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PLEASE DO NOT FOLLOW ME IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY WHAT I POST. I can not handle my blog being deleted again. this is literally the only place I have to vent. I am a 24 year old girl. I am diagnosed with major depressive disorder, PTSD, insomnia, generalized anxiety, and social anxiety. I am suffering with an eating disorder that I have not yet told anyone about and I am not ready for treatment as of right now. my blog is somewhere for me to vent about my day, write out my thoughts and just generally express myself privately. please please please if anyone ever needs anything do not hesitate to message me. and if you are feeling suicidal please call someone or seek help immediately. 💫 stay safe 💫

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[sakuhra]

virginiepilotte

[little-f0x-deactivated20190802]

Since it’s sunny can I just lay around in lingerie all day ☀️

[fuckingsushi]

[miszbehave-deactivated20191228]

it be like that

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well, well, well, if it isn’t the feelings i’ve been trying to avoid 

[sxb4by]

[lost-wintergirl]

30 day ed challenge

Day 3: A picture of your thinspiration. What features do you like about this person?

Felice Fawn is just the most perfect looking person. I would kill to look like her 😍

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Seriously what I dream about looking like. Every single detail about her. She is so perfect.

[sick-intentions]

I just wanna be the girl of someone’s dreams ya know

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Advice?

My brain is all over the place right now and I just dont know what to do.

Does anyone know of any diet pills or tea or anything that actually WORK to help? I'm right on money but I'm also desperate.

Also I dont want to exercise too much since I'm restricting. I have to reserve my energy because I do work a full time job...

But what are some low impact moves you suggest just to keep moving?

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Let me know if you're active!

I feel like since I've been gone so long my dash is just dead..

Please like this if you are still active!!!

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hey guys..

Long time no see on this blog...

I'm doing really bad again... I feel so disgusted with myself. How fat I have gotten. I got too comfortable with my bf and let myself go and I know I look gross and I just have been trying to ignore it but I cant now..

He tells me he doesn't think I'm ugly but I know hes just saying that to try and make me feel better...

I want to die.

I was doing so so good I thought (mentally) and were even buying a house and everything (we get the keys Aug. 1) now I'm just questioning everything.

If I don't lose weight fast I will lose my mind again. 😭😭

I'm tracking my water again, keeping a food diary, restricting food, I dont want to use laxatives again because it messed me up last time after so long.

The issue is I'm pretty sure my bf knows I have an ED I dont know if I've talked about it with him in detail but he tries to force me to eat. Idk how to hide it from him since we live together..

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D r i n k. W a t e r

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