He might be the big bad wolf to the rest of the world, but with you he is the neediest, most shamelessly attached creature to ever exist. You want to be annoyed. You really do. And yet every single one of his habits somehow turns soft and golden in your chest until youâre melting all over again.
Youâll be sleeping on your back, dead to the world, when a huge arm suddenly slides between your thighs and scoops you backward in one smooth motion. You wake with a startled gaspââValkoâââŠâonly to feel him already nuzzling the top of your head like an oversized dog who has finally found his favourite pillow. He hums low in his throat, still mostly asleep, and tightens his hold until youâre pressed flush against the furnace of his chest. His tail drapes heavily over both of you, a living blanket that refuses to let you drift even an inch away.
Youâll step out of the shower smelling like the new strawberry body wash you bought, and the second he catches the scent his whole face falls into a dramatic sulk. âValkoââ He huffs, crowds you from behind, and wraps those thick arms around your waist. A long, deliberate lick drags up the side of your neck. You flinch; he only presses closer, voice rough with quiet displeasure.
âYou smell like strawberry and I donât like that.â His teeth graze your pulse point, a gentle warning bite that makes your breath hitch. He stays there a moment, inhaling deeply, then sighs in pure satisfaction. âMmhh⊠there. Smell like me again.â He pulls back with a bright, smug smile and walks away, tail wagging so hard it nearly knocks over the bathroom stool.
Youâll be cooking dinner, focused on the pan, when he materialises behind you without a sound. One second the kitchen is empty; the next his chest is warm against your back and his chin is heavy on your shoulder. He doesnât ask. He just stays there, breathing you in, occasionally nosing under your jaw like heâs checking that you havenât somehow slipped out of his orbit in the last three minutes. When you try to reach for the salt he simply tightens his arms and carries you two steps to the left so he doesnât have to let go.
Youâll sit on the couch to answer a message and suddenly the entire sofa dips under his weight. Valko drapes himself over your lap like a living weighted blanket, head in the crook of your neck, one massive hand spanning your thigh. If you shift even slightly he makes a low, wounded sound and nuzzles harder until you give up and card your fingers through his hair. Only then does the unhappy rumble fade into contented silence.
Youâll try to leave the bed in the morning and his arm becomes an iron bar across your waist. Eyes still closed, he pulls you back under the covers, tucks your face against his throat, and murmurs, voice sleep-rough and utterly unapologetic,âFive more minutes⊠stays with me.â His tail curls around your calf like a soft, insistent chain. You know those five minutes will stretch into twenty, and somehow you never mind.
Youâll be reading on the floor and heâll simply drop down beside you, roll onto his side, and drag you half on top of him so your head rests over his heart. Every time you turn a page he presses a lazy kiss to your hair, as if reminding the book that it is only borrowing you for a little while.
And every single timeâwhen he steals you from sleep, when he rewrites your scent, when he refuses to let even a foot of space exist between youâyou feel that same helpless, fond ache bloom behind your ribs.
Heâs the big bad wolf. Heâs also the clingiest, softest, most ridiculously devoted thing youâve ever known. And somehow that combination is completely, devastatingly yours.
a/n : hello, it's been a while sobs i stand with my cancelled husband.
âYour big brother won't touch you...but he can touch me. Canât you, Caleb?â
â...Yes.â
âAnd I can touch her. Canât I, kitten?â
âYes.â
âThen look at that...look at how convenient that is.â
synopsis: your boyfriend is a hockey star. your brother is his rival. youâre tired of playing referee between themâuntil sylus decides he wants to be the one in the middle.
wc: 8.8k | ao3
tags: explicit sexual content, pseudocest, proxyfucking, kissing, dry humping, cunnilingus, spit as lube, voyeurism, vaginal intercourse, missionary, creampie, aftercare
a/n: help, iâve fallen for gegecest-enabler sylus "just the tip" qin and i canât get upâŠâŠ..
âYouâre dripping.â
Caleb cracks one eye open. The bag of frozen peas you set at his neck fifteen minutes ago has gone soft, condensation tracking down his throat and disappearing into the collar of his henley.
âIâll get him a new couch.â
You cross your arms and raise a brow. âWith what money.â
âHe can add it to my tab. Right under the chiropractor bill.â
âCareful with the tab, captain,â Sylus warns drily. âIâm very creative about collecting, and Iâm starting to think you enjoy owing me.â
Caleb chucks a pillow across the room. Sylus catches it without flinching and tucks under his arm like he won it fair.
âYou boysââ you look between Sylus, settled into his armchair like a throne, and Caleb, sprawled on the couch ââare going to play nice.â
âWeâre behaving,â Sylus says.
âBarely,â Caleb adds.
Sylus shrugs. âBarely counts.â
Theyâve been like this since tonightâs game. Before the game, actually. Since the first time they met on the ice two seasons ago, since something sparked between them the first time your brother knocked your boyfriend flat on his ass only for the silver-haired menace to come up smiling.
Tonightâs third period had been ugly. Calebâs team down two, Sylusâs team running clock, and somewhere around the seven minute mark Caleb had taken Sylus into the boards in a way that could have looked accidental from the cheap seats and looked extremely on purpose from the bench. Sylus answered with his fists. The refs let them go for longer than they should have. Both were ejected, and youâd watched them get walked off in opposite directions like dogs separated mid-fight while five thousand people screamed.
Youâd had the idea on the walk back to your dorm. Stupid. Catastrophically stupid.
Come over, youâd texted Caleb. Sylusâs place.
Three bouncing dots appeared, disappeared, appeared again. Heâd called you instead.
âYouâre out of your mind, pips.â
âProbably.â
âMeimei.â
âGege.â
He released a long, suffering breath. âWhy?â
âBecause I love you and I love him and Iâm so tired of being caught in the middle like this.â
âHe gave me a split lip.â
âYou gave him a bloody nose.â
âAnd you think this is a fix?â
âI think itâs a try.â
He showed up an hour later, of course. Youâd never asked Caleb for something he didnât give you.
âHowâs the nose,â Caleb says without opening his eyes.
Sylus touches the bridge of his nose, more out of habit than concern. âFine.â
âShame. Couldâve sworn I did more damage.â
âYou always did overestimate your impact.â
âOverestimate?â Calebâs eyes finally open. âIâll overestimate my fist up yourââ
âOkay!â you interrupt, lifting both hands in surrender. âNew rule.â
âThis should be good,â Sylus says under his breath.
âEach of you has to say one nice thing about the other,â you announce. âOne. Single. Nice. Thing. And then we can move on with our evening like adults.â
âI am being an adult,â Sylus counters. âI havenât poisoned his drink.â
You scoff. âThatâs baseline human decency.â
âFor me, sweetie, itâs generous.â
Caleb snorts. Itâs the first sound heâs made in Sylusâs direction that isnât hostile, and you watch Sylus clock it with a small flicker at his eyebrow.
âCaleb,â you say. âYou first.â
âWhy me?â
âBecause youâre in his apartment drinking his whiskey and bleeding on his furniture, and I think that earns him a compliment.â
Caleb stares at the ceiling for a long second, jaw working, like youâve asked him to move a mountain with his bare hands.
âHeâs fast,â Caleb says, finally.
âFast,â you repeat.
âOn the ice. Heâs fast. Faster than he should be for his size.â Caleb pauses. âItâs annoying. Like a cockroach.â
âThatâs not exactly a compliment.â
âItâs adjacent.â
You look at Sylus. âYour turn.â
Sylus takes a sip of whiskey, holding it in his mouth for a moment as he turns over his options. He swallows and tilts his glass toward Caleb.
âHe doesnât quit.â
Caleb glances over.
âDown two,â Sylus says. âMost players know when theyâre beaten. He apparently lacks that particular survival instinct. Played the last seven minutes like he could bully the scoreboard into changing.â He takes another sip. âIt was irritating.â
âSo weâve established youâre both fast and stubborn and you hate each other for it,â you say. âWonderful. Truly groundbreaking diplomacy.â
âYou asked for one nice thing,â Sylus says, swirling his glass. âThat was one nice thing.â
âThat was one nice thing wrapped in three mean ones.â
âWhat can I say? Iâm efficient.â
âYouâre efficiently a prick,â Caleb fires back.
âMm,â Sylus hums, entirely unbothered. âIs that what you say when you donât have a comeback, or is that what you say when your sisterâs watching and you want her to think youâre tough?â
Caleb sits up. Drains his whiskey in one go, sets the glass on the table, and lets the bag of peas slide from his neck and thud to the floor.
âWatch it, pretty boy,â he says, eyes narrowed.
âItâs a genuine question. Because you do the same thing on the ice. All those big hits, the scrapping, mouthing off at the refs. Itâs very impressive. Very masculine. Especially when sheâs sitting third row.â Sylus tilts his chin toward you without taking his eyes off your brother. âMust be exhausting, carrying a crush that obvious for that long. Iâm surprised she hasnât said something.â
âShut your mouth.â
âSheâs a kind girl. Probably doesnât want to embarrass you.â
âI said shut your mouth.â
âOr maybe she likes it. Having her big brother panting after her like a dog at the door every time sheââ
âThatâs enough!â you yell.
Both sets of eyes snap to you. Youâre not one to raise your voice, and they both know it. You donât know what youâre going to say next until youâre already saying it, and by then itâs too late:
âIf you canât talk it out, maybe you should just kiss and make up.â
You know it sounds wrong the second it leaves your mouth. Youâre tired and tipsy and your brother and your boyfriend are having a conversation about you like youâre not in the room, and all you wanted was for them to stop, and what resulted was the dumbest sentence youâve said in your entire life.
You try to chase it with a laugh that doesnât quite land. The room doesnât laugh with you.
You scramble to walk it back. âKidding. Obviously. God, your faces. Iâm going to get more iceââ
Sylus sets his glass down. The sound of crystal on marble is small, though it lands like a gavel.
âInteresting,â Sylus says.
âI was joking,â you reply, too fast.
âWere you.â
âYes.â
âHm.â
Sylus rises from the armchair, crossing to the couch in three steps. He holds out a hand to Caleb.
âWhat the hell are you doing?â Caleb asks.
âShe asked us to make up,â Sylus says simply. âIâm making up. Stand up, captain.â
âYouâre out of your goddamned mind.â
âSheâs been mediating between us all night, and sheâs running out of patience.â Sylusâs hand is still extended, patient and unmoving. âYour poor sister has spent two years trying to keep us from killing each other. The least we can do is give her what she wants for a few seconds.â
Caleb tries to look unbothered, but you catch this jaw tightening at your poor sister. âShe was being sarcastic.â
âWas she?â Sylus glances at you over his shoulder. âSweetie. Were you being sarcastic?â
You should say yes. You should laugh it off and go get more ice and let the night fade into something survivable.
You just canât seem to make yourself do anything at all.
Sylus turns back to Caleb, eyebrow raised. See?
âFine,â Caleb says. âFine. One kiss.â
He doesnât take Sylusâs hand. He stands up on his own, because of course he does, and squares up in front of Sylus with his shoulders braced like heâs about to take a penalty shot.
âOne kiss,â Caleb repeats.
âOne kiss,â Sylus agrees.
Sylus cups the side of Calebâs face, thumb settling by the butterfly bandage at his brow. Caleb swallows hard, but doesnât pull away.
âRelax, sweetheart,â Sylus teases. âItâs a kiss. Weâve gotten more physical over a little black puck.â
Calebâs hands curl into fists at his sides, his face carefully impassive. âGet on with it, pretty boy.â
Sylus leans in and kisses him.
It starts as nothing. A closed-mouth press, chaste, just sufficient enough to satisfy your request. Sylusâs hand stays at Calebâs jaw. Calebâs hands stay at his sides. Itâs two men doing something for the benefit of a third person they both care deeply about, and nothing more than that.
Then Calebâs mouth moves.
Itâs the smallest shiftâhis lower lip catches against Sylusâs, and you watch Sylus notice itâtilting his head to change the angle, transforming the kiss from nothing to everything in the span of a heartbeat.
Calebâs hand comes up to Sylusâs collar, fisting the cotton there. Not pulling, just holding, his split knuckles going white behind their tape. Sylus makes a small sound, approval or surprise or both. His hand slides from Calebâs jaw to the back of his neck and he deepens the kiss, mouth opening against Calebâs slowly, like heâs afraid to startle him, afraid for the moment to vanish, and Caleb lets him.
The kiss isnât for you anymore.
You can see the exact moment it stops being a performance and starts being something private. Calebâs other hand comes up, both fists in Sylusâs shirt now. Sylusâs fingers curl into the hair at Calebâs nape, tugging gently. The sounds shared between them are wet and obscene and utterly, nakedly honest.
Your hands are in your own lap, fingers laced tightly together. Youâre watching your boyfriend kiss your brother and the thing you're feeling isn't jealousy or shock or any of the things you are supposed to feel. What you feel instead is heat pooling low, the kind that makes you press your thighs together and the friction of your jeans agonizing.
Sylus pulls back first, turning his head just enough to look at you. His eyes scan yours, drop to your lap, then return to your face. His mouth tilts, and heâs beside you on the couch in three strides.
Caleb stands frozen in place, mouth still slightly open.
Sylus pats the empty space beside him. âSit down, captain.â
Caleb sits.
Sylus settles between you, one arm stretched across the back behind your shoulders, the other behind Calebâs.
âWell,â Sylus says to no one in particular. âThat was overdue.â
Caleb is staring at the muted TV, jaw working, suddenly captivated by what might be the least consequential Division III basketball game of all time. His lip is bleeding again, the split reopened from the kiss, but he makes no move to wipe it clean.
âCaleb,â you say.
âDonât.â
âYour lipââ
âI know.â
âItâs bleeding again.â
âI know, pips.â
Sylus reaches over and swipes his thumb across the corner of Calebâs mouth, catching the blood. Caleb flinches but doesnât pull away. Sylus studies his thumb for a second, then wipes it on his own jeans, satisfied.
âGood kisser, by the way,â Sylus says lightly. âIn case that wasnât clear.â
Caleb closes his eyes.
âVery direct. Bit aggressive. Holds on like heâs afraid youâll leave.â Sylus glances your way. âYou should try it, sweetie.â
Whatever lust-drunk haze you were in is sliced clean through by the implication, cold and brutally sobering.
âTry what,â you murmur.
âKissing him,â Sylus clarifies. âYou should try it. I think youâd like it.â
Heat floods your face. âSylus.â
âHm?â
âYou know we canâtâthat heâsââ you gesture vaguely between yourself and Caleb, then toward Sylus. ââand weâreââ
âWhy not? Because weâre dating?â Sylus asks, sounding genuinely curious. âOr because heâs your brother?â
Your stomach falls through the floor.
Because you thought youâd hidden it. Youâve been so goddamn carefulâwith your eyes, your hands, the way you angle your body when Caleb sits too close and the way you laugh at his jokes exactly as long as a friend would and not one second longer. And Sylus just picked up everything youâve been hiding and set it on the coffee table between the three of you, and now youâre all staring straight at it, and thereâs no putting it back.
âBoth,â you say. âObviously both.â
âWhat if itâs neither,â Sylus says, holding both of you in the loose parentheses of his arms, as if he doesnât find any of this complicated at all. âWhat if the problem is that youâve both wanted each other for so long youâve turned it into something youâre not allowed to have, and the not-being-allowed has gotten so big you canât see past it anymore.â
Caleb is staring blankly at the TV again. His throat works around his response.
âSheâs your girlfriend, Sylus.â
âShe is.â
âAnd Iâm herââ
âYouâre her brother. Yes. Youâre also in love with her. We all know this. Weâve known it all night. We knew it long before tonight.â Sylus inspects his nails, nonchalant. âSo letâs stop building the case and move to the verdict, shall we?â
âSylus,â you whisper.
âSweetie. Look at me.â You do. Heâs giving you the look he gives when he wants your full attention, a look he doesnât use often and one youâve never been able to refuse. âListen to me. Both of you. Iâm going to say something, and Iâm going to say it once, and after I say it neither of you gets to pretend you didnât hear.â
You nod. So does Caleb, in sync, and you watch the small flicker pass across Sylusâs eyes that means he noticed.
âYour big brother wonât touch you,â Sylus says to you. âYou know that. I know that. He knows that. Heâs spentâhow long, Caleb?â
Caleb blinks up at the ceiling.
âHow long,â Sylus insists.
âSince I was thirteen.â
âSince he was thirteen. All those years deciding heâs not going to touch you. Heâs not going to undo that tonight. Not for me. Not for you. Not for anyone.â
Your heart beats so heavily youâre certain the whole room can hear it.
âBut,â Sylus continues. His arm tightens behind your shoulders. His other arm tightens behind Calebâs. âHe can touch me. Canât you, Caleb?â
â...Yes.â
âAnd I can touch her. Canât I, kitten?â
âYes.â
âThen look at that. Look at how convenient that is.â
Caleb leans out of Sylusâs reach, dragging a hand through his dark hair. âDid I knock something loose up there, Qin? Lay into you a little too hard tonight?â
âNot nearly hard enough.â Sylus smirks, the amusement fading into something more focused. âNobody touches anybody theyâre not supposed to touch tonight. Everybody goes home having had exactly the experience they pretend they didnât want.â
âThatâs a nice speech. You rehearse that in the penalty box?â
âI had five minutes. Figured Iâd make good use of them.â
âYouâre delusional.â
âAnd youâre still here.â
That lands. You see it hit in the way Calebâs mouth opens and stays there, the argument dying in his throat. Because he could leave. The door is right there. He has a car. A phone. Yet heâs sitting under Sylusâs arm and hasnât taken a single step toward any of them.
Sylus sees it, too.
He reaches up and catches Calebâs jaw, thumb finding the split in his lower lip, and presses into it. Not hard enough to hurt, but hard enough to feel.
Caleb hisses through his teeth. His hand wraps around Sylusâs wrist but doesnât pull it away.
âUnless,â Sylus says, his thumb resting in the seam of Calebâs mouth, âyouâd rather go back to arguing about hockey.â
Caleb doesnât argue. He doesnât say yes, or nod, or do anything at all except sit there with Sylusâs thumb against his lip and his hand around Sylusâs wrist and his chest rising and falling faster than it ever has on the ice.
Thatâs enough for Sylus.
He tilts Calebâs jaw down and kisses him, tongue working in slow and unhurried strokes, like he has the whole night and intends to use every second of it. His thumb slides to the hinge of Calebâs jaw and rests there. His other hand stays on your shoulder, keeping you close. Keeping you watching. A warm, heavy, point of contact that says stay and watch this and you are not going to look away from what Iâm doing to your brotherâs mouth.
Calebâs hand finds the back of Sylusâs neck, and you inhale sharply.
Sylus pulls back at your gasp. His hand leaves Calebâs jaw and finds yours with the same grip, thumb at the corner of your mouth, fingers curving under your chin, tilting your face up to meet his. His eyes scan yours, and something in his expression comes alive and hungry.
âOpen, sweetie.â
He kisses you, and itâs a kiss you know. The shape of his mouth, the pace, the pressure of his tongue against yours. Youâve kissed this man so many times you could map it blindfolded.
But thereâs something in his mouth that isnât his.
It takes you a second to place it, a warmth that doesnât belong to Sylus. A faint copper edge that blooms on your tongue when his presses against it. The blood of a split lip. Calebâs, carried on your boyfriendâs tongue, delivered to yours with each stroke. You whimper against his mouth, and feel Sylus smile into the kissâa small, satisfied flex that says his hypothesis just proved correct.
âThere,â he says quietly, pressing a parting kiss to the corner of your mouth. âNow youâve had him, too.â
On the couch behind him, Calebâs eyes are focused on your faceâspecifically on your mouth, more specifically on the place where his blood is still sitting on your lower lip and you havenât wiped it off.
âNow,â Sylus says, turning back to Caleb. âYour turn, captain.â
Caleb opens his mouth and Sylus kisses him, tongue sweeping wet and slow and thorough. Calebâs teeth close around Sylusâs bottom lip and hold, pulling, tasting the sweetness thatâs sitting on Sylusâs lip from yours. The bite pulls a low sound from Sylusâs throat, his eyelids fluttering at the pressure, and Caleb doesnât let go. If anything he sucks harder, desperately chasing your mouth the only way heâs allowed to.Â
Sylus finally pulls back with noticeable effort, running his tongue over his own lip where its newly swollen.
âWell?â Sylus asks, amused and knowing. âCould you taste her?â
âApple.â Caleb swallows. âGreen apple.â
The words hit you hard and low. Your Chapstick. The one heâs bought for you in bulk since you were in middle school and keeps in his glovebox because you always lose yours. The one he tosses into your lap without comment every time you get in his car, the one you reapplied before walking into this apartment.
âYeah,â Caleb says, rougher. âYeah, I could taste her.â
Sylusâs mouth curves. âGood.â
âAgain,â Caleb says to Sylus, not asking. âKiss her again.â
Sylus obliges. He turns to you and claims your lips, longer, dirtier, a thin strand of spit connecting your mouths when he pulls away. He turns to Caleb, who catches it with his mouth before Sylus finishes turning, desperate and graceless and nothing like the controlled athlete who commanded the ice earlier tonight. Calebâs hand comes up to the back of Sylusâs head and holds him there, kissing him harder, letting Sylus feed him the taste of you, only pulling apart when his lungs burn for air.
âMore,â Caleb groans.
Sylus huffs a laugh. âGreedy.â
âMore, Sylus.â
The rhythm turns hypnotic. Sylus kisses Caleb, turns, kisses you. Kisses you, turns, kisses Caleb. Each pass filthier than the last, a little more urgent, carrying more of your brother to youânot just his taste but his small, wet sounds, his shallow breaths, the barely-held-back noises he keeps making against Sylusâs tongue that Sylus carries to you like gifts.
You donât know how you end up pressed together.
Calebâs thigh is flush against Sylusâs, their shoulders overlapping. Youâve managed to end up in your boyfriendâs lap, straddling his hips. And Sylus keeps one hand on each of you the entire time, one at your hip now, the other on Calebâs bicep.
You lean in after one of the passes and catch Sylusâs mouth before heâs fully turned away from Caleb, the kiss off-center and messy, and you taste Caleb so strongly that your hips buck against Sylusâs.
Sylus laughs. He gives your ass a teasing smack.
âBedroom,â he says.
Caleb pulls back, eyes widening. âSylusââ
âWeâre moving this to the bedroom. This couch costs more than your car, and your sisterâs about to ruin it.â
You frown. âI am notââ
âSweetie, your hand is on his belt.â
You look down. Your hand is, in fact, on Calebâs belt.
Not through Sylus, justâyour hand, on Calebâs belt buckle, fingers curled around the leather, and you donât remember putting it there and you donât remember Sylus guiding it, and youâre dangerously close to not remembering why this whole thing was ever a bad idea in the first place.
You pull your hand away like itâs been burned.
âBedroom,â Sylus repeats, an order rather than suggestion. He stands, bringing you with him, your legs wrapped around his waist. He eyes Caleb and tips his head toward the hallway. âNow.â
Nobody argues.
Sylusâs bedroom is all dark wood and low light, with a bed that takes up most of the space. Itâs a mattress youâve been on a hundred times. You know how the sheets feel bunched in your fists, how the pillow positions your hips at just the right angle when he puts it under your stomach, how the comforter feels around your shoulders when he tucks you in with a kiss to your temple.
You have no idea how different itâll feel with three people on top of it.
Sylus deposits you in the middle of the bed before crossing to his nightstand.Â
âCaleb,â Sylus says. He turns the lamp down another notch. âIn or out. I wonât ask twice.â
You watch your brother from the doorway, his gaze flicking to and away from you, like the sight of youâleaning back on your elbows, lips kiss-swollen, hair a little mussed, eyes alive and wantingâis too much to bear.
He steps in, locking the door behind him with a loud click. âIâm doing this for her.â
âOf course you are,â Sylus says.
âI mean it, Sylus. This isnâtâIâm not here for you.â
âNobody asked you to be.â
âGood.â
âGood.â Sylus reaches behind his neck, pulling his shirt up and over his head. âClothes. Off. Both of you.â Â
âAll of them?â Caleb asks, still lingering by the door.
Sylus drapes his shirt over the back of his desk chair. âLeave the underwear. Weâre not animals.â
âDebatable,â you mutter, and Sylusâs mouth twitches.
The three of you strip in silence, shirts tossed aside, all three pairs of jeans hitting the floor at different speedsâ Sylusâs first, folded; yours next, kicked off the edge of the bed; Calebâs last, shoved down and stepped out of.
Youâve seen your brother shirtlessâat the beach, after a shower, when he mows the lawn in the dead of August. What you havenât seen is your brother in gray boxer briefs that do nothing to hide the way his erection strains against the fabric, tight enough that you can tell where the head of his cock meets the shaft, that you can see the darkened spot at the tip where precum bleeds through.
Caleb catches you staring, eyes finding yours and holding them until youâre the one that breaks. Your cheeks burn violently, fingers fumbling with your bra clasp like youâve forgotten how it works.
âEyes up, captain,â Sylus warns, moving to the foot of the bed. âSheâll still be there in a minute.â
âYou going to coach me through this like itâs a power play?â Caleb grumbles, crossing his arms over his chest.
âIf thatâs what it takes. You never could finish without a setup.â
âI have fourteen goals this season.â
âAnd how many assists?â
Caleb's mouth opens and shuts.
â...Shut up.â
Sylus huffs out a laugh. He pulls you to the edge of the mattress by your ankles, and you yelp.
âIâm going to tell you where to look all night, sweetheart. Get used to it,â he says to Caleb before turning his attention back to you. âLie back, kitten.â
You settle back. Sylus stands between your legs, one hand braced beside your head, and for a moment itâs just the two of you. He kisses your throat, your collarbone, mouth moving down the center of your chest slow and warm. His free hand finds your waist and holds there, thumb tracing the skin above the waistband of your underwear.
âCaleb,â Sylus says against your skin. âBehind me.â
âIâm not cuddling you, Sylus.â
âNobodyâs cuddling anybody. Get behind me. Hands on mine.â
âThis isnâtââ
âFor her, captain. Youâre doing this for her. Remember?â
Caleb positions his knees on either side of Sylusâs calves, chest close to Sylusâs back but not quite touching. He braces one hand on the mattress, the other settling over Sylusâs at your waist, lining up finger over finger, his broader palm bracketing Sylusâs against your hip. The added weight presses Sylusâs grip firmer into your skin, and you arch up into it.
âThere,â Sylus says. âFeel her through me. When I move, you move. Yes?â
Calebâs voice is barely there. âYes.â
Sylusâs thumb traces up the curve of your waist. Calebâs followsâriding the back of Sylusâs hand, tracking every motion. Sylusâs hand slides to your ribs, and Calebâs follows, up and around. Sylusâs fingertips graze the underside of your breast and you gasp, and Calebâs knuckle catches the edge of your skin where Sylusâs hand doesnât fully cover.
Caleb freezes.
âI didnâtâIââ
âCalebâŠâ you whisper.
You look up at Sylus, but he doesnât intervene. He watches your face from above, letting you be the one who tells Caleb whatâs allowed.
âItâs okay, gege,â you decide. âYou donât have to stop.â
Calebâs hand unfreezes. His fingers resettle over Sylusâs, and they keep moving.
The next touch isnât an accident.
Itâs the back of his ring finger, tracing a line along your ribs that Sylusâs hand doesnât cover. A quarter-inch of contact, gone, then backâhis pinky, grazing the curve of your waist as Sylusâs hand slides lower, gone just as fast. Ghost touches, so minimal you could pretend they didnât happen. Caleb finding the gaps and pressing into them, testing, learning you through the spaces between your boyfriendâs fingers.
âSylus,â you whisper.
âI see it, sweetie.â
âIs heââ
âHeâs being creative.â Sylusâs mouth lifts. He shifts his hands enough to widen the gaps between his fingers by a fraction, adjusting his grip to give Caleb more room. âIâm allowing it.â
Caleb presses closer behind Sylus. His chest makes contact with Sylusâs back, and the added weight pushes Sylusâs body down against yours.
âCaleb,â Sylus says, in warning and permission at the same time.
âI know.â
âYouâre on top of me.â
âI know. That doesnât mean I like you.â
âYou liked me just fine on the couch.â
âThat wasâthat was the situation. That was forââ
âFor her. Yes. Youâve mentioned.â
Sylus lowers his mouth to your breast. His tongue traces the curve, teeth teasing your nipple, and you arch up into him. The motion presses your hips against his, and Sylusâs hips press back against Calebâs, and Calebâ
Caleb grinds forward.
Itâs a small, involuntary roll of his hips against Sylusâs ass that pushes Sylusâs hips into yours, and you feel the force of Caleb traveling through Sylus like a wave cresting against you.
Your mouth falls open.
âCaleb. Do that again,â you urge.
âPipsââ
âGege, please. Do that again.â
He does it again, harder this time. His hips roll forward, grinding Sylus into you, and the pressure hits you exactly right. You gasp and grab Sylusâs shoulders. Sylus makes a low, strangled sound youâve never heard from him before, Calebâs hips driving him forward and yours rocking up to meet him.
âMore,â you gasp.
Caleb grinds harder, his exhales ragged against Sylusâs neck. The bed is moving. Youâre moving. Calebâs hands are now white-knuckled on Sylusâs hips and Sylusâs are braced on either side of your head and youâre gripping the sheets with both fists as the room dissolves to nothing but friction and heat and breath.
âCalebââ Sylus manages, his voice is rough in a way that makes your stomach clench, âCaleb, you need toâfuckâyou need toâslow down.â
Caleb doesnât slow down. His next stroke grinds Sylus into you so hard you nearly scream, grabbing onto Sylusâs shoulders, and your boyfriend shuddersâactually shuddersâand Calebâs hips snap forward again, relentless.
Sylus throws his weight backward, driving Caleb off him enough to break away. He holds a hand between you and Caleb like a referee calling a penaltyâchest heaving, skin flushed, entire body vibrating with the effort of stopping.
âChrist,â he grits out. âThe pair of you.â
You stare up at him, breathless. Caleb has one knee up at the end of the bed, hands still shaped around hips that arenât there anymore.
âWe need to slow down,â Sylus says, pushing his hair back with one hand, âor one of us was going to finish in our underwear like a teenager, and I am not going to let that be me.â
âCouldâve been me,â Caleb says, roughly.
âIt was going to be all three of us. And we havenât even started yet.â Sylus looks between you, eyes dark, still catching his breath. âUnderwear off. All of us.â
âThought we werenât animals,â Caleb mutters.
âWe evolved.â Sylus counters, already halfway out of his own boxers. âTake them off, captain.â
You lift your hips and shimmy out of your panties, tossing them off the side of the bed without ceremony. Caleb relents, kicking his underwear off in the general direction of his jeans.
Itâs seeing them side by side that knocks the air clean out of you.
Sylus stands tall, lean and carved, all controlled lines and casual strength. A trail of silver hair guides your eyes to where his cock hangs heavy between his thighs, the tip flushed and leaking. Caleb stands broader, rougher around the edges, the bruise on his ribs going green, tape still half-wound around his knuckles. Dark hair runs in a line below his navel, and when you see your brotherâs cock for the first timeâthick and eager in his handâyou draw your knees together.
Sylusâs hand catches them before they close.
âUh-uh,â he says simply. With one palm on each knee, he eases them back apart. âNone of that, sweetie.â
He guides you back against the headboard, adjusts the pillow under your lower back, running a hand down your calf once heâs finished like heâs admiring his handiwork.
âComfortable?â he asks, sitting back on his heels.
You nod. âYes.â
The mattress dips as Caleb moves to kneel behind Sylus. He reaches for your boyfriendâs hip, already angling to resume the positionâhis chest against Sylusâs back, Sylus between your legs, the structure of this arrangement he knows and trusts.
âNo,â Sylus stops Caleb with a hand around his forearm, pulling him to kneel beside you instead. âI want you to see something.â
Sylus settles between your legs, lowering himself on his elbows. His mouth grazes the inside of your thigh, red eyes pinning Caleb.
âYou can look, captain.â
Caleb swallows. âI am looking.â
âThen look properly.â Sylusâs breath hits your aching core with each word, and you squirm. âItâs okay. Look at her.â
Sylus holds Calebâs eyes as his mouth moves higher. He kisses your hip, the crease of your thigh, the soft skin below your navel. Then his tongue teases your clit, and your hips jerk up off the bed. Calebâs hand, resting on his own thigh, curls into a fist.
âSee how pretty she is?â Sylus murmurs against you.
âSylusââ
âLook.â
Sylus parts you with one long, flat stroke of his tongue, closing his lips around your clit with a teasing suck before pulling awayâgiving your brother an unobstructed view, you realize hazily. He spreads you open with both thumbs, displaying your swollen, slick pussy with an almost reverent care. Youâre so wet that youâve made a mess of your inner thighs, so wet it should shame you, but the way Caleb is looking at you right now leaves no room for any feeling other than the dizzying certainty that your brother wants you as badly as you want him.
âYou did this, Caleb. Your sisterâs pretty little cunt is ruining my sheets. All because of you,â Sylus muses. He drags a thumb up through your slick heat, eyes locked on Calebâs expression as he circles the wetness around your clit. âSheâs been like this since you grabbed me by the shirt. Since you made me bleed on the ice, Iâd imagine.â
Sylus lowers his mouth to you once more, tongue patient and expert, licking into you the way he knows you like. The sensation makes your toes curl, but youâre faintly aware that the act isnât for your pleasure, but for the benefit of the man kneeling beside you with bated breath.
Caleb watches intentlyâthe way Sylusâs jaw works, the speed and pressure that makes you gasp, the way your hips buck when he hums against you every few strokesâstudying like an exam heâs desperate to pass.
âCaleb,â Sylus says, lifting his mouth just enough to speak. âSpit.â
âExcuse me?â
âYou canât put your mouth on her,â Sylus explains. âBut you can give her something from it. Canât you?â
Caleb exhales hard through his nose, but doesnât deny it.
He leans over you, and his face is close, close enough that his breath heats your stomach, close enough that you see his nostrils flare, briefly, involuntarily, his lips parting at whatever he finds there. He lets saliva pool under his tongue and glances at you sideways, a silent plea for approval.
You nod, quickly, anticipation buzzing under your skin. âI want to feel you there, gege.â
He spits.
When it lands directly on your swollen clit, you cry out. The streak of saliva runs down your slit slowly, torturously, so erotic it makes you clench around nothing.
âGood,â Sylus murmurs, and drops his head back down. He works it in with his tongue, and the added slick makes you moan. âFeel that, sweetie? Thatâs all your brother. Youâre taking him so well.â
Your hand finds the nearest solid thingâCalebâs thighâand grips tight.
Caleb lets out a strained sound at the contact, but he doesnât pull away. You can feel the small shifts in his weight as he leans closer, pulled in, unable to help himself. He watches Sylusâs mouth on you with an expression thatâs long passed hunger and arrived somewhere more primal.
âSylus,â Caleb says, more groan than word.
Sylus hums against you but doesnât move.
âSylus. Let meââ
Sylus lifts his head, mouth glistening. He looks at Caleb with his chin resting against the inside of your thigh and a lazy, knowing expression that makes your stomach flip.
âLet you what, captain?â
Calebâs throat moves. âTaste.â
âTaste what.â
âDonât make me say it.â
âIâm going to make you say it.â
âHer. I want to taste her. Sylus, let meââ
âHow badly.â
His jaw flexes once. Twice. âBadly.â
Sylus presses a kiss to your thigh before sitting up, giving his cock a few lazy strokes. âHm.â
He positions the head of his cock between your legsânot to enter, just outsideâsliding just the tip up and down the wet of you. You gasp, cunt throbbing, aching to be filled by himâby Sylus, by Caleb, by both.
Caleb is watching with his mouth open.
âHow badly,â Sylus repeats, eyes on your brother as he rolls his hips against you this time, dragging the full length of him through your folds.
âSylusââ Caleb urges.
âTell me, sweetheart. I want to hear you say it.â
âPlease.â It falls out of Calebâs mouth unauthorized. âPlease, Sylus, let meââ
Sylus grinds against you again, slower. He makes sure every inch of him is covered, glistening with you, and Caleb is watching with every muscle tense and his hands gripping his thighs hard enough to bruise.
âMore?â Sylus asks Caleb, almost bored, like heâs asking about the weather.
âSylus, for fuckâs sakeââ
âThat didnât sound like more.â
âMore. Yes. More, justâSylus, come onââ
Sylus rolls his hips into you one last time, a long, slow grind that pulls a moan out of you and leaves him drenched. He rises onto his knees, cock gleaming with you, and looks at Caleb.
âCome here, captain.â
Caleb moves before the sentence is finished.
His mouth is on Sylus faster than you can process itâtasting you with one long, flat stroke of his tongue from base to tip; a wrecked, thankful sound torn from somewhere deep inside his chest.
âThatâs it.â Sylusâs hand finds the back of Calebâs head and holds there. âTaste your baby sister, Caleb. Thatâs what she tastes like when she wants you. And sheâs been wanting you all night. Can you taste that? Can you taste how badly her body needs yours?â
Calebâs hands grip Sylusâs thighs as his mouth worksâtasting, chasing it, trying to get every trace of you off Sylusâs skin. You watch your boyfriend lose himself for a moment: his hips jerk forward once, and he looks down at Caleb with an expression youâve only ever seen him give you.
âGod, look at you,â Sylus says, low. âThis is what youâve been missing. Years, Caleb. Years of this.â
Caleb lifts his head. His mouth is wet, eyes nearly black. He looks at Sylus firstâa look that is somehow both grateful and furiousâand then he looks at you.
âI know,â he says, bitter but not at you.Â
âWas it worth it? Being noble?â
Caleb shakes off Sylusâs hold, running his hand over the back of his head like he could erase the manâs touch. âShut up, pretty boy.â
Sylus raises his hands in mock surrender. âIâm not saying anything.â
âYouâre thinking it.â
âIâm thinkingââ Sylus wipes his mouth with the back of his hand and settles beside you against the headboard. His hand finds your knee, pulling it closer to your chest. ââyour sister has been lying here all alone, begging for you to fuck her, while youâve been busy showing a lot of enthusiasm for a cock you claim to hate.â
âDonât flatter yourself, Qin.â His words are calm. His ears, unfortunately, are bright red. âThat was for her, not you.â
âWas it. Then prove it.â Sylus gives your thigh a squeeze. âDo something for her she can actually feel. Between her legs, captain.â
âNo. Thatâsâno. Thatâs not what we agreed to.â Calebâs whole body goes rigid. âYou said nobody touches anybody theyâre not supposed to. That was the rule.â
âWe didnât agree to anything,â Sylus counters. âWeâve been making it up as we go. And so far, everything weâve made up has worked, hasnât it.â
âThisâthis is different.â
âIs it? You tasted your sister on my cock and the world kept turning.â Sylus raises a brow. âWhat makes you think this will be any different?â
âItâs completely different and you know it.â
âHow.â
âBecause sheâsââ Caleb gestures at you without looking at you. âSheâs right there, Sylus, and Iââ
âLook at her, Caleb.â
Caleb looks at you, and you donât soften it. You donât close your legs or reach for the sheet or give him something to hide behind. You let him see the aftermath of an hour of being touched through another man, what a lifetime of being so close to your brother but never close enough has done to you.
âCaleb,â you say. âPlease. Just come here.â
His hands open and close at his sides. âPips, you donât know whatâs going to happen if Iââ
âI know exactly whatâs going to happen.â
âYou donât.â
âYouâre going to touch me and itâs going to feel like it should have felt a long time ago. And Iâm going to be fine. And youâre going to be fine. And Iâm asking you, gege. Iâm asking. Please.â
Heâs quiet. He looks at Sylusânot for permission, not exactly. Giving your boyfriend one last chance to change his mind, to tell him this is wrong, to kick him to the curb and slam the door behind him and pretend none of this ever happened.
âSheâs asking, Caleb,â Sylus says gently. âAnd Iâm tired of being the only one who listens to her.â
Caleb closes his eyes with a heavy exhale. Opens them.
He moves between your legs.
âCloser, sweetheart,â Sylus directs from beside you. âSheâs not going to bite. Yet.â
Caleb nods and inches closer on his knees, until the front of his thighs are flush against yours. He takes himself in hand and you open for him, drawing both knees tighter into your chest.
âI donâtââ Caleb starts. âWhat if Iââ
âJust the outside,â Sylus says. âYou donât have to go in. Just feel her against you. Thatâs all.â
Thatâs all.
He presses the length of his cock flat against you the way he watched Sylus do, sliding slowly through your slick heat without entering, and the weight of your brother against your cunt makes you forget how to breathe.
âThere,â Sylus says from beside you. You watch him wrap his hand around his own cock, stroking it in time with Calebâs slow rolls, the visual sending a new wave of heat down your spine. âJust like that. Easy, captain.â
Caleb rocks his hips in long drags, hot and devastating as he slides through the wet of everything the night has built. His hand is still on himself, still controlling the angle, still holding onto the last bit of restraint he has left.
âShit,â he manages. âSylus, sheâs soâfeels soââ
âI know.â
âSheâsâI canâtââ
âYou can,â Sylus assures, gentle and genuine. âYouâre fine. Sheâs fine. Itâs just the outside.â
Your hips rock up to meet his on the next stroke, shifting the angle, and the head of his cock catches at your entrance.
All three of you gasp at the same time.
âThatâs okay. Just a little is okay,â Sylus says, quieter now. He leans closer to rest a hand on Calebâs lower back. âYou can give your sister just the tip. Thatâs allowed. Thatâs nothing.â
âThatâs not nothingââ
âItâs close to nothing. Let it happen.â
Caleb rocks forward and the head of him slides inâjust barely inside, the tight heat of you closing around the first inch, your legs falling wider open with a small gasp. He collapses forward, free hand fisting into the sheets beside your shoulder. Your mouths open, only inches apart now. His hand tightens around himself like a brake.
âThere,â Sylus murmurs. âSee? Thatâs fine. Nothing to be afraid of.â
âIâm not afraid,â Caleb grits out.
âThen go a little further. You can let go of yourself. You donât have to hold on anymore.â His thumb soothes small arcs on Calebâs back. âWhy donât you give her a little more. Just an inch. She can take it. Canât you, sweetie?â
Calebâs hand releases. He plants it beside your other shoulder.
âYes,â you breathe. âYes, more, pleaseââ
Caleb sinks deeper. An inch. Another. His jaw is clenched so hard you can see the tendon at his neck as his eyes lock on yours, searching for the thing that will tell him to stop.
You donât give it to him.
âMore,â you beg. âI can take it. I promise I can take it.â
âPipsââ
âGege, please. I need you closer. I need more.â
âAll the way,â Sylus says, and his hand presses flat against Calebâs lower back. âAll the way, sweetheart. Sheâs asking so nicely. Give your baby sister the cock sheâs been begging for.â
Caleb pushes all the way in.
His forehead drops to yours, eyes squeezing shut. His forearms are shaking where they cage your head, and youâre full of him, completely, finally, and you have never in your life felt more whole.
Your arms come up around his neck, legs wrapping around his waist, and you hold him there, as deep as he can go. Sylus strokes the back of Caleb's head once before returning to your side.
âThere you go,â Sylus murmurs. âThere. Youâre exactly where youâre supposed to be.â
Calebâs breath shudders against your mouth.
âGive me a second,â he says. âMeimei, give me one second.â
You give him a second. You give him several. You lie there with him buried inside you and his sweat-slicked forehead against yours and your breath mixing in the inch between your mouths and you wait.
âOkay,â he says. âOkay.â
When he moves, itâs in rolls, not thrusts. He moves like heâs terrified of the end of this, like if he goes slow enough it will never stop, and you let him, because youâve waited years and you can wait a few more minutes.
Sylus settles back against the headboard, stroking himself slowly, watching the two of you with half-lidded eyes, his free hand resting on his own thigh. Occasionally it driftsâbrushing a strand of your hair out of your face, giving a reassuring squeeze to Calebâs forearm. Though you can barely register anything aside from the way Caleb is looking at you the way you always dreamed he would, like heâs burning alive and doesnât want to be saved.
âFaster,â you plead, gripping his forearms for leverage.
Caleb doesnât check with Sylus anymore. He goes faster.
You dig your heels into his ass, pulling him impossibly deeper. He groans against your throat, the loudest sound the room has heard all night, and his hips snap forward and the bedframe hits the wall with each thrust and neither of you cares. Youâre nothing but two people who have been starving trying to eat at the same time, and itâs too fast and too much and not enough andâ
âCaleb,â Sylus says.
His rhythm stutters. âWhat could you possiblyââ
âKiss her.â
Caleb cuts Sylus a sidelong glare, but he doesnât reply.
âYou heard me, captain.â
Your brother looks down at you, hips still rolling in a steady rhythm. He lowers his mouth to your forehead and presses his lips there. Itâs the kind of kiss youâve received a thousand timesâat the airport, at graduation, in the parking lot after games. Safe. Known.
Sylus clicks his tongue, dissatisfied. âLower, Caleb.â
Caleb inhales sharply, eyes scanning your face, contemplating. His hips have all but stilled, as if he needs all of his focus to fulfill the request. He picks a lower spotâthe apple of your cheekâand kisses you there softly.
âGege,â you whisper against the corner of his mouth.
âYeah.â
âPlease.â
âI know, meimei.â
You tilt your chin up, lower lip brushing his. âPlease. Just one.â
Caleb kisses you, and the world falls away.
Itâs slow, unbearably slow, just the full, warm weight of his mouth against yours for the very first time. His hand comes up to cradle your face, the gesture so tender you feel the start of tears pooling behind your lashes.
Caleb pulls away a fraction and comes back. His lips part, barely, and yours open to meet them. His tongue finds yours tentatively, nothing like the way he kissed Sylus, and you savor the way it glides against yours like it was always meant to. He tastes like whiskey and copper and Sylusâs skin and underneath all of it like Calebânot number five, not the hockey captain, but your older brother, the one who taught you to skate when you were nine and held both your hands the whole time and never once let go.
His hips start moving again, each stroke matched to the kiss, each deep roll timed to the slide of his tongue against yours. Your hand moves from his jaw into his hair, and you kiss him back and feel a lifetime of careful distance dissolve like it was never there. Like all those years you thought were keeping something out were really keeping something in, something alive and wound tight and desperate for the chance to break free.
Caleb deepens the kiss, hungrier now, tongue licking deeper against yours as his hips snap forward so hard itâs almost painful.
âThere he is,â Sylus says, barely above a breath, hand quickening on himself. âFuck, look at you two. Let go. Together. Let everything go.â
âGege,â you manage. âIâm close.â
âI know.â Against your lips. âMe too, meimei. Me too.â
âDonât stop.â
âIâm notâI wonâtâIââ
You both let go.
You break around him. His hips stutter. The sound he makes into your mouth is the twin of the one you make into his, and thereâs nothing poetic or graceful about it. He holds your face like heâs trying to live inside the kiss, like if he stays long enough itâll become something he can keep. You feel his release pulse hot inside you, your own orgasm pulling him in even deeper, and you hold each other through every wave, never breaking the kiss. Not even when heâs shaking, and youâre shaking, and neither of you can breathe.
Beside you, Sylus comes with his forehead tipped back against the headboard and his hand in your hair, fingers tangled loosely in the damp strands at the back of your neck while the two people he brought together fall apart. His exhale is long and heavy and sounds, if youâre listening for it, like satisfaction.
The kiss finally, reluctantly breaks.
Caleb pulls back an inch, resting his forehead against yours, the two of you trading shaky breaths while you wait for the room to stop spinning.
âI just kissed you,â he whispers.
You laugh, and it comes out wet. âYou did a lot more than that.â
âYeah, butââ He wipes away a tear from your cheekbone you didnât realize had fallen, his eyes glassy and dark and full of so many emotions your chest aches. âI kissed you, meimei.â
âYeah, gege.â You grin. âYou did.â
He smiles. Itâs a smile youâve know your whole life but never from this close, and from here it simply looks like pure, wild joy. And you think, without deciding to, that youâd burn the entire world to the ground just to see him smile like that twice.
Caleb stays inside you for a long time. His face is in your neck, your fingers in his hair, the two of you so thoroughly entangled your heartbeats are nearly synchronized.
Sylus is the first one to move.
He gets up quietly. You hear the tap run in the bathroom, the sound of a drawer opening and closing. He comes back with a glass of water and a warm cloth, sits on the edge of the bed, and rests a hand on Calebâs shoulder.
âOut,â he says, gently. âEasy. Iâve got her.â
Caleb pulls outâreluctantly, carefullyâand rolls onto his side. He reaches for you immediately, pulling you against his chest, arm heavy over your waist, nose in your hair, like heâs afraid someoneâs going to call time.
Sylus cleans you up. Sets the water on the nightstand within reach. Pulls the sheet up over both of you, kisses the top of your head, and goes to the other side of the bed.
He lies down beside Caleb. Not touching, giving the two of you your own space to come down together. Calebâs palm presses into your bare abdomen, soothing circles over your stomach. And after a minute or two, he shifts backward. Just enough that his shoulders meet Sylusâs chest.
Sylus lifts his arm and drapes it over both of you, over Calebâs ribs, your waist, his palm settling on your stomach on top of Calebâs hand.
Caleb exhales. His whole body goes slack against Sylusâs chest.
âDonât you dare say a word, pretty boy,â Caleb murmurs.
âIâm not saying anything.â
âAnd donât bring this up ever again.â
âBring what up.â
âThis. Any of this. Not on the ice, not in the locker room, not ever.â
âCaleb, I have no idea what youâre talking about. Iâm asleep. Youâre asleep. She's asleep. Nothing happened.â
âNothing happened.â
âNothing at all, sweetheart,â Sylus confirms. âThough if it had, Iâd be putting myself down for the assist.â
âI will smother you with this pillow.â
âThat would require you to let go of her first, captain.â
Calebâs arm tightens around your waist. Sylusâs arm tightens over his. You lace your fingers through both of their hands where they overlap on your stomach and close your eyes.
Somewhere in the living room, the basketball game has ended, the TV humming without an audience. Nobody gets up to turn it off.
Nobody gets up at all.
if u made it this far....thank u for reading, fellow freak ;)
summary: in which youâre dating valko + experience a few different scenarios with him.
notes: all of these are prompts iâve already done for the other 5 lis w/ the same titles! all of these are gender neutral and pretty fluffy + a few mentions of sexual acts here and there so MDNI / NSFW but thatâs it ^^
p.s. og links can be found on my masterlist (- -)(_ _) i hope you enjoy RAHHHHHHH ty to everyone who requested these for valko. it was hard to narrow down but these were the most popular read SO !!!
guilty pleasure
in which the valko (accidentally) eats aphrodisiac sweets.
target locked
in which valko reacts to you being hit on by another guy.
ragebait
in which you attempt to ragebait valko.
threeâs a crowd
in which you ask valko if heâs ever considered a threesome.
under wraps
in which you ask about valkoâs condom size.
a/n: these were silly and basic but i wanted to do more valko soâŠyayâŠty for reading (- -)(_ _)
summary: in which the lads boys want you back after taking a break.
ft. xavier, zayne, rafayel, sylus, caleb & valko
notes: ummmmm a bit toxic from them all lowkeyâŠlike theyâre all a little evilâŠno oneâs safe sorry lolz. no explicit mentions of gender (!!!), a bit of condescension, boundaries are likeâŠnonexistentâŠthatâs it (i think).
p.s. iâve done something very similar to this already BUT i kinda hated the way i did + wanted to add valko SO!!! redo!!!
a/n: made them a little sinister r we rocking with itâŠgulpâŠty for reading (- -)(_ _)
Caleb x Fem Reader. Smut MDNI. Subleb for the five of us that enjoy him ;)
Your lips felt warm against Caleb's thigh. Every touch left behind a bright kiss mark. Caleb wasn't sure how much more he can take. "Pips please?" His voice was laced with need.Â
You looked up innocently at him on your knees as he sat on the couch. "Please what?"Â
It started out as a fun cute idea. You tested out your new lipstick on your boyfriend. You used his face as your canvas, leaving kiss marks all over him. You moved on to his neck and chest. From there you moved further and further down.Â
"Don't make me beg." He grabbed your chin, guiding you towards his hard aching cock. You giggled at his desperation. It took everything in him not to forcefully shove his cock down your throat. Your hand wraps his cock, jerking him off slowly. He whimpers and thrusts into your hand.Â
You give the tip a small lick before kissing the under side of his cock. "Oh Fuck baby." He hissed out in pleasure. You leave a trail of kiss marks, moving your lips back up towards his tip. You lick the tip again, tasting his pre cum. You kiss another side of his cock, making sure no spot was left without your mark.Â
So began your teasing pattern of kissing and licking. Caleb whimpers your name. Your possessiveness stirs within you seeing him like this, covered in your marks. It's like you were claiming him. Only you could ever touch him and no one else. He was your Caleb.Â
"I'm gonna cum⊠Fuck." You stop and watch him climax. His cock twitches, shooting out his cum on to the floor.Â
"I barely did anything and you came."Â
"Yeah because you wouldn't stop teasing me." He grabs your hand, guiding you to straddle his lap. His cock was still hard. You feel a sting when he suddenly bites your neck. "It's my turn to mark you. It's only fair right?"Â
anon's ask : Just having a thought of Valko using his beloved's puss like some sort of inhaler after dealing with "bad scents" during the day. Not even sexualy. I looove your Valko and would love even more to read something like this (just ignore it if thats too much, I'm already sorry)
cw : wolfish/shifter themes, 18+ themes, scenting/scent headcanons, slight somno if you squint, fluff, suggestive, crack, not proof read
a/n : hello anon !! thank you for the request. i actually love this so dw ⥠i've been really sick this last week so i promise im seeing everyones asks im getting there slowly (â„âžâ„)âĄ
even without the ears and tail, there are just some habits valko has that reminds you of his werewolf heritage.
there's the shedding. right after the shower, he loves sitting on the floor with you behind him on the couch, brushing through his ears and tail. no matter how much of his fur ends up on the comb or floor, he still has so much. it does make his tail a great pillow and heat source when you cuddle though.
he's sensitive to sounds. even when he's in his full human form, his regular ears have a higher sensitivity to low frequency noises. it could be the second floor bathroom sink dripping water, a bird chirping in the yard. more often then not you end up playing the game of figuring out what "low buzzing sound" he's hearing, and having to shut it off before his migraine grows. (7/10 times its the fridge)
valko doesn't realize it, but he always lets out small doggy like sounds. it could be due to anything. you kiss his forehead? a breathy satisfied sigh. accidentally step on his tail? a sharp yelp from his part. (although... he ends up being the one to apologize to you? "im so sorry baby my tail shouldn't have been there!" 'koko im the one who stepped on you im sorry')
one of the more obvious ones is his scenting behaviors. scents and smells overall is another sense of his that is just sensitive. overly artificial perfumes, the extremely antiseptic scent of cleaners, rust and iron. your poor werewolf often comes home with a head heavy dealing with the constant assault to his olfactory system.
on the very early days on dating, valko mentioned that you had a very specific scent. not the one from any fragrances you wear, but "your natural scent. it's something that just stands out to me. I can find you in a crowd with it". it's almost a routine once he comes home for him to pull you into his arms, drag you into the couch, and bury his nose into your neck where he's said that scent of yours he loves is the strongest.
speaking off- he has favorite parts of you to breath in. you neck, the juncture between your neck and collar specifically being the most common area he breaths in. it's ideal when cuddling or sleeping together. in more public spaces, he'll opt for your wrists and hands. holding them, bringing them to his nose and face. or the most recently place you've learned brings him comfort for some reason that you can only attribute to him being a werewolf...
"val."
purrrrr
"valko."
mhnnn
your hands are tangled in his hair, alternating between scratching his fluffy ears. he's been buried between your thighs since you've woken up. and while other times he's there for other reasons that you both enjoy, this time he's genuinely just there, cheek pressed against your inner thigh, breathing in like he has nothing to worry about.
"y'smell really good. makes my head all quite." he murmurs, his breath warm against your skin. you make a weak attempt to swat his head away.
"you're being weird," you mutter, with no real heat to it.
"yeah," he kisses the skin of your thighs, open and gentle, "but your scent.. it makes all the noise go away."
it's hard to push him off bed when he whispers sweet words like that in the morning. but he's just the right amount of endearing and adorable that you just have to tease him.
"...so, is this specifically a scent kink thing or a me thing?"
you have to hold back the giggle from your chest when you literally feel his breath hitch. he perks up from his spot between your legs, face and tips of his ears already blushing.
"that's not- it's not- I don't have-"
his wolf ears flatten against his skull, akin to a puppy who has been denied treats.
"it's not a kink... just a wolf think. you smell safe. like home."
you finally break- reaching down and scratching his head while cooing lightly. he leans into your touch, eyes warm and so full of love that it makes your heart swell a bit more.
sure, valko might have some odd habits, and while it's partly due to his biology, he will always stand by that it's simply because of how much he loves you first.
i'm alive again hello loves. (i stopped being sick just to start my period immediately. yipe fuckin yay)
helping toji work out always gets a little distracting. . .
âcâmon, you gotta count, doll.â
tojiâs lying flat on the floor, hands behind his head as he starts another set of crunches. youâre sitting comfortably on his hips to keep him in place, but youâre clearly not taking your job very seriously.
every time he sits up, instead of calling out the next number, you lean in and give him a quick kiss.
âthat was⊠umâŠâ you mumble, tapping your chin like youâre actually thinking. âthree? no⊠waitâ four?â
he comes up againâ another kiss.
âyou forgot already?â he says, clicking his tongue after.
ââŠmaybe.â
another crunch. another kiss.
he smirks, finally catching on.
âyouâre not even trying to help me work out here.â
âi am!â
ânice try.â he raises a brow. âyouâve had me on the same rep for two minutes.â
you try your hardest to look innocent, but the smile on your face gives you away.
âi just keep losing count..â
âmhm.â
he comes up again, stopping just inches from your face before you can steal another kiss.
âif you want a kiss,â he says, that smug grin spreading further across his face, âyou just ask, hm?â
âbut this is more fun..â you pout.
he sighs, but one hand settles on your waist.
âfine.â
this time, he leans in first, stealing a kiss before dropping back down.
ââŠnow count for real.â
âone..â you start counting again.
he sits up againâ you kiss him.
ââŠone,â you repeat.
toji just looks at you for a second before letting out a laugh.
ââŠweâre gonna be here all day, arenât we?â
themes/cw: porn without plot, tension, friends to lovers kinda, kissing, Xavier in his uniform, explicit sexual content (fingering, thigh riding)
summary: Xavier shows up at your doorstep after a long day of work, guards lowered and in need of some company. Once he notices youâve been dealing with some pent up frustration of your own heâs more than happy to helpâŠ.
word count: ~ 2.5k
notes: soft spoken, love drunk Xavier has me in a chokehold; heâs comforting AND a hot mess
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The sound of the doorbell caught you off guard. You sat up on your couch, cheeks flushed, the display of your e-reader still showing evidence of your nightly reading. It was that time of the month again and you couldnât help but feel restless and in need of some relief. But now you only felt caught in the act.
You didnât even expect someone to show up at this hour; it was after midnight already.
The doorbell rang again, followed by a hurried knock.
You stood, hesitant whether this was a a possible break in or just one of your neighbours trying the wrong door.
Thatâs when it clicked. You only had one neighbour you recently found at your doorstep ...
You hurried to open, finding a dishevelled Xavier, just as expected. His gaze flicked up to yours, his blue a fervent mess. âHey.â
âHey.â You noticed he was wearing his hunter uniform. He looked exhausted and a little beside himself. âWhat happened to you?â
âI ...â He frowned, lips twisting and you noticed the cut on his bottom lip. âHad a rough day. Can I come in?â
You stepped aside to let him pass, your stomach tied in a knot of worry. âXavier, are you hurt?â
He let out a weighted breath as he took off his gloves, back turned to you. He was standing there like a lost cause and your heart squeezed at the sight.
Xavier had always been a good friend to you. Youâd spent many nights eating take out, watching movies, falling asleep on each otherâs shoulders. Like a quiet compromise, spending each other company, having each otherâs back ...
You were friends. And still, the fact that he came to you in a state like this made you feel strangely appreciated.
âIâll be fine, donât worry.â He offered you a soft smile. âI didnât want to be alone, is all. I hope I didnât wake you up?â He glanced into the living room where a small light was on and a wine glass stood abandoned on the coffee table.
âNo, you didnât. I was just ...â You shrugged, trying to keep a calm expression. âReading.â
His gaze had softened and his smile bled into the blue of his eyes as if he knew something you didnât. âAh.â
For a wicked moment, you thought about him taking the distance and kissing you against the closed door. Still in his uniform, your hands in his already messy hair ...
âIs it weird that Iâm here?â Xavier asked, breaking your illusion. He mustâve seen something on your features because he frowned. âIâm sorry, I just wanted to see you. Iââ
âNo!â You blurted, shaking your head. âCome in. Make yourself comfortable. Iâll get you a glass of wine.â Your eyes settled on his mouth, studying the cut. âAnd maybe the first aid kit?â
Xavier averted his eyes. He cleared his throat, then nodded at your offer. âReally, Iâm fine.â
 ~
Five minutes later you returned to the living room with a fresh glass and the first aid kit only to find Xavier already on the couch, eyeing your e-reader with raised eyebrows.
You froze, suddenly realizing you left it there unlocked with a very compromising scene on full display.
With burning cheeks, you joined him on the couch, pouring him a glass of wine and nudging the e-reader out of sight, trying to act oblivious.
You felt Xavierâs gaze on you, his hand resting close to where you took a seat. You offered him the glass of wine and a smile. He took a sip, never letting go of your gaze; his expression remained completely unreadable. When he lowered the glass to the table, your gaze once again dipped to his mouth, inspecting the cut on his bottom lip.
His jaw tensed and you frowned at him. âDoes it hurt?â
âWhat?â He seemed surprised by the question, puzzled even.
You reached for him without thinking, carefully taking his chin in your hand, angling his head to get a better view of the injury. Once again, his jaw muscles worked under your touch. âThatâs a nasty cut.â
ây/n ...â The sound of your name on his lips, all hoarse and a little desperate, caught you off guard.
You looked up at him, finding him staring at you already, pupils blown as if ...
You drew back, letting go of his face but he was reaching for you, hand closing around your wrist. The contact of skin sent a tingling sensation all the way up your spine.
âLet me help you with that,â you said, your voice almost a whisper.
The moment stretched on, his eyes locked on yours as if he was weighing his options.
This was new â youâd always felt a certain tension around him, couldnât deny that he was handsome and his voice a soothing calm after a stressful day. But you had never actively allowed yourself to feel more; you had dreams about this; sometimes your mind slipped ... But this situation was real. He was staring at you like he wanted to devour you.
âThere is something you can help me with,â he said after a few seconds. His voice was calm, his words carefully picked out.
âWhat is it?â
He loosened the grip on your wrist to brush his fingers up your arm â more tingling sensations, more fuel for your already spiralling mind. Your breath hitched as he reached your shoulder and he stopped, gaze dropping to your neck and your exposed collar bones, then back up to your lips where it remained.
Your heart was hammering in your chest at the anticipation. You didnât dare to move, wishing for him to take the first step.
But something suddenly shifted in his expression. He leaned back, restoring distance between you and leaving your skin achingly empty where his fingers had touched you seconds before.
âPerhapsâ â his eyes fluttered shut, his whole face flushed up to his ears â âI really am hurt. I seem to have lost any sense of restraint tonight.â
You swallowed at the words, shifting closer to him on the couch. âXavier, whatâs going on with you?â
He was resting his head on the couch, eyes opening halfway to reveal a hooded gaze. The way he was looking at you was enough to make you squirm, subtly pressing your legs together at the rising anticipation in your core.
It didnât help that you had been feeling on edge all night already thanks to your cycle; the possibility of Xavier in your apartment looking at you like he wanted to ruin you wasnât exactly making you think rationally.
âWhat were you reading?â He suddenly asked, snapping you out of your fantasy.
A fresh wave of heat rushed to your cheeks and you glanced at the e-reader now pushed beneath a couch cushion. âUh ... I ... Just some book.â As if he didnât know already.
âYou can tell me, you know.â His hand flexed beside him. âMaybe we can help each other?â
You shifted again, unable to hide how his words were impacting your body, pooling right between your legs. You were already too far gone. âWhat do you mean?â
It was a dumb question, really. But Xavierâs smile was soft and a little strained as his gaze roamed over you again. âCome here.â
You did as he told you without hesitating. Only when you sat close to him, when your legs were touching and he was leaning over to nuzzle your neck with his nose, you allowed yourself to breathe again. It came out all shaky and harsh and Xavier chuckled quietly against your skin, drinking you in for a moment before moving his nose to brush against your jaw, then your cheek. âYou smell so good, y/n.â He sighed as if revelling in that very scent for a moment. âI missed it so much.â
âI missed you too,â you admitted to him and he stilled, drawing back just enough to look at you through half-lidded eyes.
âYou did?â His lips were ghosting over yours. âDid you think of me when you read that book?â
You felt your stomach flip at the question, at the tone of his voice â all of Xavierâs gentle kindness yet laced with something darker. All new. All yours for the taking.
âYes.â The words fell from your mouth in an involuntary confession. But you didnât have time to regret it because he was already kissing you.
He was so warm, gentle yet just rough enough as he leaned closer, demanding your lips to part for him so his tongue could brush against your bottom lip, then further up against your own tongue.
You moaned at the sensation of him taking what he wanted from you, feeling the rough cut of his small injury as he deepened the kiss. His hand came up to your neck to steady you and press you further up against him at the same time as if it was still not enough, as if he wanted even more.
âAll this time, I thought I was imagining things.â He breathed in between more kisses. âI thought you would never crave what I crave.â
Your stomach flip-flopped again. You drew back, taking his face in your hands. âYou really mean it?â Your thumb brushed over the cut on his bottom lip, your gaze followed.
He groaned softly into your touch. âWhen you look at me like that, I want to ...â
Your eyes snapped back up to his. âYes?â
The next kiss was harsher. You put your arms around his neck as he pulled you into his lap, a rough sound leaving his throat as you lowered your weight onto him.
âYou must feel so tense after reading that book,â he breathed, lips brushing from your mouth to your jaw and further down to your collarbone. He sucked at the skin, aiming to leave a mark and you felt that same ache between your legs again, desperate for relief.
He hummed as if in understanding, hand brushing over your bare thigh up to the hem of your shorts. âI told you, I can help you.â He squeezed at the squishy skin of your thighs, drawing a gasp from you. âYou can use me to find some relief.â
When you looked at him you felt yourself tremble. He was watching you with intent, waiting for your response. You nodded, shifting in his lap and feeling him already hard against his pants. He was still wearing his uniform and your mind already went wild with imagery of him pressing you against the couch, burying himself inside you.
But Xavier had different plans, it seemed. He gripped your hips to guide you over him until you were situated with your knees on either side of his left leg, your shorts bunched up high on your thighs, pressing against your throbbing entrance.
He was leaning back, watching you as he flexed his thigh.
It was a subtle sensation with all those layers of clothes beneath you, but your hips rolled forward anyway, providing a wave of perfect friction.
Your eyes fluttered shut as you circled your hips again, settling into a quick and desperate rhythm almost immediately.
Xavierâs hands gripped your hips, pushing you down and angling his leg to aid you. âDoes that feel good?â
âMh, y-yeah.â You couldnât help but revel in the friction of your movements. You had been pent up all day, trying to touch yourself to chase relief but this was so much better than anything you couldâve conjured in your imagination.
âXavier,â you gasped, opening your eyes to find him watching you, his blue gaze glazed over, as if your pleasure alone was getting him off just as much.
âI know, baby.â His hands were still on you, guiding your hips. âI got you. Can you show me how much you missed me?â
His words had your hips jerking uncontrollably as you were chasing that high. They sent you right over the edge in an intense orgasm. You kept humping his thigh, one hand clutching his uniform, the other hand gripping his shoulder as you rode out your high until you collapsed into him with panting breaths.
His arms were around you, steadying you and pulling you in a close embrace. He nipped at your earlobe, and you shuddered, burying your face in his neck.
âIâm glad,â he said in that same soft voice as before, âthat Iâm not the only one who imagined this.â
You brushed your thumb over the cut on his lip again. âIs it now my turn to help you?â
He shook his head, pushing you off his thigh only to flip you over onto the couch so he could tower over you.
âIâm sure I can get one more from you.â His voice was nearly a whisper as he slipped a hand into your shorts, beneath your soaked slip. You gasped as he dragged one finger along your folds, slipping it in and curling it against that sensitive spot. Your hips twitched against his hand, still sensitive from the first orgasm but chasing the sensation as your hand gripped his hair.
He slipped another finger in, watching your face as his lips were hovering above yours. âSee? Youâre still pretty tense.â
âPlease, Xavier.â You were outright moaning his name because his thumb was now circling your clit as he kept moving his fingers in a lazy rhythm. âI need it.â
âSo beautiful.â He hummed in understanding, then pressed a kiss to your temple. âRight here?â He was hitting a spot that sent stars through your vision, gripping your hips and holding you down while you kept grinding up against him. âAre you gonna cum again, baby? Just for me?â
âY-Yes.â
Your second orgasm ripped through you just as intensely as the first one. You were clinging to Xavier as you gasped his name, hands fisting into his uniform as you came undone beneath him.
He kissed you before you could fully recover, starting slowly, lazy strokes of his tongue licking into your mouth and lapping up your moans as he let you use his hand to ride out that second high.
Your eyes fluttered open as his hand left your shorts only so he could brush his thumb against your mouth, gaze ravenous. You opened for him, taking his fingers into your mouth and sucked as your eyes remained fixed on him.
His jaw tensed and his eyes went glassy as he watched you and when he lowered his hand to kiss you again, you could hear him moan softly in the back of his throat.
You were completely breathless, your knees wobbly and your shorts and panties ruined. You brushed a hand through Xavierâs hair, watching his face as he kept hovering above you. He was looking ever hungry, probably painfully hard against his pants by now.
But when you slid your hand between the two of you, reaching for his belt, he caught your wrist, then pressed a kiss to your palm before continuing up your arm. He was bunching your shirt up all the way to your breasts, then pressed his mouth to your belly, fingers hooking into your shorts as that half-lidded gaze found yours again.
âNow,â he said, tone laced with more dangerous intent, âIâm gonna use my tongue.â
âsaturday? yeah, i got it. well, tell auntie that weâll try our best to be there, but i canât make any promises.â
your eyebrows furrow and your lips morph into a curious pout as you zone in on the tail end of your boyfriendâs phone call. the movie you had been streaming immediately became unimportant with the brief mention of his family claiming your full attention instead.
likely referring to another impromptu get-together that theyâre clearly asking for you both to attend, you were itching to learn the details of it over the plot of a film you admittedly had little interest in before you even pressed play. the fact that the volume hadnât made it past ten shouldâve been enough to emphasize its insignificance.
âdoesnât matter to me, but iâll ask her and see what she thinks.â valko exhales with a hum of approval in acknowledgment to whatever else his cousin was relaying, leaning back and tilting his head so that his temple can rest comfortably against your knee. with the warmth of him against you and the soft caress of his fingers along and around your ankle, little moments like these made you cherish having a man so mindlessly affectionate.
to call your boyfriend clingy was an understatement, but it was something about him that youâd never trade for anything in the world. the moment you welcomed him into your life with open arms and kissed him sweetly when he confidently asked you with the silliest smile to be his girl forever, you knew what kind of relationship it was bound to be.
to this day, it didnât matter if he had important phone calls, intricate things to study up on, or confidential documents to overlook and analyze. one thing for certain was that he would always do any and all of it wherever you were if he could.
ten minutes go by before heâs finally sitting up and removing the earbuds from his ears and the whole headset from around his neck. whatever work he had been click-clacking away at for the last two hours after taking a shower and having dinner was disregarded when he shuts the screen of his laptop and turned to look up at you holding the cute wolf plushie heâd won for you a couple months back.
âeverything okay?â you ask him softly as he faces you completely, reaching out to gently rake your fingernails through the soft and now fully dried hair right behind his ear.
getting to watch that handsome face of his fall completely relaxed and content was truly a sacred experience. his immediate submission is something you frequently tease him for when compared to his cocky demeanor, but you both knew youâd never hear the end of it should you stop for any reason.
âyeah, itâs all good. random brunch for the third time this month over the weekend. you up for it? by all means, say no if you prefer to just chill with the love of your life or whatever.â
âyou and your family are just too cute. once again, iâm reminded where you get all that audacity from.â
valko grins at the giggle you canât contain, continuing to explore the softness of your skin as you both doted on the other silently. settling between your legs while he sits on the floor was on the top of his list of his preferred kind of intimacy. âbut you know iâm down if you are. i go where you go. i mean duhhh, thatâs how we always move. like a pack, right?â
he leans deeper into your touch, eyes nearly falling shut completely from the euphoria he gets out of the way you love on him with one of the things he classifies as a guilty pleasure. truthfully, he wasnât secretive about such an obsession at all, but what was known didnât always need to be said out loud. unless used against him, of course.
âdidnât even give you any info on it yet and youâre already so eager to follow me like a good little pup, huh?â
âoh, iâm the eager one?â the protest ready to fall from his lips is first expressed in the pinch of his brows when your hand slips away from the stimulation being given to one of his favorite spots. his expressions had the tendency to give away any thoughts before he could say a word. itâs why he always says you read him better than any book heâs ever laid his eyes on.
âwhat the fucââ
âwatch it,â you warn playfully. whatever was to be said is swallowed down when the pads of your fingertips begin tracing the defined outline of his jawline before resting on the underside of his chin. âso quick to start with me. arenât you supposed to be my good boy?â
valko takes your lighthearted taunting as a challenge, grasping you by the wrist and bringing it up to his nose to inhale your addictive scent and the faint aroma of your perfume.
âarenât i always?â
âyou have your moments. iâve gotta say though, obedience looks super sexy on you.â
âhm. i bet it does.â his grin brings out the subtle dimples in his cheeks. âis it my turn to make a move now?â
heâs pulling you off the couch and on top of him before youâre capable of offering a response to his vague request. the two of you are caught in a laughing fit all the way down until his back hits the plush rug and youâre settled in his lap.
the chuckles are interrupted when you feel his not-so-little friend prodding at you for some kind of attention.
âoh, you perv.â
âperv? thatâs not a nice thing to say to the man of your dreams, now is it?â heâs slipping his hands beneath your shorts as his palms slide up the outside of your thighs. âi just consider this instinctual. others would say natural. canât blame me for what i canât control.â
the heaviness of his hardening cock pressing into you from below had a steadily increasing heartbeat thumping in your panties. from the soft look he sports with his glasses, the oversized red sweater you got him last christmas, and the dark gray sweats doing nothing to conceal what you were quickly becoming unashamedly desperate for, no way were you getting off of him without some kind of relief.
valko watches you closely as you raise said sweater to sit below his chin, revealing the big, strong, and sculpted body that youâve fallen helplessly head over heels for. he was hard where you were soft, and it was opposites like that that made you fit so well.
âwould you look at that. and iâm the one being labeled a pervert. baby, i think weâre mixing things up.â
âcanât i admire my boyfriend? isnât this natural?â
itâs almost like his eyes shine when you use his own words against him.
ââcourse you can. in fact, you better. butâŠâ he sniffs up at the air four times, a smug grin taking over his lips. âiâm sensing that admiration isnât the only thing youâve got planned in that big head of head of yours.â
âfuck off,â you laugh, pinching his nose. âand donât act so tough.â
with one slow upward motion of your hips, the thickness pulsing against you seems to swell even bigger than before. his teeth tuck his bottom lip into his mouth from the sensation and his hold on your hips deepens, nails biting deliciously at your flesh. âadmiration isnât enough for you anyways.â
your lips fall to his quickly, tongues battling for a dominance you know heâd fight tooth and nail to be the one to conquer. but he throughly enjoys a biting prey and itâs why he loves you.
his hands are sliding out the fabric of your sleepwear to find purchase on other parts of your body the more heated your sensual exchange becomes. as he licks at the roof of your mouth and tries his hardest to devour you whole, youâre embraced by his large hands grabbing at you like the greedy beast heâs proud to be.
itâs when he makes his way back to your hips that you both know this wouldnât last long. and when he starts to frantically guide you to grind against him faster, holding you down to feel him through the few layers of clothes thatâs causing separation, instinctively you knew that it was in your best interest to prepare yourself for the more he was going to give soon after this.
âyouâre not⊠hahâwearing underwearâŠâ you breathe against his mouth glistening with your shared saliva. youâre quick to take off his glasses from the growing frustration of them getting in your way of being closer, discarding them towards the plush cushions with fingers crossed for a safe landing.
âarenât you smart.â the teasing inflection in his tone and the deepness of his voice has your cunt throbbing to the point of growing uncomfortable.
your clit continues to ache the more you move with him, nipples grazing underneath your top and begging to be sucked into his mouth.
âsit up,â he says breathlessly with another sloppy kiss to your partially swollen lips.
he keeps you moving on his cock as you rise, lustful gaze focused on the way your shorts ride up your thighs and cling to your pussy from how taut heâs got them pulled to increase the friction. the outline of his dick moving against it back and forth, trying its best to nestle in betweenâthe visual alone has him bucking up and trying to make that a reality.
valkoâs hands slide up the sides of your torso and his thumbs delicately play with your peaked nipples beneath your t-shirt.
âval,â you whine, resting your hand on his chest to keep you steady as you try your hardest to not lose your shit from the sensitivity taking over everywhere. âw-want it inside. want it so badâŠâ
âyou open that pretty mouth for everything else.â he flicks them this time to make you tense and for tears to damn near overfill both your waterlines. âshouldâve just said how much you wanted to be fucked way sooner, pup. saves us so much time.â
but you canât wait for that now, not when youâre so close. the lone idea of stopping was aggravating enough.
your head falls back from the insatiable manner in which you chase your high, using his body to the highest degree to help get you there.
âyou smell so sweet,â he coos through a husky moan. âmm. youâll let me taste it later? itâs not good to be stingy.â
âright t-there,â you mewl, pressing your lips together before your vision practically blurs and and has you seeing dots. your orgasm is cataclysmic, and valko keeps your momentum going despite the clear overstimulation youâre experiencing. hearing you sing for him like this and watching you fall apart was worth your little hits of retaliation later.
heâs not far behind you either, thick spurts of sticky cum making a complete mess in his pants soon after you cave and quickly seeps through the material to add to the wet spot in between your legs.
both of you sit breathless with the sound of your forgotten movie still playing and being the only thing to fill the silence.
âyou can taste it if i can taste you, too.â
âa deal?â he raises an eyebrow as if heâs open to negations. âother than the obvious, whatâs really in it for me?â
of course he never misses an opportunity to play coy.
âkeep making me feel goodâŠâ your thumb swipes along his bottom lip. âand maybe youâll find out. or are you too scared?â
you sure were bold to offer up another challenge like this. and he could show you better than he could promise that this time, he wouldnât go easy.
a/n: ofc i haaaddd to write about that picture. iâm so obsessed with it. like i was genuinely imagining thisâŠ. i almost felt itâAND, i know we canât really tell if heâs ooc or not but if you think heâs ooc⊠DONâT TELL ME!!!!!!! valko baby, youâre ALIVE over here. they canât take you from me. i hope you enjoyed, my cuties. MWAH MWAH!!!
18+ mdni | nsfw creator xav pt 2!!! ty guys for ur feedback hehe ily
CW. X link (vid of a shirtless guy), m+f masturbation, mentions of breeding/making you a housewife, sexting, nudes, mutual masturbation, oral (f), fingering, squirting, missionary, rough sex, restraints? (he holds you by the wrists w one hand), whimpering, creampie, cum eating, overstimulation
pt 1!!!
ever since finding out your neighbour was secretly xoxolumiere, life had become a living nightmare. not because he was weird or creepyâquite the opposite, actually.
the problem was that now you couldnât look at him without remembering exactly what his voice sounded like moaning into a microphone. and once youâd become painfully aware of your neighbourâs existence, he started showing up absolutely everywhere.
your last mailbox rendezvous was a rare occurrence, but now he was there every time you went to check the mail, greeting you with that stupidly cute eye smile and a faint blush that seemed to ask are we okay?
it wasnât just the apartment complex, eitherâyou started seeing him in other places too. youâd be at the grocery store, pushing your cart toward the snack aisle only to find him standing in front of the crackers, brows furrowed in deep concentration like he was making a life altering decision.
even that wouldâve been bearable if not for his complete and utter lack of shame about the whole situation. maybe he still didnât know you spent far too many nights with his voice in your headphones, or that you had post notifs turned on for his accountâbut surely he knew something.
what other reason could there possibly be for you to shove his mail against his chest and sprint for the elevator like your life depended on it?
after another week of expertly timing your trips downstairs to avoid him, you decided enough was enough. you were an adult, and this whole thing was ridiculous.
you were developing the worldâs most embarrassing parasocial crush on a man who also happened to live two floors above you. the obvious solution was to stop feeding into it.
no more listening to his audios before bed, no more checking twitter every few hours, and definitely no more wondering if the footsteps in the hallway belonged to him.
this was healthy, this was normalâthis was what emotionally stable people didâŠbut god, you were gonna miss his voice.
with the determination of someone getting rid of evidence before the police arrived, you opened twitter, thumb hovering over the follow button.
âitâs for the best,â you muttered just before tapping it, staring at the screen for a moment before nodding to yourself. #growth. you really were gods strongest soldier.
in an attempt to commemorate your act of strength, you rewarded yourself with overpriced takeout. the universe on the other hand, rewarded you by making xavier step into the elevator just as the doors were closing.
âhi, starlight.â
a beat of silence passed as your ears began to burn.
âheyyyyâŠâ you said a beat too long, somehow making the air ten times more awkward.
he glanced at the takeout bag in your hands before looking back at you.
âi love that placeâ he spoke, breaking the silence again. you huffed a polite laugh before shuffling your feet, wondering why this trip was taking so fucking long. âso um, iâve been wanting to say thanks for bringing my mail by.â
your stomach dropped.
âoh, y-you donât have to.â
âi doâ. his voice was quieter than usual, almost hesitant. âiâm sorry if i did anything to make you feel uncomfortable.â
you blinked. ââŠwhat?â
âthe other dayâŠjusâ feel like iâve been seeing you even lessâŠnot that i stalk you or anything. imagine, haha.â
he rubbed the back of his neck, shaking his head as if to rewind the moment. there was something oddly vulnerable about him standing there, cheeks faintly pink, avoiding your eyes. guilt washed over you as you watched the shy man avert his gaze. against better judgment, you sighed.
âitâs not your fault, what you do online is your business. i guess i was just kinda caught off guard.â
he looked up, brows knit together.
âyou know what i do online?â
oh. he didnât say anything about that, did he?
âi meanââ
âhow would you know what i do online, starlight?â
the elevator suddenly felt about three sizes too small as his stare intensified. âumâŠgoogle?â
ââŠyou follow me.â
âi donât even use twitterâ the words fell from your lips before you could stop them. you squeezed your eyes shut. âplease forget i said that.â
the silence stretched just long enough for you to consider jumping down the elevator shaft. then, he laughed. not loudlyâjust a soft, surprised laugh, like he genuinely couldnât help it. when you finally looked at him, he was smiling fondly.
âthat explains a lot.â
you quirked an eyebrow, wondering if he somehow also knew your accounts name.
âthe mail? and running away? you looked terrified.â
you blushed, rolling your eyes at his amused tone. âbecause i was!â
he bit the inside of his cheek, clearly trying and failing not to smile wider.
âiâm sorry.â
âyouâre literally laughing while saying that.â
âyeahâŠi am.â he chuckled again, the air much lighter than it was previously.
âyouâre enjoying this.â
âmaybe a little.â
you groaned so dramatically the elderly woman waiting for the elevator gave you a concerned look once the doors opened. you brushed past xavier without another word, smiling in his direction once more before the elevator shut.
âgoodnight, starlight.â
you didnât answer, mostly because if you did heâd hear the embarrassing little squeak that threatened to come out.
â
three days.
you made it three whole days without checking his account. honestly, that had to be some sort of record.
unfortunately, on the fourth day curiosity won. you told yourself it was just to see if heâd posted anything and that you absolutely were not relapsing.
the first thing you saw was a video of xavier unzipping his hoodie just enough to reveal the shirtless torso underneath before letting it fall open completely.
you replayed the clip several times, noticing sweat droplets running down the sharp lines of his toned abdomen. your thighs squeezed together as you imagined running your nails down his muscles, watching how theyâd flex and tense as he writhed beneath you. so caught up in your thoughts, you failed to stop the video from autoplaying to his next post, a new audio with the caption reading:
hot neighbour finally makes a move (praise, teasing, breeding)
your heart stopped. there was absolutely no way that was about you, right?
desperately searching for your earphones, you hastily shoved them into your ears and lied back to immerse yourself in the audio.
âstarlight..â he whined in that needy voice you grew to love so much, âgod, iâve wanted this so bad, yâknow that?â
you cheeks reddened as slick sounds joined the audio. âs-so fuckinâ tightâŠbeen thinking about this since you moved in. would see your pretty smiles and immediately get hardâ
your breathing picked up as your eyes fluttered shut, the image of a breathless xavier hovering over you painted clearly in your mind.
he stuttered as the wet sounds of his hand working his slick cock moved faster. âbet ya think of me too, huh pretty? wanna know what i think about when i make these? âs always youâŠngh, think about taking you in the elevator, pressing the emergency button and fucking you right there.â
you scrolled through the comments to avoid reaching down your pants and easing the ache that had formed, already dripping from just his words.
âbaby iâm so closeâŠplease i canâtâfuck, starlight⊠can i please fill you up? let me put a baby in you, yeah? gonna make you such a pretty m-mommy angel, only thing ya gotta worry about is taking my loads and being a pretty lil housewife.â
his voice pitched up as he spoke, gasping for air as his words were replaced with loud grunts and moans.
the comments were filled with questions of if he was in heat or actively getting fuckedâthings you couldnât help but find yourself agreeing to, wondering if his passion for this audio was caused by your accidental confession.
convinced by the too obvious title, you decided to message him from your nsfw alt.
luvxinghui: damn your neighbours lucky asf
luvxinghui: specifically the ones living in apt 670
luvxinghui: that bumped into you the other day and pretended they havenât listened to your audios for the last 6 months
each second passed by with more regret filling you, wondering if this was sexual harassment. it wasnât too late to just delete the account right? and youâve been wanting to move anyway so this was a good enoughâ
xoxolumiere: Starlight?
xoxolumiere: Done being shy? Was worried U blocked me after that post :(
your heart raced reading the messages, quickly typing out a response before he changed his mind and thought you actually were a creep.
luvxinghui: nope unfortunately it only made me want u even moređ
xoxolumiere: Oh yeah?
you typed and deleted several responses, thinking of how to keep the sexual tension until your phone buzzed with another message from himâa video.
heavy breathing immediately sounded from your phone as he quickly pumped his clothed cock twice, lifting his veiny hand to show his covered length twitching. a breathy curse left his lips before he chuckled, the video ending too soon for your liking. drool pooled in your mouth as you stared at the thumbnail for several minutes.
xoxolumiere: Like it? Fuck iâm already so hard
you wanted to pinch yourself to make sure you werenât dreaming but decided against it. if you were asleep, you didnât want this ending anytime soon.
luvxinghui: holy shit xav
xoxolumiere: U had me nervous. Thought I went 2 far.
luvxinghui: omg not at all the opposite actually like i need u inside me rn
xoxolumiere: Yeah? Ur si fuckin hot my star trll me morw?
you bit your lip, wondering if he was making the same pretty noises that had you weak or if these ones were differentâspecial and reserved for you.
luvxinghui: why donât u just come over so i can show you instead?
two checkmarks indicating your message was read appeared on the screen, leaving you alone as his typing bubbles disappeared. you refreshed the app several times, thinking maybe you missed a response until a sharp knock on your door shook your attention.
you threw your phone down before making your way to the door, preparing to send away whoever it was until you made eye contact with a flustered, very red xavier.
âh-hey, starlight. not sure if you really meant it but-â
you cut him off by pulling him towards you, pressing your lips on his and shutting the door behind him. your hands ran up his body before wrapping around his neck, lightly tugging at the hairs on the base of his neck while your tongue traced the seam of his lips.
his unresponsiveness had you slightly pulling away to check in until he pressed you closer, letting you feel his bulge against your abdomen. his tongue wrapped around yours before exploring the rest of your mouth, groaning into the kiss when you completely submit to him.
his length pressed against you with every little shift, a growl leaving his throat as he finally picked you up and wrapped your legs around him, carrying you to the living room couch.
âcanât believe this is fucking realâ he whispered, breath fanning against your lips as he spoke. you tried pressing forward for another kiss but were stopped by him throwing you onto the soft sofa, immediately laying between your legs and resuming his previous attack on your mouth.
you arched into his touch when he trailed his lips down your neck and nipped at your collarbone, gasping as he took both your wrists in one hand and pinned them above you.
âfeel that?â he questioned, pressing the outline of his cock against your clothed cunt and watching you nod furiously in his hold. âitâs all for you, my star. iâm gonna fucking ruin you.â
you swallowed anxiously and whined his name, barely getting it out before he harshly kissed you again. you felt one hand keep yours together as the other trailed down your body, teasing the waistband of your pants and laughing at the way you trembled.
âx-xavâŠcan you umâŠâ
he cocked his head to the side before humming inquisitively, waiting for you to continue. âcan iâŠ? what do you want? want me to finger you? lick that pretty cunt? or do you want me to choose?â
your cheeks flushed a deeper red at his lewd words, shrugging the best you could as a response to the borderline insane question. he watched you for a few more moments before letting you go, clicking his tongue and kneeling back while palming his bulge. your hands ran up his front in effort to bring him back towards you to no avail, his towering figure shaking you off with a single push backwards.
âyâknowâŠyouâve heard me touch myself a lot. i remember seeing your account when i like first started the account.â a smug grin formed on his face when you quickly looked away in shame. ânow you want me to take the lead here too? thatâs not fair, is it?â
you looked up with a pout, focused on the way he bit his lip while staring down at you. âyou ever touch yourself while listening?â
he watched as you nodded, hands starting to fidget with the hem of your shirt. finally, he sat back and pushed his hand below his pants, stroking himself below his sweats as he stared at you. âwanna see you do it again, in front of me this time.â
you gasped at the request, about to refuse until he laughed in such a mean way. âbe a good girl and do it while iâm asking, yeah? i could make you do it if i wantedâdâyou really think youâd be able to push me off?â
your heart raced at the implication, hands shaking as they undid the tie keeping your pants up. he helped you slide them all the way down before watching you spread your legs, a dark spot already forming at the centre of your underwear.
a deep groan of his spurred you on, your nervous fingers finally moving to your cunt and applying just the right amount of pressure to your clit to have you throwing your head back in bliss. the sound of him spitting into his hand drew your attention once more, immediately snapping back to him as he started to beat his cock faster in the confines of his sweats.
âsh-shove your panties to the side. let me see how wet you get for me.â
you immediately obeyed, pulling the damp cloth away to reveal your glistening heat. he swallowed at the sight, a whine leaving his throat as he watched you run a digit up your warmth and pull away, a string of slick connecting your finger to your pussy.
xavierâs breathing picked up as his hand started a familiar rhythm of stroking his length before circling the tip with his palm. sweat beaded on his temple and ran down the length of his neck as his hips began to buck up to meet his thrusts. âxavâŠâ you whined, circling your clit quicker as you watched his ministrations. his eyebrows furrowed in desperation at the pitchy tone you used to say his name, finally throwing him over the edge as he let out whimpers of your name.
you watched a damp spot form on his pants, his hand slowing down but never stopping as he continued to work himself to the point of overstimulation.
his chest heaved as he tried to calm himself, still pumping his length to semi hardness before finally looking at you once more. âfuck iâm so sorry, jusâ got so excited baby but we can stillââ
you giggled at the post nut clarity, watching as he pulled his cum covered hand from his sweats and moved back towards you. âoh itâs funny huh? you think itâs funny how easy i am for you?â
you nodded before bringing his hand to your lips, licking the remainder of his seed from his fingers before responding. âmmm yup. pretty funny in my booksâ
he watched with bated breath before pushing you back down, kissing your lips and groaning at the taste of himself before pecking lower, moving between your thighs and looking up at you. âletâs see how funny it is when youâre cumming on my tongue in a couple minutesâ
not giving you a chance to response, he licked from your entrance to your clit, wrapping his lips around the bundle of nerves and applying a light pressure as he started to suck on it. your hands immediately buried in his platinum hair, tugging with every flick of his tongue against your sensitive nub.
he moaned against you while trying to makeout with your cunt, letting his tongue dip into your hole before running over the rest of your pussy once more. âxav, fuckâŠpleaseâ you whined, bucking your hips against his mouth and simultaneously pushing his head deeper into you.
âtaste so fucking goodâŠcum on my face baby please, i need to feel itâ he mumbled into your heat, muffled by your desperate movements against his mouth. your cries increased in volume as he focused on the spot that had you crying, one hand moving to insert two fingers into your entrance. the sudden intrusion pushed you to the edge, climaxing on his face and squirting as he continued to scissor his fingers deep inside of you.
you shook below him as he continued to finger fuck you, completely entranced by the way you sprayed your fluid on him. once he was sure you couldnât take anymore and were crying for him, he finally relented, moving to his previous position hovering over you.
âwas that good?â
you tried to catch your breathing while glaring at him, staring incredulously at the ridiculous question. he laughed before leaning down and kissing you passionately, stealing any breath you managed to regain. âcan i? please, starlightâŠâ
you watched him pull his hard cock from his pants, pumping it and watching him spread the precum beading at the tip along the rest of his length. you nodded and watched as he reached into his pocket for protection, shaking while trying to rip the packet open only for you to knock it out of his hands. âwant it rawâ you whined, relishing in the groan he let out before pushing his pants lower and kicking them off.
he rubbed his cock against your folds before finally pushing into you, girthy tip already enough to have you wincing in pain. âwant me to stop?â
you quickly shook your head and heard him chuckle at the enthusiasm, pressing into you once more and falling to his elbows as he bottomed out.
the both of you moaned at the feeling, every vein of his long cock being massaged by your sensitive walls with each second that passed by.
âa-angelâŠcmon need you to relax for meâ
his whines spurred you on, causing you to tighten around him even more. he pressed a kiss against your lips in efforts of distracting himself but only moved to a position that had him even deeper inside of you.
âfuck, baby iâm sorry, jusâ kick me if itâs too muchâ he spoke, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead before withdrawing himself from you almost completely and shoving all the way back in, the tears springing from your eyes encouraging him to set a rapid pace.
âxav its so bigâ you cried, nails scratching down his back as he completely engulfed all your senses.
he pressed down on your lower abdomen, watching you gasp in surprise as he knelt back to fuck himself even deeper into you. âyouâre taking it so fucking good, starlight. so warm for meâ
each squeeze of your walls has him edging closer to release, trying desperately to stave it off by fisting his hand into the leather of your couch. the sound of his hips slapping against the backs of your thighs filled the room, each movement filling you with pleasure. your eyes trailed his body as he continued to fuck you, the flush from his face going all the way down his chest. beads of sweat ran between the muscles you were staring at on a screen just hours ago, every inhale he took accentuating the lines of his toned figure.
he set one leg on the ground to stabilize himself as he fucked you harder, hitting the spot that had you rapidly approaching your high. one hand grasped your tit harshly, slapping it before tweaking a nipple with all his strength. the rough movements finally pushed you over the edge, your sudden orgasm making him grip you tight enough to bruise.
he fucked you through your high, watching your body convulse below him with pleasure as he pushed your legs up and used the new position to thrust even harsher into you.
âtight little cunts gonna take it all right? lgonna fill you up and get you nice and round with my babies-shit-you like that huh? pretty girl wants to make me a daddy right? gonna get these tits nice and full with m-milk ohimcummingfucktakeitsogoodformeââ
his thrusts turned erratic before sloppily moving against your hips as he filled you up, spurt after spurt shooting into your womb while he muttered how good youâd look full of him. he laid above you for several minutes, trying to control his breathing before finally coming back up, pressing a gentle kiss to your mouth and moving down to watch you push his cum out of your entrance.
without another word he began to lick your heat, swallowing every drop of your shared cum with greedy moans. you rubbed your pussy against his face as he sucked every drop of his seed from you, only stopping when he was sure you were completely empty.
i think calebâs a sadist but not in the traditional way of inflicting physical painâinstead he likes embarrassing you. after years together he knows the little things that makes your palms clammy and heart race.
he notices every single reaction you have, like the gasps you let out when he comes up behind you to help grab a dish from a top shelf. its not just his length pressing into the curve of your ass that has you nervous, but also the fact his 6â2 frame engulfs you. youâre completely vulnerable around him, he can do and say anything and youâd have to take itâwhat other choice did you have?
thereâs no running from the colonel.
right now was no different. caleb had you squished underneath him, your back rubbing against his chest every time he harshly thrusted into you. the wet sound of his skin slapping yours sounded through the room, lewd noises making you whine every time he bottomed out inside you.
he licked up the length of your neck, chuckling at the way your walls tightly squeezed around his length.
âf-feelsâŠngh really goodâ you moaned, earning a particularly hard slam of his pelvis against your ass, his cock bruising your cervix with every thrust.
âoh yeah? does it f-feel so good, baby?â he mocked, voice pitching up in tone when he mimicked your voice. you nodded furiously as he continued to fuck his cock past the tight muscles of your cunt. âcmon, tell me again. ya gonna cum for me? gonna cum on daddyâs big dick?â
you whined at the title he used for himself, insisting you call him it any time the two of you were alone. âyes daddy, please âm g-gonnaâŠâ
your voice trailed off as you felt pleasure building up in your stomach, heart racing as your high approached. just as you felt the initial shocks of your climax start to wash over you, caleb pulled himself completely away from you, flipping you onto your back and pinning your arms down on either side of you.
caleb clicked his tongue as your thighs squeezed together in search of stimulation, using his knees to keep your legs open for him. âdidnât think itâd be that easy, did you?â
his eyes crinkled with laughter as tears streaked down your cheeks, a pout unconsciously forming on your lips. he cooed at the sight, immediately copying your action and watching the way your already reddened cheeks flushed even deeper. âaw, cmon baby donât cryâŠyâknow what to say if you want itâ
you hesitantly nodded before just barely composing yourself, trying to work up the courage to say the words he was waiting for. âc-cayâŠdaddy, please let me cum? wanâ you to fill me up while i cum for youâ
a mean grin spread over calebâs face, his lips pressing almost violently against yours while he lined his length up to your entrance. âwasnât so hard, was it? now let daddy feel this pretty pussy cum, yeah?â he emphasized the title just as he pressed himself into you once more, resuming his previous pace with renewed vigour.
he brought his hands to the backs of your thighs, pressing them against your front to get more leverage to thrust into you. the new position had his happy trail grinding against your clit, immediately bringing you back to the peak of your climax.
your walls clamped around his length without warning, triggering both of your highs. calebâs hips stuttered against yours as he continued to move in tandem with your body, a groan sounding from his throat before he collapsed onto you.
the sound of heavy breathing replaced your intense noises of pleasure as you both came down.