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SYNOPSIS: MY take on the Blue Lock men’s physical features/appearance and attractiveness percentage.
ᴀ/ɴ: Hi! Please read until the end. I have a message at the last part :)
Ft. Isagi Yoichi, Bachira Meguru, Karasu Tabito
ISAGI YOICHI
Attractiveness Percentage: 88%
Definitely cute, definitely attractive—just doesn't get noticed a lot simply because he's just... simple.
He's just that one student-athlete at school who minds his own business and is nice to others: which is probably too bland for some girls. Most of them want jocks or bad boys—but he's.. just there. He's just Isagi.
However, those library girls who read historical fiction would LOVEEEEE him. He gets a maximum of 2-3 people crushing on him per year.
Some of his hottest feature? Skin. He definitely has smooth skin that make people wonder how does it look so good even when he does vigorous soccer training and is wreaking of sweat. It's a bit tan too, not too tan—but he lost his pale color due to constant training.
Another thing: Bruised/Flushed knuckles. I don't know, I just feel like he has them. Definitely light pink with hints of dark red. He got them from football training, and sometimes from his lack of awareness off-pitch so he tends to just accidentally knock things off. Plus, he has that one mole on his thigh.
Wears loafers. (I dunno, this was random lol) Almost never gets scolded at by the teachers because he will follow the school dress code perfectly.
BACHIRA MEGURU
Attractiveness Percentage: 79%
Bachira, with his outgoing and "weird" personality tends to throw people off hence why they don't usually see him for his face. Occasionally, when he's seen at school—he either has really dirty uniform, or his desk is a complete mess. (Don't even get me started on the inside of his backpack) He also talks to his "monster" openly which creeps people out. Gets schizophrenia allegations 2x a week.
Though, there's probably a girl at school who's also a loner and sees him beyond that weird persona. Aside from the image he's put out of himself, he's very cheerful and fun to be with. Which resonates with people once they give him a chance. Atleast 1 person crushes on him per school year.
Since he used to get bullied a lot (Still does, but he learned how to chase them off) Bachira has scars and bruises all over. Some bandaged by his mom, some openly shown like on his knuckles, cheek, and forehead. He gets them too from his usual "adventures" which he considers fun. (It's literally just danger dressed in honey)
Has a snaggletooth and smile lines. (Very self explanatory) Pants with suspenders are basically just an integral part of his fashion style. Plus, I feel like he'd have crochet keychains just dangling on his backpack. He also has that one bucket hat with cowprints from childhood. (Wears them ironically)
KARASU TABITO
Attractiveness Percentage: 96%
(Is that my absolutely amazing and gorgeous king)
I don't even need an essay to prove his attractiveness. He is HOT. He atleast gets 5 girls crushing on him every year at school (maybe even a guy.. who knows). His athletic reputation, good sense of style, and gentleman attitude definitely makes him popular between the girls.
I dunno about y’all, but I can see this guy wearing those large coats as part of his fashion. Loves to wear jackets even when it's hot (sometimes falls victim to the scorching heat, but then again beauty is pain).
MOLESSSSS not just that under eye mole, but everywhere once you get to see him shirtless. He has a LOT on his back, a few on his thighs, and some on his forearms that you can see once he rolls his sleeves up.
Very toned back and biceps, also has sharp canine teeth. A ridiculous amount of hair gel sits on his drawer. He always looks put together and clean, like his clothes are always ironed. I feel like he'd also bring headphones everyone, especially when he's alone doing something (like studying) to play music. (He looks like a Chase Atlantic song.)
writing this for my 6 fans out there (lol)
Hey! If y’all see this... just know that I am very busy 😃. Seriously, my last post was on December last year. I am very sorry for that! A lot of things happened, it was honestly a tough time and in result of that I abandoned writing because I couldn't balance it with my day-to-day life. T-T
In January, I decided to write a oneshot (Sae X Reader) and I was planning to post it on February 1st (my birthday) as a birthday special. However, I had LOTS of extracurricular activities so I completely forgot about it !!!!</3
Now, will I stop posting here? NO. As you can see on the top of this post, it says "Part 1" so this will have atleast 3 parts? I dunno. I was supposed to include Sae, Rin, Shidou, and Kaiser here but I just needed to post after being inactive for so long T-T.
I am doing fine right now, and I just really missed writing. I will be posting more (but not too fast tho, as I work really slow). Not to mention, I have A LOT of ghost projects (like the Blue Lock Medieval AU). I will work on that soon! I promise! T-T. This vacation is a perfect time to start writing all my ideas as my overachiever ass will probably decide not to bother me anymore since school is finished.
I also have a TikTok account— @writtenpluviophile (maekiii) where I will be posting my fanfics/oneshots/aus. On there, I will start posting Blue Lock (ofc), Haikyuu, JJK, and many more! (I just forgot, hehe).
PS: I might transfer the bllk headcanons I wrote here on tiktok.
So right now, my two main accounts for writing will be Tumblr and TikTok. (I'm thinking of using AO3 for my ship fanfics, but I don't wanna test the AO3 writer curse yet gng)
hai i am eating my screen at ur 'she went missing' fic thing i LOOOVE mysterious so im putting my theory here.
-.. --- -. .----. - / .-.. . .- ...- . / -- . / .--. .-.. . .- ... . (morse code at the start of entry 8) translates to dont keave me. this seems like it points to sae bBUUUUUT. i thinj that this is actually a red herring
idk who it may be im ngl but i genuinely think sae is innocent. my idea is that he was an accidental/unwilling accomplice to the plot to kidnap the reader, used as a distraction because.... yah hes the readers ex. shidou is also an accomplice imo but he doesn't seem very close to the reader so im unsure if he woukd have had the motive to help.... but that leads into another idea i had
i think kaiser AND shidou are betraying The Scooby Gang (/the people who kidnapped reader bc im almost certain its a group). think abt it, neither of them would have anything to lose in that case!!!!! shidou barely gaf abt anything and kaiser.. honestly idk but it makes sense to me.
the one who sent the photos? kaiser. and also i think shidou isnt lying, he was genuinely ratting ness out for his involvement.
only thing i cant make sense of is reonagichigi & rin being there.. and also the black haired guy. idk i may be tripping rn 🤔🤔🤔
all i can say for now is NESS DID THAT SHIT ON MY LIFE HES INVOLVED. and shidou and charles innocent for sure. on my life as well.
i humbly implore u to make a part 2 (if you want/have the time!;!!) bc im weirdly invested 😢
hehe, thank u !! love your analysis on this, and I'll def make a pt2 but only when I have the time to 😭 much love!
୨୧ CONTENT: MY headcanons on what would the Blue Lock boys be—Red flag, Yellow Flag, or Green Flag?
➯A/N: ᴠᴇʀʏ ʙᴀsɪᴄ ɪᴅᴇᴀ ɪ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʙᴀᴅʟʏ ɴᴇᴇᴅ sᴍᴛʜ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴏsᴛ 😭, ɪ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇ ɴᴇxᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ɪs ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙᴇ ᴀ ʙᴀɴɢᴇʀ (+ ɪ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴅɴ). Also guys.. I've been so busy 🥹 u have no idea how much my school works were. I just wanna write 💔 I have so many things to worry abt: harvest of excellence, cosplay day, pending school works, journalism, and fanfics .. but I love being busy ngl 🥰 (ALSO FRANCE VS JP IS NEARING, AND NAGI IS BACK??)
TW: OPINIONS! (so scary, omg) As well as anything you'd expect in a red flag. If you don't want your delulu self to be shattered then don't read this I guess
FT. Isagi Yoichi, Bachira Meguru, Hiori Yo, Karasu Tabito, Otoya Eita, Mikage Reo, Nagi Seishiro, Itoshi Sae, Itoshi Rin, Michael Kaiser
I don't even need to explain in perfect detail why. He's naturally empathetic, respectful, helpful, and a yearner—of course he'd be the same while in a relationship.Some might argue that he may be yellow because of his attitude on-pitch—but that's ON PITCH. He's obviously way different when he's outside and in a relationship. Trust me, this guy is an entire green forest.
ɪғ ʜᴇ's ɢʀᴇᴇɴ, ᴅᴏᴇs ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴀᴅ ᴛʀᴀɪᴛs?
Yes. He can sometimes get too focused on soccer that he unintentionally leaves you confused and alone (obsessed with self-improvement and ambition). He also tends to over-analyze or overthink your every action, words, or chats—but overall a green flag!
BACHIRA MEGURU: GREEN FLAG 🟢
ᴡʜʏ ɪs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ɢʀᴇᴇɴ?
Loves you to the absolute brim. He's a certified yearner #2. Loyal and faithful—will not look or interact with other girls, not because he thinks it's what he should do—but because he genuinely sees no reason to and doesn't care. He offers creativity in the relationship, all dates and quality time will never be boring when it's with him. His declaration of feelings are always genuine.
ɪғ ʜᴇ’s ɢʀᴇᴇɴ, ᴅᴏᴇs ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴀᴅ ᴛʀᴀɪᴛs?
Yes, I think at the start of the relationship he's leaning more towards yellow. He's still engulfed in his fear of loneliness, so he might not open up to you in a deeper perspective and will just hide it with fun or jokes. He sometimes doesn't realize that he's hurting you with how he doesn't do well with serious conversations. (Give him some time to adjust and learn, then he'd be a good boyfriend).
HIORI YO - GREEN FLAG 🟢 "(Omg Ari, why'd you put him in green ain't he canonically an ultra sadist omg why would you! you don't know anything at all 😡)" I might get publicly executed for ts but hear me out
ᴡʜʏ ɪs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ɢʀᴇᴇɴ?
I can see why people would put him in yellow ’cause he canonically refers to himself as an ultra sadist, but I genuinely just see himself as an ultra sadist on pitch. He's soft-spoken, nice, friendly, and was also ranked 1 as the best listener in Blue Lock. He obviously won't make you crippled on purpose, in fact he'd be gentle. He's faithful + loyal—only thinks of you everyday and every night even when he's away. He's also quiet, but genuine at everything he says to you. I also can see him be a bit more talkative around you. (He lets his guard down when you've been dating for a long time.) He's thoughtful as well. Additionally, he doesn't rely on constant talk to keep the relationship going. He respects your alone time as long as you respect his, and he's SUCH A GOOD LISTENER. (Canon, his type is someone who'd give him alone time, and he was ranked No. 1 in Blue Lock for being the best listener)
ɪғ ʜᴇ's ɢʀᴇᴇɴ, ᴅᴏᴇs ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴀᴅ ᴛʀᴀɪᴛs?
Obviously. At the start, he'd follow you around or observe you as he wants to see if you're being loyal—or just to see what you're doing since he cares (Canon, he did this with Karasu) And he definitely won't be a yandere and make you incapacitated—but his sadist side shows up every once and a while, he might get a bit of pleasure seeing you in slight pain (small cuts, making you beg for something, edging you/not in a sexual way) Also prefers to keep his feelings to himself as he doesn't want to bother you with his own feelings.
KARASU TABITO - GREEN FLAG 🟢 (If I see him in another video about red flags, I will RIOT)
ᴡʜʏ ɪs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ɢʀᴇᴇɴ?
Reliable, Responsible, and knows how to lift your mood up. He's the type to let you wear whatever you want because he can fight. I can see him yearn a lot actually, since he's naturally attracted and somewhat loyal to anything he finds extraordinary. He considers you as the only extraordinary thing about him (He canonically sees himself as mediocre.) He lets his guard down around you after some time in the relationship, which he never does with other people. Worships the ground you walk on subtly. He also communicates well and tells you what you did wrong.
ɪғ ʜᴇ's ɢʀᴇᴇɴ, ᴅᴏᴇs ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴀᴅ ᴛʀᴀɪᴛs?
Of course he does. He accidentally hurts you with his own jokes and comments without realizing it until you actually give him silent treatment or act in a weird way. Also tends to be closed-off most often, he doesn't want to be seen as vulnerable. Even though he communicates well, he used to make passive aggressive comments during the first few months of the relationship which genuinely makes you confused—not knowing what you did, it doesn't happen often after some time in the relationship though.
OTOYA EITA - RED FLAG 🔴
ᴡʜʏ ɪs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ʀᴇᴅ?
Womanizer final boss. Hope you're fine with red flags, because he will definitely cheat on you. Only dated you because he was bored, not because of a genuine feeling. He doesn't like to communicate, doesn't like to be vulnerable, doesn't like to open up, and doesn't like to commit to you. Purposely makes you jealous for fun but acts sad when you do the same. Again, he cheats after like 2 weeks into the relationship and when confronted, he doesn't care (This reminds me of that one vid- "If I cook one meal, am I a chef?")
ɪғ ʜᴇ's ʀᴇᴅ, ᴅᴏᴇs ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛʀᴀɪᴛs?
Kinda? He's funny, can make you laugh even in a bad mood. (He jokes so you won't get vulnerable with him—he doesn't know how to act with emotions.) The relationship won't be boring as he's always there to spice it up. He has an immaculate face card though can't lie, no wonder he's a womanizer
MIKAGE REO - GREEN FLAG 🟢
ᴡʜʏ ɪs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ɢʀᴇᴇɴ?
He's leaning slightly more on the yellow flag side for me, but he's still green regardless. He has a loving personality, will yearn for you, lots of money, multiple talents, and a good face card too—literally a booktok’s standards. He constantly tries to include you in his life—practically thinks of you every single day, he's literally yearner final boss. Buys you gifts in the most random times, as well as memorizing every single fact about you that you ever told him. Your family will love him, he never gives up on trying to impress them—especially you. Oh, and did I mention he's a yearner?
ɪғ ʜᴇ's ɢʀᴇᴇɴ, ᴅᴏᴇs ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴀᴅ ᴛʀᴀɪᴛs?
Yes! Possessive at times—doesn't want to share you and lowkey spirals when you choose someone else over him in something like partnering up for a project (Ehem ehem, Nagi choosing Isagi). He also expects that his money and gifts will fix everything instead of genuine communication. Also very privileged to the point it makes you insecure, like not intentionally—but he sometimes brags about his very luxurious life and expects you to use money to fix your problems which low-key makes you feel bad about yourself. (It's not really his fault.. it depends on how you'd treat that situation)
NAGI SEISHIRO - YELLOW FLAG 🟡
ᴡʜʏ ɪs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ʏᴇʟʟᴏᴡ?
He's right in the middle for me not gonna lie. Very lazy obviously, doesn't understand social/romantic cues, expects you to do all of the romantic stuff, doesn't understand your emotional needs, and expects you to just understand with his attitude.
The good side is that he will always let you be by his side—his love language is probably quality time but minimal effort. Sometimes forgets anniversaries but ironically remembers a small thing you told him a year ago??
Good listener and will try out a game you're particularly interested in as well as lets you play with him. He also tries to do things you told him to without you needing to remind him all the time (like eating besides jelly packs, not sleep with his hair wet, use the phone while charging, etc)
ITOSHI SAE - YELLOW FLAG 🟡
ᴡʜʏ ɪs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ʏᴇʟʟᴏᴡ?
I love my king, but come on now 💔. On the bright side, he definitely won't cheat as he truly loves you genuinely. Remember, Sae won't even engage in a relationship if he thinks it's a waste of time—so he definitely loves you.
He also tends to spoil you with stuff from other countries he's been on, he pays attention to whatever you say, doesn't forget important dates, and lets you see a side of him no one sees before (like him with his bangs down, him taking a nap, him watching chibi maruko-chan, him listening to his favorite song, etc)
The bad side is he's constantly emotionally unavailable—simply because he doesn't like vulnerability and doesn't understand the need for emotional talk. WILL PRIORITIZE SOCCER OVER YOU—though he lets you know beforehand. Very blunt—sometimes good for you since he's honest, sometimes bad for you since he's so honest to the point you feel intimidated.
Let him adjust to this whole relationship thing, and he'll definitely try his best and build a deep relationship with you. (Though, if you give him signs that you're unable to handle his personality and busy schedule he'll drop you immediately)
ITOSHI RIN - YELLOW FLAG 🟡
ᴡʜʏ ɪs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ʏᴇʟʟᴏᴡ?
if he ever decides to date, then you would be extremely special to him because he wouldn't even be interested in romance in the first place. He'd think of you way often, you'd be practically embedded into his mind. Behind closed doors he's mentally smacking himself on the face because of how much he's thinking of you. He constantly tries to control some of his impulsive behavior, he remembers more, he has a reason to get out and do something that isn't about soccer—for you. To others, Rin is absolutely detached and cruel—but they obviously can't see how he is inlove. He yearns hard in silence is basically what I mean, even if he doesn't plan for it at first.
Some of his bad sides is that he's emotionally unavailable, has anger issues that he tries to control but sometimes it just explodes when he's overstimulated, too caught-up in the one-sided beef with Sae, and he would always be busy with soccer.
Some of his good sides are that he's canonically kind and sensitive under his cold exterior, a very good listener, his love language is acts of service, and that he constantly tries to get used to this whole romance thing despite being uncomfortable—just for you. (In secret though. Also he gives tsundere vibes but not really.. like he is but he isn't.. idk)
MICHAEL KAISER - RED FLAG 🔴
ᴡʜʏ ɪs ʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴsɪᴅᴇʀᴇᴅ ʀᴇᴅ?
I don't think I have to dwell deeper much on this (sorry kaiser fans). He's egotistical—the spotlight has to be on him, whether in soccer or in the relationship. He doesn't understand the need to give you reassurance and tells you to just "get over it" when he cancels a date for soccer or when you communicate with him that you're feeling mad about something he did. He expects you to get used to the public view and be confident, but not to the point where you try to compete with him. Scrutinizes you for being insecure and just expects you to let him do whatever he wants. He doesn't understand the concept of love—receiving or giving. (See his behavior with Ness? Yeah, that's what you're getting—a very human connection. He's such a red flag but he has a good face all of you wanna hit so)
ɪғ ʜᴇ's ʀᴇᴅ, ᴅᴏᴇs ʜᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛʀᴀɪᴛs?
Yeah? He spoils you—his gifts and dates are always luxurious in order to show off. He's easy to joke with (He canonically laughs over some things like a cat rolling on the street—so he laughs with shallow jokes as long as it doesn't show vulnerability). And I guess he's a good kisser too.. ?
(You guys liked the Nagi fic, so why not Sae?? Sae my wifey!! This one kind of happened to me in real life so it was comforting to write. Angst again :( I love angst because angst is my thing~) :)
It was a quiet midnight, where you are failing to achieve some sleep. You wanted to hit you head in the pillow and groan loudly. You were only able to hear the robotic noises of the air conditioner humming in the background like a blurry noise. You could hear your little brother snoring loudly beside you. Yeah, you slept with him....at least for now! You swear when you turn 13, you are going to have a room for only yourself. though, not until dad thinks you are mature enough to. Jesus Christ! You hate your dad sometimes and even your brother for this! but you also don't want to loose them. they might be annoying, but precious to you.
While thinking about your stupidly nice and harsh life, your eyes got bored and heavy. they lost the capability to be open, and slowly closed. Then suddenly you found yourself there again, in front of a football field, in the audience. you saw the same trees again, the same people, and the same boy again.
His haircut was weird, baby bangs with reddish-brown hair. His expression was neutral, non-chalant and calm with those beautiful teal eyes. Though I knew that "non-chalance" was fake but the determination, oh buy, it was pure. he seems...so handsome.
"Goal! 1-0"
He scored a goal, you felt sudden wave of happiness for him and for that you will finally be able to talk to him. But as you stood up to clap, the audience disappeared. You looked around yourself to see where the audience went so quickly, when someone softly tapped your shoulder.
"why you were staring at me like you are lovesick or something?"
That voice was cold and calm. So hot....but then suddenly it hits you, how dare someone talk so rudely to you? Your admiring expression turns into a furious pout.
"Shut up!"
You angerly kicked his foot. He got on one foot and cursed under his breath.
"You moron!"
He yelled loudly. You snickered quietly before bursting into laughter.
"You play football, you should at least be strong enough to not feel pain by just getting kicked on you damn foot!"
"What you know about football? huh?"
"just accept that you are a weak loser! haha!"
These moments came by every time I fell asleep. It felt so real, yet so fake. You wanted to ask him if this is true or is it just....a dream? You can't tell. Every time you close your eyes, you see him in different locations. And at one point, You forgot what is real and what is....a dream.
Maybe you find him in reality? maybe it is also real? You started to look for him everywhere, in the football fields around your house, far away from your house and even in the football stadiums. But he is no where to be found. though There is one thing everyone knows about you, you are stubborn. You didn't stop, searched for him in your house and your school. still, no sign. So, you finally decided; to ask him the truth.
"Sae?"
"hm?"
"I have this question, which is on my mind for a long time now.."
"Then ask it dumbass."
"not funny! Its serious"
The soft breeze of the sea brushed your hair when he fully glanced at you. You were near the sea, his favorite spot.
"fine, fine."
"So, the thing is...
are you even real?"
The silence between you and Sae is dense, when he finally sighed deeply and spoke.
"Thought you would never ask with that tiny brain of yours."
You looked straight in his eyes, they were softening. But there was something more in them, maybe emptiness?
"I don't know if I will ever be able to see you again. Maybe I disappear like this dream. But one thing is clear, You made me feel human and that is why,
I love you."
You felt tears drooling down you cheek. You want him, you really want him. Maybe this dream is fake, but this love? it feels real. Which is why it is a fake truth.
He quickly wrapped his arms around you and pulled back slightly to look at you.
"Don't cry. I am always there."
His cold expression broke into a tiny smile. you smiled back in tears. your lips met his when the dream broke and you found yourself in the bed.
It was all fake, yet true. You never saw him in your dreams ever again.
"Sis! hurry up! The Real Madrid vs Barcelona is going to start!"
"Coming!"
You sat beside him not at all interested int the match and just scrolling in your phone. Then suddenly you heard a loud sound of people yelling "GOAL". You looked up to see who scored goal and it was none other than a boy with reddish-brown hair but this time, bangs were pushed back and more sharpness int he teal eyes. He looked up and met your eyes. Your eyes were widen with surprise and something more. his eyes soften again, and he smiled softly. Just for you.
-x-
(I made the ending a bit happy for the twist or something. Hope you enjoyed. Bye~)
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Boba-chan: I miss Nagi!!! :( I just know He will come back! Made it for him!! This is my second fic, so it can be cringe as fuck. listen to "Blue-Yung Kai" and "ceilings- Lizzy McAlpine" while reading. It is recommended to by me! Hope you enjoy!~
You were just watching a football match while sipping a cup of tea, your eyelids were gonna close but then the stupid boys screamed 'GOAL' to disturb you. Visibly annoyed you still managed to clap once for you 'wannabe-Ronaldo' brother who scored the goal and seemed content with just one freaking goal. Loser. you thought. You hated that worm-ass-brat so much!!
Later on, you just stood up and brushed off invisible dust off your pants. Geez, what a stressful day! Your dad, a professional footballer, forced you to check on your brother's match and 'learn' something from him. He is the star is his eyes, a rising striker. you just scoffed at that thought. tch. unlike you, he had passion and goals, and most importantly, people actually liked him. You were just a bored, unbothered, short-tempered freak who didn't care about ambitions. you just wanted a normal life with decent money, but your dad just wants you to 'do something' in your life instead of just....existing. that is why he sent you to a university for 'soon-to-be-doctors' or whatever. you are not interested, but just dragged into it. though you are surprisingly good at studies, you didn't care about it. You just wished to be alone forever, with him
Even after being rich and heir of football legend, everyone despised you because of you strange behavior. You had anger-issues, get offended easily and all. you tried to change, its not like you wanted to be like this at all...just it is difficult to when no one really cared anymore, even parents, sibling, or so called friends. You felt isolated, people think you want to be like this, you didn't. you wanted to be with someone, feel seen and even if just once someone said a 'good morning' to you everyday, it would make your day. You are trying to improve yourself....trying hard but it feels its over already. So you just make your mindset to make you feel good when isolated. you hated it, you hated life, until he happened.
You saw it on TV, a show named 'Blue Lock' one day, it caught your attention. It was fun watching it, and for first time, you felt happy to be able to feel something that makes you happy. Then you saw him, Nagi Seishiro, The lazy genius, the one who controlled ball and his emotions perfectly, he doesn't hate anyone, and even if anyone is rude, he is calm about it unlike you. he is chill and not stressed like you. You started to admire him, to be like him. you thought it was silly to like a fictional character like this, but it cannot stop, the love for him and the urge to feel him in real.
It was supposed to be a normal day, your usual scowl on, other glaring at you, then suddenly-
"Hey you emo ass, what's up with the cartoon key chain?"
It was you Nagi keychain on your bag, and you suddenly hid in your pocket. You growled and frowned.
"How much money do you want from me to just fucking PISS OFF."
You say it like their words do nothing to you, you are are strong and brave, but when they mimic your anger behind your back and call you a 'toxic psycho bitch who loves fictional things", your heart breaks, what if I am not like them? that doesn't mean that they can hurt me. in truth, you are sensitive from inside, and sometimes the only thing that can make you joyful, is Nagi. just his existence.
At one night, you finally broke. Tears rolling down your cheek silently as you grit your teeth.
"Damn it, i am so fucking fragile! tch-tch they doesn't even care about me at all! so why-hic- should I think about them?"
Her mind drifts off to him,
"I wish you were here with me, i wish i held your hand, I want to know how they feel...maybe cold? I don't care, just I wish you were real."
!!
You squish your Nagi plushie in your embrace, and then slowly, slowly someone shoved the plushie from your embrace and replaced its position. The mysterious person held his head close in your chest, wrapped his arms softly around your shoulders. then quietly he whispered,
"Everything is going to be fine, I know how much of a hassle it is when with people...just remember I am with you, always..."
You recognized who it was and grinned with teary eyes as they closed with a soft click.
"And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before"
Love is uncontrollable, every living thrives love but in different ways...
-x-
(:x Hope you liked it, my first proper fic.)
(I am also an artist, I will share my artworks later on!)
"Fuck—don’t walk away, please." He says, hands clenching at his sides. He wants to touch you, hold you, to reassure himself that you're still here—anything. But he already knows he's not worthy of even touching something as precious as you.
Even as you try to walk away, he's already trailing behind you. Even if his feet are hurting after all those running just to find you—he's not letting you go now. He won't make the same mistake twice.
"Please. Just talk to me—" He doesn't even care about the rain drenching his clothes already, all he cares is that you have an umbrella to cover you. All he's thinking of right now is still you.
The worst part now comes here—he does something completely desperate. He kneels right in front of you—his trousers getting muddy because of the wet, dirty street floor. He's almost trembling—and if it wasn't raining right now, you'd notice how tears are falling out of his eyes. "I can't—I can't let you go. Please, I'm stupid, I'm an idiot, I'm worthless—I just.. I just need you." He doesn't even care if his dignity is already falling in pieces, or if people are watching this scene right now from the comfort of their homes. He just needs you to lay your heart in his palms again.
BACHIRA MEGURU
It was just supposed to be a normal day at home. Your family was out, so it felt completely empty inside. It's usual fun was nowhere to be seen. As you sat on the couch, you heard repeated knocks on the door—as if whoever was knocking wanted to tear the door apart.
As you walked towards it, the knocks were sounding more rougher and louder. Your heart then dropped when a familiar face showed after you opened the door. Bachira looked hopeless—his eyes red and puffy probably from all the crying he's done all night.
His hands were trembling while holding flowers—his clothes messy and wrinkled with dusty and dirt on it. He looked like a mess—just like his heart. He immediately dropped to his knees, the flowers set aside on the doorstep. He tugged at your pajamas like a crying kid, his eyes looking like it was a second away from tearing up. "I miss you. Come back.. come back to me, please.." This didn't feel like Bachira at all. The boy full of fun and play, was now withering, shaking, and weak below you. Instead of jokes and humor, it was all sadness.. and devotion.
His hands keeps on tugging your clothes, trying to savor anything as if it's the last time he'd ever get to touch you. Tears finally fell, and he didn't dare to move from this position despite your words. He wouldn't, not until you give any signs of coming back. "It's so lonely.. I'm lonely without you.. Please.."
MICHAEL KAISER
His pride was too high to even admit that he wants you back. He tells people he doesn't care anymore, that he's perfectly fine without you—but it sounds like he's trying to convince himself instead of convincing others.
He still subconsciously lingers around things that remind him of you. That one T-shirt that you gave to him? It's still inside his closet—his excuse was that it still looked good on him regardless. That one restaurant you used to love? He doesn't enter, but he walks past it—as if looking at it will bring back memories of you.
He doesn't beg, he doesn't chase, he doesn't reach out—he simply lets himself suffer in this pool of emptiness that he doesn't even dare to acknowledge. He hates you, he resents you, it's all your fault—that's his daily affirmation to hide his loneliness.
But when the realization sinks in at midnight, he simply looks himself at the mirror—laughing, without any humor in it as he sees tears flow out of his eyes. You could love him—but he just wouldn't let you. Not because he didn't want to, but because he didn't know how.
ALEXIS NESS
If devotion was a person—its name would be Alexis Ness.
His soul, his heart, his mind—its all full of you. He's already degrading his entire existence for making the stupidest mistake of leaving you. He doesn't stop chasing you, he doesn't stop yearning, he doesn't stop begging. If you told him to jump off a train track, he would if it meant that he would be with you in the afterlife.
"C-come back to me. Don't leave me. Y-you must still love me in some way, please. I-i’ll do anything!" He says as he's on his knees—practically hugging your legs as he looks up at you with those teary eyes. His throat is already aching from the constant begging he's already done, but he doesn't care at all.
"I-I can fix us, I can make this work!" His voice slightly cracked while his hands were shaky trying to keep you in place—as if you would disappear if he ever let go. "It’s all my fault—but I-I can fix this! Just.. Just come back.."
KARASU TABITO
He was already mediocre enough—now that he lost you, he was feeling more hopeless than ever. In his life, the only extraordinary thing that ever existed was you.
He found you walking down the street—your eyes eventually locking with his before turning the other way as if he never was even there, that he was completely invisible. It hurts his heart more than he can admit—it's now being crushed to pieces by your own hands.
But he's not going to give up this easily again. He still followed you, even calling out your name—but to no avail, still no response from you. He feels like he's embarrassing himself right now, but he doesn't care.
You ran to your house, about to go in and lock the door before he had the opportunity to grab your arm and make you look at him. "Okay, I messed up. Alright?" He said, panting slightly as he looked straight into your eyes. "But don't just walk away, please. Just.. don't." His voice dropping to signify that sign of vulnerability. He couldn't say all the things that he wanted though, as you immediately pulled away and shut the door in front of his face.
NAGI SEISHIRO
Nagi thinks that he's perfectly fine with the silence, the emptiness, and the loneliness. In fact, he loves it.. So obviously he doesn't care that you just left abruptly, right?
These past few days—he feels relentless. The usual things bringing him comfort were unable to fill in the holes in his heart that you left. Even sitting and standing up inside his own apartment felt too heavy, since your love wasn't there to take the weight off of him.
He rightfully had enough of all of this. He tried to visit all of the usual places he know you could've visited as well despite him not being in the mood to do so—but nothing. He even tried to find one of your shirts that you forgot to take back from his apartment—hugging it in his sleep, as if it's the only thing that can keep him sane.
He then tried to message you—only to realized he's been blocked. He hears from one of your friends that you left the city in order to start a brand new life. Nagi feels.. he doesn't even know what he feels. The reason for his happiness, the reason for him to get out of bed early in the morning, the reason for his motivation—it's now gone. And for once, he can feel tears staining his cheeks as he sobbed silently into your shirt.
MIKAGE REO
He hides everything behind his usual confident and responsible self. He doesn't tell anybody of the break-up—people still think that you two are still together. He only lets himself cry when its finally the end of the day where he feels like he's.. empty.
He tries to swoon you again. He leaves luxurious gifts right at your door, he pays for your every single order in secret at your favorite restaurants, and he keeps sending extra money in your bank account that he still keeps tabs on. As they always say.. "Money always solves your problems."
But can money fix a broken heart? Can his money have your heart back again? He tries to act unbothered when you keep on ignoring his every tactic, as if it wasn't there in the first place—but he's absolutely hurling inside.
His last resort is to show up at your door uninvited. This time.. with no gifts with him. He wants to talk with genuine love right now instead of paper money. But you obviously don't pay attention to how he's empty handed, you're only focused on how his eyes are red from all the crying.
ITOSHI SAE
Sae wasn’t affectionate at all. He used to say that he doesn't care about this things about romance—until he made an exception, you.
But now he's doubting himself, he's beating himself up for letting his walls down for someone who'd just put them back up again. Although he's doing perfectly fine on the outside, it feels like knives are stabbing him on the inside.
He starts to focus more on his career, he's now sharper than ever at practice—but it always seems like he can still see you in the corner of his eye. He tries drown his hearing in music, as the silence can make him hear your voice again. The Itoshi Sae is often times tense nowadays, and that was completely unusual of the cold man.
He’s hiding your face in the back of his mind. He refuses to even acknowledge you, because you're now from the past. Sae doesn't chase, he doesn't beg, he doesn't cry—no, he lingers on the past memories silently as the silence kills him inside—and that hurts way more than anything.
ITOSHI RIN
He's absolutely raging inside—but to who? To you? To himself? Or.. to this emptiness that you left behind?
Unlike Sae who was even more sharper and motivated than before during practices—he used football to let out his rage, making some of his plays sloppy. He's hiding himself beneath sports to forget you out of spite. He says he doesn't care, he says he never did—but he's trying so hard to not let his facade slip and expose the heartbroken face underneath.
Even when you're away, he still keeps in mind about things you used to tell him subconsciously. He doesn't skip meals for soccer anymore, even if it's just a small plate of food since you told him not to. He now knows how to do the most basic household chores because you taught him how to. It's like he's keeping you alive inside him, despite him wanting the opposite. He scoffs after realizing what he's doing, but still does it anyway in secret.
Constantly has nightmares and dreams about you—it's mostly him trying to reach out to you—to hold you, before waking up, sweating and panting. He doesn't sleep after that, only staring at the bedroom wall. How could he sleep, when the person he needs so badly isn't sleeping beside him, and is perfectly awake with happiness?
I have a question where did the Kaiser fic or masterlist go?
I privated it cause I had some errors to fix and stuff to add!! Chapter one is already done, and chapter 2 is in the making. Buttttt I kinda think I'll post it sometime in December—a countdown to his bday! (probably)
people are always arguing about whether "character x character" or "character x reader" fics are better like guys please we are all weird and we all read fanfic can we just make up and kiss
I think Ness has something to do with it. He isn't disliked or bullied so there's a good chance people would lie for him. Or maybe he's covering something up. I'm way too invested in this.
i know that there will be people calling me “too woke” or “taking it too seriously” for this, but i have to speak out about this.
the mistreatment of authors and the hate on the platform is unacceptable, but not only from the viewpoint of another author, but also as a human. i haven’t really been as active on tumblr recently, but i’ve been trying to make an effort to at least be more active with my mutuals. however, before i went to go see @confessionsandcreampies page, i received a notice from another friend of mine that she stopped writing due to the despicable messages and asks she had been receiving from anons. to quote, they include “over 30 hate anons including pictures of gore and abused women, and homophobic messages”. there are more descriptions included that mj (the owner of the account) had shared. however, i know that the majority of my audience are minors, so i will not to showing them here. if you want to see, then please go look at her account yourself.
this is bullying. this is harassment. this is such extremely inappropriate and disgusting behavior, and i’m ashamed to even be on the same app as these people.
i would like to point out that this is none of our full time jobs. we all have lives outside of writing fanfiction of our favorite characters; we go to school. we go to work. we have families. we have friends. writing on here is a hobby, not something that we are required to do. we are doing this because we enjoy it and we enjoy writing for our audience. you are hating on people that are just trying to share their hobbies with the internet.
it is never that serious. unless someone is supporting something that is truly morally wrong (supporting israel, incest, pedophilia, homophobia, racism) then just block and move on. there is no need for such disrespect towards a stranger on the internet who you don’t even know.
this is an especially common issue in anons, as it’s the mentality of “they don’t know who i am so i won’t get consequences”. just say that you’re a coward who’s afraid of getting blocked and reported and move on. you’re hating on people who are just trying to live their lives and all you’re doing is throwing tomatoes at someone behind a mask. you’re not as interesting or amazing as you think you are for harassing an author.
so for any authors out there, the moment you see an anon hating in your inbox, i recommend you turn it off. i had the same experience in march of this year, and trust me when i say that one hateful anon turns into numerous. if you are sensitive with such hate, then i truly recommend turning the anon option off.
SYPNOSIS: You suddenly went missing! What is their role in your disappearance?
A/N: I'm actually gonna riot. I WROTE THIS, SAVED IT IN MY DRAFTS, AND IT GOT DELETED?? I had to rewrite it again bro 💔. School is kicking my ass, I'm trying to get the rank 1 position again so plz bear with my abnormal posting sched 🥰
Yes, I added Charles, Kurona, and Hiori. (They're underrated 🥹🥹) YES. I made Charles and Shidou siblings in this AU. AND YES. I made Charles a major character here 💔
⚠: Mentions of Murder, Death, and Paranormal Experiences.
FT. Isagi Yoichi, Bachira Meguru, Charles Chevalier, Shidou Ryusei, Alexis Ness, Hiori Yo, Niko Ikki, Kurona Ranze, Itoshi Sae, & ???
(Not in order + All of them are in college or a little bit older)
INSPO: The game "An Elmwood Trail"
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ISAGI YOICHI - The detective.
The young detective working for ADA—but now, he is nearing his downfall. The detective agency is now in a really, really, bad state. They were losing funds, the employees have been resigning, and they now had a bad reputation after they had failed a case of a supposed murder. He had nothing to do but sit in his office chair while watching the time go by. His detective career had just started, but now it looks like it's about to end.
But will it? One day, he had just received a package directly delivered to his office. It only consists of an envelope, and a newspaper containing the fresh news about your disappearance— "COLLEGE GIRL FOUND MISSING AFTER DORM PARTY." And when he opened the envelope, it just had a letter inside. The letter read—"Take up the case, otherwise things will go downhill. Even for YOU."
He felt the ominous aura from that. He quickly disposed the package—but that was a bad decision. Right after he did that, weird things started happening. The car he was driving crashed onto nothing, A van with no plate number almost ran over him, and he felt like he was being watched—every. single. day. It felt like whoever sent him that package wanted to make his life hell for not wanting to find you. Isagi ended up taking the case, even despite his coworkers’ reluctance.
BACHIRA MEGURU - The detective’s assistant.
Even when the detective agency was nearing it’s disbandment, he still chose to stay as he believes there are more "interesting" cases to solve. So as soon as he heard about Isagi taking up your case, he immediately wanted to help. He even says he once bumped into you inside that one local aquarium he keeps visiting to see dolphins.
Soon after Isagi threw away the package, he rummaged through the trash can to get it back. He says it might be evidence—and he was right. Behind the envelope was a weird, sketchy symbol that looks like it came from a cult.
Every time they both have side quests, he does the weirdest, oddest, and unnecessary things ever. But he's oftentimes the one who finds the most valuable clues. Once drove Isagi’s car and left it a dent right after it was just fixed, now Isagi is always reluctant to let him drive.
CHARLES CHEVALIER - The victim's best friend. (THE 1ST SUSPECT)
Isagi found his first suspect—your best friend, Charles. And he was.. weird, to say the least. He was literally the contradiction of himself—he's both nothing and everything, the correct and the wrong, basically full weird. Apparently, he was your best friend since high school.
As seen by other students, you two went together at the dorm party. While you left early, Charles stayed behind—partying and pranking people's asses off. He eventually slept inside the dorm, his body sleeping on top of confetti and silly string.
But after your disappearance.. people noticed he was acting different. During class, he would just be himself and laugh the pain off.. as if you never even existed in the first place. But one moment during the day, he would just shut down—like he realized that you were actually gone. Others could tell that he was using laughter to supress his emptiness and shock. When he heard that Isagi was helping the others find you, he right away wanted to help. Even if his help, weren't that clear and concise, like riddles. When Isagi managed to take hold of your phone—he saw that Charles was your pinned contact on your messages. But the only weird thing was.. the chat history had been deleted.
SHIDOU RYUSEI - The host of the party. (THE 2ND SUSPECT)
Through Charles, Isagi found his 2nd suspect—Shidou. He was Charles’ older brother, and people weren't that surprised after finding it out. They were infamous for being partners in crime when it comes to messing and pranking other people. Professors practically shake in their boots when they see their names in their class list. Turns out— Shidou planned the party, hosted it, and invited all the comers.
According to his own words, he never even noticed that you left. He only saw you once you came through the door with Charles, but that was it.
Shidou says you were pretty much well liked at university—you had a decent relationship with others, and you never had enemies or drama in your life. You were just kind of.. there. So he doubt it was a runaway. For now, Isagi was going to use him for more hints—as he knew who got invited to the party and who didn't.
ITOSHI SAE - The victim’s ex-boyfriend. (THE 3RD SUSPECT)
Isagi’s third suspect, in which he found solely from your phone—not from anybody else. He saw Sae’s account blocked from your phone—but he saw a hidden picture in your gallery, a screenshot of your last chat to Sae. A break-up text.
As stated by Shidou, he was invited to the party but he declined the offer—saying he didn't want to go. And when Isagi asked Charles about him, he refused to say a thing and only frowned at him.
Shidou says that he's the captain of the football/soccer team, and he was your secret ex-boyfriend for a year now—nobody knew about the relationship except him and Charles. The break-up reason was unknown, but it was rumored that the soccer captain was still hung up on you. Isagi couldn't even reach out to him, as Saw completely isolated himself. But why? And why didn't Charles—someone who was eager to help Isagi find you, didn't say a thing about Sae?
KURONA RANZE - An employee at the local aquarium, and also a Marine Biology major at university. (THE 4TH SUSPECT)
A suspect introduced to Isagi. Bachira says that you kept visiting the local aquarium in your free time, and during it, you talked to one of their employees—Kurona.
He was apparently also invited to the party, and only went because he was asked to. Charles said that he was one of your friends that you always talked to (aside from himself.)
Kurona was a nice and chill guy, he minded his own business and never really liked making enemies. But right now, he was Isagi’s top suspect as he was last seen with you before the dorm party, your phone’s recent call log was a call from Kurona, and the aquarium logo that he worked at had the same symbol that Bachira found behind the envelope..
NIKO IKKI - The victim’s other friend, who's also uni’s weird kid.. (THE 5TH SUSPECT)
Isagi found him through Kurona—and he also has been acting weird since the disappearance. Now, he's always been weird to other people—he's the quiet kid at the back of the room, the one with the most niche interests, and the one who just prefers to be alone. But nowadays he just.. completely disappears without a trace.
He was the perfect target for bullies, and while he could fought them off in his own way by beating them in their own game—that just made them more mad and wanted to taunt him even more.
Charles say that you oftentimes stood up for him, and even offered to invite him to the dorm party. Unfortunately, he had to leave immediately as one of the bullies spilled a drink on him. It almost caused a fight—thankfully, you left with him outside to clean his shirt off. After that, you went missing—and nobody knows where he went after that.
ALEXIS NESS- The victim's tutor/friend. (THE 6TH SUSPECT)
Despite Isagi’s many tries to reach out to Sae, even with Charles’ help, he couldn't do it. The guy was too closed off—but Shidou did mention one guy, Ness.
Ness used to tutor you in Literature during your free time. Shidou says he saw you two multiple times together, and while he did felt a weird aura from this guy—he didn't do anything bad to you. Or did he not?
When confronted by Isagi, Ness denies ever tutoring you in the first place. He shows his list of all the people he ever tutored, and, your name was completely gone. People also confirmed his statement. Now, who was lying? Ness or Shidou?
HIORI YO - A student at the victim's past highschool. (THE 7TH SUSPECT)
A suspect found by Bachira in your phone as he was scrolling through your downloaded games. When Bachira clicked on one—random messages from a player’s username named hxio_yo1 appeared.
After some digging, he and Isagi found his true name—Hiori Yo. He was claimed to be one of your closest friends back in highschool, unfortunately.. he had to transfer to a prestigious university arranged by his helicopter parents.
And now, the only thing you guys use to hang out is by playing video games online. But he doesn't seem to know that you're missing as he keeps on messaging you—asking why you haven't replied to him in weeks now.
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Isagi found another package—this time directly on top of his desk inside his office. It contained a picture of ?̲̝̙͇͙̌̀ͬ̀ͯͫ͜͝?͖̦̺̕?̵͕͕͉͉͓̱̙̳͕͖͈̺͙̏ͬ̂͂ͦ͌͑́͡ throwing out some papers, a picture of a friend group—consisting of a blonde G̜ͩ͘è̡̧̢̦̻͔̦͖̬̱̦̱̠̓̎̽ͥͣ́͛͢͟͟͠͠͡rṁ̡͍̭̺̩̠̽ͨ̈͌ͩ͌̑̓̈͒ͨ̆͡ą̴̲̞͇̺̲͍̆̒̾ͩ͐̍̋̀̈̈̕͝͞͝ͅͅn̬̝̮͇ͭ̎͊ͮ͗ͩ guy beside Ness, a whïtë haired guy, a pûrpl3d haired guy, a l0ng-hæ!red pîñk one, and a râv3n haired one, and a t3al haired one along with Sae and Shidou. And lastly.. a blurry picture of you and Sae talking to each other—it was night time.. was this after you left the party?
A note was also inside—it read, "You’re welcome. -K."
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I needed to post this idea.. Idk if I should do the Kaiser golden brown fic or make a fic out of this one 💔
Heyy I saw your profile through @kxsagi and saw that you posted your first post, curious i read it and OMG after seeing the kaiser and sae one my heart was like akwhsialbshsi
The tragedy it ended was like 😭✨ (idk why did i put this emoji i think smth wrong with me)
(also my fav song is golden brown)
if you managed to make a kaiser and sae one seperate then please make 😭 (not forcing)
btw wherever now your works will be posted I'll be the first one to see it
Live your work so much 💗💖💗
HAIII THANK YOU SM 🫶🫶 And yes, Kaiser’s fic is already in the making—And I guess Sae and Bachira will be made right after. I just have to post my other headcanons tomorrow, and I'll immediately get back to work!! I won't promise that I'll quickly make it, since I have to focus on my acads—but I will do it!
Hiiiii i love ur work can u write a story with Kaiser in like medieval times :)))) ( sorry im not english so if u don't understand its okay ig 😞🧑🏼🦲 )
Hey! Thank you sm and I completely understand :> A fic with Kaiser (with the same plot in Golden Brown) is in my drafts currently, It will take some time to post it as I'm writing another headcanons that I will post maybe later or tomorrow and because school starts tomorrow for me again 💔
But I will post it! 🫶 It will prolly have 5 long chapters only tho.. and I might write Ness after Kaiser (or other characters maybe)