I'm going to recover guys! I love you all and I hope you stay safe.
I reread my post on tips against binging and I realised there is no point to making myself suffer. No one is coming to save me. No one is going to love me more or care for me more. I am just hurting myself and the people that love me. Not eating can't make me happier. I'll probably relapse by this summer but such is life. In the mean time, I will enjoy my time with people I love. I will allow myself to be free. I'm going to stop isolating myself to exercise, restrict or hide my malnourished body. There is no point in suffering <3













