glimpse of his hard on before he bunched his jacket onto his lap. You felt a twinge in your lower stomach and feeling a dampness gather in your panties. You felt your legs shake slightly and your heart pulsed softly.

“Matty, it-it’s ok. I-” Your face heated as you got the last bit of courage you needed. “I want to have sex with you.”

Matt’s eyes widened as he looked at you for a minute. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

“Are you sure?” He asked softly.

You nodded quickly, your clit beginning to ache slightly. “Matty I... I’ve wanted to have sex for awhile, I know I’m a virgin, but I’ve thought of...” You felt your stomach churn slightly, but not enough to halt your desire. “Doing it a lot lately, especially since we’ve been together so long and you’ve been so good to me and I think you’re so sexy and cute and I love you so much!”

Matt stared at you with the same shock, but then a smile grew across his lips. “Thank you for saying that, it means so much-” He took your hands and kissed your lips. “- I just want to make sure you’re ready.”

You felt your stomach still and your heart steady. “Matt… I’m ready. I want to have sex with you.”

Matt bit his lip in thought. “Are you sure?” He asked again.

“Yes.” You assured, kissing him on the lips.

Matt smiled and gently brushed his fingers against your shoulders. “Alright, if you want to stop tell me, and we’ll stop. I don’t want to force you to do something you don’t want to…”

“Of course Matty.”

“To help... I’ll tell you what I’m doing…” He bit his lips nervously. “Do you want me to undress?”

You felt your face heat up slightly. “Y-yes please.”

Matt leaned back as he reached for the bottom of his shirt as he pulled it over his head. Your eyes flew to his apparent abs, covered by a little layer of squish but sexy nonetheless. His upper body was exposed, allowing you to take it in. He smiled, before getting up on his knees and pulling down his pants. His briefs were black, with an obvious shape poking out of it. You felt your eyes drop to his crotch and felt a warmth in your belly.

“Have you… Ever seen one in real life?” He questioned calmly.

“No…” You admitted, a blush spread across your face.

“I hope I don’t disappoint.” Matt gave a slight chuckle.

He grabbed the hem and slowly slid his briefs off. His long, thick, uncut cock was revealed, which was slightly concerning because it looked like it was only half-mast. You felt your cunt begin to clench, a bit nervous, but you knew from the burning in your lower stomach you wanted it.

Matt took a couple deep sighs. “Well… What do you think?”

Your chest began to feel a bit heavy. “You’re… so well endowed.” You felt your panties begin to dampen and blushed, you began to play with the hem of your skirt, lifting it slightly to Matt’s direction.

“Tell me if you want me to stop.” Matt reminded. “Do you want me to undress you? Or do you want to do it yourself?”

“I... I want you to... I want to feel you do it.” You stuttered slightly, your naivety showing. 

He laid you across the couch and kissed you softly. He gently traced his fingers along your shirt before lifting it up enough to show your belly. He smiled and rubbed your tummy, the sensations causing you to giggle.

“Matty what are you doing?”

“Just trying to keep you calm.” He chuckled.

He lifted your shirt, pausing at the hem of your bra to look up at you. You nodded, giving him your permission. He gently pulled your shirt over your plain white bra, a blush formed as he slid it off your arms and put it aside. The combination of excitement and cold caused goosebumps to rise, you felt your nipples harden and poke through your bra. The knot in your lower stomach tightened as you felt Matt’s gaze on it. He stared for a moment, before thumbing the hem of your skirt. 

“Go ahead Matt.” You whispered.

You heard him hold his breath as he gently tugged off your skirt, your damp folds chilled by the air. Matt’s eyes searched your body for a moment, his erection rising in response to seeing you. You felt your insecurities begin to melt away as he gently brushed over your bare thighs.

“You’re so beautiful.”

He gently traced his hands up around your stomach, then to the sides of your bra, then circling around to your back, gently pulling around the band. When you said nothing he gently unclasped it, before letting it fall into your lap. You felt your heart quicken as he stared at your bare breasts and pointed nipples. His hands fell to the sides of your panties as you straightened your legs, he pulled it away from your skin then dragged it down your legs. 

You were bare before him, with a burning in your clit and your heart pounding in your ears. His erection was red at the tip as he took everything in.

“You’re gorgeous...” He sighed softly, pulling you onto his lap and gently cupped your face, then kissing you passionately.

You moaned, growing weak as his bare skin rubbed against yours. He gasped, feeling your breasts against his chest. Heat radiated from his skin and you felt ripples of pleasure at each touch. His hardened cock traced against your thighs, causing you to melt into his arms.

“I want to feel you...” He husked. “I want to play with your breasts.”

His words reverberated in your body, causing you to shiver. “Yes Matty... I want you to be the first.”

“You haven’t experienced this?” He chuckled. “I’m going to make you feel so good, I’m going to squeeze your breasts and play with your nipples.”

He gently cupped your breasts in his palms, his forefingers running over your nipples, causing electric pulses of pleasure to spread throughout your body. 

“I’m going to kiss and suck on your nipples...” His words only made your body shake and weaken further.

“Yes Matty, please keep telling me what you’re going to do to me!” You begged.

Matt encased his warm mouth around your nipple, messily licking and kissing it, the other being teased by his fingers. “You like dirty talk then, that’s good to know.”

After covering one breast in a flurry of sloppy kisses, he moved to the next, enclosing your nipple and beginning to suck. You writhed beneath him as his tongue swirled around it.

The pressure building in your tightening pussy was too much, you hazily raked your hands down his back as you bit his earlobe. “Matt... I need you, I need you to make me cum!”

Matt paused and pulled away, a string of saliva linking you for a moment. He planted kisses trailing down to your pubic bone, with words laced between each pause.

“I am going to gently put my fingers, into your untouched clit.” He warned, stroking your mound.

His finger tips grazed your folds, scorching your clit. You arched you back moaning as he caressed your sensitive walls. Matt laughed deeply as he dipped into your clit.

“Mmm, I’m sorry I’ve never done this with a virgin before. It’s… rewarding to see your reaction...” He paused, thinking about his words. “That wasn’t weird, was it?”

“No, just keep going, please.” You panted.

Matt continued stroking you, pressing against your bundle of nerves, causing your clit to tighten around him, your arousal leaking out of you and onto your thighs and ass.

“Now be honest princess, have you ever made yourself orgasm before?” Matt whispered.

You trembled at his words. “Maybe... I’m not sure? Sorry...”

“Don’t worry, I’ll make sure you will after I spread your legs and eat out your pussy.”

Those words pushed near the edge as you sat up against the couch and opened your legs for him. He knelt on the floor and used his thumb and index fingers to spread your walls, wetness dripping onto the couch, before kissing your intimate area. Your walls pulsed and twitched around him, you needed him. His tongue began to circle your clit, his moans and slurps vibrating to your core. 

“So good, you taste so fucking good.” He murmured richly.

His lips and tongue kept working inside you, so warm, so intense, the heat and pressure of your orgasm war approaching hastily. Him pursing his lips around your nub and sucking was enough to finally push you over the edge. Your muscles contracted and locked around his mouth as a flood of your arousal filled his mouth and dripped down his chin. Matt took a moment, groaning as he cleaned himself and yourself off.

As he stood, you saw his erection, dripping with precum, aching for you. “I’m going to take my cock and gently rub it against your tender clit.”

Your already stimulated pussy was trembling with anticipation as his cock smeared his precum on your stomach and thighs as he circled your clit, gasps of pleasure leaving your parted lips.

“I’m going to put the tip in… Remember you can say stop any time.” Matt huffed as he kissed you. “I love you.”

His thick head pressed against your pussy, before slowly pushing in, your walls being pulled apart by his sheer mass.

“Now I’m going to slowly put in the rest, you feel so good, so tight, so warm, your tight clit sucks me right in...”

He slid in slowly, you felt every inch just part you completely. Your walls spasmed around him as you pressed against him, wanting to be close with him. You felt the tip against your inner wall and you whimpered, your clit burning with desire once more.

You gasped and writhed beneath him. “Matt, you’re so big, you feel fucking amazing!”

Matt grunted as he held your hips and kissed your lips before resting his head on your shoulder and pressing his lips against your ear. 

“I’m going to make you feel like a goddess tonight.” He chuckled against your ear. "I’m going to thrust my cock into your pussy over and over until you cum around my cock.”

“Matt...” Your breaths were shaky. “Please.”

You felt his cock slide out, almost withdrawing fully, before his hips snapped against yours, his balls rubbing against your ass. He slowly began to pick up the pace, the delicious friction caused your walls to tense around him the knot of pleasure tightening again. He lifted you up and fucked you against the back of the couch, his pace blinding. Your nerves split and buzzed with pleasure as his cock throbbed inside you, so ready, so needful.

“Matt, I want to cum, I need to cum! I want you and only you!” You begged.

“I’m glad you’ll only want me- shit, because I- Fuck! I only want you! I love you!” He howled as his fingers fell to your pussy and rubbed around your nub.

Your muscles contracted around his cock as your orgasm burst out of you. Ripples of pleasure tore through your body as Matt thrusts faded before he ejected his burning seed into you. You fell limp as his seed gushed through you before overflowing and seeping out of you. You both panted in union, Matt’s now limp cock dragging out of your satisfied clit, allowing your mixed fluids to leak out onto the couch. He kissed you deeply and rested his head against yours.

“I love you.” He sighed.

“I love you too.” You resounded.

He stepped back and looked at the coated leather couch.

“You should get dressed, I’ll clean up.” He stated.

“I should help, it’s technically my fault.” You giggled as you went to your clothes.

You heard the garage door opening. You both exchanged a panicked glace, before you grabbed your clothes and fled into the bathroom. You saw Matt start to put on his boxers and shorts before you shut the door. You wiped yourself off with moist towelettes as you heard the garage door open.

“Sup bro?” Ben’s voice boomed through the house. “Um, why are you furiously cleaning the couch?”

“Just spilled a milkshake.” Matt replied. “Nothing major.”

“How did you spill a milkshake without the outside of the cup getting dirty?”

“... It shot out of my nose during a funny scene.”

“Gross dude.”

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Happy Valentine’s Day Drabbles!

(Or single awareness day in my case but I digress) I'm inviting all you lovely people out there to send me Valentine Drabble requests with your favorite Star Wars character! (Sequel series preferred but not against anyone else... Except maybe Clone Wars and Rebels since I haven't seen them pleasedonthateme) I won't get to them right away, but I'll definitely have them up by tonight.

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A Kitten’s Punishment (General Hux x Reader One-shot)

Notes: Because ever since I submitted this ask to @tonictransistor I couldn’t stop thinking about it.

Summary: Being Hux’s kitten you’re used to a lot of attention and spoiling, but if you let it get to you he’s sure to punish you.

It was routine by now, as soon as you clocked out of your shift it was straight to the General’s luxurious quarters. As you walked there was whispers of your relationship, but no one dare speak out against it. After all, he was your Master and you were his Kitten. You opened the sliding door to his room and stepped in, ready to avoid the judging stares of his fellow officers. You pulled off your boots and went to your wardrobe beside his. 

At a mere glance it looked like a simple wardrobe to put your standard issue uniforms, but alongside them were some interesting accessories. Headbands and clip-ons of cat ears and lingerie that flattered you, but with long tails ranging from smooth and thin to thick and fluffy, attached to panties or plugs, with the furs matching your hair color.

You slipped off your clothes, your black leather choker now free from under your uniform, and put on Hux’s favorite lingerie set, small panties, strapless bra frilly, practically see-through lace with a fluffy tail that tickled your thighs, especially when you got on all fours. You enjoyed the feeling of it against your skin, how the cold air weaved through the lace and how it made Hux desire you even more. You heard the door slide open and the heavy tapping of leather boots make you shiver.

“Good evening, Kitten.” Hux muttered as, nose deep in a report on his PDA.

You crawled to him on all fours, the fur tickling against your bare thighs, then meowed, shaking your tail a bit. He gently patted your head and walked over to his kitchenette. He took out a freeze-dried meal mix, put it in the rehydrator and placed it on your little table beside his work station, without even looking at you. You sighed softly, allowing your eyes to widen and lips to pout. Usually he would at least stroke your back a bit by now. You sat down on the floor and ate beside him quietly, but now and then brushing against his leg with your shoulder. When you finished, you meowed again and nuzzled your head against his thigh.

“I’m still working, go play with your toys.” He said plainly.

You hissed at the unfeeling vibrators and dildos. You wanted Master’s warm touch on you, around you, inside you. You mewled as you lifted your fingers and gently scratched down his crotch. He dropped his Datapad with a loud clang, then turned to you, his pale blue eyes burning into your skull, his teeth barred like a hungry dog’s.

“Bad kitten.” Hux hissed. 

He grabbed your arm and pulled you over his lap, your ass sticking in the air. He pulled your panties off, the cold caressing you, and lifted a gloved hand. You only had a moment to brace yourself when you felt the cold, smooth leather slap against your soft flesh. You cried out as he continued his assault, feeling your ass stung red and raw. You felt your folds grow soaked with each contact. After the fifteenth smack he stopped, made a grunt of displeasure as he slid you off his lap. 

Your bottom burned as you struggled to get on all fours again. He stood up, his boots stomping away from you. You saw your discarded panties and tail and reached for it. You heard him stomp right beside you. 

 “Stop.” 

 You did.

 "Spread yourself." 

You shuffled your knees to the side, both your ass and becoming wider for him. 

You heard a cap unscrew as Hux’s leather fingers opened your ass up further. The creamy, cold lube was smeared inside of you. You cried out as he swirled his finger inside you, the smooth leather filling you further. He inserted another digit, pulling apart your flesh, sending a jolt of pulsating pain through you, alongside mind numbing pleasure. You felt your pussy leak as he put the plug inside of you, the feeling of your anus puckered around the thick base and a fullness within you making your clit tighten and pull at your nerves, a fluffy tail brushing against your ass cheeks. 

You were so distracted by how good it felt, you didn’t realize Hux attached your leash to your choker. The leather dug into your throat as he began to pull you away from his desk, air slowly leaving your body. You quickly began to crawl in the direction he tugged you, but now and then he dragged your bare knees against the cold metal ground.

“I thought I trained you better than this.” Hux spoke, half disappointed, half unamused.

He dragged you to the corner of his office, away from your bedroom, to a pipe. He tied your leash around it, your back pressing against the smooth surface. Hux stepped away for a moment, pressing his lips into a thin line. He wasn’t satisfied. He strutted to the closet again and brought back a pair of silver handcuffs, he then grasped one wrist before locking the metal ring around it, loose enough so it wouldn’t cut off circulation, but it didn’t allow your hand free movement, curled your arm around the pipe, then enclosing the other hand.

“Stay here and think about what you’ve done.” He growled. “Master is very busy.”

You mewled softly, your only thoughts of your aching clit and how you wanted Master to relieve your pain. As he walked away, you meowed and hissed as you struggled against your binds, but that only resulted in the plug shifting side to side in your hole, sending pulses of pleasure to your cunt. The only thing you could do was rub your thighs, allowing your needy, damp folds to graze together. The heated pressure in your lower body became heavy, You cried out, it was almost too much to take.

“Ma-Master!” You whimpered softly.

“I didn’t know kittens could speak.” Hux stated strictly, not even glancing at you from his desk.

“Master, I need you!” You cried out.

Hux narrowed his eyes and stood up, slamming his hands against his desk. “Kitten, you’ve tried my patience enough, another outburst like this and I will have no choice but to discipline you further.”

You bit your lip and nodded, resulting in Hux looking back down at his work. You began to separate your legs, trying to allow more pressure to be relieved. But you forgot about your tail. As you moved back, the wall pressed against your plug, filling you further. You screamed as it struck a nerve, a jolt of pain shook your body, but also turned into warm arousal in your pussy.

Hux’s gaze shot back up to you. His stare now a pair of bloodshot orbs as he marched to you. You felt your eyes widen in fear as he grabbed your legs. 

“What did I say?” He hissed.

“Master, please-” You tried to speak.

Hux slapped your ass, causing you to yelp. He unlocked your handcuffs, but only to release you from the pole. As soon as you were free, he locked your hands once more. He tugged on your leash coaxing you towards the bed. Part of you hoped that he would sink his cock into you, but you knew that’d be too kind. He placed one arm under the small of your back, then the other under your knees, before roughly shoving you onto the sheets, causing your plug to dig deeper into you. Activating the industrial magnet he had installed, he bound your handcuffs to the metal headboard of the bed, then turned his attention to your legs.

“I ask one thing of you kitten,” He grumbled stomping to the closet again, then bringing back two short strands of black rope. “And you disobey.”

He grabbed your foot, looped and tied a rope around your ankle then to one corner of the bed, then did the same to the other. He stepped back, staring at his work. He made a grunt of displeasure as he tightened the ropes around the corners. Your body heated as you were spread wide before him, your dripping cunt begging to be played with. 

Hux however ignored it, then went to the closet for what you hoped for would be the last time. He came out with an armful of things you couldn’t quite make clear of, mostly leather, metal, then something black.

“You deserve this punishment, I’m leaving you here realize that.” Hux scolded, blindfolding you.

You felt your pulse quicken and your breath become heavy, yet your clit burned in anticipation of what would happen. You felt something being placed at your lips, it was cold and round; a ball gag, one of the widest ones you had. You had no choice but to open your mouth, allowing the cold rubber ball in. You bit down on it, it forced against your teeth as Hux clicked it shut. You felt a chill run down your spine, you knew this was only the first thing. 

Hux cupped your breasts, feeling your hardened points under the thin lace. His fingers danced along the strap, then met at the center of your bra. With both hands, he lifted your bra, allowing cold air to meet your breasts, then tearing it in half.

“Useless piece of lace...” He growled, pulling it away from your body.

Hux paused for just a moment, causing you to wonder why. The answer came as a jolt of pain from a lightly pinched nipple, a ring of cold encircled it. A clamp. You groaned against the gag as he did the other, causing your clit to burn. You prayed this was the last thing, but you recalled something else, the large black object- Oh no.

The thick, cold dildo nudged at your pussy lips before pushing its’ way in. It was so large, it pulled your walls apart, almost painfully. You tried your best to bend your legs down, to create friction for relieving your burning insides, but you couldn’t move, the heat and weight of your arousal only growing. You gasped, spit filling your mouth and dripping down your cheek, the gag allowing you to make nothing but lewd noises. 

“I’m going to finish my work, I hope you enjoy this.”

You whimpered slightly, regretting your decisions. Your nerves ached, pulled, buzzed with arousal. It was so much, spread throughout your whole body, it was almost sheer pain. You tugged at your bonds, almost sobbing from arousal. You couldn’t tell if minutes or hours passed, either way it felt like an eternity before you heard Hux’s footsteps beside you.

“How are you feeling, Kitten?” His voice asked, almost soothingly.

You did your best to mewl, coming out almost as gurgles. Your cunt was clenching, spasming around the dildo, your desire burning painfully.

“You only have yourself to blame.”

The bed dipped, you felt his legs lock around your shoulders tightly. His warm hands went underneath your neck and released your ball gag. You felt a string of saliva form as he pulled it off and discarded it. You bit your tongue, just wanting things to be over.

That’s when you heard his pants unzip.

“I’m getting my pleasure before yours,” His thick, warm head traced your lips. “Suck.”

You pursed your lips around his cock, his precum stinging your tongue, and took him in. His hardened cock began to pulse in your mouth, causing you to smile slightly. He was torturing himself as well. As you sucked, he grunted and groaned, grinding against your mouth. His cock twitched before you felt his seed shoot into the back of your throat, filling your mouth. He pulled out and watched you swallow his seed, laughing deeply.

“Good kitten.” He spoke, stepping off the bed.

He turned off the magnet, allowing you to move your arms up and down, thankful at least for the circulation. His footsteps traveled away from you, then circled to the foot of the bed. You felt the ropes, loosen, then fall apart. You were completely free, but you knew better than to move or take off your blindfold. 

Hux chuckled darkly. “You’ve learned your lesson, so I suppose I should reward you.”

You felt the dildo slide out with ease, allowing your clit to ooze with your arousal. You sighed in relied, feeling free, knowing you’d be getting your orgasm soon. One of Hux’s hands was placed in the center of your chest and pushed your back against the headboard, then his hand going beneath your thighs, tugging at your tail until the plug came free. You took a deep breath, thankful for it.

Before you felt something thicker prod at your anus. You let out a gasp of shock as your hole was split open by the dildo, lubed with your own arousal. You moaned as Hux forced you against the wall, the base pushing it forward, pressing into a delicious spot. You started to writhe, both holes spasming with desire. 

“You’ve never been quite so full, have you Kitten? And I haven even put my cock into your filthy little pussy.”

You felt his half-staff cock begin to tease your cunt. You breathed shakily, your speech incoherent squeaks. He pressed his warm lips against yours, then found the nape of your neck and bit. Warm hands grabbed and tugged on your nipple clamps, causing you to cry out. You felt a smirk grow against your skin as his dick hardened against you.

“You’re so wet... So wanton... I bet you’re going to soak my cock.”

You practically screamed as his head penetrated you, the sudden stimulation sending electric pulses through your body. Your nails dug into his back as he pushed deeper into you.

“I was right, I can slide right in Kitten... But you’re still so tight.” He laughed as his cock became fully engulfed in your clit.

He slowly moved out, his ridges rubbing against your walls made your flesh tighten around him. As he thrust forward, his chest rubbed against your sore nipples, then there was the dildo stretching your ass, and finally the wet friction between your legs.The sensations buzzed and tightening around you, almost choking you with stimulation. You writhed and moaned, scratching his back and wrapping your weak legs around his waist, having him dig as deep as possible.

As his cock pounded into you, hitting your sweet spots, Hux growled and slapped your ass. “Speak Kitten! Scream for your Master!”

You yelled, feeling the heavy knot of pleasure in your stomach beginning to snap. “Master!”

Your walls tightened, grabbing his cock as your rocketed through your orgasm, waves of of pleasure coursing through your veins as you slumped over his shoulder, limp from sex. He grabbed onto your hips as he rode through your orgasm, before his cock throbbed within you and shot his seed into your cunt. You laid there, entwined, panting, covered in sweet, semen and your own arousal. 

Hux gently threaded his hands through your hair and pulled off your cat ears gently, unlocking your choker and leash, then going to your rear and pulling out the dildo. “Has the thought ever crossed your mind, Kitten, that I don’t like punishing you?”

You couldn’t help but raise an eyebrow in doubt at him.

“Not like that. I enjoy giving you want you want.” He began to stroke your back. “But you only have to listen.”

“I will, Master.”

Hux stood up and went to the bathroom and came back with a warm, wet towel. He wiped off the apparent fluids, so you could sleep comfortably at least, then did the same to himself. He placed them on the floor, beside your wardrobe, before opening it. He pulled out a long satin ribbon, your favorite color, and walked over to you. You purred as he pet you and softly tied the ribbon around your neck, with a gracious amount of room to breathe. He pulled the sheet over the two of you and wrapped his arms around you. You mewled happily and curled into his embrace.

“Goodnight Kitten, Master loves you.”

“And Kitten loves Master.”

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Winning Love By Daylight... And Then Some (Kylo Ren x Reader)

Notes: For @faestae! Happy birthday friend! Here’s a gift- I mean... Coincidentally timed piece that just so happens to be customized to your interests... *cough*

Summary: After much toil, you convince Kylo to be the Tuxedo Mask to your Sailor Moon at a con, at first begrudgingly... Until he sees you that is.

Rating: Explicit

“Kylo come on we need to head to the badge station early before that massive line forms!” You yelled from the bathroom as you put in your last blue contact. 

“Says the one who’s taking forever!” Kylo bellowed on the other side of the door.

“Just need to make sure you’re ready!” You yelled back.

You stepped back from the mirror to look at yourself. You spent a good chunk of money on custom made Sailor Moon costume, tailored to your exact measurements, with a high quality wig and contacts. The short bouncy skirt, tight leotard, and leg-emphasizing heels made you feel confident. You smiled as you did Sailor Moon’s signature pose, then giggled. 

“Alright Kylo, let’s go!” You said as you stepped out confidently. 

Kylo sat, obviously steaming in his tuxedo, clutching a fake plastic rose and glaring through his mask. You walked up to him and pouted with the highest pitch anime voice you could scrounge up without your voice cracking.

“Mamoru-kun~!” You squealed.

Kylo grumbled and turned to you with gritted teeth, only for his eyes to burst open. His brown pupils scanned your body up and down. His gaze sharpened, flickering with the familiar echoes of lust you had seen so often. 

Rolling your eyes, you shook a gloved finger. “No, it took forever to put this on and you’re not getting any until Day 1 is done!” You grabbed your Luna purse. “Now onto the con!”

Right as you went to unlock the door you felt a light smack on your bottom. You yelped, then turned to his smirking face.

“You are asking for trouble today.” You hissed.

“I thought you only fought evil by moonlight.” Kylo mused.

You rolled your eyes. “Come on, Tuxedo Ass, let’s go.”

“Sailor Moon, Tuxedo Mask! Can I get a picture?” A teenage girl wearing a Leia cosplay asked.

You smiled and nodded, glad your cosplay was appreciated. You gently tugged on Kylo’s sleeve excitedly as you went to pose with your backs to the wall. Surprisingly, he flung his cape outward, around you as a couple other people joined the picture taking group. 

You felt a light tug on your leotard, feeling the soft cotton rub against your clit. You jumped, then turned to him with a silent glare. 

“What’s the matter, dumpling head?” Kylo chuckled. 

You simply turned your nose upward and marched away. You both walked into the Walking Dead video game panel and pulled Kylo beside you. The two of you were late, so you sat in the back. They darkened the room to project a trailer and as soon as the last light faded off, you felt a gloved hand on your inner thigh.

You held back a squeal as Kylo made circles around your thigh, inching closer to your leotard. “Kylo... Stop.”

“You’ve tortured me by having me wear this costume, so it’s my turn...” He brushed against your pubic bone. “To torture...” His fingers stroked down to your pussy. “You.”

You bit your lips to keep you from moaning. “Kylo... Please... I can’t...This costume was expensive and hard to put on... Will you fucking wait?” You shoved your hand down his pants.

Kylo released your clit with a long groan. “I’m going to make you pay.”

You gave his hardening cock a couple firm jerks before withdrawing and pretending nothing happened.

“And it should be done by the end of the con.” The artist said as she penned down your request. “By the way, you and your boyfriend look great!” 

“Thank you.” You smiled as you walked over to Kylo and hugged him from behind. “Come on, Artist’s Alley is going to close soon and our preordered pizza should be at our room in an hour.”

Kylo flashed a wicked grin. “Sounds perfect.”

You winked at him, he had been teasing you all day and wanted him to fuck you with wild abandon. You felt your legs shake as the elevator reached your floor. As soon as the bell rang, he scooped you up and slammed his lips against yours. You moaned against his lips as Kylo opened the door, almost tossing you on the bed.

He laid his body weight against you, his large hands reaching for your breasts, finding your nipples through your bra and leotard. He pinched them lightly as his lips found your neck, quickly replaced by teeth nipping at your flesh.

“Fuck, you just were one, giant tease...” Kylo breathed as he traced his hands around your body. “Seeing those tits in that top, your cute little ass peeking out from that skirt, knowing that your leotard rubbed against your crotch... I could’ve fucked you as soon as you stepped out of that door.”

His words made your pussy clench. Kylp roughly began searching your costume, tickling you slightly. You giggled at the little motions, he was obviously trying to find out how to take off your costume. He returned to your breasts, trying to feel them better. You opened your mouth to tell him.

Then you heard a loud rip. Accompanied by a chill on your breasts. 

Oh.

Hell.

NO.

“WHAT THE FUCK KYLO!” You screamed pushing him off.

He looked bewildered as you looked down at your top. He had torn the chest ribbon off, the velvet now a bunch in your lap, causing a long tear from your cleavage, showing off your bra, to your stomach. Kylo was used to tearing clothes, he always bought you extras. 

But this was different. This was cosplay. This was war.

“Do you know how much this cost and how long I’ve waited for it to be done!?” You practically screeched.

Kylo’s eyes flashed with fear as he backed up on the bed. Growling, you grabbed the now useless chest ribbon and leaped on Kylo. In your rage you grabbed his wrists and tied them to the bed with it. He was so shocked at your sudden aggression he didn’t get the chance to fight it off. You backed up, taking deep breaths, then smirked. Kylo’s mask was pulled off, his jacket open with a couple buttons undone, revealing his muscular chest. You couldn’t help but grab your phone and take a couple sexy pictures of him before the real fun started.

“Do you want me to call you, ‘Mistress’?” Kylo questioned with a light tone.

“No... But I do want my revenge.”

You slid the torn costume off with ease, at least thankful for that, before peeling off your gloves, boots and wig. Kylo’s eyes scanned you hungrily as you stood before him in a tight thin bra and small panties, worn so the lines wouldn’t show under your costume. You laughed as you saw his pants slowly pitching a tent.

You smirked as you leaned forward, grabbing your breasts, tracing your hands along the sides of your body, stroking your folds through damp panties. Kylo growled as he attempted to free himself, wanting so badly to hold you down and fuck you, but it was your turn for fun. Your hands returned to your bra, gripping the soft cups before turning around to face the wall. You snaked your hands on your back and unhooked your bra, letting it slide off your shoulders. Kylo’s breathe picked up, practically panting. 

You looked over your shoulder, smiling slyly. You tossed your bra to him, which landed in a neat pile over his thigh. You stood up on the bed, before grabbing your panties and pulling those off too, your bare ass now filling his vision. Kylo tried to fling himself forward, then quickly forced down by his binds. He snarled almost sounding animalistic.

“When you let me go I’m going to fuck you so hard that you won’t walk straight.”

You sat down, still facing away, ignoring him as best as you could to focus on your own needs. You propped yourself up on your knees, so Kylo could see underneath you as well. Taking two fingers, you began to tease your entrance, letting out a gracious amount of moans and mewls.

Kylo growled, the headboard ratting against the wall. You heard shuffling clothing and limbs struggling, but that didn’t deter you. You bent over, showing him your flushed, dripping cunt, still being prodded at by your strokes. 

“Fuuuccckkk!” Kylo yelled. “I’m sorry ok! It won’t happen ever again! I won’t tease you, I won’t damage your cosplay, I’ll wear any costume you damn want me to, just let me fuck you!”

You chuckled, hearing every word you wanted to hear. You withdrew your fingers and finally turned to him. His eyes darted down to your breasts, slowly rising and falling with each breath, then trailed down to your glistening pussy. You crawled over him, feeling his hard on rub against your thighs, then practically shoved your breasts in his face as you untied the bow. He wasted no time pouncing on you, pinning you down with his thick arms and locking your arms overhead with one hand as the other explored your body. He was a madman, thrusting forward, gripping and biting flesh. 

You moaned as he finally pressed his cock against your clit, shortly before he pushed his full girth in. You yelped out of shock, the sheer size splitting you open, but as he began to move, the wet friction sent waves of pleasure throughout your body.

“You fucking minx, I’m going to fill you with my seed.” He bit your breast lightly.

His balls slapped against your ass as he began to pick up the pace, your pussy grasping his cock with need. Your orgasm was building, burning inside your cunt. You wrapped your legs around him, letting him thrust as deep as possible.

“Kylo, I’m- I’m going to cum!” You screamed.

He crashed his lips against yours. “Then cum!”

Your walls clenched around him as your orgasm flood out of you. Feeling your fluids engulf his cock, Kylo moaned in return as his last harsh thrust released his molten seed into you, overflowing out of you. The two of you panted, Kylo’s body untensed as he laid on you, face dug into the mattress. He let go of your arms, allowing you to embrace him tightly.

“I really am sorry...” Kylo spoke softly. “I promise I’ll pay for a new one, and then get you another costume you want.”

“Thanks babe...” You said, gently stroking his hair. “You’re going to look great in your costume tomorrow.”

“Oh no, who am I going to be?”

“Reaper from Overwatch.”

“Of course I am.”

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The Lazy Day (Matt the Radar Technician x Reader)

Notes: For the Sweet Sin Series, requested by @seremedyxiii

Rating: Explicit

Summary: A stormy warming is a perfect day to lay in bed and relax, clothing optional of course.

The distant rumble of thunder was the first thing that pulled you awake, the second was the feeling of a moist, warm kiss on your shoulder.

“Morning.” Matt murmured softly, gently wrapping his broad arms around you.

One was between your shoulder and your breasts, the other just across your bare tummy. You felt a smile grow across your face, even after a night of passionate lovemaking, Matt still wasn’t sexual with you until you said it was okay. That’s one of the things that made him the best boyfriend you’ve ever had.

“Morning.” You mumbled into his arm, you heard the pounding rain clearly now. “It’s pretty bad out there huh?”

“Yeah, it’s recommended not to go out today, good thing that we didn’t have anything to do.” Matt yawn and rested his chin against your shoulder. “So, what do you want to do?” 

You smirked as you turned into his arms, pressing your bare chest against his and wrapping one leg around his hip. His heart began to beat strongly against your chest and his erection began to stiffen against your inner thigh.

“I think you’ve got an idea…” You whispered into his ear, then bit and pulled his lobe.

Matt chuckled deeply and gently grasped your wrist before rolling you onto your back. Winking at you, he slipped under the sheets but his head paused at your stomach. When you lifted the sheets, you could see he was staring at your breasts. You felt your body flush as your nipples began to harden.

“You’re so beautiful…” He spoke, his warm breath brushed against your stomach.

His hands trailed upwards, then lightly cupped your breasts, just avoiding your areolas. He gently squeezed them, an involuntary sigh of pleasure left your lungs. He smiled at your reaction, then dragged his thumbs over your sensitive nipples. You giggled, squeaked and moaned as he continued to knead your breasts.

“Fuck…” He whispered, drawing out the word as he kissed your breasts. “You’re a fucking masterpiece, your breasts are perfect in my hands.”

He released your breasts then placed a soft kiss on your abdomen. He then kissed your stomach. You felt the nerves coil in your stomach and your folds began to dampen as his chin brushed against your public bone, then trailed further down. Your pussy clenched as Matt beamed down at your wet clit.

“So wet for me already?” Matt purred, stroking the moist edges of your cunt.

You shivered as you felt your arousal begin to drip from his touch. “Matt…”

He gently slid a warm finger inside you, curling against your flushed flesh. You arched your back and groaned in pleasure.

“You’re always so wet for me, so tight, so perfect around my fingers… And my cock.”

You yelped as he kissed the hood of your vagina. The heat and pressure of your arousal was weighing down in your lower stomach, almost too much to bear.

“Matt… Stop teasing me.” You begged, placing both hands on his soft, curly hair.

Matt smirked as he rested both hands on your thighs and made long strokes along your entrance before gently separating your slit. His warm breath met your soaked cunt as your need stung your insides. His hot tongue brushed against your pussy lips, causing you moan. Slowly, he circled your sensitive nub, gently using his tongue to dip into your folds. You squirmed and squealed as Matt coated you in his saliva, trying your best to push him closer.

“So eager my love? Alright, you’ll get what you want.” Matt chuckled against your flesh, causing you to shiver.

You mewled as Matt’s tongue dipped into your hole, then began to play with your bundle of nerves. You practically came from the stimulation alone, but your walls continued to twitch and clench at his touch.

“Matt…” You panted, gripping his hair tightly. “Keep… Keep going… I love you so damn much!”

“I love you too baby…” Matt mumbled.

Spurned on by your words, Matt’s licks and kisses increased in speed and intensity. You giggled, moaned, wailed as your walls contracted, your flooded arousal gushed out of you and onto Matt’s tongue. Pleasure buzzed around your flushed body as Matt lapped you clean. He sat up on his legs, his thick erection sprung forward, the tip glistening with precum as he swirled his tongue to the corners of his mouth. You felt your stomach heat and knot again, it was your turn.

You grabbed his thick shoulders and pulled him down, you stood up and threw a leg over him, finally pinning him to the bed. He looked shocked for a second, but mirrored your devilish smile. 

“You are somehow both the most adorable and sexiest man I know.” You husked as snaked your hands up his stomach to his chest, feeling the firm ridges of his muscles, swaddled in softness of his skin. “This fucking amazing body that gets me so hot.”

Matt hissed as you dragged your nails down his chest, leaving strings of red skin in your wake. 

“And your voice, you can make me cum just by talking…”

You traced your hands around his throbbing cock, that twitched at your touch. He whimpered and his body began to relax, completely submitting himself to your control. You smiled as you rose on your knees, teasing his tip against your clit.

“And I didn’t even start on your perfect cock.” You chuckled as you lowered yourself onto his dick, his solid head separating your tender flesh.

You shook and groaned in unison as his penis was sheathed fully inside you. Breathing heavily, you slowly rose and fell, feeling his cock pushed up into you.

“You fill me so perfectly, your full head, your thick shaft, your firm sack…” You began to pant as you continued to ride him, the knot of pleasure tightening inside you as your cunt began to leak on his cock. “I could bind with you forever…”

Matt thrust up to meet your bounces, his strained breath and deep grunts proof of his pleasure. “Me too- Fuck, I love you so much! You make me so happy- Unf, I want to do everything…” He wrapped his arms around your waist, looking up at you with those puppy eyes and warm smile. “To make you happy… I love you.”

You smiled sincerely as you grinded against his pelvis. “I want to make you happy too.” You leaned forward and kissed him.

He rocketed forward pressing into your cunt with as much force as you could take, causing you to throw back your head and wail out of pleasure. His cock twitched, blowing his hot, creamy load into your clit. You moaned as your second orgasm ripped through you, waves of pleasure spread throughout your body. After that faded, you felt Matt breathe deeply under you, almost overwhelmed by pleasure.

“Are you ready to pull out, Matty?” You asked breathlessly.

“Just a minute…” He grinned up at you, obviously staring at your heaving breasts. “Admiring the view…”

You laughed before leaning forward, practically shoving it in his face. “Admire it closer…”

Matt laughed and kissed where your beating heart was. “Alright… You ready?”

You nodded and slowly rose as Matt’s now limp cock withdrew from inside you, leaking out the mixture of your fluids. You laid on your side again as you rested on his firm, smooth chest and wrapped your arms around him, locking them on his side, never wanting to let go.

Matt smiled and kissed your head. “How about I go heat up some breakfast burritos, grab some snacks while you put on a movie so we can stay in bed and cuddle?”

“Alright, I gotta use the bathroom anyway.”

You slid out of bed before donning one of Matt’s fluffy sweaters (and nothing else) before using the bathroom and cleaning up a bit, then grabbed Star Wars: The Original Trilogy and popping it into your TV. Just as you were watching the previews, Matt came in with an armful of juice, sweets, snacks and a plate of steaming breakfast burritos before placing it on the table next to your bed. You both settled under the sheets, feeling the warmth of skin on skin with the fluffy fabrics gently wrapped around you, everything seemed perfect,

“Hey Matt,” You said. “Do you think Carrie Fisher and Harrison Ford look like your parents?”

Matt looked at you oddly. “Not at all.”

“Um… Ok?”

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HOLY FUCK THAT WAS SCARY I HAD MY HUX SMUT WRITING ON MY COMPUTER WHEN MY DAD WALKED IN AND I DIDN’T CLOSE RIGHT AWAY HOLY SHIT FUCK NO I THINK HE DIDN’T SEE SHIT FUCK HE WAS RIGHT NEXT TO ME SHIT FUCK HOLY FUCK ON A DUCK SHIT

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Writing Queue!

Just a reminder for myself on what I have to write and some things you guys have to look forward to ;)

A Kitten’s Punishment - Master!Hux/Kitten!Reader, Petplay, Dom!Hux, Sub!Reader, BDSM, Aftercare Mommy-Daddy Time - DILF!Ben/Mom!Reader, Lactation Kink My Sweet Puppy - Puppy!Matt/Mistress!Reader, Petplay, Dom!Reader, Sub!Matt, BDSM, Aftercare The Lazy Day - Triplet!Matt/Reader, Lazy Sex, Fluff, for Sweet Sin series Romcom and Popcorn - Triplet!Matt/Reader, Fluff, Movie Sex for Sweet Sin series Strawberries and Cream - Mitaka/Reader, Foodplay, for Sweet Sin series

I’m still taking requests for my Fluff and Smut series, Sweet Sin (characters to choose from are Kylo/the Solo triplets Ben and Matt, General Hux or Lieutenant Mitaka, all are reader inserts) and note this series is for the soft, sensitive readers who aren’t into stuff like degredation or rough play. Also note the queue for fics, but it is possible that they will be finished quicker due to the shorter chapters. Thanks much, love Luna ♡♡♡

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A Learning Experience

Summary: You want to please your boyfriend, but you’re inexperienced. Matt doesn’t seem to mind though.

Rating: Mature/Explicit

Notes: Because I’m trash. Also I’ve thought about it a lot and I’ve decided to start taking requests for a Fluff and Smut series of oneshots for the readers that aren’t super into degradation and rough play, so feel free to drop a request in the inbox. However, I may combine asks to make something longer and at the moment I’m busy but I promise soon I wil

“You’re- Mmm… Doing great sweetheart.” Matt murmured above you, gently stroking the top of your head.

You were on your knees, arms cusped around Matt’s hips, a soft pillow below you to cushion the hard ground and keep your legs from turning numb. Matt softly whispered praise as you continued to take him deeper in your mouth. He was huge and you were inexperienced, but he was such a patient, kind teacher.

His velvety, firm shaft rested on your tongue as his thick head gently prodded at the back of his throat. “Alright, remember what I told you, relax your throat…”

You obliged, hollowing your cheeks, sucking him in gently as you swallowed the tip. He gently pushed himself in, the tangy, salty taste of precum dancing on your tastebuds.

“Oh, fuck yes…” He sighed breathelessly.

You blushed as his pleasure, but suddenly you felt that familiar, uncomfortable pressure begin to press down on in your throat. You inwardly panicked, trying to lubricate your throat further but it was too late. You gagged hard, almost causing you to vomit, Matt noticed right away and quickly pulled himself from your mouth.

You coughed up thick gobs of saliva as Matt bent down with a handful of tissues to catch it and wipe your face, an irritation still scratching at your throat.

“Are you ok?” He asked.

“Yes… I’m sorry Matty.” You noticed his throbbing erection was wishing to be relieved. “You’re really close… I can try again.”

Matt bit his lip. “Are you sure?”

“Yes.” You stated, but your uneven breath stated otherwise.

Matt slowly shook his head and helped you to your feet. “I don’t want to risk hurting you further…”

You sighed, feeling a flush of embarrassment and prickling tears of disappointment. Falling onto your bed, you buried your face in a pillow.

“Don’t do that, love…” Matt laid down beside you, his warm, wet erection still apparent against your thigh, causing you to shiver slightly. “We can try another day, you’re getting better each time.”

“But Kylo and Ben-”

“But whatever.” He gently traced his fingers around your abdomen, a soothing motion that allowed your muscles to untense. “No one’s born an expert, even if Ben says he was. You know how many times I’ve heard ‘Wrong hole!’ Come from his room?”

You felt the tickles of laughter erupt from your chest as you turned and kissed Matt on the lips. “Thanks love… I needed that.” You gently caressed his chest before trailing down to the heated, moist part of his hardened shaft. “And you need help with this.”

Matt smirked slightly. “What do you have in mind, my sweet?”

You gently rolled Matt onto his back and let him sit up. “Relax…” You echoed as you ghosted your fingers over his erection.

Matt let out a soft groan as his cheeks turned pink and his chest became shaky. He gently grasped your a hair as you slowly began to graze your fingers around his shaft. You took your sweet time, admiring every soft moan coaxed from his mouth, how his cock twitched at your touch, how his red tip began to leak precum. You moved one hand beneath his sack and gently squeezed them together as you began to palm and pump his shaft.

“Oh… Fuck, you’re so good at this. The best I’ve every had.” He moaned, his cock twitching in your hand. “I’m so close…”

You began to massage his firm sack, drawing out a sweet amount of moans from Matt. Trailing your hand upward, your fingers caught his precum. Smirking to yourself, you dragged it down his shaft and swirled it at the base. Matt groaned loudly, fisted your hair and pushing you closer to his cock.

“Please my sweet…” He begged, panting heavily.

Smiling you placed a kiss at his tip, before wetting your lips and taking him into your mouth. Matt did his best to avoid your throat as he gently grinding against your mouth.

“Sweetheart… You’re- unf, amazing!”

Encouraged by Matt you began to suck, feeling the tang return to your tongue. You bobbed up and down, every motion causing Matt to increase in the volume of his mewls and yelps. The tang returned to your tongue once more as you swirled it around his shaft, caressing the veins and ridges, then beginning to suck, Matt grasped your hair desperately, squirming and crying in pleasure.

“I don’t- Mm. Care if you can deep throat me or not...” He murmured, one hand stroking the side of your face. “Fuck, I don’t even care if we have sex or not...” 

His cock contracted, Matt moaned as he doubled over in pleasure as his creamy, salty seed spilled into your mouth. You were quick to swallow every last drop as if gave you life. Matt carefully pulled his limp cock from your mouth and fell back on your bed, satisfied. You quickly got up and rested beside him, but realized a familiar heat forming in your lower abdomen. 

“I love you.” Matt spoke as he pulled you close. 

“I love you too...” You mumbled against his chest.

His hands traveled your naked body, ripples of pleasure spreading after every touch. You felt your arousal coil in your stomach as he drew closer to your wet folds.

“My turn.” Matt smirked.