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Imagine

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You are Rebekah Michelson’s witchy best friend and Klaus was in love with you but would never say so or show it as much. One day at an event for Klaus’s birthday you are requested to meet Klaus in the back by his brother Elijah. You go of course the Michelson Family were original vampire and disobeying them would be a sin. So you do and as you walk out he holds out his hand you place yours on his and walk out by the lake. He tells you to close your eyes and turn around so you do so. You felt his hands move pass your face on both sides and then the feeling of a necklace falling onto your collarbones and chest. It was three piece Silver with small rubies inside on the backside was carved “KM” in his writing. He softly slides his fingertips against your skin and whispers into your ear. You are the most beautiful women he had ever seen and the he gifts you the necklace as a token of his affection for you but you could not tell a soul about it because love is weakness and he did not want to show weakness to his siblings. So, you looked into his eyes and smiled agreeably and that night was the last night you seen him before Rebekah came to you and she beg you to cast a spell to give her the ability to bare a child tho she is vampire. You warned her of the consequences and that Klaus wouldn’t allow her to keep them. But she did not care and continue to beg. So as her best friend you do so because you love her, but knew this would end with your death. Rebekah was in love but with Klaus’s adopted son Marcelas which you knew would end horribly for both of them if he found out. But you kept her secrets and and would distract Klaus the best you could. One day Rebekah could not wait and so she begged you again, and so she gets pregnant by Marcelas with twin girls. You hid them from her brother Nicklaus whom you were in love with but and he you. When he found you and her with the knowledge of one of them you both ran hiding the other before he could find out his little sis and lover lied to him of twins, you spell one twin with a spell of invisibility just long enough for Rebekah to hide her. You take the other and run as fast as you can into a near by village and enter a cottage and shelter the child with a couple you knew would keep her safe. You run far from there and trip over a root that stuck out of the ground just afterwards and fell to the ground Klaus had caught up by then kneeling down reaching into your ribs and threatens to pull out your heart if you did not tell him where you hid the child. But alas you would not tell. Looking up at Rebekah as she finds you with her older brothers hand on your chest she cries for her child’s life and not yours. You give her a hatful look and swore to her that if she did not save you you would haunt her for the rest of her life and reap nothing but pain and suffering on her and her blood.

She ignores you and begs her brother to spare her child’s life. So you cast a spell that would save your life by pushing you towards in time so you could come back and do just as you said you would.

Klaus grabs your heart tighter and just as he goes to pull you looked him in the eyes and say “ Klaus, I’ve always loved you. Through all the horrible things you’ve done I still couldn’t shake the love I’ve had for you. You do what you have to, I forgive you.”

Klaus teary eyed cause he too loves you but would never say a loud. You smile at him as he rips your heart out and with your last breath you say, “Klaus find me.”

You wake up in a house. As you rolled over you found herself underneath the house in a storage area no one knew of. Looking around you see something it was shinny but old. It was a small shrine of things Klaus he hid away from his family of you. The necklace he gave you lied flat on the surface of the shelf. Writing in Gold saying how much he loved you and hated your ending but he would find you no matter what it took. Some other little trinkets the two of you exchanged along the years were there too. But all you wanted was the necklace and him. You take the necklace and put it on then finding away out you spell the rest in place so you could find them once again.

Klaus is in Mystic falls causing mayhem on Stephan, Damon and Elena. This is after everything Damon and Elena are together Stephan and Caroline so pretty much the end of the series.

You walk into a store and grab some clothes to change into. Run into Bonnie and Elena Bonnie touches you and see you and Klaus in a vision. The one of you and him in the back of his castle. You felt her power and ignored it cause you were already on a mission and didn’t need a distraction.

You walk away and Bonnie turns to Elena and says, “Uhm Elena. I think I just found someone who could help with Klaus.”

Elena confused asks “who, her?” And points at you.

Bonnie- “Yeah. She knows him.”

Elena Runs after you and grabs your arm.

Elena- “Hey! Do you know Klaus?!”

You smiled and say-“Yes I do. Do you know where I can find him?”

Bonnie- “He’s here, in Mystic Falls. Do I know you? Because I’ve only felt this feeling once before.”

Y/N- “No, but if you felt what I felt then we’re related.”

Bonnie- “You’re a witch?!”

Y/N- “Yes but right now I’m looking for Klaus for him its been centuries since I’ve been away but for me it was like yesterday he was ripping my heart out of my chest.”

Elena- “You mean metaphorically speaking right? He broke your heart so now you’re back for revenge?”

Y/N- “No literally he ripped my heart out.”

Bonnie- “Wait how are you here then?”

Y/N- “I cast a spell to push my soul forward in time to my body wherever he Buried me. It took time to put my body back together after all this time but here I am with the help of magic.”

Elena- “So, if you’re here for him, how do you know he won’t just kill you again?”

Y/N- “We were lovers once. His traitor sister Rebekah *sigh* made me cast a spell to hide one of her daughters unfortunately for her twins only one survived. I cast a spell on the surviving twin to live as long as I do, so once I find her I’ll give up her daughter and then only then will I reunite with Klaus.”

Bonnie- “Klaus may not be the same person you knew back then, he’s insanely crazy.”

Elena- “He tried to kill me and all my friends.”

Y/N- “He is a bit dramatic when he doesn’t get what he wants. But you didn’t see the hurt in his eyes ad he killed me right in front of Rebekah. If it wasn’t for her I would have been with him all this time. I’m sure he resents her for it.”

Elena- “Please you have to help us.”

Y/N- “I don’t have to do anything for you.” You point at Bonnie. “Hey what’s your name?”

Bonnie- “Bonnie and you?”

Y/N- “Y/N. You’re a Salem witch?” Bonnie nods yes. “We Salem witches are powerful creatures and we stop anything and anyone from hurting us and what’s ours.” You smile.

Bonnie smiles back.

Elena- “So?”

Y/N- “I’ll help you but you have to do something for me first.”

Elena- “Yeah?”

Y/N- “Bonnie? I need you to help me with a spell. I’m still a little weak from healing so I’ll need some help with this location spell.”

Bonnie- “Uh yeah!”

Little did you know Elena was not only a dalpelganger but also a twin. Confusing as it seems dalpelgangers look just alike and there was bound to be two in the same place at once one being a vampire (Kathrine) the other being human.(Elena) you all know the story.

(They’re the same person because one twin died after birth, the other one kept being reincarnated because the other twin lived a human life over and over as long as You lived. Hence dalpelganger existence.)

You Bonnie and Elena go back to her place and do the spell.

Y/N- “That’s odd.”

Elena- “What’s odd? What happened?”

Bonnie- “It says the twin is here. In this house.”

Elena- “What? How?”

Y/N- “Elena? Who are your parents?”

Elena goes on about being adopted and her birth parents and yatta yatta you know the story.

Y/N- “Elena you are the twin. That explains so much. When I touched Bonnie I saw everything you had been through and it explains why Klaus needed your blood. He needed human family blood to make his hybrids. Unfortunately for him you’re no longer human. So why is he here?”

Elena- “Wait you’re telling me I’m related to those monsters?!”

Y/N- “They’re not monsters, they just deal with things differently because of Klaus. I have to find him. Why is he here in town?”

Bonnie- “He said he was looking for Elena but he’s not been around.”

Elena- “Last time I was with him he spoke about you. I remember now. Before I turned he had me locked away draining me of my blood. He mentioned you when I was in and out. He spoke about how he never forgave himself for killing you that making his hybrids he’d be able to find you again.”

Bonnie- “He’s isn’t the same person you once knew Y/N. If I were you I’d leave and never go looking for him.”

Elena- “No! She could be the only thing that could stop him from killing anyone else I care about Bonnie! Klaus has taken enough from this town.”

Y/N- “She’s right. I have to find him.”

——To be continued——

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Love Triangle Baby

PART-ONE

Characters:Dean x Sam x Reader x Cass

Summery: Finding out your pregnant with twins but the twist is one child is Dean’s and the other is Sam’s. You don’t know what to do so you go to Cass for answers.

Warnings:Fluff and Smut RATED R

You’ve always had something special with each if the boys but you thought about them intimately too and you’ve thought it over and you knew you wanted to make things with them different. You had fantasized about being with both of them and figured why not try it. “What’s the worst that could happen right?” You thought.

Reader- “Sam?”

Sam- “Yeah?”

Reader- “Never mind.”

Sam- “No what is is?”

You both sit in silence for a moment. Then you leaned over and killed him. Shocked Sam gently pushed you away but you wanted more. Your mind started to go astray and the little voice in the back of your mind went straight out the door. Sam reading the expression on your face he knew what you wanted.

Sam- “Y/N? Why did you do that?”

Reader- “I want you. I’ve always wanted you. You can’t tell me you don’t want it either?”

Sam- “I–I can’t. We can’t.”

Reader- “One night Sam that’s all I ask. Come on, let go of everything fighting the feeling. Let go with me.”

You take your top off and start walking towards him as your eyes met.

Sam stands up looking at you with surprise and lustful intentions in his eyes. Then begins taking his shirt off. You follow after him grinning as he unbuttons the top buttons.

Reader- “Sam you are–"

Sam- “Don’t talk.”

He then grabs your waist and pulls you close to him kissing you passionately. You gasp as he does then moan while his hands wondered your body. You lean your head back as he begins leaving a trail of kisses down your neck. He places one of his hands on the back of your neck and the other undoing your bra making your folds soak your patties.You knew you wanted this and you could feel the heat rise in the room as his c_ck pressed against your core. Sam lifted you up and you wrap your legs around him as he carried you to the bed across the room laying down you gently the hovering over you looking you down from head to toe. He moves down and licks the lining of your bottoms and unbuttons them sliding his tongue into your thong then biting them and pulling them down as he reaches up underneath your bra and grabbing your breast with one hand and inserting a finger from the other into your wet folds making you bend your back onto the bed. You moan loudly then cover your mouth not wanting anyone to hear then realizing Dean and Cass was out on a case so you let go grabbing the bed sheets and calling out his name. 

Reader- “Sam, i want you. All of you.”

Sam looks up at you with a fiery gaze then moves up to your lips leaving kisses along the way and leaving a small nip at your hip driving you crazy. Lining up his shaft to your rose then slowly sliding inside making you bite down on your bottom lip to the size of his rock hard c_ck filling your walls. All you could do was roll your hips against his and moan in his ear as he thrust deep inside making you sing all night. You grab Sam’s face and bring him in for a romantic hot wet kiss. The night felt so long but ended so soon when Sam lifted you up and turned you over onto your stomach you stick your ass up in the air as he grabs your hips and pounds into you making you cum over and over again. When you reaches for your shoulders he looses control and spills everything he had inside. You lay on your stomach as he pulled out and laid beside you. 

Reader- “That was amazing. Who knew you had that in you. Because damn i sure didn’t expect that.”

Sam laughs as you roll over and lay on his chest running your fingers across his chest while looking up at him. 

Sam- “Yeah this isn’t going to happen again. We can’t do that to Dean.”

Reader- “Really? You care so much about with he thinks that you’d stay alone forever?”

Sam stayed silent for a moment till you couldn’t take the awkwardness. 

Sam- “He’s my brother. I don’t want to loose him.”

Reader- “You think if you fell in love with someone he would be so mad at you that he’d leave you and disown you? That’s crazy Sam. You deserve to be happy and so does Dean.”

You get up and get dressed leaving Sam in his own bed to think about what just happened.

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Several days go by and Sam still hasn’t spoken to you about that night which only made you even more upset so when he leaves to go on a hunt alone for a few days you make your move on Dean to get back at him even though you knew you shouldn’t have. You wanted to feel needed hell you wanted to feel anything at this point other then the hate you felt or loneliness echoing in your mind. 

Xxx

Dean walks into your room to check up on you and you were laying on your side on the bed in nothing but a long t-shirt he could see a peak at your ass just enough to make his mind wonder. Dean averts his eyes when you stood up and walked over to him. You reach for the lightswitch and turn it down to go dim the two of you stood  across from each other, the tension between you palpable. You knew you would have to make the first move, so you stepped towards him, and he nervously moves with you. His eye trained up and down your body and he closed his eye once he made it back to your eyes. You bite your lip and lean closer to him, with the height difference it’s a little hard for you to kiss him. His eyes grew with dark lust. You got lost in them and moaned as your chest was against his your nipples harden to the touch. He leaned into your ear saying “If we do this I’m afraid I wont be able to control what I do to you” speaking with a husky and dark voice. You get weak in the knees at the sound of his voice at the statement he had just made and gasp a little leaning into him more, arousal flooding between your legs.

“I don’t care..” you reply, your heart racing and beginning to hammer against your chest. You needed him, wanted him, no fuck all that, you carved every part of him. 

That was the consent he needed before his lips crashed between yours. The kiss was ferventuous, and deep. It was desperate and horny. He wrapped his arms around your naked waist and pulled your body flush to his. “Show me what you have been thinking about doing to me ever since we met.” you say with a moan. “Be careful what you wish for.” The lust in his voice driving you wild. The erection in his pants evident, it was huge. You drop to your knees and look up at him for a moment , biting your lips as your hand brushed against his bulge. Letting out a soft groan at your touch it was what you wanted to get out of him before freeing his cock. Immediately taking it into your mouth without hesitation. His hand goes down to your hair and he grips it as you slowly take his lengthy shaft into your mouth. You moved at a slower pace feeling every shiver and twitch his cock made deep in your throat. He pulls you up by your neck and his cock slipping out of you mouth and pulls you to the bed making you even more wet and slippery. He then lays on top of you, capturing your mouth in a kiss before moving to your neck, moving down he leaves pleasure able dark hickies across your breast. Moving to your nipples he pulls your hard nipple with his teeth and then you lose it as he moves his way down your stomach to your thighs. He is like nicotine to you and you needed more because he was all you needed now. You move him over and get on top of him now and he moans at the sound of you moaning to his touch like heroine you have now became addicted moving your hands through his hair you move your hips to the beat of the music in the background.

He wants to take back control so he flips you back over and slides his large cock into your tight wet lips as he moves your thong aside looking down at you with lustful amusement in his eyes as he does it again and again. You moan so loud as he pulls your legs over his shoulders and lifts you slightly and dips one hand and graces your clit. You gasp, as he tantalizing you, moaning he lays you back on the bed and turns you to your side and places one leg between yours shoving his hard cock deeper into you making you speechless and your legs begin to shake in pleasure. You cum hard as he moves like waves into your body crashing to the shore. “You okay?” he speaks softly as you reach down holding your clit trying to keep it from throbbing as hard as it was. “Yeah, just feels so good, do it again but chock me this time and pull my hair.”

“Yes ma’am.” He reaches around and wraps his hand around your neck and wraps the other around your hair. The way you move your hips from the pleasure he just couldn’t hold it in any longer..and suddenly you both are crashing through your orgasams. The intensity of yours stun you leaving you once again breathless and your legs buckle up but he couldn’t let go he pulled you close against him and found the release inside you. 

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New Story Coming

It's about getting pregnant with twins by Sam and Dean. Wanna know more?

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Trouble In Paradise

Characters: Sam x Dean x Reader

Summery: Dean walks in on you and Sam fighting and when you've had enough you storm out of the bunker. Sam tries to reach you after you leave, but you never answer.

Warnings: Fighting and a reunion.

Reader- "I don't know if i can do this anymore Sam."

Sam- "Do what?"

Reader- "I can't take this silence between us much longer. We don't talk to each other anymore. You won't look at me little alone touch me like you use to. What changed?"

Sam- "I don't know. I didn't think things had changed Y/N."

Reader- "Well they have and I'm so tired of having the same conversation with you over and over again. "

Sam- "What conversation? Y/N what's wrong?"

Reader- "Sam! I've told you numerous time how I've felt about you and how we've just gotten comfortable in the relationship. Yes I want to be comfortable but I was you to still do what you use to. You don't compliment me anymore when I walk into the room and call me beautiful you say cute or pretty. Cute and pretty are what people say to little kids. You won't even sit next to me when you and Dean come home. Damn it Sam we've not have a single sexual connection in forever. I have needs and these needs I can't fix myself!"

Dean is walking down the hall as he could hear you to fighting and grows concerned.

Sam- "Y/N, all you have to do is say something and I'm there "

Reader- "See that's the thing, I don't want to have to tell what to do for me or how to do it! God you just don't get it do you?"

Sam- "What do you want from me?! I do everything for you!"

Reader- "I WANT YOU TO BE MY BOYFRIEND SAM NOT MY ROOMMATE! ALL I FEEL LIKE TO YOU IS A DAMN WALL YOU LOOK AT ONCE IN AWHILE. FUCKING TOUCH ME LOVE ON ME FUCK ME!"

Sam looks at you and grows frustrated and throws his hands up in the air. You walk up to him and push him. He crosses his arms and looks at you angrily.

Sam- "Go ahead push me get all your feelings out if it helps."

Reader- "Are you fucking serious? Push me back yell at me do something!"

Sam just stands there relaxing as he let's you go off. You raise your right hand and slap Sam on the face. Dean walks in and you walk out of the room.

Reader- "I'm done with this bullshit!"

Dean- "You okay? What's with her today? She pmsing?"

Sam- "I pissed her off and I didn't even know she was mad."

Thirty minutes go by and Sam reaches into his pocket to grab his phone and tries to call you but you never pick up.

Dean- "She just needs some time. She'll come back."

Sam- "Yeah I don't think she will this time. This was different I don’t deserve her. Maybe it’s better this way."

Dean- "Maybe this is better? Sam she needs you, how many times have you had to save her life because she walked into the wrong place at the wrong time? Hell she trips over wires on hunts and hurts herself she doesn’t need a monster or ghost or even some douche bag to do it for her.” 

Sam- “You’re right we need to go find her.”

Dean- "I doubt it. It's only been 30 minutes Sam. Just give her some space.”

Sam- "Yeah maybe.”

Dean- “Go get some rest Sam we both know you need it.”

Sam heads to his room as Dean goes to look up your phone on GPS.

A month goes by and Dean finds the location you've been staying at driving a day and a half and goes up to the door and knocks. You open the door expecting it to be the pizza guy instead finding him leaning against the frame like he owned the place.

Reader- "Dean?"

Dean- "Hey Y/N. May I?"

Reader- "Do I have an option?"

Dean- "No."

Reader- "Sure come on in. How did you even find me? Sam’s not with you is he?"

Dean- "It wasn't hard to find you. I knew were you were the minute you left and no he's not."

Reader- "Wait what? How? Wait hold on you knew the whole time and you just now came to see if I was okay? Does he know you came?"

Dean- "I knew you needed your space. I turned on the GPS on your phone. Hey, I know you need to hear this from him but Sam is sorry he knows he fucked up. I mean hell the kids a wreck without you. Sam doesn't know where I am and it's none of his concern right now."

Reader- "Wow uhm okay. Why are you here?"

Dean sits on the end of the bed next to you.

Dean- "Come home. We both need you."

Reader- "You shouldn’t have came. I don’t want to go back Dean. All w3e ever do is fight and i’m done fighting with him. He doesn’t even touch me anymore hell he wont even look at me."

Dean- "Because he loves you. I can't believe I'm saying this but with some patience and communication I know you two will work everything out. He will die for you Y/N. How many times has he jumped in front of you to keep a bullet from hurting you or a monster from making you sliced beef? He has always put you first and he still is doing that by staying home and giving you your space."

Reader- "You make me sound like the bad guy."

Dean- "You both are. Just come home make amends or I'll have to kick his ass for letting you go and yours. You know I can and I will. He hasn’t left the bunker in months."

Reader- “Do you think he’ll forgive me?”

Dean- “He’s already forgiven you.”

Reader- "Hey what happened to your face anyhow? I noticed it when you walked in."

Dean- "Took down a couple werewolves before I got here. A side job."

Reader- "Dean! Alone? You could have gotten hurt.”

Dean- “That’s okay they were after you so I really didn’t mind.”

Reader- “Thank you.”

Dean- “Yeah. It’s what family does. I’ll wait for you outside.”

Reader- "You're an amazing big brother. I mean that."

Dean smiled then walked outside sliding into baby waiting for you while you get your stuff packed and ready to go. You walk out with a smile in your face sliding into the car you giggle and say--”

Reader- "Don't let me fool you. I'm only coming home for her. Hey gorgeous, I’ve missed you."

Dean laughs- "Oh yeah? I'll be sure to tell Sammy that when we get there."

Dean nudged your arm as he backs out of the parking lot. You lean your head against the door looking up at the sky. The stars shined bright tonight and as Dean sang Simple Man you fell right asleep. You wake up several hours later to Dean closing the door to go pay for gas. You were so exhausted so you passed back out. You were woken once more as he pulled into the bunkers garage. You rise up and rub your eyes.

Dean- "Rise and shine clide were home."

Your heart racing as he parked and you watched Sam walk out to meet his brother not expecting you. You don’t know why but you were so happy so see his face. Getting out you run to him and lifts you up and spins you once in a circle. He gently places you back down to earth. You look up at his lips and lean in for a kiss.

Reader- "I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have just left like that."

Sam- "I'm sorry too. It was all my fault I understand why you left me."

Reader- "I still should have stayed and talked it through with you. Someone wise once told me that with some patience and communication anything can be resolved.”

You turn to look at Dean and smile.

Sam- “I agree. I missed you. What made you come back?”

Dean- “She only came back because of baby.”--Laughing

Reader- “Shut the fuck up.”--Laughing

Dean- “I found her at some hotel I was staying at after a hunt and we talked a bit and well here she is.”

Sam- “I don’t care why your here I’m just glad you’re back home.”

Reader- "I love you."

Sam reaches one hand over to your cheek and leans in for another kiss.

Sam- “I love you.”

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Got a story coming!

Have to rewrite a whole story due to tumblr erasing the entire thing. This is not the first time it's happened so, I will be writing on another doc then posting it here. It's coming I'm sorry it's been so long.

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Nightmares

Characters: Reader x Sam x Cass x Dean

Summery: You were having trouble sleeping after being kidnapped but you knew you had to kept it from the boys but it has been over a year. When you did sleep you had horrific nightmares of the night and this night was the worst of the many.

Warnings: None just some cuddles.

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Sam- "Y/N? Are you feeling okay?"

Reader- "I'm just..I'm fine. Just haven't been sleeping well."

Sam- "You sure? I know you're going through a lot but you know Dean and I will always be here for you and we will help you through this."

Reader- "I'm fine really don't worry."

Sam- "Do you need anything?"

Reader- "I'm just going to try and get some sleep okay."

Sam- "Okay. I'll be down the hall if you change your mind."

Several hours pass and you had finally fallen asleep but this dream had changed dramatically. The nightmare became ten times as horrific as the last and it felt as if you were back in that same room with the men who had taken you from the Older Winchester. The same smell and taste of blood was all to real. The tournament they put toy through with all the tools they used on your body and all the pain that came with it all hit you at once. You began to scream in your sleep and begging for the pain to stop. Screaming Sam and Dean's name the way you did the night of the kidnapping.

 A few minutes more pass as your screams passed through the halls of the bunker. Only Sam was home with you tonight, Dean and Cass had left to go on a hunt and the younger brother didn't want to leave you behind all alone. Hearing you scream Sam jumps up out of bed grabs his gun and begins running to your room checking the hall to make sure there was no one in the bunker with you. Sam kicks open the door and scans the room only to see you screaming and begging for them to stop. He runs over to you and shakes you till you woke.

Sam- "Y/N! Wake up!"

You sit up sharply and grab ahold of him and pull him in tight.

Reader- "Sam!"

Sam- "It's okay I'm here. What happened?"

Reader- "Sam I've been lying to you and lying to everyone else about being okay. I'm not okay. All I see is what those monster done to me every time I close my damn eyes. It won't go away I can't take this anymore. What do I do?"

Sam- "You have to just let it go. Let all that pain and torment go Y/N. The longer you hold on to it the worse it's going to get. Believe me out of everyone I know how you are feeling and what you're going through. But I will never let anything happen to you again. Ever."

Reader- "How can you say that? Anything can happen at any moment. How are you going to protect me Sam?"

Sam- "I'm going to lay her with you and I am not going to let you out of my sight ever again outside of this bunker. I'm going to lay here and hold you because that's all I can do for you till you let the past go. I know it's hard to but I promise the weight that will come off of your shoulders will dissapear."

Sam slides into the bed with you and wraps you up into his strong arms and puts one arms under you as you place your head on his chest and lifts his hand up to your head and holds you close like he said. He runs his fingers through your hair as you trying to pet you back to sleep.

Reader- "I'm scared."

Sam- "You don't have to be. I'm right here I promise I won't let you go."

He kisses your head as you tuck yourself as close as you could to him as if you were trying to become one. He giggles at your efforts.

Reader- "Thank you."

Sam- "For what?"

Reader- "Being here for me even when I couldn't come to you. For caring so much about me, people in general."

Sam- "I love you Y/N. I'll always be here with and for you."

Reader- "You love me?"

Sam pauses.. "Yes. Is that to much?"

Reader- "No that's perfect."

The next day you get up early before Sam and make breakfast. Sam wakes up not to long after and smells the food cooking but doesnt see you in bed. He jumps up and quickly makes his way to the kitchen. Not expecting what came next.

Reader- "Good Morning sleepy head."

Sam- "Good Morning. How'd you sleep?"

Reader- "It was the first night had finally been able to sleep the whole night without any nightmares in over a year. I'd say I slept pretty good."

Sam- "Really?! That's amazing!"

You walk over to him and get real close as you look up at the tall man and BOOP! You put pancake mix on his nose and run away hiding being the table. He laughs at you as you try to run but two steps and he has a hand full of the mix and runs it across your face. You should have known there was no where to go and his arms were to long to hide behind anything he was standing in the way of the door so there was no escape to the wrath that was about to go down in that kitchen. You run but he grabs you from behind and pulls you in close as he runs the mix that was already on your face and his hands all over your body. You turn around in his grasp and rub your face into his shirt to clean your face. His smiles real big.

Reader- "What?"

Sam- "It's just really nice to see you smiling again."

Sam leans his head down closer to yours. You knew exactly what he was about to do so you go for the "kill". You move your hand up and under his and rub more mix onto his face.

Sam- "Hey! That wasn't fair you got me while I was vulnerable."

You giggle then lean up to lock your lips with his. It felt like forever since you felt the feelings that were moving around in your stomach and you liked it. You separate your lips from his smiling as you do.

Sam- "I've waited for this moment."

Reader- "Oh have you now?"

Sam- "Y/N, you deserve everything good in this world. I am so lucky to know you."

Your smile softens. He holds you in his arms for a long moment.

Dean- "Took you two long enough."

Cass- "What's going on? Why is the room a mess?"

The two of you laugh. You reach and grab what was left of the mix and through it at Dean.

Dean- "Oh it's on! Come here!"

You run around Dean and Cass, Sam not far behind running behind Dean like children on a playground. You were finally happy again.

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Listening For You

Characters: Dean x Reader x Sam x Cass

Summery: You and Dean were on a hunt but had gotten separated now Dean has to find you in a large building only able to hear your screams echo throughout the building making it hard to find you. When he does it's not good.

Warnings: Fighting, cursing, death.

This one is longer then the recently ones I have written. Feedback is appreciated. I hope you enjoy!

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Reader- "Hey I'll be fine you don't have to worry about me so much I've been on plenty of hunts with you a Sam. I can handle this job."

Dean- "Sam is on a hunt with Bobby it will be just you and me this time."

Reader- "Okay so how is it any different. I'll have you by my side. I trust us. I trust you."

Dean sighs and finally agrees to let you go with him. The two of you pack what you need and hit the road to South Dakota. On the way you reached into Dean's box of tapes and grab the Led Zeppelin and pop it in. Dean looks over at you and smiles.

Dean- "I'm surprised you're not tired of listening to the same tapes all the time."

Reader- "What no way these would ever get old to me. Why you are?"

Dean- "No but I figured since Sam was you would be too."

Reader- "Nope I love the music and I love--"

Dean- "What?"

Reader- "Nothing. I love the music. That's all I don't know where I was going with the rest."

Your face turns red with a heat following behind. Dean's laughs and says, "You okay Y/N?" You smile and move your hair behind your right ear and look out the window telling him you were but you couldn't tell him how you really felt. You felt like doing so it would ruin what the two of you had going.

Reader- "How far away are we?"

Dean- "Just a few more hours away."

Reader- "I'm gonna take a nap. Don't go leaving me in the car when we get there either."

Dean- "Okay I'll call Sam let him know that we're almost there. You know how he is."

You agree and lay your head on the door passing out not long after. A few hours go by and you wake up from the hard gravel the Impala was riding on and look up out the window. Dean was driving down a long driveway to a very old factory building. It was rusted up and looked like it could fall any moment. It was dark and it gave you chills. Dean looks over at you and notices the worry growing on your face.

Dean- "You don't have to do this if you want to stay in baby you can."

Reader- "What no way am I letting you do this alone do you even know how many of them there are?"

Dean- "No I don't but if you think--"

Reader- "You're not doing this alone end of story. You need me. I'll need you. We can do this."

Dean looks surprised at how you stood up to him and how you grew a pair since the last hunt. You had frozen in the last one because you were so scared to take on what you were hunting alone and it would have killed you if Dean and Sam didn't come when they did. You knew you needed to be stronger and to prove it you had to come on this hunt. This was your chance to redeem yourself to them. To prove you're not scared of these things.

You grab your bag and step out of baby closing the door behind you.

Reader- "Let's go."

Dean quietly opens the large door and steps in first.

Dean whispers- "Seem quiet."

Reader- "Too quiet."

Dean reaches into his bag and grabs his machete then hands it to you.

Dean- "Keep your ears open and eyes clear. Like you said we don't know how many is here."

Reader- "I'll take this side. Ill be three foot away from you. I want to be able to still keep my eyes on you too."

Dean nods for you to go ahead. You step on some broken glass and it echoes throughout the room and further. You quench up realizing how loud it was but nothing came so you continue down the opening you were in. Once the two of you go to the end of the larger room you open another door as Dean opens a door on his side.

Dean- "Yell and I'll come running."

Reader- "It looks like they've moved they may not be here Dean."

Dean- "We have to keep looking. Follow me."

Walking behind Dean made you feel safe. You really didn't want to be alone on hunts or walk into different rooms with out him. You trip and fall against Dean. His giggles and asks you to watch your step. You say sorry and you continue down the large hall. Thirty minutes go by and still no since of the group of vamps you were hunting.

Reader- "It is dark they may be out trying to find their next victims."

Dean- "We still have to try."

You get to another room and see that this is where they've been staying. You can see beds and everything else they've brought in to make it a home. This was it. This is the place. You carefully walk pass everything checking for any clues to where they could be. Then out of no where the group comes down from the ceiling and begins fighting the both of you. Dean is giving it his all.

Dean- "Come on you twilight son of a bitch."

He's fighting of three vamps and you were getting surrounded.

Reader- "Dean!!"

He looks over and notices you being over ran. He kills two but the third got him down on the ground kicking him so he couldn't get up as three more make their way to him. They were all around you now looking at you and making dirty remarks not touching you though just staying at a safe distance. You hear a loud yell coming from the back of the room. It was the leader. One vamp tells you that your going to be a gift for him. Now your scared they're to many to fight off alone and Dean, you couldn't see anymore. Did they kill him? Was you alone?

Reader- "Dean!!!"

Dean- "Y/N!!"

They drag him off to another room.

Dean's POV

I can see the vamps surround her like a bunch of vaulters. I try to get to her but they're to many. I should have called someone else I shouldn't have jumped into this without knowing. Now we both might be dead. All I can do is fight. I've got two down but this one is strong. It's no excuse I have to save her. The vamps beat me till I'm barely breathing she's screaming my name I have to get up i have to keep fighting. Sam will never forgive me if something happens to her. I have to call Cass. I start the pray and tell him to get Sam and come to us. I just hope he hears me.

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Reader- "Dean!! Are you still there?"

Dean- "I'll find you!!"

Dean being dragged away from you still kicking and fighting to get to you but they're too strong. The leader jumps down from above and lands behind the group. They make room for his entrance to you. You start swinging at everyone around you and yell for Dean over and over. The lead had enough and hit you on the back on the head as he walked around you. You wake up in a different room and see the leader and a couple of Demons.

Reader- "Vampires and Demons? Working together? Why?"

Leader- "None of your business. You on the other hand are something special. The big bad boss is going to love you."

Reader- "What do you mean?"

Demon- "You have something he wants. A power no other Demon child has."

Reader- "What the fuck are you talking about I'm not a demon child. I was raised with the Winchesters their father saved me from you sons of bitches."

Demon- "Oh daddy didn't tell you the whole story? That's interesting. I guess you'll have to ask him yourself when you meet him in hell."

Reader- "Wait what?! No please don't! Please please!"

You scream in agonizing pain as the demon cuts at you with your own blade. Dean could hear you from another room but can't tell where it's coming from. He fights his way out of the room and kills every vamp and to get to you but he can't find you the echos are bouncing off the walls of the metal building. Your screams get louder and louder as he gets closer to you so he stops and listens for you to scream again to try and pin point your location.

Reader- "Please you don't have to kill me! I don't know what you're talking about! Dean!!"

The demon swings the blade at you several more time as you scream for Dean and laughs as he does it. You are bleeding out and you knew this was it. This was the last thing you were going to see.

Dean hears you scream for him and finally he has it. He knows where you are but by the time he gets to you..you were beaten and sliced up. The Demon smokes out and he the vamp disappears before Dean had the chance to get to him. All he cared about was getting you safe. He runs up to you and sees how bad the wounds are and he doesn't know what to do.

Dean- "Oh God. Y/N! Tell me what to do!"

Reader- "Dean? I can't feel my legs."

Dean tries to lift you up but you screamed out in pain he laid you back down but on him as he sat down with you between his legs.

Reader- "Dean. They called me a demon child, told me that I was special to the boss downstairs. Told me I will see your dad there. Dean I'm scared."

Dean pulls you close to him holding your open wounds trying to stop the bleeding.

Dean- "Y/N, our dad saved you from demons when we were kids. You have no powers and your no demon. We're your family."

Reader- "I--Dean. I'm sorry."

Dean eyes fill up with tears

Dean- "Shhh. No it's okay there's nothing to be sorry for. This is all my fault."

Reader- "Dean, I love you. I'm sorry for everything. I should have told you I was scared to do this hunt. I had a bad feeling about it."

Dean- "Just hold on please we'll get help I prayed to Cass he's coming!"

You take a deep stagering breath in letting it out with these last words.

Reader- "I'm glad you're okay. Please don't mourn me. Give me a hunters funeral and don't try anything stupid."

You reach up to Dean's face and cup it in your hand. Dean puts his hand on your and leans into you tears falling down his cheek. "Hold on." He says. You take your last breathe and your body falls deeper into his. Your hand still in his he squeezes crying out for help.

Cass and Sam show up to late Cass fixes Dean up and Dean stands up and walks out the door leaving Sam and Cass to look over your body. Dean sits outside crying and cursing at the sky.

Sam- "Cass can you carry her outside please and put her in the backseat of my truck?"

Sam walks up to Dean.

Dean- "Sammy. I let her down. It's all my fault. She's dead because of me and I don't know what to do. She counted on me Sam now sh--she's gone."

Sam- "We will get her back. I promise I'll do everything I can to help you get her back."

Dean- "How Sam!? Without getting ourselves killed or worse?"

Sam- "We'll find a way!"

Cass- "I'll go to heaven and see if I can find her there. I'll get back to you soon."

Dean- "She didn't deserve this."

Sam- "It's not your fault Dean. She wanted to go with you. She loved you."

Dean- "What? You knew? How long have you known?"

Sam- "She told me a few weeks ago. She was trying to find the right moment to tell you."

Dean- "She chose the worst time as she was laying there in my arms fighting to live."

Sam- "I'm so sorry."

Dean- "I'm getting her back and you're going to make sure she comes back in one piece."

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Sleeping in Baby

Characters: Reader x Dean x Sam

Summery: Falling asleep in the Impala came easy to you. The way the engine would purr easy enough for her to gently massage your body as you leaned up against the frame as Sam and Dean spoke.

Warnings: None all PG-13 here

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Dean turns the radio on and Sam quickly turns it off, Dean looks at him like he is crazy, Sam says "Dude, she's sleeping she's had a rough day." You could hear the fabric of their clothes move as they turned to look at you. Sam takes his coat off and lays it across you.

Dean- "You know Sam we all had a rough day."

Sam- "It's not the same."

Dean- "She is strong she handles everything life throws at her. You should take a page from her book and grow a pair."

Sam sighs and looks out the window as the sound of the rain fell onto the metal top of the Impala. You may be almost sleep but you could still here the way the two of them argued and how much they both cared about you. You peek open your eyes and see Dean looking at you with a smile in his rear view mirror noticing you were yet not asleep. He throws a wink at you and you close your eyes again but this time opening them soon after to see Dean looking at you again. You rise up a little as you say, "Dean keep your eyes on the road you goof or you're gonna get us killed." Sam quickly turns to look at you.

Sam- "Did we wake you?"

Reader- "No I wasn't really asleep yet."

Sam- "Oh?"

Dean- "Funny you say I'd gets us killed Y/N. If you weren't so cute we would have done been killed by now. All these weirdos go for you instead of us first giving us the chance to--"

Sam- "Dean!"

Dean- "What it's a compliment."

Reader- “Thank you I think?”

Dean- “You’re welcome I think.”

Sam- “Okay well since you’re up do you want to grab a bite on our way home?”

Reader- “Sure. You?”

Dean- “You now I never turn away a good meal.”

You close your eyes for just a moment but you were really sleepy you couldn’t stay awake. You quickly fall asleep. Sam turns to ask you another question but noticed you had fallen asleep. 

Sam- “I think she’s asleep.”

Dean- “Y/N?”

Sam- “Told you.”

Dean- “That’s okay let’s go home.”

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Stealing Sam's Flannel

Characters: Sam x Dean x Reader

Summery: You had just gotten out of the shower and you were walking around the bunker in your pjs trying to find something, anything to warm you up. The boys were out on a hunt in the middle of winter and the bunker was freezing. You walked the cold hallways until you passed Sam's room. Backing up you stopped and peaked in. You thought about it a few minutes then went inside.

Warnings: None all PG-13 here

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You walked around for a moment and found yourself staring at his open closet and took a peek at his oversized flannels. You quickly tug one off the hanger and threw it on. It was warm and smelled like him making you feel safe and comfortable. You had no idea the boys were on their way home and at this moment it didn't cross your mind. You sat on the edge of his bed and leaned back just for a moment. The moment turned into hours and by that time you had already fallen asleep.

When Sam and Dean had finally made it home the older Winchester goes straight for his room as Sam goes to find you to let you know they were home and that he had brought you a gift. Before heading to his room though Dean turns and says to his little brother, "I'm proud of us." Sam smile and nods to him as he says, "Me too." With you no where in sight he assumed you were in town for a bit so he heads for his room. He opens the door leaving the light off as he began to strip off his clothes. Once he had made it to the bed his sight in the dark become clear and could see someone on the bed so he reaches for the light beside the bed and flicks it on you not moving a muscle. He smiles not wanting to wake up as he could see you were in his shirt. Sam turns the light back off and crawls into bed with you and wraps you up in his arms.

You wake up in the middle of the night noticing him doing so. Moving as gently as you could to not wake him up he tightens up slightly. You look up at him and he's smiling.

Sam- "Shhh, go back to sleep it's okay I'm not mad at you for jacking my shirt and sleeping here."

Reader- "It was really cold in here and I--"

Sam- "You don't have to explain." Still smiling as he leans down and kisses your forehead. "Go back to sleep. I'll watch over you and make sure nothing bad ever comes to hurt you."

Smiling you place you arm on his and fall back to sleep safe and soundly.

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A Little Date With Dean

Characters: Sam x Dean x Reader x Mary

Summery: You've been with Dean for three years and have never truly been on a "real" date. So, Marry and Sam take care of everything while the two of you go out. You get all dressed up and the expression Dean gives says it all. Mary and Sam smile because they both know Dean deserves to be happy.

Warning: Fluff slight Smut RATED R

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You and Mary were upstairs while Sam and Dean were waiting patiently downstairs. You were super nervous for tonight and you needed her to help you get ready. Mary helped you try on numerous of outfits and you just couldn't decide what to wear. Finally you found a dress that suite you perfectly and you just knew that it was the one that would make even The Dean Winchester weak to his knees. You wanted this night to go perfect and this was one way of beginning it on the right track. 

Mary fixed your hair while you done your makeup which none of your friends have seen you wear so it would be a surprise to them all. Once you had make your final touches you ask Mary to go down and wait on you along with the boys. You pick your hills and grab a bag you had bought early that week just for this occasion and walk out your door and down the hall to the library. You get to the last corner before the boys could see you and took a deep breath you were so nervous but the look on Dean's face made you relax so much. Turning the corner Dean's face lit up as he stood to take a look at you.

Dean- "Wow! Y/N, you look so--" His face turns a light pinkish tone as the next word came off his lips. "Beautiful."

All Sam could do was look at you then at Dean. Seeing how happy you made his brother makes him understand more about the relationship the two of you share. All Sam ever wants is for his big brother to be happy and he knew you'd make him happy better then he ever could.

Sam- "Y/N, you really do look beautiful." He smiles at you and puts his hand on his brothers shoulder.

Y/N- "Thank you Sammy. Thanks to your mom I was able to get any of this done without wanting to run and hide."

Mary- "No no this was all you and you guys deserve the night out. Don't worry Sam and I will hold the fort down till you get back."

Dean- "You ready sweetheart?"

Y/N- "As ready as I'll ever be Dean."

Dean takes his hand and gestures it out to your like you were a princess be escorted to a ball. You've not see him this happy or hell even just smiling in a long while. You lay your hand on his and he walks you to the Impala. He reaches and opens the door for you and you climb in. Making his way around he slides in next to you and turns the radio on to something easy to listen to.

Dean almost could his eyes off of you the entire time he drove. He reaches over and lays his hand on your inner thigh and you could barely hold yourself together how he moved his fingers to the rhythm of the song to your thigh like you were the guitar strings underneath his fingertips. You reach over to his head and run your fingers through his short dusty blonde hair and pull lightly on his earlobe till he grabbed your thigh ever so lightly. You look over at him and read his entire body as if you were reading the bible religiously. As you looked away he would take glances at you then bit his bottom lip.

Y/N- "Pull over."

Dean- "You sure we're almost there."

Y/N- "Dean, I said pull over." With lust and a dominant tone.

Dean looks over at you as you pulled at your dress rising it up some for his mind to wonder. He does as you say and pulls over into an opening to the side of the road. Once he had put in park you wasted no time and climbed over onto his lap and pushed the seat back moving in for a kiss but he stops you by placing his right hand around the back of your head and pulling your head back leaving light pink markings from your collar bone to underneath your jawline. You left out a gently moan.

Y/N- "Dean."

He loosens his grip and you crash into his lips with your tongues playing tag and lips meshing perfectly between the other. Dean places his hands on your shoulders then slides his hand down your back and down to your ass grabbing firmly a good handful of each cheek then slipping the dress up exposing your ass to the dark world outside. You lean back undo his pants and while he pushes them down his legs and pulled your panties off gracefully with no problem, then back on top of him but you tease the head of his hard cock by sitting on it and only pushing it in and out of your wet silk folds making his weak for more. You sit down and take every inch of his hot shaft inside making your legs shake in pleasure. You lean forward placing you lips on his neck as you rode his cock like you were breaking in a wild horse. You could tell he was getting close to his climax so you sit up and move to the back of baby and bend over on all fours and look back at him begging for it. He does not hesitate and climbs in behind you and thrusts every inch back inside hard and quickly continuously till you couldn't hold it anymore and have an orgasm. Dean leans forward into your ear and says, "That's right cum all over my dick baby." That was the first time he had ever spoken to you like that and you liked it. In fact you liked it so much that as he said it you tell him, "please cum inside me. Give it all to me daddy." And you came again in that moment moaning out his name as he reached his climax and came all inside. You roll over and he lays on top if you for awhile till you say, "You want to finish this date at the club?"

He giggles then leans up to let you get back in the front seat to get clothed as he does in the back.

Dean- "Yes we can still go to the club."

You giggle as he climbed over the seat and into the driver's seat. He turns and looks at you as you fixed your makeup you look at him once you finished.

Y/N- "What?"

Dean- "You're just so damn beautiful like always."

Y/N- "Oh shush." Laughing and pushing his shoulder gently. "Let's go."

You get to the club and once you threw a couple back you were tipsy and ready to dance. Dean walks to the bar and orders two more drinks but by the time he had came back and sat down you make your walk up and onto the walk bar around the table you sat at and started dancing like a gypsy. Dean just smiles and looked away running his hand over his eyes and forehead still smiling from ear to ear. You climb down and sit next to him.

Y/N- "Like the show?"

Dean- "Yes I did. I was a little worried you'd fall though."

Y/N- "You should know better then to think that." You giggle.

Dean- "You're right how dare I?"

Laughing he leans over and crashes his lips to your. You pull away and smile.

Dean- "I love you."

You couldn't believe he had said the three words you swore he'd never say to you little alone you've never heard him even say it to Sam. Your eyes widened and all you could do was freeze in the moment.

Dean- "Son of a bitch."

Y/N- "I love you too! I'm sorry! I've just never heard you say those words before. Not even to Sammy."

Dean laughs. -- "I say it." In a sarcastic tone with a slight smirk.

Y/N- "Well you may say it in a different way but you never said those words."

Dean laughs and you just couldn't help but lean your head against his and smile.

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Possible Mistake

Characters: Sam x Reader

Summery: You and Sam had been dating a while and he had tried to work things out with you over and over but he couldn’t help wonder if you ever wanted to be with him which ended up turning into a fight, and it ends up with you breaking up with him.

Warnings: Heartache. Fighting. Tears. Cursing.

Beta: @pocketsizedsamwinchester

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Dean let you use baby for a case while he was getting over the flu. You and Sam went out on a lead Dean had found but the two of you had gotten into a real rough argument and you had enough. You don’t know why you did what you just did to him but you couldn’t come up with anything else to help. You guys have had chances going on with your relationship but neither of you knew if had gotten this bad. Your depression and anxiety have hit high records the past few months and had no control over your emotions. It was like your body was breaking down and your mind was screaming for a way out. You couldn’t take the pain anymore or the constant reminder that you were never going to be able to look into a mirror without wanting to put it not being able to look at yourself. The car ride was quiet as usual but Sam had enough of the distance and needed to understand why but you couldn’t explain well enough for him to truly understand.

Sam- “Y/N?”

Reader- “Yeah?”

Sam- “What’s wrong?”

Reader- “What do you mean?”

Sam- “You’ve not been yourself for months and every time I try to ask you or try to get you to open up yo–you just lock down and it’s almost as if you just shut completely down.”

Reader- “I don’t want to talk about it.”

Sam- “See! You do this every time I just want you to talk to me dammit!”

Reader- “This is personal. The way I am is because of a million reason I can’t explain to you Sam.”

Sam- “Well you need to explain something because this right here is unbearable.”

Reader- “Are you serious right now? I never question your actions or why you leave me out of things. You have secrets Sam I know you do! I never question you!”

Sam- “This is different Y/N these are your emotions and it’s always affecting us in the negative way. It’s getting so bad that we don’t even sleep in the same bed or even in the same room. I go to one room you go to the other, whether we’re studying for a case or just relaxing. We don’t kiss or hold hands. I miss you. Damn it Y/N I miss us.”

Reader- “You seriously want to know what my problem is?”

Sam- “I want to know what is going on with you yes. I care deeply about you.”

Reader- “Fine but you wanted this. Sam I hate everything about me. I hate my hair, my lips, my body, my personality, my depression, the anxiety, the way I walk, I just hate that I am alive. I go around saving people and I think that this is my way of changing who I am but in my eyes this is just a way of keeping myself going on. I don’t want to live. There isn’t anything anyone can do to help me Sammy heaven knows I’ve tried. I want this to end, I want my life to end. You deserve someone who is happy and who enjoys life and everything it has to offer. I’m nothing and God will tell you that. I grew up in this shitty ass life hunting the very things that parents tell to their children to get them to eat their food and behave. I hate that when I wake up every day hoping that this is the day I will let it get me. I hate feeling like there is no hope for me. You and Dean push on me that everything will be okay when it’s clearly not. You guys always say you’re there for me but yet why do I feel like I am so alone? Huh Sam? Why do I want to just push people away from me? Why am I this person?” Tears streaming down your cheeks trying to get all the words out.

Sam- “Y/N, I had no idea you felt that way. I’m so sorry but everything will be okay please stop crying, I promise I will–”

Reader- “What Sam what will you do? There’s nothing you can do! God why do I even bother trying to explain this to you.” You pull the Impala over to the side of the road and continue with tears pouring from your eyes like waterfalls.

Reader- “I can’t do this anymore Sam I’ve tried everything. I even went to Crowley even he couldn’t do anything! These pieces of me and the pieces of you just don’t fit together like they use to. I can’t stop thinking that I am the reason for all the blood on my hands from hunts gone wrong. It was never my intention to hurt you. I don’t regret any of this time we’ve spent together and I think so highly of you. I just can’t do this anymore Sam. You may be thinking this isn’t fair to you and you’d be right, this isn’t fair to you. I’m so very sorry. You will never understand me or what I have been through. You have every right to hate me. I love you I do but I need to be away from this. All of this.”

Sam- “You honestly feel like this? Why the hell would you feel like this Y/N. We give you everything. I give you everything. I give you my clothes, my love, my respect, my appreciation. You need help and we can find it for you. Depression is hell. Cass and Dean have been there for you and I since the beginning. When you needed someone of needed help who’s been there for you? We have. You don’t have to hide or run away from us or yourself Y/N you’re beautiful. When you love someone you sacrifice things for them no matter the time, place, or situation. This was all so unexpected from you. Your paranoia is all in your head. I just want to make you happy. I love you.” His eyes filled with shallow streams ready to fall any moment.

Reader- “Just stop!! I can’t do this. My mind is foggy I’m so confused and this world is so cruel. This world doesn’t need me, it would rather see me in a ditch or worse. I don’t need someone shoving pills down my throat to keep me under control. I need to get away and that isn’t with you. Don’t you know i’m not good for you? Once we’ve said our goodbyes just let me go.”

Sam- “Don’t do this.” Sam’s face shocked at the words coming out of your mouth. 

Reader- “There’s no point to waste the blame, I should have known fresh dirt won’t wash old stains away Sam. In my psychotic self-defense I’m just wasting energy fighting with you about what you can’t see. I don’t know about tomorrow but tonight I’ve got to take the leave. I’ve got to let you and everyone go. Just let it be!” You wipe the tears from your face kiss his cheek and say, “Goodbye.”

You step out of the car and start walking away but Sam wasn’t having any of that. He gets out and chases after you. Tears streaming down your face again as it began to rain.

Sam- “Don’t do this. I need you. You took my heart along time ago and you can’t just throw it on the ground and forget about it. You can’t forget about everything we’ve all been through. Cass and Dean won’t allow this.”

Reader- “Allow this? This is on me. Everything I am doing is from my own free will. Dean and Cass will have to just understand.”

Sam- “What like I’m supposed to?! Well I’m sorry I don’t understand. I don’t want to go into this life without you.”

Reader- “You don’t have a choice. I’m leaving and I don’t need anything to take with me. I want to start a new life. I want away from all this. I can’t take this pain anymore. If I go somewhere with a new name and new back story and a new state and city maybe I can finally end it all. All the pain that this life brings to me. If not i’ll end it another way.”

Sam- “Just come home we will get through this together as a family.”

Reader- “What family Sam you guys are all bad for each other! We are all in a toxic waste bin. How many times do we have to give up our life to help someone else? How many times do you and Dean have to die because you jumped in front of someone else fate? How much more do we have to sacrifice Sam? Because I can’t do it anymore. I’m out I’m done. I hate you, I hate Dean and I hate Cass! I hate it all!”

Sam- “You don’t hate us. Your reflecting and I understan–”

Reader- “Then understand this and don't follow me this time. Don't look for me or have someone keeping an eye on me.”

You turn around and walk away. Sam being hurt by the words you had just said he froze in place until you had disappeared from his sight. Once you were gone he realized he should have stopped you but he also knew you needed time and that you didn’t mean any of the things you had told him. 

Sam- “She’ll be back. She always comes back. She has to.”

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Unexpected Attack

Characters: Sam x Reader

Summery: Sam calming you down after a bad panic attack on a hunt without Dean and even though Dean is usually the one to keep you calm Sam had to take the wheel on this one and help you come back to him. You had gotten attacked from out of nowhere and were defeated as Sam took the vamp you were hunting down. 

Warnings: Decapitation. Blood. Fluff.

You both had found the vampire who you had been searching for four months and now finally had a lead at an abandoned warehouse and knew this was your chance to take him out. The two of you head in slowly neither one of you knew how many were in there but you knew since it was daylight out they would have had to been asleep.

Sam- “Maybe we should wait till Dean comes back Y/N.”

Reader- “No Sam this is our chance we’ve been looking for months. This is it and if you don’t want to go in with me ill go alone.”

Sam- “Okay, well you’re not going alone you know Dean wouldn’t let you and I’m not about to let anything happen to you.”

Reader- “Okay then, lets go.”

You slide down the bank you were watching afar from and Sam followed behind. You crack the door open and step inside.

Reader- “Empty?”

Sam- “Shh. They could still be here somewhere.”

Reader- “You’re right. Okay you go this way. I’ll go this way.”

Sam- “We really shouldn’t split up.”

Reader- “Oh my god Sam seriously? Go.”

You go left he goes right. You hear a noise from the hall down from you and go to investigate. The vamp comes out of no where and tosses you across the room you wince in pain you were sure you just dislocated your right shoulder but knew you needed to end this. Sam heard from the other side of the building and headed towards you but another vamp came for him one after the other. He fought his was to you as quick as he could. You stood back up and swung your machete at him missing he scratches your stomach leaving gashed wounds to gush blood over the concreted floor underneath you. (Insert song: Numb- XXXTENTACTION) You sing again hitting his arm and blood dripped from his arm down to the floor as the two of you looked at each other with battle ready expressions. He runs at you and swinging you miss again, he lifts you up off the ground and throws you on the ground. Landing on your back your blade slides across the floor and away from you as the air in your lungs go harshly out and you couldn’t breathe. Gasping for air Sam finally makes it to you and stands in front of your wounded body.

Sam- “You okay?”

You don’t reply still unable to breathe. He notices you were having an attack. Sam jumps at the vamp and the vamp back at him allowing Sam to cut his head clear off his shoulders. His head flies off and his body falls to the ground. Sam rushes by your side and picks you up and carries you outside by the car and he slides down the car with you between his legs your back laying against his chest, he places his hand on your chest between your breast and presses your body against his.

Sam- “Y/N! BREATHE! Feel me breathe.”

You gasp for air your lips turning blue now. He brushes the hair from you ear and tucks it behind.

Sam- “Y/N come on feel my chest rising up and down. Listen to my breath. In and out.”

You can hear his hot breath pushing past your ear loud shaky. You feel his chest rising and falling against your back. After a few minutes the air returns to your lungs hard and fast. You breathe in and breathe out and as you do Sam lets go of the pressure to your chest but keeps his hand there to still show you how to breathe. You loosen the grip on his knees and let go of his pants legs you slowly calm and fall against the car with his body as you do. You turn your head into him and the two of you relaxed for a moment. You’re back to normal and start to move out from between his legs and stand up Sam meets you halfway and helps.

Sam- “You okay?”

Reader- “I am now. Thank you. How did you know what to do?”

Sam- “Don’t tell Dean but he let me know a while back that he researched on how to help you. I came across it on my laptop when he and I were in a motel after a long hunt. I looked into it myself and this was the best thing I read that helped peo-”

You lean up and kiss him on the cheek.

Sam- “Y/N.”

Reader- “Thank you.”

Then you crunched your eyebrows together.

Reader- “Wait. Dean did research?”

Sam- “Yeah shocked me too.”

You both laugh. 

Sam- “You’re bleeding pretty bad come here.”

Reader- “I’ll be okay you can sow me up when we get home.”

Sam- “Hopefully Dean and Cass are there. Cass will be more help but if not then yes I will take care of you.”

Reader- “I know you will.”

You wrap your arm around him and hug him.

Reader- “I also uhm dislocated my arm so if you don’t mind going ahead and uhm fixing that.”

Sam- “Oh yeah here. On one, two–”

Sam pulls your shoulder back relocating it into place. You suck a lot of air in with a small ow afterwards.“

Sam- "Sorry.”

Reader- “It’s all good.”

You smile and node your head to the side letting him know you were ready to go home. Sam helps you inside the car and gets behind the wheel.

Sam- “Home Sweet Home, here we come.”

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The Night He Gave In

Characters: Dean x Reader

Summery: You were out all night because you couldn't keep your mind from going overboard running a hundred miles an hour about Dean and how you felt about him. You ended up being more then just hung over and Dean shows his sensitivity towards you while taking care of you.

Warning: Just some Fluff and Sex RATED R

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Dean- "What's wrong with you?"

You step out of the Impala dizzy after a hunt. You were out all night because you couldn't keep your mind from going overboard running a hundred miles an hour about Dean and how you felt about him. You had no idea how to tell him about it or if you even wanted to. So, you went to the bar and drank all night, you were hung over and felt like dying. Dean notices it and picks at you but then realizes that he was upsetting you and stopped to help.

Reader- "Nothing. Just drank too much last night that's all."

Dean- "Did you at least get laid? Bet you did. Or did you smash his head into the bar? I wish I could have seen that." Dean laughs.

Reader- "Dean I'm sorry but I'm really not up for joking today okay. I'm really tired and just need some time alone."

Dean walks to your side pulls you into a hug kisses your head and says, "Y/N you know you can talk to me about anything right? You know I'll always be here for you." You tuck your head into his neck not caring that he smelled like dirt and blood. You just wanted his touch.

Reader- "We both need a shower. I'm going to head Inside now. Thanks Dean."

You head into the bunker Dean not far behind Sam was in a hunt with bobby so it was just the two of you for the weekend. You go straight to your room and grabbed a change of clothes then to the showers down the hall. You had a feeling you had a fever so you make your shower a little on the cold side to help cool you off. You step in and take a seat on the cold tiles and lean back against the wall and cried for a moment due to the pain in your body. Dean could hear you from the other room but didn't want to intrude on your privacy but, he was beginning to worry what the real problem was. He walks to the door of the shower room and knocks but you couldn't hear him. So he cracked the door to ask you if you were okay but you gave him no reply. He couldn't hear you crying anymore and that worried him even more. Opening the door he let you know he was coming in but with a towel held up so he couldn't see you, just to see were he was walking. When he had reached you, you were laying on the ground passed out. He bend down after turning the water off and putting the towel on you and pulling you over his lap.

Dean- "Y/N?! Y/N, wake up!"

Slapping you on the face to get you to come to. You open your eyes some and see Dean then passed out again.

Dean- "God you're burning up. Let's get you into bed and I'll get you a couple ice packs."

The older Winchester lifts you up and carried you to your room and gently lays you down on the bed. Your fever had gotten worse but he could only do so much to help. After making sure you were okay he left for a moment to gather everything you'd need like water, cold towel for you neck and head, a couple ice packs to place on your body, and some pain medication such as advil and ibuprofen. A few hours had pass and he had not left your side. Your fever breaks and you finally come to again.

Reader- "Dean?"

Dean- "Y/N. You had me worried there for a minute. How you feeling?"

Reader- "Dean, what happened?"

Dean- "I heard you in the bathroom then when I came to check on you, you weren't answering so I came in but I didn't see anything I covered you up in a towel. You had passed out. Why didn't you just tell me you were sick?"

Reader- "I didn't think it was this bad nor did I want to worry you. I'm sorry."

Dean- "You have nothing to be sorry for. I'm glad you are feeling better. Here take some of this it will help keep the fever down."

Dean reaches over and grabs the advil and a class of water then hands it to you helping you sit up you took them then laid back down.

Reader- "Dean? Thank you. I honestly thought I had just drank to much I didnt know I was sick."

Dean- "No need to thank me all I did was help you to your room and take care of you all night. No big deal." Dean chuckled.

Reader- "I need to tell you something."

Dean- "Okay."

Reader- "Dean I like you."

Dean- "I like you too."

Reader- "No. Like I like you like you. I've been trying to tell you for years but, I just didn't know if you felt the same or if you were even interested. I know you care about me but were family and if you don't feel the same I understand. You don't have to say anything."

Dean looked at you and smiled brushing the hair from your face and pushing it behind your left ear. You knew Dean Winchester practically your whole life and you two were closer then you were with Sam. Dean always jumped in front of you on hunt to protect you hell he even took a couple bullets for you in the past. You never thought you'd be telling him how you really felt while you were like this but you knew if you didn't say something now you'd never grow the balls to do it later.

Dean- "Y/N, you already know how I feel. I've been wanting to tell you the same thing for years but you know how I am with this kind of thing. I just don't want to see you get hurt. I'm not the kind of person to be with. You know in this business people always get hurt around us."

Reader- "Dean we live in the same home. We go on the same hunts. We're always protecting each other I know we can do this. I care about you and I would do anything to prevent you any pain or abandonment. I will never hurt you."

Dean leans in and puts his head on yours.

Dean- "Scooch over."

You slide over a bit and he slides in next to you.

Reader- "Dean the bed is soaked in my sweat, I don't think you'd wanna--"

Dean interrupts you.

Dean- "I don't care. I'll stay by you for as long as you need me. Drink some more water and we will worry about everything else in the morning. Okay?"

You smile and leaned into him. The two of you slept all night and just about over half the day next. Your fever finally goes away and you felt like a new person waking up. You open your eyes to find Dean still next to you and he had taken his shirt off in the middle of the night. You place your hand on his chest then move it up to his face. You run your finger across his bottom lip while biting yours. Dean moves closer to you and pulls you in making your face close to his. You wanted to kiss him so badly but after then night you just had you wanted to wait for a better opportunity. You get loosened from his grip and go back to the showers. You washed all the sweat and all the over night oils from your body. Dean woke up noticing you were gone and went to investigate where you went. Moving down the hall he could hear the shower running so he cracked the door and made sure you were okay. You were humming to the song "Hey Jude" by the beatles that was the song his mom sung to him as a child but you weren't aware of that.

Dean- "Y/N, I'm coming in."

Reader- "Uhm okay."

He comes into the room and takes his shirt off then his pants and boxers walks right behind you and presses his body against yours and kisses your neck. You move up against the wall and raise your hands up as he moves his hands up your body.

Reader- "Dean." You moaned out

Dean- "if this is to much let me know and I'll stop."

Reader- "Please don't."

Dean- "Don't what?" He pauses

Reader- "Stop, please don't stop."

Dean uses one of his legs to spread your apart gently then he slides his hard shaft between your legs. You moaned in excitement as he leaves trails of kisses from your shoulder to your earlobe. You push your ass into him and he let's out a gently push of air from his lips. He flips you over looking deep into your eyes creasing your cheek as he places his hand on the back of your neck pulling you into him meeting his rose soft lips to yours. Your tongues playing tug of war for a moment Dean pulls back and looks at you with great lust over his face. His shaft throbbed against your stomach aching for you. You down on your knees and place your hands on his hips and slowly take in his rock hard cock into your mouth and shakes at the way you make him feel moving your tongue against the head of his penis. A few minutes of that and he couldn't take it anymore he wanted more he puts on hand on your head and one of the wall of the shower and thrusts into your warm wet mouth. You moan making Dean moan from the vibrations he leans down and pulls you up from your chin bringing you in for a kiss. His soft lips intertwine with yours as the two of you move against the wall he turns you over and runs his right hand down your back tracing your spin to your lower back then back up to gently bend you over. His cock is harder then it was when you began he grabs your hips and thrusts his shaft between your legs and slides the tip into your hot wet folds you beg him to give you more but he only teases.

Reader- "Do you want me?"

Dean- "Yes, god yes."

Reader- "Then prove it."

Dean shoves his throbbing penis deep inside making you beg for more. Pulling out he picks you up and carries you to his room kissing you along the way. The two of you make it to his room and he tosses you on the bed, you giggle, then point and motion for him to come to you with your finger. He laughs and crawls on top of you pushing your hands above your head and slides right back in with no trouble. You thought to yourself--"Was this really happening? Was Dean Winchester really giving you all his attention?" You smile moving your hips along to the rhythm of his thrusts.

Dean- "I'm going to make you scream."

Reader- "Oh god. Yes please, just so you know I have no limits. Do whatever you want with me."

He grabs your throat only hard enough to make your body fold. You wrap your legs around him and your legs shake like an earthquake cumming then falling back down on the bed. You push Dean over and climb into of him riding him like a mechanical bull. Dean reaching his climax pushes you over on your stomach and fucks you till you cum again then pulling out and shoots his hot load all over your back. You let out a deep breath and stand up grab a towel and wiped up what you could then lay back down next to him.

Reader- "Dean. That was--"

Dean- "I know."

Reader- "Don't get cocky. I was going to say amazing." You laugh lightly.

Dean- "Was it to much?"

Reader- "Dean Winchester, if I didn't know any better I would have thought you turned into a different man just then."

Dean- "What do you mean?"

Reader- "You're never this sensitive well or show any emotion regarding feelings towards someone other then your brother."

Dean- "You're different."

He rolls onto his side and kisses your shoulder looking into your eyes he takes your hand and wraps his between yours.

Dean- "You know I've actually always shown this side to you just in different ways. Protecting you on hunts for one. Bringing you a beer when we all get together in the library and when you fell asleep on the couch I'd cover you up so you wouldn't catch a cold."

Reader- "I wondered who did that. Dean why didn't you tell me these things before?"

Dean- "Like I've told you. I don't do well with family rejection. I mean I've lost so many people in my life. I just don't want to loose you too by getting to close to this."

Reader- "We don't have to tell anyone if you don't want to. We can do this your way if that's what you want. Or we can keep this between us and not do this again. Not pretend it never happened but keep doing what we've been doing all these years. Being at a safe distance, you know arms reach."

Dean- "Not to be all chick flicky or ruin the moment but I don't want any of that. I want you Y/N always have always will. I honestly don't know what to do but keep you safe the best I can. We can't be distracted during hunts worrying of one of us is in trouble and getting hurt. I worry enough. We will work this out but for now I just want to be in this moment."

Reader- "Wow. That was chick flicky." You laugh and nudge him.

Dean- "Shut up." He nudges back then pulls you in close.

The two of you cuddled all night till the morning came and you had gotten up to make breakfast. Sam comes home and notices you making breakfast instead of Dean. You hear someone come into the kitchen not realizing that Sam had came home and said, "Finally your awake I was beginning to think you died in that bed from last night." You turn and see Sam instead of the older brother.

Reader- "Oh! Sam your home. I thought you were Dean."

Sam- "What happened last night?"

Reader- "Uhh Dean and I--"

Dean- "We drank a lot and I have a major headache over now. She kicked my ass at poker and loser had to drink a bottle of whiskey."

You smiled. "I won alright." Laughing.

Reader- "So one or two Sam?"

Sam- "Right. One or two what?"

Reader- "Pancakes of course."

Sam- "Ones fine thank you. How'd you let a women beat you at poker Mr.King of Cards?"

Dean- "Shut up, she got lucky."

Reader- "I sure did!" Your grin was from ear to ear.

Sam- "Alright well thank you for breakfast Y/N. I gonna go catch some zzz's."

Reader- "Okay, goodnight."

You look at Dean and smile.

Reader- "My bad."

Dean- "It's fine. Sam always finds out the truth eventually but I like to keep in guessing."

Dean smiles back while you lay his plate down in front of him. You had given him extra bacon this time. Dean nodes him head at you his way of saying thank you.

Reader- "I'm going to head over to Bobby's see how he's doing. See you later?"

Dean- "Ofcourse."

Reader- "See you when I see you then." Grabbing a plates for Bobby and heading out.

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The Unexpected (Part-Two)

Characters: Sam x Dean x Bobby x Cass x Reader

Summery: After losing you Dean went crazy on hunting down the thing that caused your death. Never finding it he turned to hunting alone for a year. Sam does his best to get his brother back and he continues to find what killed you. Cass searches high and low for you and answers from anyone to get your soul back into your body. Things get complicated but Bobby finds the truth.

Warnings: Blood, Fighting and possible resurrection.

Beta: @pocketsizedsamwinchester

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Throughout the year Dean had trouble coupling with your death. He turned to hunting more often than usual and it had Sam worried. Sam and Bobby had searched high and low to help Dean find a way to get you back but luck. Cass was in heaven for so long he had no idea what happened but he was about to find out. With that being said maybe Cass could do something to bring you back. Sam picked up his phone to give him a call one last time before trying giving up on that option. The phone rang several times and just as he was about to hang up Cass answers.

Sam- “Cass?”

Cass- “Sam?”

Sam- “Dude what the hell? We’ve been trying to get a hold of you for a year man.”

Cass” Sorry I was in heaven and trying to find God.”

Sam- “Dean needs you, we all needed you. Y/N is dead.”

Cass- “What? How?”

Sam- “We were hunting something but it was just to good for us. Meet us at the bunker it’s best if we talk in person.”

Not long after they hung up Cass had already appeared in front of them and had confusion written all over his face.

Cass- “What happened Sam? Where’s Dean?”

Sam- “He hasn’t been here.”

Cass- “We need to find him. Where is Y/N’s body?”

Sam- “We buried her. We thought it was best if we were to bring her back. We can bring her back can’t we Cass?”

Cass- “We may be able to if Dean was here. I could go back to heaven and see if she is there. If not we may have to find another way.”

Bobby- “What the hell were you thinking Sam? Going out on a hunt you knew nothing about anyways?”

Sam- “Bobby, now is not the time.”

Bobby- ‘Well we need to find Dean.”

Cass- “I’ll find him. Just give me some time.”

Sam- “This is a lot to handle. What if Dean sold his soul to a demon and got Y/N back already and haven’t told us? What if he’s dead too?”

Cass- “We can’t think like that. I’m sorry I wasn’t here for you I will do everything I can to make this up to you and Dean.”

Bobby- “You’re damn right you will. They’ve done everything they could to help you Cass now it’s your turn.”

Cass eventually finds Dean in a pool of his own blood by Lake Michigan, he looked like hell on earth. Dean gets up as he sees Cass walk up to him and as he reached to heal him of his wounds Dean pushes him away.

Dean- “Where the hell have you been? Cass Y/N is dead and you weren’t there to help her!”

Cass- “I’m sorry I was looking for God and trying to find awa—“

Dean- “I don’t give a damn what you were doing. We tried calling you on the phone and in our prayers man! Why didn’t you answer?”

Cass looked down to the ground then said,

Cass- “Dean I will find her and bring her back to you. I promise.”

Dean- “Don’t make promises you can’t keep Cass.”

Cass- “Dean. I will find her.”

Weeks go by and Cass hasn’t been heard from again. Dean had given up all hope of bringing you back and finding the thing that had killed you. Sam and Bobby had continued to look and Bobby finally found what it was. 

Bobby- “It’s a Velachif”

Sam- “A what?”

Bobby- “A Velachif, it’s a giant snake found above the Lake of Tenochtitlan. It’s like a crocodile and extremely venomous. In this case it’s like a God it can change its appearance like the other Gods we’ve faced. This thing originated from Mexico in 1575. If it’s still here we can kill it.”

Sam- “If it is still here how do we kill it?”

Bobby- “It says, to kill a Velachif you must have the sword of San Galgano and it has to be dipped in its own blood.”

Sam- “Do we know where this sword is?”

Bobby- “I was getting there. It’s in a Glass case in a chapel in Tuscany, Italy. One more thing. It’s buried in a stone.”

Sam- “Okay well then we go get it. We need to let Dean know. He will want to be there one to do it.”

Bobby- “Right now I don’t think Dean is going to be good for anyone.”

A few days go by while Sam and Bobby go get the sword and Dean is left alone fighting his own battles without you. He walks outside of a diner and looks up to the sky and begs God one more time for his help.

Dean- “God please if you can hear me im begging you. I can’t do this anymore either bring her back or take me with her. I can’t live like this anymore. I don’t ask you for much hell I’ve never asked you for anything but this, I need her.”

Silence grew all around him not even the sound of bugs came from the area.

Dean- “Okay that’s fine I never needed you anyways. You sorry piece of shit!”

Dean goes back to the bunker to find it also empty so he finds another case to work on till Sam answers his phone.

A few more days roll on by and Dean had found a case, hunting a vampire, after finally reaching Sam and Bobby they give him a hand even though he doesn't care about the hunt or about any of the monsters he tracks down all he wanted was to find you and in that moment Dean hears a commotion down an alley then hears you screaming for him in the distance and left Sam and Bobby behind to see where it was coming from. He ran in the direction your screams were and just as he turned the corner there was no one. No one was screaming for him no one was in sight at all. Was Dean going insane or was he hearing you from another world?

Sam and Bobby catch up and notice him staring into the emptiness of the dark.

Sam- "Dean?"

Dean- “Sam. She was right here. Did you hear her?”

Sam- “What? Who?”

Bobby- “Dean, no one’s here son.”

Dean- “Sammy?”

Sam- “No. I didn’t hear anything. I’m sorry.”

Dean silently walks pass both of them and heads back to the impala completely forgetting about the case all together.

Bobby- “There’s something wrong.”

Sam- “I know. We need to get help.”

The next day Cas calls with promising news about how to get you back but what Dean has to say shocks everyone. 

Dean overhears Cass on the phone and loses it.

Dean- “Cass give it up no one is going to help us and no one is going to get her back to m--us. She’s dead and there’s nothing anyone or anything can do about it. After everything we’ve done after all the awful things I’ve done this is what I truly deserve. She didn’t deserve this but I did. So just give it a rest already!”

Sam- “Dean. We can get her back just listen to him. He found a way.”

Dean- “Damnit!”

Sam- “We can get her back.”

Bobby- “Dea-”

Dean- “Enough. I’m heading out. Don’t expect me anytime night.”

Dean walks out of the bunker and goes for a ride. He needed time to get away and he needed time to think about what he was going to do next. When the day grows he pulls over to find a spot to wallow in his tears where no one could see. A lake just walking distance away he goes right into the water and falls backwards sinking into the deep canvas and rising back to the surface. Floating he looks up at the sky and as he does the flashing images of you laying helpless in his arms appear into his mind. In that moment he could hear your voice coming from below the water yelling his name. It seemed too real but then again so did the screams coming from the alley that night. So he wept every so gently as he had risen up from the waters and wiped his tears away so he could see clearer. There you were in the distance standing at the edge of the lake waving your hands high so he could see you. It was in that moment he knew this had to be real. How could you be? He thought to himself. What if you were another imaginary image in his mind? He swam closer and as he got closer he could see you really standing there. You smiled that soft smile he loved about you so much and you started walking into the water. The two of you met and he couldn’t believe his eyes. 

Dean- “Y/N, is it really you?”

Reader- “Yeah? Wait how did I get here?”

Dean- “Follow me.”

Dean grabs your arm pulling you to the Impala opens the truck and pulls out a silver knife, a bottle of holy water, cuts you and throws the water on you.

Reader- “I’m not a demon. Or a Shifter. Dean it’s really me.”

Dean pulls you into a tight hug.

Reader- “I can’t breathe. You’re hugging me too tight.”

Dean- “Oh. How are you here?”

Reader- “I don’t know. I thought about you and then I jus-I’m not sure.”

Dean- “We’ve been searching for over a year.”

Reader- “I’ve been gone for over a year? What Happened?”

Dean- “Right now all that matters is you’re home. Do you remember what happened?”

Reader- “Last thing I remember was you and I were in your bed and you were holding me then everything went black.”

Dean- “The thing that got you. We know what it is and we know how to kill it.”

Reader- “Dean?”

Dean- “Yeah?”

Reader- “Can we just go home?”

Dean smiled and pulled you into his arms again but this time it was gentle and he rested his head on yours. You listened to his heartbeat and you melted into him like warm clay.

Dean- “Let’s go home.”

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Part Two Coming Soon

The Unexpected part two will be posted soon just making some final touches and making some changes.

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The Unexpected (Part-One)

Characters: Sam x Dean x Reader

Summery: Sam and Dean had been having some issues of their own and always took it out on eachother but one day you walked in at the wrong time and had to break them you before they killed each other.

Warnings: Fighting Blood Disappointment.

Dean: Sam we've been going at this for weeks and nothing!

Sam: You don't think I know that Dean. Y/N has been sick with whatever that damn thing gave her and we can't find anything on what it is or what it gave her. I want to help her just as much as you do!

Dean: Oh yeah then why are you not trying harder you owe her that much!

Sam: Excuse me? I owe her that? You say it like its my fault she got into this mess!

Dean: If the shoe fits Sam! If it wasn't for you asking her to come along on this then she wouldn't be laying in bed looking like she cou--like she could die any minute.

Sam- Are you serious right now listen to yourself I asked her to come with us because I thought she was ready and you told me she said she was ready for anything!

Dean throws a book across the room that's when Sam had enough. He stood up and walked up to his brother and began having a screaming match for fifteen minutes. As you lay in bed you could hear the conversation hearing up quickly and knew they needed to get away from one another. So you lean over to grab the glass of water at the edge of the table next to your bed and took a large drink, God knows you were going to need it for the yelling you were about to do, then rise up in bed and swing your legs over the edge.

Sam: She needs us and all you are doing is making the time go by slower by fighting with me. If anything this is your fault!

You walk down the hall as Dean swung first then Sam returning the hit back. As you reach the room you lean against the doorway and see them throwing punches.

Y/N: Hey!!

The boys continues fighting due to your voice being crackly and weak. You walk slowly up to them then yell again but this time clearer.

Y/N: BOYS!! STOP!!

Dean hears your voice then turns to you. Sam turns afterwards and worry grown on their faces. It was like everything was in slow motion. You felt dizzy and knew you were about to pass out so you spoke as quickly as you could.

Sam and Dean: What are you doing out of bed?!

The boys look at each other then back at you.

Y/N: Shut up and listen to me! One, none of this is either or your fault. Two, I went because I knew I was ready. Three, none of us knew what we had gotten ourselves into but we did it anyways. Four, I love both of you and I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world but right now I'm about two seconds of walking out this bunker door and dying alone in the middle of butt fuck Egypt just to get away from all this screaming.

You grew weaker with each word and fell to your knees the boys rush over and both help you back to your feet.

Dean: You really need to lay back down Y/N, I can't loose you.

Sam noticed the way his brother was looking at you and finally figured out why he was acting the way he was. Dean loved you more then even himself didn't realize.

Sam: Dean I'm sorry. I shouldn't hav--

Dean: I'm sorry too. Now can we please get her to bed.

Y/N: My bed is soaked in my own sweat please just let me lay somewhere else.

Dean lifts you up and carried you to his room and places you gently on his bed. Then sits down gently next to you and pulls you over to help you lean against him as a prop as Sam grabs fresh cold wet rags and some cold water. Both boys loved you with everything in them but Dean specifically loved you more. After growing up together you two were just always closer then you and Sam. Dean was always unable to tell you his feelings afraid of what would come afterwards. Regardless of the rejection he knew he needed to speak up before it was to late. Things were about to take a turn.

Sam: Dean.

Dean: I know.

Sam: Cas hasn't answered your calls yet has he?

Dean: No and I don't think he will. Can you give us a minute?

Sam: Sure. I'll be right down the hall. Yell if you need anything okay.

Dean presses the cold rag against your forehead then down your cheek to underneath your chin.

Y/N: Dean. I'm sorry.

Dean: Why are you sorry? You didn't do anything wrong. I'm the one who needs to apologize. I need to say something befor--before anything else happens.

Y/N: what's that?

You close your eyes and your breath weakens more.

Dean: Please stay with me. I need you. Y/N I've loved you the moment I saw you hunt down the demon who hurt Sam and nearly killed me. I've loved you more and more with each growing day and It kills me to see you like this. I wish I could take all your pain away. I wish I could take it all back. All the fighting all the hunting and killing demons and monsters because I wish I'd never grew up in this life. I wish we had met another way and made a normal life together. Y/N I love you.

Y/N: I love y--you too.

Your breathing grew weaker and you knew you weren't making it through the next few minutes so you tug at Dean's arm to bring him closer to your face. Dean leans in and you kiss his soft rosy lips. Your grasp loosens and falls down to the bed and your lips release Dean's. Dean knew it took all your strength to do that and he leans his head against yours as you took your last breath to tell him something important.

Y/N: Dean look after Sammy your all he has. Don't do anything stupid while I'm gone.

Dean: I won't, and I promise ill keep Sammy safe.

Dean leans his head against yours and holds your hand to his lips and presses them softly against it. You smiled knowing he knew the truth on how you felt and you knew they did everything they could to save you but it was time. You drew your last breath and in that moment you were happy and free.

Dean: Y/N? Y/N?

Dean's eyes filled with tears as your hand grew heavy and your body fell deeper against his side.

Dean: Sam!

Sam: Oh God is she?

Sam falls to the his brothers bedside tears falling down both their face as Dean yells helplessly for God to do something but no answer. They knew they had to find the monster that done this and make it pay for what they had destroyed.

Dean: We find a way to bring her back then we will find the son of a bitch that did this and kill it if it's the last thing I do, she deserves that.

Sam agrees then stands up to call Bobby...

[writingsbyshay67ss]

Keeping Lucifer Away

Characters: Sam x Reader x Dean

Summery: Its been a few weeks and Sam still cant get the hallucinations of Lucifer out of his head. It was your turn to watch him while Dean went on a hunting trip.

Warnings: Light Fluff

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You've been doing some research to help Dean while he is gone to figure out what exactly he was hunting you found out after several hours that he was hunting a ghoul and give him a call letting him know. You've not heard Sam for a while so you get up and turn the light off and walk into his room. You see him sitting in the corner holding his head in his hands with blood coming from his right hand where he had cut it open. You could tell he had been pushing on it to try and keep Lucifer away. You slowly walk up to the end of his bed and speak softly to him.

Reader: Sammy? You okay?

Sam: No, it won't stop Y/N. Why won't it stop?

Reader: Oh Sammy when's the last time you've slept?

Sam: I can't remember.

Reader: Here, come here.

You lean down and stand him up. His eye were red from being so restless and his body looked so tired. You began to tear up some but knew you needed to stay strong for him.

You knew he needed rest so you try to convince him to lay down.

Reader: Sam have you tried sleeping today?

Sam: No because he won't leave.

Reader: It's okay, I'm here. Do you want to try and sleep? I'll stay with you till you do.

Sam: I can't. He won't let me. He keeps yelling and pushing me to do things I don't want to do. He tells me things I know is not true. I've tried and I'm just so tired of trying.

Reader: Sammy.

You wrap your arms around him and hug him tight he begins to cry and you hold back the tears you wish to let out with him. You squeeze him one good time then release him easily.

Reader: Come here.

You sit on the bed and he follows behind. You pull the covers up so he could squeeze in with you.

Reader: Now rest your head on my chest and let your body relax. I'm not going to leave you till you fall asleep. I promise.

Sam: This isn't going to work Y/N but okay.

He slides in and rests his head on your chest and tries to relax as much as he can but just as he gets comfortable Lucifer laughs then starts banging on the walls and yells in his ear making him clench his fists and jult his body. You rub his arm and hold him close telling him everything is going to be okay.

Reader: Sammy I'm here, I'm real not him. Can you feel me?

Sam: Yes.

Reader: Can you touch him?

Sam: No.

Reader: Feel me hold me listen to me breath and rub your arm and place my hand on your head. I'm here I'm real feel me. Sammy.

Sam calms down with every word you speak. You can feel him relax into you. For a moment you can hear him snore. So, you gently try to move to get up but feel him hold you tighter.

Sam: Y/N please stay. Don't leave me. This is working. I can feel you just you. He's not here. Please stay.

Reader: Okay Sammy. I'll stay. I promise I'll never leave you.

Sam falls back to sleep and as you played with his hair and hummed to him "Hey Jude" by the Beatles. You slowly fell asleep too. This begun a completely new relationship between the two of you and Sam's hallucinations dissapear not to long after.

Dean came home early the next day searching for the two of you and when he had gotten to Sam's room he seen the two of you sleeping soundly peacefully together wrapped in each others arms. Dean smiles and closes the door behind as he leaves the room to go to sleep in his own bed.