Girl over the ocean

Anna, 24yo | fine art of not losing myself | 5D breadcrumbs from other worlds | I think a lot about thinking

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every time I come on tumblr someone is always studying, when are y’all gonna graduate???

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It merges

And you can see the threads

You can see them in your stream

And you can filter them out

And you can add the new ones

The nuance

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[poetry-siir]

[donclairenf]

Pokus lang self.

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Any one action will be the right one, if taken.

Every step is in the right direction, unless you stay.

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I am afraid! So I stay.

And blame

And blame

And blame myself for weakness.

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[What a nice excuse to have.]

Shut up.

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I lost my fucking voice

Trying to please everybody

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And this is the loss that i grief and this is what i am angry about

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i lost my fucking voice

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i never learned to scream when i am reborn

and so i never die.

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i never trusted you.

my definition of truth was 'false to anything that's true for you'

and i was trying to stand my ground

in a corner, on a little island of land that hasn’t been shat on

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too busy protecting what’s left rather than discovering what’s mine

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they lied.

they lied.

they lied.

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and i am taking a victory dance

around what's left

because what truly mattered i saved

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the doubt.

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and i'm grateful to the little girl

who despite everything that's been told to her

preserved that faith in her own truth

whatever that was.

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she now will find out.

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am i cursed for the bots to keep following me both on insta & here or is it a modern day plague?

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This is for all of us who can’t choose. Cant stick to a hobby. Can’t finish. Can’t show. Can’t discipline themselves. Can’t be enough. Can’t do good enough. Can’t “just” do it.

I love you. The goal is never to stick to it. The goal is to realize what you’re worth love regardless. Not just “know it” (you know you’re a perfectionist too, how did that help?), but feel it.

You’re okay. Even if it doesn’t feel that way.

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no words in common, only looks and touch. if I knew, I would get a tattoo of not “555” but the entire relativity theory in formulae, just to feel that longer.

[what-iz-life]

Maturing is accepting you won't always get all the answers or apologies for the shit that hurt your heart...but you heal anyway.

[flowerytale]

Margaret Atwood, from The Blind Assassin

[deviika]

Blythe Baird // Dave Eggers

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I laid in a bathtub today. Deliberately feeling my emotions for an hour. It was so hard. But I did it. And I feel lighter. As if I’m not carrying all of the things. There may be plenty more. But I think today I threw something out and made a resolution to stop picking them up.

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low-key gonna try making one art a day but we will see, usually when I say imma do smth for some time its is the last time internet hears from me for years

[deviika]

Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette

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a little new moon vibe collage from the time when nothing seems illuminated and I am exhausted to the point where I don’t even want to escape my own skin

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fuck, years and years have passed since the last post. and I find myself fitting into tumblr more than ever. will make this an art exhibition of my scattered thoughts throughout journals. if the beauty is in the eyes of beholder, tumblr has plenty of those eyes.

(i’m tired of being weirdly alone and lonely weird)