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a study in: revenge vs. forgiveness, redefining a sense of self, found family, running away but coming back, utilizing your demons, facing the consequences of your actions, healing not happening overnight, good people doing bad things, hard-won happy endings & much, much more!

#pinned post.#updated 6-26-23 #xan-est-25-they/he

xbadnews-a

officially moving to the new blog ❤️

#q.

xbadnews-a

officially moving to the new blog ❤️

#ooc.#q.

officially moving to the new blog ❤️

#ooc.#ill still be on this one for a couple of eeeks to make sure ive got all the asks / messages i want to keep track of but #thats where the writing will be happening #as i set uo of course

xbadnews-a

followup to my last post, if we're mutuals & you 100% want to write on my new blog feel free to like this post. It's not required, I'll still be following people on my own time. But this way I don't forget anyone still interested in interacting who sees this

#ooc.#tbd.#q.#I'll just go to this post first to follow folks & then go through my following list to follow others #this is the last time im queuing this to keep from being Obnoxious #ive been following a few folks at a time on here & my rebooted multi as well #im hoping to have percy sort of set up by tomorrow #enough to maybe even write / respond to old threads

xbadnews-a

followup to my last post, if we're mutuals & you 100% want to write on my new blog feel free to like this post. It's not required, I'll still be following people on my own time. But this way I don't forget anyone still interested in interacting who sees this

#ooc.#tbd.#I'll just go to this post first to follow folks & then go through my following list to follow others

followup to my last post, if we're mutuals & you 100% want to write on my new blog feel free to like this post. It's not required, I'll still be following people on my own time. But this way I don't forget anyone still interested in interacting who sees this

#ooc.#tbd.#I'll just go to this post first to follow folks & then go through my following list to follow others

gonna be moving Percy to another, smaller blog in the next few days. I'll be continuing a handful of things from here & saving a few asks but I need a Reboot

#ooc.#tbd.#and also i dont know the email for this blog my only acess is mobile

Actual picture of me waiting to get off work so I can make percy in bg3

#ooc.#tbd.#just for funsies #i have my main playthrough venael is a disaster and i love her but #character creation 👀👀👀

impulse bought bg3

#ooc.#tbd.#not me abusing the power of red hair white streak again #anyways she's a druid named Venael & i'd die for her

This is what it feels like to chew five gum

#ooc.#tbd.#translation: this is what it feels like to erite w me

poohsources

🐝 * ― 𝑨𝑽𝑨𝑻𝑨𝑹: 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑻 𝑨𝑰𝑹𝑩𝑬𝑵𝑫𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛ i'm angry at myself! ❜ ❛ it's easy to do nothing, it's hard to forgive. ❜ ❛ you miscalculated. i love them more than i fear you. ❜ ❛ there is nothing wrong with letting the people who love you help you. ❜ ❛ but now you're not letting yourself feel anything. i know sometimes it hurts more to hope and it hurts more to care. but you have to promise me that you won't stop caring. ❜ ❛ my own mother thought i was a monster ... she was right of course, but it still hurt. ❜ ❛ in the darkness, hope is something you give yourself. ❜ ❛ never forget who you are, for surely the world won't. ❜ ❛ why am i so bad at being good? ❜ ❛ it is important to draw wisdom from different places. if you take it from only one place, it becomes rigid and stale. ❜ ❛ sometimes the best way to solve your own problems is to help someone else. ❜ ❛ and now you have come to the crossroads of destiny. it's time for you to choose. ❜ ❛ you may not always see the light at the end of the tunnel, but if you keep moving, you will come to a better place. ❜ ❛ protection and power are overrated. i think you are very wise to choose happiness and love. ❜ ❛ get over here, [ name ]. being part of the group also means being part of group hugs. ❜ ❛ stop! stop it right now! what's wrong with you? we don't have time for fun and games with the war going on. ❜ ❛ i'm too young to die! ❜ ❛ in my country, we exchange a pleasant 'hello' before asking questions. ❜ ❛ i didn't know what or when, but i knew i'd know it when i knew it! ❜ ❛ the past can be a great teacher. ❜ ❛ when we hit our lowest point, we are open to the greatest change. ❜ ❛ there really is no fathoming the depths of my hatred for this place. ❜ ❛ failure is only the opportunity to try again, only more wisely this time. ❜ ❛ i wanted to take out all of my anger on them. but i couldn't. i don't know if it's because i'm too weak ... or if it's because i'm strong enough not to. ❜ ❛ look [ name ], you're going to fail a lot before things work out. even though you will fail over and over again, you have to try every time. you can't quit because you're afraid you might fail. ❜ ❛ while it is always best to believe in oneself, a little help from others can be a great blessing. ❜ ❛ you must never give in to despair. allow yourself to slip down that road, and you surrender to your lowest instincts. ❜ ❛ if we knew each other back then, do you think we could have been friends too? ❜ ❛ you know, [ name ], i don't care what anyone else says about you. you're pretty smart. ❜ ❛ if i try, i fail. if i don't try, i'm never going to get it. ❜ ❛ let your anger out, and then let it go. forgive him. ❜ ❛ pride is not the opposite of shame, but rather its source. true humility is the only antidote to shame. ❜ ❛ life happens wherever you are, whether you make it or not. ❜ ❛ the greatest illusion of this world is the illusion of separation. things you think are separate and different are actually one and the same. ❜ ❛ you stand alone. that has always been your greatest weakness. ❜ ❛ bad skin? normal teenagers worry about bad skin, i don't have that luxury. ❜ ❛ in my dream, we were right in the middle of the invasion, and you stopped to use the bathroom. we die because of your tiny bladder. ❜ ❛ you need to find someone who waits and listens before striking. ❜ ❛ everyone has to be treated like they're worth giving a chance. ❜ ❛ i don't need luck, though. i don't want it. i've always had to struggle and fight, and that's made me strong. it's made me who i am. ❜

#meme.#im itching To Write

swearwolfcola

Vox Machina part 4

#tbt.#the personality in this one has me by the throat

aq2003

day 4 of perc'ahlia week: shoot/reborn

colonel vessar and lieutenant de rolo :] (insp by @blorbologist's fma au!)

#tbt.#👁️👄👁️

I am wanting to get back to writing in tumblr soon. a friend made a good point recently about me deciding what I want out of something before I write it which is something I've been struggling with lately tbh. But!!! It also helped me see what the struggle actually Is. Anyways I'm excited to get back to it, to stretch my tip typing fingers & make my brain Work

#ooc.#tbd.#i have just been thinking about this today #its my birthday so tonight is probably not the night ill be getting back to it but its in the near future #i am going back to work tomorrow and i think that will help stimulate my brain in a way its been lacking

Life has been lifing recently ( positive ) but I'm planning on going through and working on some writing stuff tomorrow. I need a couple of chill days to pour into creativity & vibes & this is the best way to do it

#ooc.#tbd.#tonight we went to steal doorknobs from abandoned houses #we overahcieved and took the whole doors

What I say: I am going to write

What I mean: I am going to leave mannequin heads at homes & businesses

#ooc.#and also glitter bomb abusers yards #the real reason i cant keep focus to write or talk to people???#the mannequin heads #they need homes #tbd.

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