X3U40

The leisure from misery

[x3k3n0]

Cheerful to stab Heart

Over and Over again

something was gonna change

[x3k3n0]

Shamelessly showing your pride into not caring at all about me.

I dead do just wanna leave

To get out of where im only misunderstood to only be of little worth and just a vessel of your projections but no

Left with embarrassment. Every day. Thinking atleast someone enjoyed me

[x3k3n0]

Wish I wasnt as obtuse then.

Back then I was asking for forgiveness

Now I got dat final

To move now without.

You was truly great to me

I am tired of being a fool for ill

I stay in peril in love.

[x3k3n0]

Don't

Never

Again

[x3k3n0]

I really be surving and nobody deserves to hear how.

[x3k3n0]

I be so chill den so down but full

[x3k3n0]

Blogs messy like my life

[x3k3n0]

Yes dis was always

To be just like what was planned

With only that to think

[x3k3n0]

I always feel something tho and I haven't just sat, I was always going, always. Im made out wrong cuz i just followed my gut how I was being told how I reacted, weird.

Why even bother

[x3k3n0]

Its so evil to constantly be picked on or sought out wrong for endeavors so fabricated and complex just because?

[x3k3n0]

Im constantly harmed and act diff why must I even breathe how its so hard to even do that

[x3k3n0]

Can't even ask for help cuz all my people arleardy recovering from being did wrong

[x3k3n0]

My body is flared i feel

All of it the spikes

It rises my face

Builds so much discouragement.

Like the mom I never had

I Hold myself now

From the pain I take

Can't stand it at all

Idk why i suffer I, shouldn't almost cry for just being me

Yet I get treated, And think about others who I have wronged in ways knowing

That I feel hurt.

Such a pain

To be surrounded by a entity consistent

That seems to make its way towards me.

[x3k3n0]

If you feel this wave I love that I know your here with me.

[skribblegurl]

some people think writers are so eloquent and good with words, but the reality is that we can sit there with our fingers on the keyboard going, “what’s the word for non-sunlight lighting? Like, fake lighting?” and for ten minutes, all our brain will supply is “unofficial”, and we know that’s not the right word, but it’s the only word we can come up with…until finally it’s like our face got smashed into a brick wall and we remember the word we want is “artificial”.

[heywriters]

I couldn't remember the word "doorknob" ten minutes ago.

[bumblewyn]

ok but the onelook thesaurus will save your life, i literally could not live without this website

[breelandwalker]

REBLOG TO SAVE A WRITER'S LIFE

[myfairkatiecat]

LIFE SAVED

REBLOGGING TO SAVE ANOTHER WRITERS LIFE

[sirowsky]

I use this every time I sit down to write. It's the best tool in the world and I would be lost without it!

[x3k3n0]

Traumaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[x3k3n0]

I do sit everyday